* FATED.

𝑅𝐸𝐶𝐿𝐴𝐼𝑀 𝑌𝑂𝑈𝑅 𝑃𝑂𝑊𝐸𝑅.

[blessfate]

⸻  this  is  a  slow  activity,  heavily  plot  based  tvdu  writing  blog  for  a  petrova  doppelganger  oc  named  FLOSSIE LANCASTER.  private  +  selective.  multiverse  &  multiship.  as  cherished  by  louise. 21. gmt.  est  april  2022.

memes.  headcanons.  development.  promo.  carrd.  wishlist.

[blessfate]

plots? 🥺

[bitcherine]

(insp)

[parkchanwoohoo]

me being strangled by someone who rightfully wants me dead: lmaooo i can't believe how bad u wanna fuck me

[strawbeb]

it’s not ‘talking to myself’ it’s called a soliloquy you fuck

[blessfate]

𝑯𝑶𝑾 𝑫𝑶 𝑺𝑻𝑹𝑨𝑵𝑮𝑬𝑹𝑺 𝑷𝑬𝑹𝑪𝑰𝑬𝑽𝑬 𝒀𝑶𝑼?

FULL OF GOLDEN LIGHT.

the smell of soup cooking in the other room. golden hour sunlight peeking in through the windows. laughter that bounces against the walls and smiles you can't help but mirror. you're easy to approach. your best feature is probably your smile. you don't mind looking silly if it makes people laugh. you're not easily embarrassed. you're calm and you make people feel at ease. you're a good listener because you really really care what they have to say. people leave every interaction with you feeling just a little bit more loved. you're a kind soul, and people can see that. you mean so much more to people than you know.

[blessfate]

to  add  to  the  list  of  random  epiphanies  ---  when  flossie  finds  out  doppelgangers  are  real  she’s  100%  gonna  try  to  find  one  that’s  human  so  she  can  see  what  she  would’ve  looked  like  if  she  grew  old.

[theraeandgo]

not to be really n*fw but man, i could use a good cuddle, soft kisses, my hair played with and someone to fall asleep on.

[blessfate]

the muse’s aesthetic       (spooky edition)

                 bold all of the themes that apply.

bloodied knuckles  | tear stained cheeks |  rust  | a busted lip  |  claws  |  fangs |  a bloody nose | chattering teeth  | a dark space underneath the bed |  scratching noises on a wall  |  creaking metal | fog | dancing under moonlight |  blood dripping lips  | heavy breathing in the dark | a feeling of unexplained dread | a figure in a dark corner |   dirty peeling wallpaper  |  a bloody handprint on the wall  | sobbing in the dark | bite marks on the skin |  eerie whispers | a hood covering a stranger’s eyes  | the growl of a hidden animal  | the sound of a blade being sharpened |  a deep, dark forest | walking on the streets alone at night | a cobweb-filled, abandoned building  | eyes darting in paranoia | a heavy beating pulse  |  the feeling of being trapped |  struggling to get out a scream  |  boards covering broken windows  |  a quiet graveyard |  a gas station in the middle of nowhere  |  a road that never ends  | heavy fog rolling in | the scent of blood in the air | eerie old photographs |  walking along traintracks at night  | a chill going up the spine  | gathering crows  | a dusty, dimly lit study  |  mist over a deserted cobblestone street | ghost towns  |  shadows around a campfire | the sound of chanting |  church bells tolling  | an orange harvest moon | a broken down carnival  |  a dirty stuffed animal abandoned  | wiping bloody hands on fabric  | nightmares | waking up in a panic |  a power outage  |  heavy lightning storms | a secret trap door  |  the feeling of being watched  | fear from trauma |  a ouija board set out on a table  |  an eerie doll  | a scream of anguish and pain  |  withered plants  |  a room that’s been forgotten and gathered dust  |  owl eyes in the dark  | curled, dead tree branches  | a ritual altar  | flickering candles  | a lantern held up in the dark | fear of being followed  |  creaking floorboards  | repressed, horrible memories  |  clenched teeth |  soft, echoing piano keys | an old book covered in dust |  many pairs of glaring eyes |  stumbling in pitch black darkness |  being stranded in the middle of nowhere  |  tarot cards on a table  | a trail of blood.

