So where to start? I am a white married women living in the LA area. I met my hubby through a dating website. I was looking for a Dominant black man and ended up with a white guy!
The white man emailed me saying he absolutely loved my profile and was wondering if I ever considered being a Queen of Spades. I was curious what it was and due to disappointing responses so far from dom black guys, we started emailing a lot. He explained me about this lifestyle and how it turned him on.
I have nothing against white guys. I just am much more attracted sexually to black men. My white husband is one of the sexiest guys ever. Many of my friends are very jealous. I can look at him and feel so much love! He’s not one of those cuckold who is a sissy. He is very dominant. Works out and wears great clothes.
Just like many, many other women, deep down inside I have a craving to be a slut. My husband loves that about me luckily. That’s how we met. And that’s why he always knew I love being a slut for a well hung black stud besides his own slut.
My first boyfriend was a very well hung awesome looking black guy. I was chubby and not popular. He was on the football team of another college. He was tough and lived on my block. I never had a boyfriend before and he was so mysterious and strangely enough the fact I thought he was a bit dangerous turned me on. I don’t know why, but I was ever since attracted to the bad boy type. I went completely black. I even got shared at parties which was over the line at that time in my life. I made out with girls while I dont like girls. I fucked guys I did not like, just for attention. Not a good part of my life as you can imagine.
I went in to therapy and got my life sorted out. My family were amazing help. I went on the internet and started dating again. Somehow I ended up doing a one night stand with a kinky black man. He was married but we had amazing sex. He was so rough and his cock was so big I was hooked. he called me a whore, slapped me and did whatever he felt like. It was like he was reading my mind. He made me feel things I never knew I liked. Humiliation, pleasure mixed with pain.
So I kept looking for a new black master and ended up finding my hubby hahaha! He embraced my kinks. He loved Interracial porn and was very excited about my previous experiences. But most importantly he is a loving hubby that was caring for our amazing kids. We found some black guys I fucked and eventually I was owned by a Black master like no other.
SEX IS A PARADOX OF YOUR LIFE
While in therapy I loathed of my experiences when I was being shared. Now I crave it. More than anything. More than ice cream, more than champagne. My husband was always turned on by my lifestyle as a Queen of Spades. But at some point he felt he wanted to dominate me more.In the mean time I was in contact with a black master all the way in europe. We spoke about it and he told me that a dominant master does not discus such a thing. He takes charge and you follow. My hubby never did. We simply did not have the relationship for it. My master told me to say to my hubby that I was now in training and that it would help me as a Queen of Spades.
And so I did. He was understanding. But my master wanted me to take it to the next level. I needed to start working on my body. I was still overweight and had thick legs and thick arms. I was so afraid to show myself. The thought of being watched by other was more and more scary to me and making my queen of spades experience not fun anymore.
So my master instructed me to take control. I must tell my hubby everyday I will become a perfect queen for bbc and that with every squat I did I thought about serving my master. He loves that. I started saying it to myself everywhere - in the car, in the store… Oh my lord it makes me wet thinking about it. I was conditioning my mind. Fully knowing what I was doing. Working out daily made me so confident. I work full time and have kids, but with all this energy I can not be stopped.
I was giving some of my willpower to my master. He was conditioning my mind and I loved every bit of it. I was getting looks on the street and soon was picking up guys numbers. My master made me serve as many BBC as I could. More daring places, more guys. He was taking things further all the time, with my husbands support.
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