BLACK SKY

French girl. I'm crurently fighting a illness named depression, maybe we can build a team to fight it together. Please love yourself enough to allow you to try to care of yourself and to heal you because you deserve to be alive and happy. If you need to talk or if you want support to fight any disease don't hesitate to send me a message ! ♡ I don't promote any self-harm, eating disorder or anything else. I'm just sharing my thoughts and my feelings (more precisely the mess in my head).

[gonerface]

Please can I give up and leave?

[ggggaaabbe]

your tumblr is one of those things that you want everyone to see but at the same time you never want to show it to anyone

[marie-winter]

Benjamin Isidore Juveneton

[thepersonalquotes]

[wordsnquotes]

@wordsnquotes

[1st-1]

If size didn’t matter, Pluto would still be a planet.

[blackangelsbrokenwings]

I hate this fucking disease and I hate these fucking meds. I hate the fact that I can yell at my parents one night and want to change the world, do sport and meet people the next morning. And then sleep for an entire day and clean my room for an entire night.

[late-nights-and-daydreams]

“Im not saying this is a suicide attempt but if I dont wake up tomorrow I want you to know I am sorry I didnt write individual letters. It would of taken too long and i would of started to sob and it would of ruined it all That Im sorry I ever had to hurt any of you. That the monsters in my head finally strangled what was left of the voice in me. Know Im at peace now because now they cant hurt me anymore and i cant miss her anymore I cant be in pain like this the kind not even oxy could try and fix I have been in agony longer then I can remember and maybe I just need some god damn fucking peace and maybe the only way I see it is through a coffin I wish I saw it any other way Im sorry Im so fucking sorry”

— Im sorry if I die tonight

[apatheticfibs]

The problem with a mental illness is you can be fine for a while. Just completely and totally functional like a normal person. Then for no reason whatsoever you feel that overwhelming feeling of hopelessness, sadness, or worry. And it feels like you’re just back to square one. The sudden feeling that you don’t matter always comes back. The worst part is you can never explain to someone why, it’s just how your mind works.

[blackangelsbrokenwings]

And you're never ready for it

[youngchronicpain]

quick question: how the fuck do I get through the rest of my life like this

[understands]

[modernpendu]

[blackangelsbrokenwings]

Everything is mess up in my head.

[alltime-destiny]

I hate how i'm always the one to fucking text first. I always care about what your up to and what your doing, but i never get the same love back. It pisses me off.

And you wonder why I fucking hate people.

[9lucy9]

“Go out” they said.

“It will be fun” they said.

“You will never integrate and you will be left out of the group and you will end up writting posts on tumblr” they didn’t say.

[theuntoldexpression]

“I got tired of being plan b.”

— 13

[thepersonalquotes]