my heart's aflame

poe dameron born and raised republic fly boy [Indie poe dameron rp account. read rules before interacting. spoilers will be tagged "tfa spoilers"]

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@greentigerushizi (x)

         She was being selfish right now– She should let him go. But instead, here she was, practically clinging to him like a shirt in the Mon Cala humidity. She was being stupid; he was okay, wasn’t he? He was back, he was safe. But he almost wasn’t, a dark voice in her head says, a voice she has to try very hard to shut down.

        But it’s true. He was captured by the Order, after all. They tortured him, tormented him. He almost didn’t make it back.

         But he did.

        She had to keep telling herself that– He was back, he was safe, he was okay. She didn’t need to hang on him like this– He wasn’t going anywhere, not yet.

         “Sorry– Go. I won’t keep you.” It took a Herculean effort, but finally Ushizi disentangled herself from her fellow pilot– “Go.”

     As Ushizi untangled herself, Poe couldn't help but feel a pang of guilt. Did he sound harsh when he had said it? He'd been joking, really. Just trying to lighten the tension, the mood, but apparently Zi's mood hadn't really wanted to be lightened.      "Zi-- Zi- relax, I was- I wasn't serious." Well, he was. He had a meeting to get to, but that was still ten or so minutes away. He had time.      "Zi, stay here. C'mon-" he pulled her against him, ignoring how overheated he was getting. He didn't care. He just wanted her close. Just wanted to listen to her heart beat. When he was captured, tortured by the First Order, she was all he could think of. If he'd see her again, if she'd be okay, what would happen if he-      He didn't though. He was there. So he closed his eyes and tried to remember that. Tried to stay in the moment. And he held on tighter.

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@greentigerushizi (x)

     “Oh, you know, just thought I’d stop by my local haunt.” That was terrible. She should feel terrible about it.

         Too bad she was grinning too hard to do just that.

Poe laughed, loud and hearty.      "Jeez, Zi, and I thought my joke was bad. I think you've killed me. Get it? Killed me? Okay, that one was lame. I'll think of something better. Uh..."

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          “He’s just not used to the fact that we’re dating. He’s allowed to be a little jealous if he wants.” Blast, even Ushizi was having trouble believing they were together. The whole thing was more than a little mind-boggling, really.

          “… Granted, but you could still stand to be a little nicer to him, you know.”

[blackwolfdameronarchive-blog]

      "You're treating him like a child! Or like a...dog. It's weird. I know Jakara has some jealousy issues, I get it, but I don't think he should be just...allowed to worm his way in between us every time he feels like it." Okay, now he was starting to get heated. Perhaps he should calm down a bit, but he was on a roll now,      "Jakara has to accept that we're together. He may not like it, but he has to accept it. And I AM nice to him, even when he treats me like crap."

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tagged by: @promisingagent!!!

NAME: Poe Dameron AGE: 32 SPECIES: Human GENDER: Male ORIENTATION: Straight PROFESSION: Resistance pilot

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{ PHYSICAL ASPECTS }

BODY TYPE: athletic EYES: brown SKIN: tan HEIGHT: 5′7″ WEIGHT: he wont’ tell —————————————————————————- { RELATIONS }

FAMILY: None SIBLINGS: None PARENTS: Father - Kes Dameron , Mother- Shara Bey (deceased) ANY PETS?:   Yes [ X ] ( well, a droid ) || No [ ] || —————————————————————————- { SKILLS }

PHYSICAL PROWESS: 6/10 SPEED: 7/10 (11 in an X-Wing, baby!) MAGIC: 0/10 —————————————————————————- { LIKES }

COLOURS: orange, green, black, red SCENTS: grease, caf, Zi’s hair FOOD: anything that isn’t Resistance food FRUITS: all of em DRINKS: CAF, beer ALCOHOLIC BEVERAGES?  Yes [ ] || No [ ] || Sometimes [ X ]

—————————————————————————- { OTHER DETAILS }

SMOKES?   Yes [  ] || No [ X ] || Occasionally [ ] DRUGS?:   Yes [  ] || No [ X ] || Occasionally [ ]   DRIVER LICENSE?:   Yes [ X ] || No [  ] EVER BEEN ARRESTED?   No [ ] || Yes [x ]

@greentigerushizi do it on ALL your accounts

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          “Well.”

