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heyyyy. been quite a long time since i even opened this side blog let alone posted in it. i think it’s pretty established at this point that my ouat days are over, and i’ve been exclusively using my main blog for other fandom stuff.

every few years of being online i tend to get like. this odd restlessness about having old works up? in the past i think i’ve purged my entire internet presence like 3 or 4 times, erasing all fics and art that i didn’t want to have around anymore. it actually happened not long before i joined the ouat fandom. i know a lot of people like keeping their whole history up for anyone to still enjoy later on, even if they’ve moved on. i respect that, i even get that it’s a really generous thing to do. personally, the longer i tend to leave things up, the more weird anxiety it brings me? i don’t know.

when i last took down a handful of works, several people reached out to me to 1) tell me i might regret it if i take them down and 2) request that i orphan works instead of deleting them. as far as the first point, i gotta say i have never once regretted deleting old things. actually, it tends to ease my anxiety. it feels good for me on a personal level. as for the second point, while i understand the attachment others have to things i’ve made (and i appreciate it. years ago the comments and conversations i had with many of you made me feel so wonderful) orphaning works for me is not an option. it takes the control away from me, and there’s no way to ever get that control back, and that is truly unbearable for me.

all that to say, sometime soon, maybe in the next week or month or months, i plan on purging all my works from ao3. i’m giving it some time so anyone who wants to download any specific work can do so. i’ll keep copies of all the works too, they will only be gone from ao3, not wiped from existence. i’m leaving this blog up for the foreseeable future and i’m not deleting the ouat art. (if there ever in the future comes a time when i do decide to do that, i will once again give a heads up)

i’ll reblog this a few times to try and make sure it gets seen, that no one is blindsided by suddenly empty links.

sorry to say my ask box will remain closed, and while i don’t mind messages about this, please don’t try to ask me to reconsider

thank you, i hope you’re all doing well, several of you follow me on my main blog doing main blog things so this’ll be a weird little single side blog post amongst the rest, but i felt like it’d be prudent to post about it here since this is where the ouat fandom knows me

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heyyyy. been quite a long time since i even opened this side blog let alone posted in it. i think it’s pretty established at this point that my ouat days are over, and i’ve been exclusively using my main blog for other fandom stuff.

every few years of being online i tend to get like. this odd restlessness about having old works up? in the past i think i’ve purged my entire internet presence like 3 or 4 times, erasing all fics and art that i didn’t want to have around anymore. it actually happened not long before i joined the ouat fandom. i know a lot of people like keeping their whole history up for anyone to still enjoy later on, even if they’ve moved on. i respect that, i even get that it’s a really generous thing to do. personally, the longer i tend to leave things up, the more weird anxiety it brings me? i don’t know.

when i last took down a handful of works, several people reached out to me to 1) tell me i might regret it if i take them down and 2) request that i orphan works instead of deleting them. as far as the first point, i gotta say i have never once regretted deleting old things. actually, it tends to ease my anxiety. it feels good for me on a personal level. as for the second point, while i understand the attachment others have to things i’ve made (and i appreciate it. years ago the comments and conversations i had with many of you made me feel so wonderful) orphaning works for me is not an option. it takes the control away from me, and there’s no way to ever get that control back, and that is truly unbearable for me.

all that to say, sometime soon, maybe in the next week or month or months, i plan on purging all my works from ao3. i’m giving it some time so anyone who wants to download any specific work can do so. i’ll keep copies of all the works too, they will only be gone from ao3, not wiped from existence. i’m leaving this blog up for the foreseeable future and i’m not deleting the ouat art. (if there ever in the future comes a time when i do decide to do that, i will once again give a heads up)

i’ll reblog this a few times to try and make sure it gets seen, that no one is blindsided by suddenly empty links.

sorry to say my ask box will remain closed, and while i don’t mind messages about this, please don’t try to ask me to reconsider

thank you, i hope you’re all doing well, several of you follow me on my main blog doing main blog things so this’ll be a weird little single side blog post amongst the rest, but i felt like it’d be prudent to post about it here since this is where the ouat fandom knows me

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last reblob, gonna take everything down later today

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heyyyy. been quite a long time since i even opened this side blog let alone posted in it. i think it’s pretty established at this point that my ouat days are over, and i’ve been exclusively using my main blog for other fandom stuff.

every few years of being online i tend to get like. this odd restlessness about having old works up? in the past i think i’ve purged my entire internet presence like 3 or 4 times, erasing all fics and art that i didn’t want to have around anymore. it actually happened not long before i joined the ouat fandom. i know a lot of people like keeping their whole history up for anyone to still enjoy later on, even if they’ve moved on. i respect that, i even get that it’s a really generous thing to do. personally, the longer i tend to leave things up, the more weird anxiety it brings me? i don’t know.

when i last took down a handful of works, several people reached out to me to 1) tell me i might regret it if i take them down and 2) request that i orphan works instead of deleting them. as far as the first point, i gotta say i have never once regretted deleting old things. actually, it tends to ease my anxiety. it feels good for me on a personal level. as for the second point, while i understand the attachment others have to things i’ve made (and i appreciate it. years ago the comments and conversations i had with many of you made me feel so wonderful) orphaning works for me is not an option. it takes the control away from me, and there’s no way to ever get that control back, and that is truly unbearable for me.

