#bpd abandonment

[coffeeandthoughtspoetry]

"you dodged a bullet"

It actually went through my heart

[ct-lambykins]

i am so incredibly sensitive its honestly quite pathetic

[ct-lambykins]

Something that really annoys me is that people are under the impression ive gotten better.

The reality is i have only got progressively worse you just dont see it anymore because i was trained to appease people, i was taught to stay quite, bare all the shit people put me through and never speak my mind or stand up for myself.

Im not better i was just trained to handle all this pain alone and that is good enough for the world because i am no longer a nuisance to anyone but myself

[yourfavoritenarcissist]

gently cupping everyone's face you do not have to have a cluster b pd to advocate for us. just like how you don't need to be queer to advocate for queers. that is called basic human decency. you don't need to have it.

if you feel bad about talking about cluster b disorders because you don't have a cluster b pd, don't. that's literally fine.

don't feel bad about having traits of PDs either. it's fine.

[sickfrr]

Coping? nah I’m raw dogging life with untreated mental illness

[ct-lambykins]

every time i get a notification i get a tiny hope maybe it’ll be them.

I’m perfectly aware it never will be but I’m always disappointed when its not them

[kawaiiibunnii]

top 5 mentally ill canon events! 1. being abnormally obsessed with crushes and friends, and not being able to love in a "normal" way.

2. constantly being insecure and afraid of abandonment, and overthinking every single interaction.

3. strongly believing that everyone around you secretly hates you, so you distance yourself in order to prevent being "betrayed."

4. not even minding when bad things happen to you, because that's the only time people give you attention and support.

5. having a constant cycle of loving someone, hating them over something small, having a complete meltdown over it, loving them again, hating them again, and then the cycle just repeats over and over and over.

[coffeeandthoughtspoetry]

The girl I'd climb the empire state building for, won't even text me back...