@droplct said: ❝ Have . . . You ever told anyone ? About us ? About us . . . Back then ? ❞
Jet went still for a moment, but not because he hadn't expected the question someday, but because he had. He'd just hoped she’d never actually ask it. A crooked smile tugged at one corner of his mouth, though it lacked its usual easy confidence as his gaze briefly drifted away from Katara toward some distant point neither of them could see.
"Once or twice. Not details." He shook his head. "Never names." Jet wasn't proud of many things from those years. Most of what happened between them had been tangled up in trauma fueled bad decisions and feelings he hadn’t known what to do with, but that excused none of it and she doesn’t deserve for him to go telling people how her firsts were ruined because of him. "People asked questions sometimes, like why I get weird whenever the Southern Water Tribe comes up or why I look like somebody had punched me when someone mentions your name." A short laugh escaped him. "I wasn't exactly subtle. But no. I never go around telling stories about you."
Because that was what she'd been asking, wasn't it? Not whether people knew or whether he'd shared her. Whether he'd taken those horrible memories and turned them into something for other people to pass around.
"Those years were messy enough without me dragging strangers into them." His thumb rubbed absently against his palm. "And honestly?" He huffed another laugh. "Most people wouldn't have believed me anyway." The idea was still ridiculous when he thought about it. The fierce waterbender who'd threatened to knock his teeth out, the girl who'd challenged him at every turn, infuriated him, fascinated him, and somehow managed to carve out a permanent place in his chest, why would she feel anything for him?