all that to say, sometime soon, maybe in the next week or month or months, i plan on purging all my works from ao3. i’m giving it some time so anyone who wants to download any specific work can do so. i’ll keep copies of all the works too, they will only be gone from ao3, not wiped from existence. i’m leaving this blog up for the foreseeable future and i’m not deleting the ouat art. (if there ever in the future comes a time when i do decide to do that, i will once again give a heads up)

i’ll reblog this a few times to try and make sure it gets seen, that no one is blindsided by suddenly empty links.

sorry to say my ask box will remain closed, and while i don’t mind messages about this, please don’t try to ask me to reconsider

thank you, i hope you’re all doing well, several of you follow me on my main blog doing main blog things so this’ll be a weird little single side blog post amongst the rest, but i felt like it’d be prudent to post about it here since this is where the ouat fandom knows me

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also @spartanguard you are crazy sweet i opened my email to a thousand comment messages from you, all my love to you forever 💖

[bleebug]

heyyyy. been quite a long time since i even opened this side blog let alone posted in it. i think it’s pretty established at this point that my ouat days are over, and i’ve been exclusively using my main blog for other fandom stuff.

every few years of being online i tend to get like. this odd restlessness about having old works up? in the past i think i’ve purged my entire internet presence like 3 or 4 times, erasing all fics and art that i didn’t want to have around anymore. it actually happened not long before i joined the ouat fandom. i know a lot of people like keeping their whole history up for anyone to still enjoy later on, even if they’ve moved on. i respect that, i even get that it’s a really generous thing to do. personally, the longer i tend to leave things up, the more weird anxiety it brings me? i don’t know.

when i last took down a handful of works, several people reached out to me to 1) tell me i might regret it if i take them down and 2) request that i orphan works instead of deleting them. as far as the first point, i gotta say i have never once regretted deleting old things. actually, it tends to ease my anxiety. it feels good for me on a personal level. as for the second point, while i understand the attachment others have to things i’ve made (and i appreciate it. years ago the comments and conversations i had with many of you made me feel so wonderful) orphaning works for me is not an option. it takes the control away from me, and there’s no way to ever get that control back, and that is truly unbearable for me.

all that to say, sometime soon, maybe in the next week or month or months, i plan on purging all my works from ao3. i’m giving it some time so anyone who wants to download any specific work can do so. i’ll keep copies of all the works too, they will only be gone from ao3, not wiped from existence. i’m leaving this blog up for the foreseeable future and i’m not deleting the ouat art. (if there ever in the future comes a time when i do decide to do that, i will once again give a heads up)

i’ll reblog this a few times to try and make sure it gets seen, that no one is blindsided by suddenly empty links.

sorry to say my ask box will remain closed, and while i don’t mind messages about this, please don’t try to ask me to reconsider

thank you, i hope you’re all doing well, several of you follow me on my main blog doing main blog things so this’ll be a weird little single side blog post amongst the rest, but i felt like it’d be prudent to post about it here since this is where the ouat fandom knows me

[bleebug]

heyyyy. been quite a long time since i even opened this side blog let alone posted in it. i think it’s pretty established at this point that my ouat days are over, and i’ve been exclusively using my main blog for other fandom stuff.

every few years of being online i tend to get like. this odd restlessness about having old works up? in the past i think i’ve purged my entire internet presence like 3 or 4 times, erasing all fics and art that i didn’t want to have around anymore. it actually happened not long before i joined the ouat fandom. i know a lot of people like keeping their whole history up for anyone to still enjoy later on, even if they’ve moved on. i respect that, i even get that it’s a really generous thing to do. personally, the longer i tend to leave things up, the more weird anxiety it brings me? i don’t know.

when i last took down a handful of works, several people reached out to me to 1) tell me i might regret it if i take them down and 2) request that i orphan works instead of deleting them. as far as the first point, i gotta say i have never once regretted deleting old things. actually, it tends to ease my anxiety. it feels good for me on a personal level. as for the second point, while i understand the attachment others have to things i’ve made (and i appreciate it. years ago the comments and conversations i had with many of you made me feel so wonderful) orphaning works for me is not an option. it takes the control away from me, and there’s no way to ever get that control back, and that is truly unbearable for me.

all that to say, sometime soon, maybe in the next week or month or months, i plan on purging all my works from ao3. i’m giving it some time so anyone who wants to download any specific work can do so. i’ll keep copies of all the works too, they will only be gone from ao3, not wiped from existence. i’m leaving this blog up for the foreseeable future and i’m not deleting the ouat art. (if there ever in the future comes a time when i do decide to do that, i will once again give a heads up)

i’ll reblog this a few times to try and make sure it gets seen, that no one is blindsided by suddenly empty links.

