If you beat yourself up, it's hard to keep going.

Note: This is not a blog that is used frequently ;) Used to be Slushieblaine Lauren. 20. Glee, Queer As Folk, Harry Potter, Misfits and Miranda. ABOUT ME | SHIPS | MY LOVE ladyboner(s)

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So, um, hi! My names Lauren and I haven't posted on this Tumblr in months.

Under a Read More because 'personal' or whatnot (and by personal I mean non-fandom related, because isn't that what the Read More function is there for?)

So, not much in my life has changed. I'm currently working my ass off saving up to go to London in August. Which is a lot sooner than I realise. 120 days in fact (but who's counting??) I've been filling my spare time with reading and researching London and I'm falling more and more in love with the place. I am not going to want to leave But I'm also 100% certain that I'll be back, and living there one day.

I miss Tumblr. Well, no, maybe that's not true. The fandom wank still kinda sucks and yeah, I still side-eye the shit out of ship wars. But I do miss the people I used to be close to on here, and I get really upset sometimes, because I realise that there's people here who's lives I don't know anymore. But I want everyone to know (Ellen, Sophia and everyone else who used to be in the F9 or I used to talk to before I drunkenly deleted my old blog and remade) that I love the fucking shit out of you people, and it sucks that I don't come on here more often.

I really don't have much else to say. I just went through and deleted all the URLS  I had hoarded like a whore, so those are free to all. I wish I had some startling  revelations to talk about, but I'm sure that'll come after I get trashed in Soho, get covered in glitter and wake up in a naked hamster pile with several attractive British men. (I'm kidding. Slightly.)

To live, to love, to London.

Oh, also, If anyones interested, I've got a sideblog at the moment, which isn't fandom related at all, and if you want to follow me on there for more regularly communication, then go for it. Its 316days.tumblr.com.

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SOPHIA. You're online! I replied to your message! I did! I just couldn't reply privately, it's on my page! Look, look, luv me!

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x

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Drinking wine alone, waddup.

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Sighs because I have to work tomorrow (new years day in Australia) which means that there will be a lack of drunken shenanigans tonight. Oh well, I'm watching the fire works in manly tonight so that should be fun.

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you’re perfect and i hate you ♡ dianna agron

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Lmfao, Sophia, that last post was meant to finish with do you know your exam results yet? Damn autocorrect!

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DARLING. I'VE MISSED YOU. HOW HAVE YOU BEEN!!!

HAI BB, I'm on my phone so I can't answer this privately like I originally wanted to, so immmmm sorry (and sorry to my followers) :( but omg, I've missed you too. I'm not doing anything except working my ass off to save up to go to London in August. I'm so excited. Sjerhrjrdjdjr. How about you?? Do you know your examResults utter!

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He’s just a boy.

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Lolol going to go re read WTS so that I can get the knife out of my heart that GYOWs update STABBED IN THERE. I'm sitting here crying in the middle of the lounge room. This is not pretty.

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chris & his scrunchy face