FinnFernTress enthusiast & founder in chief. ♀/SWYER/SxSo 7w8 (748)/millennial chicken mom/figure studies teacher. Doodle blog for adults with AT brainworms. I'm not ignoring you I just have schizoid. Feel free to trace/edit/repost my stuff w/ no credit. Not like DNIs work but I just ask that minors please don't contact me privately and have your content filters set appropriately so you don't see anything you shouldn't.
ez tags: bubbline finnfern finnferntress fionnel merge HC Shoko Flame Princess Grass Demon/Grove Farm Finn chickenblr asks doodle pages his babbs collabs
Bsky backup archive in case tumblr poofs me or itself one day.
Art request info. (anon reqs closed)
My AUs:
About Keep Yourself (FinnFern + Frusan/Fionnel) Finn has spent a decade carrying Fern's ghost on his back and in his reflection, the devastating loss of his Jungian shadow lingering softly in his footsteps.
At 27 Finnley Mertens finalizes a wish that will allow him to channel all of his lived experiences into a new, fresh self in the hopes he can be a little more selfish, be a little less proud, and not make the same mistakes that he cannot help but dwell on.
Keep Yourself Series (E rated vers.)
Keep Yourself Series (T rated vers. sans comic)
Keep Yourself AU posts (sketches, asks, etc.)
Keep Yourself Playlist (Folk Punk/Folk) and lyric key
About Vanlife (FinnFernTress) a Distant Lands era OT3 comic inspired by Gregg Araki films like Nowhere, The Living End and The Doom Generation.
Finn collects Fern after his arm mishears him in his want to just go home together, and never one for reading is left ignorant of the demon contract and its terms, unknowingly burying Fern alive.
Vanlife AU Comic on AO3 (uncensored, higher quality images posted by batch)
Vanlife AU Posts (sketches, asks, etc.)
Vanlife AU Playlist (Emo/Skramz/Pop Punk/Folk Punk) & lyric key
Remaining Transcript
My AO3 sketchbook (explicit posts are mostly spoilered but beware, still there.)
First chapter is for Keep Yourself fic inserts, the second is for Finns/plants nsfw, the third is for Bubbline nsfw.
i swear i block the same person every day and the next they pop up with a new sock puppet account and a fresh "go spam another fandom with your shitty drawings" waiting for me in my ask box
it's been over 2 years ffs please get a hobby
i will buy you a needle felting kit at this point lol
a short film that Fern's VA was in, it premiered at NYC's Dances With Films in 2022. I'd asked Noufer years ago if it'd ever be available online and I got uncertainty back, so I'm glad to see it's finally been released w/o password gating. Enjoy :)
Go to film fests, you never know when you'll get jumpscared by your blorbo's voice lmao.
Could you draw F&C spirit Fern hugging/comforting AT grass boy Fern? I get such a strong feeling of security and acceptance between the characters in your art, and I really wanna see an older Fern be that for their younger selves...
Could I possibly request a bunch of various aged FinnFern cuddles? I absolutely adore the way you draw characters doing physical affection, especially anything soft and cuddly! They just look so cozy in each other, it's very nice :3
It's alright if you don't end up doing this request! I also just want to let you know you have single-handedly made me a grass demon apologist, and simultaneously ruined every other fic on AO3 cause your characterisations and writing quality is by far the absolute best I've come across.
Keep Yourself (redux) made me genuinely sit with my own sense of self for a good few days, because your writing has the exact same existential vibes as the original show, and genuinely made me look at myself as a person and reconsider some things in my life (/positive!) and I'm really thankful for that!
Sorry this got so long 😭😭😭 your writing just made me super emotional so I had to show my appreciation. I hope you have a good day!
I was planning on doing something like that for this month's color palette challenge, so sure~ I'll get that up soon-ish/after another req is done :)
It's always flustering to read that KY au's ruined the tag for people or that it's the best in the tag/best they've read etc. I'm genuinely appreciative, the compliment's just a little too big for me to process & it's happened a couple times this month so I'm basically blue screening rn. I blame my aphasia for half of it but also just, idk, I never expected so many people to like the stream of consciousness novel I wrote on my phone in a month lol. I've fixed some of it, but still. It's nice to hear that you got something out of it, I wrote the series when I wasn't in the best headspace and desperately needed a distraction, so I'm grateful that it can function as a little bit of escapism for someone else, too.
And hey, since your ao3 comment mentioned you read KYR after a binge of the show w/ no mention of the comics I thought "maybe I should include the comic page that spawned all this somewhere" so thank you for that nudge. I've spoilered it under the paragraph that references it in ch3, it'd be a shame if someone read KY without knowing about *Time Echo Fern :)
I have some really nice readers <3 thank you again. (ps good to hear my efforts are effective, the grass demon's my favorite little guy & it needs more apologists lol.)
I'm putting an ask from another reader here so I don't ask-spam about KY au, hope you don't mind me hijacking yours like this.
you don't know how to thank me and I don't know how to thank you, so we're even lol, the above sentiment goes for you too ofc. You're very welcome for the fucking food ♡ ˊ ꒳ ˋ
and yes, seeing fionnel/that polyship ending/my Fern in canon was fucking bonkers and something I still haven't recovered from. You aren't the only person to reference that dicaprio pic in this context which is rly funny to me for some reason, like I made some folks go "hey! I know that fucker!" when our grasswad popped up lmao
Do you know if there's anyone else who writes Fern more grass-demony like you?
I'm not too sure, there was Ray but he removed all of his AT stuff and went on a long hiatus. If anyone knows others who have a demon-centric Fern/Fen feel free to drop a line.
My grass demon appreciation isn't very widely shared w/ the rest of the fandom soz. (It was/is Fern with the exception of the last bit of Come Along With Me after its exorcised or w/e so I don't really get why tbh. Fern's only >1/3rd Finn and that bit of him didn't exactly have autonomy. Who knows.)
I haven't seen anyone else bring up Fennel being included with the rest of Fionna's love interests in the opening, did you notice? Or am I reading too much into it?
i meannn i dont think you are but you're asking me... so.
it's just one of those bits of info that didn't need to be pointed out because it was obvious for those of us who got the Green Knight/Narcissus thing going on with them to begin with ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
Do you have any fanart of Fionna x Hunter (specifically from Fionna and Cake, as that Hunter is nonbinary)? :>
sorry, i dont draw a lot of huntbunny, esp. not human huntbunny w/o Fennel tossed in (HWs are alloaro and collect Finn variants like stamps here, that alterous characterization means too much to me to break away from)
you guys have tons of other AT creators to choose from if you want monogamous antler'd plant people lol
here's all the human huntbun's ive drawn to save you the trip of searching thru my #hunterwizard/#huntbunny tag
idk what hunter being nb has to do with the ask tho sorry (is it because i give human Hunter a phallo scar? if so here's my explanation)
Crawling out of hell to share my shower thoughts. In an AU where the Mushroom War never happens and Marceline grows up as a half-demon in a mostly human world, and Bonnie is born human, do you think that Bonnie is still the candy Elemental?
yeah, the elements have been shown to be integral to a world's primordial formation, their powers just lessen with each generation. Patience's whole deal sort of proves that even a totally "human" PB would still retain that karmic entropy/purpose in the fabric of the universe since souls are recycled. So even FW!Elementals are still technically elementals, how that translates is left up to us, rly, like maybe Gary's good at baking because there's a buried talent/understanding of the material in his coding. The bomb isn't really part of the picture except in their "re/de-evolution" -- the elementals are only stronger in Ooo because of mutation (and maybe Coconteppi's influence, that body seeping into the surroundings or something might amplify their magic idk.)