[wellbutrinboy]

my love language is all of them bitch i have a big heart

[blessfate]

flossie meeting all the doppelgangers: i do not perceive !!!! anyway have you ever had a cronut

[blessfate]

what are some of flossie's random epiphanies?

*cracks knuckles* you're in for some dumbassery! they're more so ridiculously dumb thoughts that would leave you more inclined to think she's high than anything else. here is a list of things she's randomly thought about / come up with:

- if love is blind, how can we believe in love at first sight? - everything is a boomerang if it's thrown upwards. - no one will ever know about the most perfect crime. - when you swim underwater, you're actually swimming above water too. - you can't stand backwards on stairs. - if i punched myself in the face would it make me strong or weak? - if the sun exploded, would we even know? - a duel between three people is called a thruel. - why aren't baked beans baked? - why did people say prunes for a photo back in the day but now they say cheese?

[unrestricted]

Nina Dobrev as Clem in Fam

[blessfate]

@sinshe​  asked:  “  would  it  help  you  if  we  talked?  ”

                flossie  can  only  stare  at  the  former  anchor  with  an  incredulous  expression.  how  she  came  to  be  in  this  situation  still  managed  to  elude  her,  but  the  onset  of  panic  was  the  only  thing  that  reminded  the  vampire  that  this  was,  in  fact,  very  real.  she  raises  a  hand  for  a  second,  using  a  small  mantra  to  ground  herself  before  reluctantly  letting  her  gaze  fall  back  to  the  progenitor  of  their  doppelganger  line.  “  i.  .  .  i  think  so,  but  i’m  finding  it  really  hard  to  look  at  you.  i  feel  like  my  whole  life  is  a  lie.  can  you,  maybe  ---  i  don’t  know,  start  from  the  beginning  and  explain  this?  i  promise  i’ll  listen,  it’s  just ---  i  don’t  even  know  what  it  all  means  for  us,  for  me.  ”

[ohisms]

𝟏𝟎𝟎 𝑵𝑶𝑵𝑽𝑬𝑹𝑩𝑨𝑳 𝑷𝑹𝑶𝑴𝑷𝑻𝑺 .    (  a  collection  of  100  nonverbal  action  prompts .   mature  and  potentially  triggering  themes  are  present .   add  “ + reverse ”  to  swap  assigned  roles . )

