Rockiest of Things

☆ Elias ☆ they / he / she ☆ 21 years of age ☆ the fatherless four by dosto uwu ☆ made misha rakitin my whole personality I think that explains a lot. ☆ RAKYOSHA FREAK ☆ OH also I draw lol

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I'm fucking alive

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Art trade with @blaubearykuma

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ARGHKHLGTWLGFWRGWK

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Some Dostoevsky priest yaoi commission :)

#rakyosha #rakitin #alyosha #thebrotherskaramazov #dostoevsky #tbk

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some angel / demon rakyosha I drew for halloween

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the saint and the heretic

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hi me alive me gonna post buckle up and get ready okay let's go

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I'm gonna post the rest tomorrow it's 4 am and I'm sleepy

rip

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rakitin finally putting an end to alex theodorson's virginity (he in fact was a virgin as well)

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okay this is the design I'm mostly going with these days. modern au misha rocky thing.

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some rakyosha wips

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the serpent

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I might make a sideblog for all my music uploads but i still have like 4 music urls held but 2 of them are just old urls and 2 are things i dont want to let go of. billysuperduper stay with me forever

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omg 4th oomf found

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oh you thought I'm an alyosha drawer? you did? you did???????

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FAAAAATHER FAAAAATHER FAAAATHER FAAAATHERFKDKDKRKRKDKEK FATHER TO YOUR HANDS I COMMEND MY SPIRIT FATHER TO YOUR HANDS WHY. HAVE. YOU. FORSAKEN ME????? INYOURTHOUGHTSFORSAKENMEEEEEEKF2RFR2KFR2K

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btw this was my real time reaction of that Ivan smerdy part when I was on my first tbk run. crazy time

[ladyofmelk]

my secret is that everytime I see rakitin fanart I'm reminded of my friend's ex who looks exaclty like most people draw him, and acts like him too.

i met him only once but he kept making jokes i laughed at to fill the silence, gave me a bitchy answer when i asked if i could take one of his 83929 bazillion gyoza and begged me to finish them when they were already cold. when my friend stopped talking to him he suddnely remembered he had all the problems in the world and guilt tripped them but it didnt work. Still, he texted them three months later asking if they wanted to come with him to the movies. when my friend said no he replied he knew theyd say that. he dated my bsf's classmate for a while and thats how i know his two roommates who were together broke up and left so hes been paying rent by himself for months. also he wants to refound the communist party (or the brigate rosse i cant remember) (it still exists idk what hes on). he has a shit name and I cry everytime I think about him cause he looks a lot like gogol too😭

[blaubearykuma]

I'm gonna flood tumblr by rakitin fanarts not a lucky night for you I'd suppose 😭😭 /lh /hj

[ladyofmelk]

my secret is that everytime I see rakitin fanart I'm reminded of my friend's ex who looks exaclty like most people draw him, and acts like him too.

i met him only once but he kept making jokes i laughed at to fill the silence, gave me a bitchy answer when i asked if i could take one of his 83929 bazillion gyoza and begged me to finish them when they were already cold. when my friend stopped talking to him he suddnely remembered he had all the problems in the world and guilt tripped them but it didnt work. Still, he texted them three months later asking if they wanted to come with him to the movies. when my friend said no he replied he knew theyd say that. he dated my bsf's classmate for a while and thats how i know his two roommates who were together broke up and left so hes been paying rent by himself for months. also he wants to refound the communist party (or the brigate rosse i cant remember) (it still exists idk what hes on). he has a shit name and I cry everytime I think about him cause he looks a lot like gogol too😭

[blaubearykuma]

am I your friend's ex by any chance