Iām so fuckin lonely. full of mentally ill shit to the brim. my interests, tastes and opinions feel burning shameful and itās so hard to share even tiny bits even with my own partner. my self loathing donāt even let me try to talk to somebody online in the fandom. how do you even do this? when typed out it sounds truly fucked up, holy jesus
Iāve snapped because right now this bitch shame doesnāt let me read fanfiction or even articles or interviews on media I like because my better half is sleeping soundly in the same room after declaring that nothing of what I try to tell him about my hobbies really interests him. I actually figured, but still
I have nothing to entertain myself with right now, fucking fuck
I will post it and Iāll leave it here and I will not regret it