∗ o1﹕ sender  tucks  hair  out  of  receiver’s  face . ∗ o2﹕ sender  offers  receiver  a  bite  from  their  fork . ∗ o3﹕ sender  places  their  feet / legs  in  receiver's  lap . ∗ o4﹕ sender  offers  receiver  an  earbud  to  share  their  music . ∗ o5﹕ sender  comforts  receiver  in  the  aftermath  of  a  nightmare . ∗ o6﹕ sender  gives  receiver  company  in  the  hospital . ∗ o7﹕ sender  wraps  their  arms  around  a  hysterical  receiver  to  calm  them . ∗ o8﹕ sender  shows  up  at  receiver’s  home  late  at  night . ∗ o9﹕ sender  falls  asleep  leaning  against  receiver . ∗ 1o﹕ sender  wields  a  [ gun / knife ]  at  receiver . ∗ 11﹕ sender  runs  their  fingers  through  receiver’s  hair . ∗ 12﹕ sender  invites  receiver  to  dance . ∗ 13﹕ sender  takes  a  [ picture / video ]  of  receiver . ∗ 14﹕ sender  places  their  head  in  receiver’s  lap . ∗ 15﹕ sender  and  receiver  make  eye  contact  across  a  busy  room . ∗ 16﹕ sender  pushes  receiver  against  a  wall  to  kiss  them . ∗ 17﹕ sender  and  receiver  cook  together . ∗ 18﹕ sender  comes  to  receiver  after  being  injured . ∗ 19﹕ sender  sits  in  receiver’s  lap . ∗ 2o﹕ sender  lifts  receiver's  chin ,  invoking  eye  contact . ∗ 21﹕ sender  overtakes  receiver  in  combat . ∗ 22﹕ sender  finds  receiver  [ injured / bloodied ] . ∗ 23﹕ sender  straightens  an  article  of  receiver’s  clothes . ∗ 24﹕ sender  crawls  into  bed  with  receiver . ∗ 25﹕ sender  rolls  their  eyes  at  receiver . ∗ 26﹕ sender  lights  receiver’s  [ cigarette / joint ] . ∗ 27﹕ sender  is  caught  wearing  receiver's  clothes . ∗ 28﹕ sender  strikes  receiver  with  a  pillow . ∗ 29﹕ sender  writes  a  note  on  receiver’s  skin :  [ note ] . ∗ 3o﹕ sender  wraps  a  blanket  around  receiver’s  shoulders . ∗ 31﹕ sender  runs  and  jumps  into  receiver’s  arms . ∗ 32﹕ sender  shoves  receiver  out  of  anger . ∗ 33﹕ sender  hovers  over  receiver’s  shoulder  as  they  complete  a  task . ∗ 34﹕ sender  is  found  by  receiver  somewhere  they  shouldn’t  be . ∗ 35﹕ sender  curls  up  against  receiver  in  their  sleep . ∗ 36﹕ sender  is  found  drunk  by  receiver . ∗ 37﹕ sender  throws  an  item  of  sentiment  bitterly  at  receiver . ∗ 38﹕ sender  joins  receiver  in  the  shower . ∗ 39﹕ sender  is  caught  following  receiver . ∗ 4o﹕ sender  traces  one  of  receiver’s  [ scars / bruises ] . ∗ 41﹕ sender  twines  their  fingers  with  receiver’s . ∗ 42﹕ sender  barges  into  receiver’s  home  unannounced . ∗ 43﹕ sender  kicks  receiver’s  shin  beneath  a  table . ∗ 44﹕ sender  aggressively  shoves  past  receiver . ∗ 45﹕ sender  kisses  receiver’s  [ forehead / cheek ] . ∗ 46﹕ sender  pulls  receiver  out  of  harm’s  way . ∗ 47﹕ sender  is  found  sobbing  by  receiver . ∗ 48﹕ sender  locks  receiver  out  of  their  room . ∗ 49﹕ sender  brings  receiver  [ coffee / tea ]  in  the  morning . ∗ 5o﹕ sender  rests  their  forehead  against  receiver’s . ∗ 51﹕ sender  plays  a  song  for  receiver  that  reminds  them  of  them :  [ song ] . ∗ 52﹕ sender  takes  a  [ punch / stab / bullet ]  meant  for  receiver . ∗ 53﹕ sender  buys  receiver  a  drink  at  a  bar . ∗ 54﹕ sender  needs  receiver’s  help  getting  in  the  bath . ∗ 55﹕ sender  and  receiver  cross  paths  in  the  kitchen  late  at  night . ∗ 56﹕ sender  twists  receiver’s  arm  behind  their  back . ∗ 57﹕ sender  winks  at  receiver . ∗ 58﹕ sender  is  found  collapsed  by  receiver . ∗ 59﹕ sender  prevents  an  injured  receiver  from  getting  up . ∗ 6o﹕ sender  claps  a  hand  over  receiver’s  mouth  to  silence  them . ∗ 61﹕ sender  cages  receiver  against  a  [ wall / the floor ]  with  their  arms . ∗ 62﹕ sender  storms  away  from  receiver  during  an  argument . ∗ 63﹕ sender  is  found  by  receiver  sleeping  in  receiver’s  bed . ∗ 64﹕ sender  [ applies / touches up ]  receiver’s  makeup . ∗ 65﹕ sender  throws  receiver  into  a  wall  during  combat . ∗ 66﹕ sender  dances  sensually  with  receiver . ∗ 67﹕ sender  strikes  receiver  across  the  face . ∗ 68﹕ sender  places  their  hand  on  receiver’s  leg  while  driving . ∗ 69﹕ sender  pulls  a  chair  out  from  under  receiver . ∗ 7o﹕ sender  catches  receiver’s  wrist  when  they  turn  to  leave . ∗ 71﹕ sender  leaves  an  intimate  mark  on  receiver . ∗ 72﹕ sender  beats  receiver  in  a  video  game . ∗ 73﹕ sender  and  receiver  stand  in  stunned  silence  after  a  fight . ∗ 74﹕ sender  cares  for  receiver  while  they’re  sick . ∗ 75﹕ sender  and  receiver  go  on  a  hike . ∗ 76﹕ sender  is  caught  snooping  in  receiver’s  things . ∗ 77﹕ sender  and  receiver  cuddle  while  watching  television . ∗ 78﹕ sender  throws  something  aggressively  at  receiver . ∗ 79﹕ sender  creeps  up  behind  receiver  to  scare  them . ∗ 8o﹕ sender  and  receiver  go  shopping  together . ∗ 81﹕ sender  helps  receiver  [ dye / style ]  their  hair . ∗ 82﹕ sender  draws  receiver  into  a  kiss  by  the  back  of  their  neck . ∗ 83﹕ sender  is  discovered  having  a  panic  attack  by  receiver . ∗ 84﹕ sender  accidentally  injures  receiver  during  sparring . ∗ 85﹕ sender  grabs  receiver  roughly  by  the  hair . ∗ 86﹕ sender  brings  receiver  to  their  knees  during  combat . ∗ 87﹕ sender  shows  receiver  evidence  of  a  lie  they  told . ∗ 88﹕ sender  winks  [ seductively / mockingly ]  at  receiver . ∗ 89﹕ sender  yells  at  receiver  to  put  their  hands  in  the  air . ∗ 9o﹕ sender  helps  receiver  patch  up  a  wound . ∗ 91﹕ sender  holds  receiver  as  they  cry . ∗ 92﹕ sender  silently  and  angrily  points  receiver  towards  the  door . ∗ 93﹕ sender  gestures  for  receiver  to  sit  down . ∗ 94﹕ sender  pulls  receiver  into  their  lap . ∗ 95﹕ sender  cradles  receiver’s  face . ∗ 96﹕ sender  tackles  receiver  out  of  the  way  of  danger . ∗ 97﹕ sender  has  hidden  an  injury  from  receiver ,  and  receiver  finds  out . ∗ 98﹕ sender  confronts  receiver  about  their  unhealthy  behavior . ∗ 99﹕ sender  proposes  to  receiver . ∗ 1oo﹕ sender  has  just  died ,  receiver  finds  out .

