Fairest of them all.

Live for the high not the low Kelso . 401

[russian-painting]

Ivan Konstantinovich Aivazovsky - Winter landscape, 1880s.

[tumvlereameesta]

O era..

[arcusant]

[arcusant]

[completely-switched-off]

I try not to stare at your lips when we talk but I want them so badly.

[walrustrain]

She doesn’t have any lifelong friends, she envies those who have found their circle.

[blackheartseverywhere]

The sweet red.

Oh my, does it go down

So smooth.

The sensation against each taste bud

The taste of forgetting.

The sweet red.

Oh my, does it go down

So smooth.

Slowly slipping away from the here,

The now; reality.

Time stops; music blasts

With each glass

Oh my, does it go down

So smooth.

KF xx

[blackheartseverywhere]

Why is it that I look back?

Look back at the hard times.

The worst times; the hurricane of emotions.

Why,

Why can’t I look at the lighter memories?

Instability; who I am.

Incapable of remembering the good.

The bad takes over; the hurricane of emotions.

It runs me.

The wind and rain tear through my head

My body and mind are immobile.

I’m stuck.

Why is it that I look back?

Why is it that I cannot look forward?

KF

[planetconfession]

i hate you and i hate myself. go fuck yourself

.

[metamorphesque]

— Sylvia Plath

[vomitingwords]

an excerpt from my book when things are not FINE // ma.c.a

[blackheartseverywhere]

Longingly I stare,

At the flowers

The red, red roses.

I reach out to trim them

And blood trickles

Down my finger.

So beautiful, the flowers

Yet thorns stab at those who touch them.

The blood

Like the cut

The scar on my right leg.

The glass.

The past.

I’ll write to you,

Then shred it.

I’ll write to you,

Then burn it.

I’ll write to you,

My always valentine.

And keep it.

You will always be, my valentine.

The one left unsent.

[blackheartseverywhere]

I spy with my little eye

the fire in your soul beginning to die. 

I spy with my little eye

a girl from your past starting to pry.

I spy with my little eye

life on my own and i’d like to cry.  

[blackheartseverywhere]

It’s the middle of a perfect kiss

When time flies.

It’s because you’re happy

When time flies.

But why?

Why is it that time flies

When all you want is a pause button?

Why is it that time creeps

Oh so slowly

When you’re trying to stay positive

When you’re trying to sleep

When all you want

Need

Yearn for

Is when time flies?

[blackheartseverywhere]

Hey Daniel,

I don’t know if you ever realized that you’re a great fucking guy and I am so beyond lucky to have you here.

Love always,

Kelso

[blackheartseverywhere]

write to me

write to me about all that you love

write to me about our love

write to me about the past

write to me about the present

write to me about the future

write to me about it all

[planetconfession]

You made the right choice, ripping my heart out and throwing it on the ground. My life is such a mess now. I would have never been able to provide you the life you deserved. I would have tried but.. I'm glad I failed myself and not you.