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imessage | Penelope 💔

josie: i'll try

josie: take care of yourself

penelope: you too, jo

penelope: you too

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imessage | Penelope 💔

josie: i still don't understand why you have to leave

josie: i hope you'll be happy too

penelope: you'll understand eventually

penelope: i'll be happy as long as you are

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imessage | Penelope 💔

josie: you know what i regret?

josie: not reading your letter sooner, not fighting for us sooner

penelope: it's okay, jojo

penelope: i forgive you, and i want you to forgive yourself

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imessage | Penelope 💔

josie: why?

josie: why even bother coming back if you were just going to leave again?

josie: my light has been dimming ever since the darkness

penelope: because i regretted never being able to give people a proper goodbye last time

penelope: i was too mad and petty and i had regrets

penelope: i'll always have regrets, but i wanted to have less when i left this time than i did before

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imessage | Penelope 💔

josie: i don't understand

josie: why you can't what?

josie: Talk to me.

penelope: i can't stay here

penelope: i can't stay in mystic falls

penelope: i can't stay with you

penelope: i'm sorry if i ever got your hopes up, but i can't

penelope: and i need you to be happy even when i'm not here because if your light dies the world will be worse off for it, jojo

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imessage | Penelope 💔

josie: we were happy once, right?

josie: i know i'm not usually the selfish one, but i want you to stay

penelope: we were happy once, yeah

penelope: and i am the selfish one, and that's why i can't

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hiraethiisms​:

her brows furrowed, she shook her head slowly. “no.” she said simply, she couldn’t accept that. “i’m sorry what? you’re not going anywhere. you are part of the plan, you are part of what is going to keep josie in the path of the light. what the hell are you talking about, penelope?” she asked, feeling a sickness build in her stomach. “yeah well, it was my decision to make. contrary to popular belief you don’t get to tell me what to do - i’d do it again if it meant saving you and saving my sisters heartbreak.. and if you’re gone who else is actually going to give me a challenging argument?” 

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the first syllable out of the blonde’s mouth left the witch simply confused, even as the tears were still stinging at the corners of her eyes. no? no? what sort of answer was that? “i’m cursed, lizzie. i’m dying from the inside out, it’s why i came back here to say goodbye to everyone, the universe just was imppecible timing.” there was still guilt in her chest in regards to how the blonde had ended up a heretic, even if it was her own choice to make, it made her feel sick, or maybe that was the residual feeling of illness from the curse, who knew at this point. “i have no idea, liz, but someone will have to step up to the plate... eventually.” 

[maycrmatty]

“You used to go to the Salvatore school right? You okay?”

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“Terrible, actually, but who expects anything else in Mystic Falls, Mr. Mayor?”

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landonely​:

🔥 ― “You have a matter more pressing than an egotistical dead-raising witch?” It was playful in its energy, brow raising with the softest of skepticism. Reading Penelope’s mind was impossible, but reading her words wasn’t too easy either. When she mentioned she was leaving again, he wondered why he found it surprising. Did these few minutes feel permanent to him, or did he just miss the spunky witch?  “Oh. Thanks,” he added genuinely. “Where you off to next?”   

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“I do, actually.” It wasn’t a lie, at least, in her own mind. Death seemed like a bigger deal in her own mind than the egotisctical necromancer, but perhaps it was because she was the one dying, how would she ever know. The answer had been offered with a deadpan expression on her face, and her arms crossed in front of her as she looked at the funky phoenix. “Somewhere far far away from this dumpster fire.”

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mamaparkerx​:

“You don’t know anything about me.” Leena said defensively. I was raised in that coven, it’s all I knew. I was doing what I thought I was supposed to do.” Leena was angry, mostly at herself for not realizing the evil behind the coven from the beginning. “I did try. I tried to save my kids from that evil. Joshua stopped me. He locked me away. There is so much I wish I could change. I had plenty of time to reflect on my mistakes when I was alone for years. I hated myself for years, so I can’t blame you for hating me too.”

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“I know you are a shitty mom who let her kids be used as pawns in your husbands game. I know you kept having kids just to screw over your oldest, and I know that anything you did because of a change of heart or whatever... it wasn’t enough. Now, you’ve managed to get your own granddaughter killed. I don’t even like that one and it pissed me off.” Penelope’s words were venemous and cruel, and she had no regrets. “So don’t mind if I do taker you up on your offer for me to keep hating you.”

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imessage | Penelope 💔

josie: you make me happy, Penelope

josie: we deserve to be happy together

josie: whatever is going on, I’m here and I’m fighting for us

penelope: you deserve to be happy

penelope: i need for you to be happy without me, jojo

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imessage | jojo 🔥

penelope: goodnight, beautiful

[ hours later ]

penelope: one day you are going to be so happy, and i am going to be so happy for you

penelope: one day you're going to get everything you deserved

penelope: and one day i hope you understand why i did what i did

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imessage | jojo 🔥

josie: for you

josie: goodnight, pen ❤

penelope: goodnight, beautiful

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imessage | jojo 🔥

josie: I can't sleep

penelope: try, jojo

penelope: for me

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imessage | jojo 🔥

josie: we can still have that

josie: I'm not giving up on us

penelope: no, we can't

penelope: you should go to sleep, jojo

penelope: it's getting late

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imessage | jojo 🔥

josie: that's not true

josie: you remember that one night we snuck off school grounds. we had our whole life planned out

penelope: we had big dreams, jojo

penelope: a house, kids, everything

penelope: i'm sorry that it never happened

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imessage | jojo 🔥

josie: you can't convince me that this is what you want

josie: i should have fought for us the first time

penelope: jojo, take my word for it, i'm not worth it

penelope: and we can't change the past