[queerscully]

me, experiencing the sudden anguish that comes with living: alright

[bunnieresources]

stuff i found on pinterest sentence starters pt. 1.

tw // blood, god mention, body horror

“ i told you i was sick. “

“ make others suffer for your personal hatred. “

“ i kept thinking that if i could just unzip my skin, step out of this body, then i would see who i really am. “

“  i was not a happy child. “

“ i hope i make your skin crawl. “

“ i wasn’t born to be soft and quiet. “

“ i was born to make the earth shatter and shake at my fingertips. “

“ the wanting comes in waves. “

“ this isn’t fucking over. “

“ do i exist? “

“ i am not sure at all if love is a salve or just a deeper kind of wound. “

“ i feel everything. “

“ it burns me like fire. “

“ i do not do empathy. “

“ i do damage. “

“ can you remember how to heal? “

“ i dream about awful things. “

“ i hide thorns under my tongue and between my teeth. “

“ i cough up blood and rose petals. “

“ i want to die in the most ugly way so my death can reflect how i truly am inside. “

“ this isn’t normal. “

“ this isn’t the way normal people live.”

“ my bones are too brittle for your love. “

“ i cried like a baby when they left me. “

“ i cannot make my anger beautiful. “

“ i cannot make my pain sweet. “

“ i was never going to be the girl that tucks her angles behind her and weaves flowers in her hair. “

“ i was always made to leave blood stains on everything i touch. “

“ i was rage. “

“ i was a child. “

“ if i disappear, will you look for me? “

“ god is watching so give her a good show. “

“ i’ve made terrible mistakes and beautiful illusions. “

“ you should just give up on me. “

“ i can’t stop looking back. “

“ the grief eats me from the inside out. “

“ i am rotting. “

“ i wish i could see innocence in everything again. “