Black Eyes On Blue Skies

Stuck somewhere between Kennedy and Cobain // Meg // 17

[actualghostwriter]

My writing and creativity are probably more than toxic. The way I write is a coping mechanism, for anxieties and depressive episodes. Its so hard to write without them. So my entire basis of a dream is based on poor mental health. Without it, I cant write. But I don’t want it. But I want to write. I love to write. But the best of it comes from my lowest points. I have put myself in horrible states of mind to put out writing I can be proud of. But now, I’m getting happy. Im improving. Theres no writing though. I feel no need to. But I want to so bad, I just cant. And thats hurting me the most right now. I finally crave to do something good, but I just cant because I am happy. A horrible reality.

loved, o.m.f

[blackeyesonblueskies]

I feel this on every level of my soul

[bellecs]

[meanplastic]

me if i was a youtuber

[londonfromparis]

It’s that sinking feeling - it’s blurry, it’s overwhelming, it’s sickening. You tell yourself you never would let anyone make you feel like this, but here you are again. It’s self hate, it’s disappointment, it’s everything all mixed together and it hits you all at once. You don’t want to feel it, but you’re awfully good at letting yourself drown in it.

[naik2seki]

when fergie comes on in the club and u hear “If u aint got no money take yo’ broke ass home”

[theweirdwideweb]

[spilledinkandtears]

“Never thought losing you would ache this much”

— I am hurting (Via @spilledinkandtears)

[tugbaheaven-deactivated20220807]

[the-memedaddy]

[meanplastic]

[relatablepoetryandquotes]

via @extramadness

[aliensfromhell]

[sonypraystation]

saying my name is so intimate why would you do that to me

[trumpetnoises-deactivated201507]

[dankmemesreasonforliving]

[highschoolhandjob]

[dankmemesreasonforliving]