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You keep leaving and i never closed my door, you always chose the convineient time for you to pull me and to push me and never thought about how it would affect me.. There come that day when it seems like i am begging you to come closer and you reply with coldness, And i think you never knew the reason behind those unexpected ‘i love you’ and ‘i miss you’ texts that i kept sending in the middle of the night, you never knew that i sent them whenever i was feeling lonely and sad because i know then that you are the only one who can make me feel better and because i can’t call you in the middle of the night crying out of loneliness and feeling low i go with those texts that you ignore.. \you are cold as ice baby, but when you are nice baby, you are so amazing every way\ i crave the warmth of your voice and the tenderness of your words and i know that you are just trying to hide whatever you are feeling towards me but i don’t know till when i can act like it doesn’t affect neither that this is the reason behind my sadness.. that we can be a thing but the time ain’t right, that we don’t consider each other ‘just a friend’ but we have to..

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