slowly going mad

Heart, introverted NEET, boyrotting loser, disabled, mentally fucked up, pathetic irl yan, somehow taken idk how. landmine boy, disordered, queer

[bleedingheartboy]

Heart , depressed BPD man , adult , disabled , taken

Yandere, NEET, introvert, loser, bedrotter

Sex-repulsed, queer mlm, traumatized to boot

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artwork by Mira Nedyalkova

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[dreamstars]

[remanence-of-love]

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[mspaintsuggestion]

[bleedingheartboy]

"don't let one person/thought/event ruin your day"

I have OCD. I can't stop thinking about it. I can't distract like you can, sorry.

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[bleedingheartboy]

Oh wow, my eye bags are getting worse... At least I like them

[bleedingheartboy]

I feel so upset right now. I feel so judged. I hate the way people ask stupid questions and then say "not trying to be rude" like that makes up for anything. I feel so sick, I can't even eat.

[bleedingheartboy]

The two people in my life I thought would never leave or hurt me both left and hurt me. My life doesn't make sense, it never has, but this is chaos. I'm keeping them both in my life, by force if I have to. I love them both, I need them both, I don't care. I don't fucking care the world is cold and dark and evil and they're not. I don't care if I've been hurt and neglected.

[bleedingheartboy]

Cried all night about how disposable I am, how easy my feelings are to ignore, how fucking much people hate disabled people to their very fucking core... I tried to focus on myself, it's the start of DBT today, and immediately my girlfriend made me feel bad for doing something for myself without taking her into account (going on a walk to get groceries alone, literally a burden on myself but I wanted a walk alone...)

[bleedingheartboy]

Ex girlfriend now she broke up with me. But now saying she didn't even wanna so like idk what to do. BPD is awful, whether it's cuz I have it or someone else does... Fucking hate everything, man.