sorry to say my ask box will remain closed, and while i don’t mind messages about this, please don’t try to ask me to reconsider

thank you, i hope you’re all doing well, several of you follow me on my main blog doing main blog things so this’ll be a weird little single side blog post amongst the rest, but i felt like it’d be prudent to post about it here since this is where the ouat fandom knows me

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Hey blee don't be mad at me please but this post made my think of your fic special instructions. Hope you appreciate it <3

lol i’m not mad that’s amazing, more amazing that you thought of SI after all these years ily

[bleekay]

I don’t know if this shirt is saying being called Papa is superior to being called Dad, or if it’s saying being a Grandpa is better than being a Dad (I call my Grandpa “Papa,” is that not normal) or if it’s just saying “my husband and I are both great dads”

[thesschesthair]

Rogers has the same questions, but seeing as how Alice bought it for him and was real chuffed with herself... he won't question it 👀

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I mean. Look at the model’s tattoos. rings. facial hair. pretty sure that’s him

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dreamt about Alice (excited) and Robin (reluctant but indulging Alice) getting cheesy white couple photos done in a mall studio wearing matching denim shirts

[writing-prompt-s]

A princess runs away because of an arranged marriage, befriends a gang of outlaws, falls in love with one of them, only to find out he is actually the prince she was supposed to marry, who also ran away.

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merry crimis ouat folks 💗

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henlo :)

probably not the most exciting post to see pop up on here since this blog is mostly inactive at this point, but i just wanted to give everyone a heads up that i’ll be removing some fics from AO3; just the unfinished works [Special Instructions, Periphery, and (sleep)(dream)(wake)] and a few PWP oneshots that i’d rather take down at this point. i’ve had too many messages over the past few years either begging me to continue or berating me for abandoning Special Instructions, and honestly it’s worn me down, so as much as i truly, truly appreciate everyone who’s given it love, i’ve reached a point where i know i won’t be able to finish it, and i don’t want to feel the anxiety that goes along with that. the other works i’m just deleting on a personal basis, trying to clean out my works as best i can rn. anyone worried about Every Letter, don’t worry, i’m leaving that series up in its entirety.

i won’t be taking them down for another few days, so if you have any attachment to any of those fics, feel free to download PDFs or do whatever you need to keep a copy, i don’t mind

love u, thank u for understanding 💖

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henlo :)

probably not the most exciting post to see pop up on here since this blog is mostly inactive at this point, but i just wanted to give everyone a heads up that i’ll be removing some fics from AO3; just the unfinished works [Special Instructions, Periphery, and (sleep)(dream)(wake)] and a few PWP oneshots that i’d rather take down at this point. i’ve had too many messages over the past few years either begging me to continue or berating me for abandoning Special Instructions, and honestly it’s worn me down, so as much as i truly, truly appreciate everyone who’s given it love, i’ve reached a point where i know i won’t be able to finish it, and i don’t want to feel the anxiety that goes along with that. the other works i’m just deleting on a personal basis, trying to clean out my works as best i can rn. anyone worried about Every Letter, don’t worry, i’m leaving that series up in its entirety.

i won’t be taking them down for another few days, so if you have any attachment to any of those fics, feel free to download PDFs or do whatever you need to keep a copy, i don’t mind

love u, thank u for understanding 💖

[ruinatlantis]

God, theres not even that much difference... Devilishly handsome, both of them...

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it's really odd hearing colin's very recognizable voice echo down the hallway

my mom is binging Wizards in the living room lmao

[enchanteddiana-deactivated20160]

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am still half asleeb but just woke up from dream that ouat and muppet characters were trying to enter a sentient mansion and Kermit had to climb to the window at the top to talk directly to the house while everyone else was down on the ground watching and cheering and the dwarves started singing some kind of epic song about the event that was happening right then, like it sounded v reminiscent of the lotr dwarves song but it was about a brave frog speaking to a magical house god and that he was the chosen one and would save them all, and miss piggy was human for some reason and was draped dramatically across King Arthur and Killian while Kermit was up there and holding onto the window sill for his life bc when the house spoke it blew a big gust of wind out at him and a bright blue light came with each syllable. he did get let inside but had to go in alone through the house’s.... mouth-window. And then I was Kermit—or maybe Kermit just turned into me—and I was going in there and looking for someone, and it was a man sitting in bed next to his long-mummified wife, like, thousands of years mummified, and I was like Okay This Guy’s Immortal and he was like “oh, it’s you. Welcome. I’ve been expecting you” and literally pushed his dead wife off the bed and she disappeared and I was like.... am i... supposed to become this guy’s new wife. Is that what I’m supposed to do to save the realms. He was p good looking tho so I was like aight I’ll do it and I dunno if the others got inside the house ever but he married me on the spot and was like “you’re never leaving me now”

bruh what was dream me thinking. I’m gonna become the next mummy wife pushed off the bed ain’t I

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I know you have moved on from OUAT but I adore seeing you pop in every once in a while, especially with your OUAT dreams, feels like your subconscious is still with us! Have a nice day 💚

awh. thank you, this is super sweet :’) i hope you have a nice day too!! i may not be around on this blog much but i like having it and being able to fall back into the fandom when i feel nostalgia kickin in or just need a comforting place