Man feelings are weird but good weird. When I came back to ISU I started talking to a girl that I had a previous fling with while at EIU for undergrad. Things didn’t work out because we were both at different schools, two hours apart, and I had no car. Fast forward to now, we’re still about 40 minutes apart but I also have to drive through her town a few times a week because I work as the AT at a school the town over. We started things off and progressed. I asked her to be my gf but she hit the pause button on that and wanted me to wait a month. That was weird but I actually wanted to go along with that because there’s just something about her and our situation that feels right. I don’t think I would’ve done that for anyone else. We don’t get to see each other as often as we’d like but we talk all the time. We talk and act like we’re dating. I’ve met her family several times and they keep inviting me to events. Her dad even invited me to go to St. Louis with them this past weekend. But yeah the month is up on Saturday and I’m super pumped up. This is just special. I’ve already done so much for her that I had never even thought of doing for anyone else. So yeah feelings are weird but at least they’re finally good.
