Refuckulation

Recovering artist trying find his way after being trapped in a steel tube for a decade

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There is both more satisfying as a cis-male than a beautiful cis-woman who is wearing my clothes and is inspired by the person of whom I really am— To truly and absolutely be loved. #finn #blacksheepfinn #finntheartist #BlackSheep #BlackSheepCreatives #BlackSheepArtist #BlackSheepArtistCollective #Art #Artist #Atlanta #Georgia #Fulton #FultonCounty #fairburn #Fairburnga #Local #Talent #veteran #veteranartist #mywife #artist #acrylic #acrylicpainting #portrait #portraiture #ourstory #ourart #love #mymuse (at Fairburn, Georgia) https://www.instagram.com/p/B0VAMJUHkzo/?igshid=1teeqtvada6o

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My first real attempt at realism and watercolors. Still trying to tweak the color so that it matches the atypical color scheme of the rest of the painting. Juxtapositions are neat. #finn #blacksheepfinn #finntheartist #BlackSheep #BlackSheepCreatives #BlackSheepArtist #BlackSheepArtistCollective #Art #Artist #Atlanta #Georgia #Fulton #FultonCounty #fairburn #Fairburnga #Local #Talent #veteran #veteranartist #watercolor #watetcolorpainting #watercolorart #myart #cigarette #cigarettes #ashtray (at Fairburn, Georgia) https://www.instagram.com/p/B0RyMP4n7oQ/?igshid=1s0iz1y0cay2s

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Progress is slow but the reward is great. #finn #blacksheepfinn #finntheartist #BlackSheep #BlackSheepCreatives #BlackSheepArtist #BlackSheepArtistCollective #Art #Artist #Atlanta #Georgia #Fulton #FultonCounty #fairburn #Fairburnga #Local #Talent #veteran #veteranartist #toxicmasculinity #myart #mystory #storytelling #acrylic #watercolor #acrylicpainting #painting #watercolorpainting (at Fairburn, Georgia) https://www.instagram.com/p/B0MhnlgHnH_/?igshid=3esynb28twow

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My parents were smokers. There was a time that I thought I was so stubborn that I thought I would never be a smoker. Hell now I’m smoking a cigarette right now watching paint dry. Some things are just in us as we for control everyday. #finn #blacksheepfinn #finntheartist #BlackSheep #BlackSheepCreatives #BlackSheepArtist #BlackSheepArtistCollective #Art #Artist #Atlanta #Georgia #Fulton #FultonCounty #fairburn #Fairburnga #Local #Talent #veteran #veteranartist #toxicmasculinity #myart #mystory #storytelling #acrylic #watercolor #acrylicpainting #painting #watercolorpainting (at Fairburn, Georgia) https://www.instagram.com/p/B0MO8L2nsC8/?igshid=1i859bx0h4dre

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Adding the layers. I’m almost to the point where I can accentuate the patterns of the watercolor drips. #finn #blacksheepfinn #finntheartist #BlackSheep #BlackSheepCreatives #BlackSheepArtist #BlackSheepArtistCollective #Art #Artist #Atlanta #Georgia #Fulton #FultonCounty #fairburn #Fairburnga #Local #Talent #veteran #veteranartist #painting #acrylic #acrylicpainting #watercolor #watercolorpainting #myart #mystory #progress (at Fairburn, Georgia) https://www.instagram.com/p/B0KmzeBnskv/?igshid=wdbe28lzgzco

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Finally getting to paint again. Balancing work and life as usual. Keeping one foot in a foreign world and the other in my own. I went back to my old way of doing things— using only acrylics, primary colors and mixing the paints on the canvas. It’s got to finally have a place for ourselves. Hannah and I have blossomed in the last couple of months— like a chrysalis shedding all of its old damage and memories to become a new form. The dick cigarette is coming to life and I am pleased. #finn #blacksheepfinn #finntheartist #BlackSheep #BlackSheepCreatives #BlackSheepArtist #BlackSheepArtistCollective #Art #Artist #Atlanta #Georgia #Fulton #FultonCounty #fairburn #Fairburnga #Local #Talent #veteran #veteranartist #acrylic #acrylicpainting #acrylicart #mystory #toxicmasculinity #myart (at Fairburn, Georgia) https://www.instagram.com/p/B0B-X9BHhuc/?igshid=1w74hxe2tc443

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Modern pinup with a modern classic. #finn #blacksheepfinn #finntheartist #BlackSheep #BlackSheepCreatives #BlackSheepArtist #BlackSheepArtistCollective #Art #Artist #Atlanta #Georgia #Fulton #FultonCounty #fairburn #Fairburnga #Local #Talent #veteran #veteranartist #mercurymarauder #mercury #marauder #photography #photographyislife #photographerslife #pinup #girlswithcars #mywife #photoshoot #psexpress (at Fairburn, Georgia) https://www.instagram.com/p/B0BGVU3nSJM/?igshid=ffjz2lbr5fan

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Modern pinup with a modern classic. #finn #blacksheepfinn #finntheartist #BlackSheep #BlackSheepCreatives #BlackSheepArtist #BlackSheepArtistCollective #Art #Artist #Atlanta #Georgia #Fulton #FultonCounty #fairburn #Fairburnga #Local #Talent #veteran #veteranartist #mercurymarauder #mercury #marauder #photography #photographyislife #photographerslife #pinup #girlswithcars (at Fairburn, Georgia) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bz_ss9yHMfA/?igshid=1mxyno3xz6glz