          Well indeed. “It’s a funny story, really– See, I decided to be a good duck and do the wash, y’know, and then I got talking to Snap, and wouldn’t you know it?”

          “Only your clothes did that. Weirdest thing.”

[blackwolfdameronarchive-blog]

"Oh, I see." "And here I thought you were going to say the Force did it. My mistake." Poe was sure if he rolled his eyes any harder they'd go right into the back of his head, but he managed to maintain composure and not sigh TOO loud.... "You're gonna replace them, right? Since your carelessness caused this." Okay, maybe he was smiling a little.

[imnotcoolenough4you]

[wnq-writers]

So darling, wait for me. Just until I’m ready. Wait for me. Cause I will wait for you too.

eamnella  (via wnq-writers)

[killtatum]

[blackwolfdameronarchive-blog]

‘this was not your fault.’

“Bantha shit.” Poe wasn’t looking at her. He wasn’t looking at anyone. Instead, he’d focused his gaze squarely on the scuff on his right boot, hard stare enough to burn a whole right through the fabric. For a moment after, he said nothing more. Only when he finally looked at her did Poe speak again.“I could have been there, I could have helped. I could have taken the blaster fire instead of them. Don’t tell me this isn’t my fault. It could have been me and not them-”

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@greentwojakara

“Jakara, I’m only gonna ask this once. Why are all my clothes three sizes too small.”

“And pink.”

[cindersart]

important otp thing to consider: who says “only grab what’s important before we go” and who grabs the other one’s ass and says “it’s important to me”

[luvbey]

*Still uses pinky promises as a legitimate foundation of trust* 

[princesconsuela]

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@greentigerushizi (x)

“Like, I’d hope you’re not jealous. Besides, if anyone’s jealous here, it’s Jakara. He says if you wanted it to just be me and you, you should have, and I quote, ‘manned up and called it date night if he didn’t want me there.’”

“Which, in retrospect, he has a point, you know.”

“You and Jakara aren’t dating! He doesn’t get to be jealous!” He was shocked, baffled really. Was she seriously defending Jakara?

“Maybe I was trying to be cool and casual. Besides, Jakara would have shown up even if I had called it that. He’s kriffin’ Jakara!”

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@greentigerushizi (x)

“Depressing? Depressing is having to lay in the back of Jakara’s A-Wing because I couldn’t fly my own damn ship back to base. That’s depressing.”

“Well maybe if you had been more careful and not daydreaming about me instead of paying attention to the fight, you wouldn’t have had to make an emergency landing and busted your arm.”

[blackwolfdameronarchive-blog]

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someone my muse likes, but doesn’t trust

Han Solo was nearly legendary. The pilot of the Millennium Falcon, the guy who made the Kessel run in less than 12 parsecs, the hero of the Rebellion. He was certainly admirable in many aspects.

But Poe knew the dirty parts of Solo’s character, too. General Organa would tell stories, not necessarily to bad mouth him, simply being candid. And being the father of a sith lord isn’t exactly something you put on your resume.

Poe thinks Han Solo is a pretty damn cool guy, but he also knows that he shouldn’t trust the guy as far as he can throw him,

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someone my muse is jealous of

Leia Organa had been at the heart of the Rebellion. She, to put it lightly, knew Han Solo, and was Luke Skywalker’s twin sister.

But that wasn’t why Poe was jealous of her, no. Poe envied General Organa because she had a chance to know his mother, got to spend time with her, talk with her and learn things about her that Poe never would get a chance to.

Poe was young when his mother died, and he didnt get to see her much. He loved his mother dearly, still does, but there was so much Poe wished he could ask her. General Organa would have had the chance to do so, had she wished. Of course, Leia wasn’t Shara’s daughter, so she wouldn’t have the same questions, but dammit, she could have asked!

Poe respects the shit out of the General, but he still has that twinge of envy knowing Leia knew his mother, perhaps more than he did.