he finds foolhardiness a pointless exercise of dominance —– but it’s quite endearing on her. how her tongue swiftly latches to the bait he’s dangling, and swallows with a final bark. he imagines, this must feel as some type of surrender to her, a bruise to the ego she so adamantly attempts to smother under all that cheap fabric.
but he has no intention of making any of this easier for her ; without strife caitling an emptied woman ; she is left to the judgement of her own voice, a much harsher, unforgiving devil, than the one who stands before her.
“ clever. ” that conceited little lilt to his voice suggests otherwise, & just like that, the snake bites back, fangs dripping poison ; as it does, as it is its nature. but he’s not quite ready to swallow her, then. he’s not entirely sure when, if ever, that day will be.
greedy fingers, seldom exposed, now lay bare & it is not resentment nor repudiation she witness at her blunt displays of hostility. he looks thankful — for they can freely roam across the road she’s so carefully paved, trace the phantom imprints where her hands have lingered. — he doesn’t crack it open, yet.
of course, he’d never willingly sate her thirst with feeble admissions of guilt, but he entertains her with shadows of smiles, and the crinkles that form about his eyes. CURIOUS analogy, not that he’s opposed. likely, more accurate than she’d ever guess —– it seems as though he’s rummaging through some thoughts, recollecting an old memory before cracking open the file.
“ a love story… ” he points out, eyes not moving from the dull pages. “ —- how curious. ”
he doesn’t say any more, than. and he doesn’t expect her too, either.
it is unfair to embarrass her with any further enticement —– even if she so deserves for the comparison, for that careless analogy that implicates her and dangerously provokes him. how unlikely that she should inspire mercy in him.
to business, than —— what he sees is ritualistic. neediness. ambitious. wishful thinking, for the most part. the butchering is sloppy, the cuts are careless. is it curiosity, or a hunger for knowledge that grows wilder with each slice? there’s no sentimentalism , no remorse for the shambles left behind. one might wrongly assume jack would approve of such methords —– but the gracelessness, the lack of meaning into each random killing is terribly boorish to a man such as himself.
back to her, his eyes are searching. in a breath, he could swallow whole that jaded body of weary limbs and spit the bones clean ——– not a scream would escape her throat. he’d devour them too. but to watch her blossom , to watch her peel the very skin that coats her bones and crumble before him would be infinitely more pleasurable. rewarding. he’d sown her , and he’d reap her —- when time was due.
not bothering to elaborate, when he stands, the doctor has fallen silent. what crawls closer, all cat & canary like, preserves the gap between them by mere inches.
“ i do have a simple favor to ask. will you say yes? ”
She gives him a genuine bit of herself, you can hear it in the scoff that tries to cover up a real laugh. Did he just call ‘Silence of the Lambs’ a love story? If that were the case -
“What does that make us Jack?”
A cruel snicker. Maybe ‘Midsummer’ was his favorite. Or maybe he read ‘Titus Andronicus’ like it was a love song. But as cavalier as this exchange is, she is certainly attentive at the way he examines the file, looking for any of the tells of his face that she knows so well. She looks for literally anything that would give her her own start to figuring this out. Cait itches to solve this. ‘What a waste.’ Yes! She’d thought the same. “Right? Ritualistic instead of reverent.” She can’t help and say - but any of the enthusiasm that comes with laying down the first piece of the puzzle dies cold in her throat as he slinks closer.
Her hands drop and immediately, her fingers move to fiddle with the sleeves of her flannel. Her magic jumps up like an instinct. Cait’s unconsciously going for that dark well that sits in her and she gets that feeling, the same one that struck her in the library at the Gala, as if she is nothing more than a marionette. It’s hard not to, when he’s so close, just hex him with a little bit of magic. It’s like reaching for a phantom limb and Cait winds up crossing her arms, just so there’s one more barrier between them. This stance also lets her surreptitiously thumb the spot where the rune for ‘destruction’ sits carved into her skin, under her shirt. How many times did Will have to catch her by the elbow when she was in uniform to keep her from doing something reckless? Would he do the same now, as she was mere inches from Jack? Without William, the force that is (former) detective Caitlin Godfrey is left unattended and unhindered.
A simple favor. She searches his face, finds nothing. This is crazy. This whole thing. She loves that. Has Jack ever been in a working partnership before? He doesn’t really strike her as a team player. She wants to take a guess at what he’s going to ask fo her. Wants to tap two fingers to her jugular or maybe take out her little pocket athame and slit her palm to tease him with the possibility of paying with blood. What could he even possibly want that was SIMPLE? Going back to her fantasies for a second, the ones she listed off earlier were absolutely taunting bullshit. But here’s one that’s true: She wishes she had his case file in front of her right now; the one she’s constructed over these last five years. She’d read it back to him and remind herself of all the things that made Jack get up each morning. Maybe if she had it right here, she’d know what he was about to ask for instead of drawing a complete blank.
Even after all this time he still has the ability to surprise her.
“I’m not really in the habit of writing blank checks, Jack.”
It’s the dance all over again. ‘But would you do it for me?’ Of course, she accepts.
“Just what did you have in mind?” Caution laces her words. Or, she pretends to call it caution. It’s more the speed of daring and downright distrust.