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WTF!? Hannah and I went shopping or our next sculpture/jewelry making endeavors and we stumble upon this... #finn #blacksheepfinn #finntheartist #BlackSheep #BlackSheepCreatives #BlackSheepArtist #BlackSheepArtistCollective #Art #Artist #Atlanta #Georgia #Fulton #FultonCounty #fairburn #Fairburnga #Local #Talent #veteran #veteranartist #adventure #photography #photographerslife #socialcommentary (at Riverdale, Georgia) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bz_nL3VH2bX/?igshid=2wp4f7kwsm78

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The foundation of our broken lives are our devices— constantly searching for the vices to fill the hole in the soul. Buying things we don’t need. #finn #blacksheepfinn #finntheartist #BlackSheep #BlackSheepCreatives #BlackSheepArtist #BlackSheepArtistCollective #Art #Artist #Atlanta #Georgia #Fulton #FultonCounty #fairburn #Fairburnga #Local #Talent #veteran #veteranartist #model #3dart #sculpture #assemblage #assemblageart #myart #mystory #socialcommentary #iphone (at Fairburn, Georgia) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bz_iGrQn3P4/?igshid=17agkd1albgt3

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New York continues to be a reflection of the inner self. We have changed. A place that was once the embodiment of the pinnacle of society now leaves us screaming in a pool of our own existential problems. My wife an I are now urning for a simpler life— one devoid of the made up problems fed to us by those who’s just want to control our thoughts. Serenity is an ongoing process. #finn #blacksheepfinn #finntheartist #BlackSheep #BlackSheepCreatives #BlackSheepArtist #BlackSheepArtistCollective #Art #Artist #Atlanta #Georgia #Fulton #FultonCounty #fairburn #Fairburnga #Local #Talent #veteran #veteranartist #nyc #indianfood #bengaltigerindianfood #inteospection #peopling (at Bengal Tiger Indian Food) https://www.instagram.com/p/BzyLHOsnehF/?igshid=1pxqwrfymmwf6

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Back in NYC to visit my son for his birthday. Wandering around the streets of Queens on a quest to see what Flushing has to offer. #finn #blacksheepfinn #finntheartist #BlackSheep #BlackSheepCreatives #BlackSheepArtist #BlackSheepArtistCollective #Art #Artist #Atlanta #Georgia #Fulton #FultonCounty #fairburn #Fairburnga #Local #Talent #veteran #veteranartist #vacation #nyc #queensny #wandering (at New York, New York) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bzqz9jLHfQV/?igshid=1x9y9dpntnbr9

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Starting on the “dick cigarette” piece while the gesso dries on the box spring canvas. Hoping it turns out well. I want it to convey what it means to be a cis-male in American culture. Pieces have minds and lives of their own. #finn #blacksheepfinn #finntheartist #BlackSheep #BlackSheepCreatives #BlackSheepArtist #BlackSheepArtistCollective #Art #Artist #Atlanta #Georgia #Fulton #FultonCounty #fairburn #Fairburnga #Local #Talent #veteran #veteranartist #dickcigarette #toxicmasculinity #painting #preliminary #myart #mystory #acrylic #acrylicpainting (at Fairburn, Georgia) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bzl6XfsHtQ-/?igshid=15zyf3nth59d5

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A family that creates together stays together! #finn #blacksheepfinn #finntheartist #BlackSheep #BlackSheepCreatives #BlackSheepArtist #BlackSheepArtistCollective #Art #Artist #Atlanta #Georgia #Fulton #FultonCounty #fairburn #Fairburnga #Local #Talent #veteran #veteranartist #family #familyphotography #familytime #painting #acrylic #acrylicpainting #ourstory #mymuse #inlove (at Fairburn, Georgia) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bzl4jFone9I/?igshid=181hf10fd7ozp

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Starting on the “dick cigarette” piece while the gesso dries on the box spring canvas. Hoping it turns out well. Pieces have minds and lives of their own. #finn #blacksheepfinn #finntheartist #BlackSheep #BlackSheepCreatives #BlackSheepArtist #BlackSheepArtistCollective #Art #Artist #Atlanta #Georgia #Fulton #FultonCounty #fairburn #Fairburnga #Local #Talent #veteran #veteranartist #dickcigarette #toxicmasculinity #painting #preliminary #myart #mystory #acrylic #acrylicpainting (at Fairburn, Georgia) https://www.instagram.com/p/BzltFRPHIUY/?igshid=1jws8i1vplzv6

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Happy to be home. After totaling a service truck in Memphis, working nights in Macon, getting suck in traffic on I-75 for two hours at 2am, the. Having to go to Huntsville, AL for the 4th— it’s good to be in my own bed safe and sound. finn #blacksheepfinn #finntheartist #BlackSheep #BlackSheepCreatives #BlackSheepArtist #BlackSheepArtistCollective #Art #Artist #Atlanta #Georgia #Fulton #FultonCounty #fairburn #Fairburnga #Local #Talent #veteran #veteranartist #itsgoodtobehome #4thofjuly #homecoming #love #mymuse #mystory #coonhound #pitbull #coonhoundpitmix (at Fairburn, Georgia) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bzgd4jkHqe1/?igshid=11zhjy63a1rcx

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We met some more really cool people in Memphis. I hope they find what they’re looking for and that they reach their final destination. #finn #blacksheepfinn #finntheartist #BlackSheep #BlackSheepCreatives #BlackSheepArtist #BlackSheepArtistCollective #Art #Artist #Atlanta #Georgia #Fulton #FultonCounty #fairburn #Fairburnga #Local #Talent #veteran #veteranartist #memphis #humanity #people #photography #photographyislife #photographerslife #photographersofinstagram (at Beale Street - Memphis) https://www.instagram.com/p/BzUnJNCn11u/?igshid=1f8f45s24xu5a