Bleux-Cheese

just trying to figure this shit out...

[bleux-cheese]

...it’s been a while since i last posted on this blog.

bday was the other day and i feel numb, yet very thankful that i’ve reached the age that i have bc i could’ve been gone a looooong time ago, but Oludumare said, “NO”.

I guess rn the most shocking/ heartbreaking realization that so many ppl are jealous/envious of me..

 inclu family members, specifically my sister. i mean i just feel it. sky sky grad was on my bday and as i was driving home from work early fri morn, that even though we’ve been in contact for a while, she still hasn’t called and tbh i feel like she doesn’t really care for me anyway, so whatever...

overall: im getting more and more comfortable with being alone & has a clearer pic of how i want my life to look like. idk bout kids, but i still think i do want to experience marriage tho, idk bc these men are interesting creatures.

hoooowwwwwever, im still proud of the growth that I’ve done...still got a little way to go, but im surely on my way to elevating to my desired reality.

[thoodleoo]

according to plutarch, after the famous roman millionaire crassus was killed, his head was chopped off and spontaneously used as a prop in a production of the bacchae, and i kind of think it’s about time we gave jeff bezos the same treatment

[sacredbloominglotus]

[biyaself]

Big facts

[cabincalico]

self-isolation asks

🎯 if you could gain any skill instantly, what would it be?

🎨 do you have any hobbies you regret quitting? would you consider starting them again?

💡 what hobby did you start doing most recently?

🎟 what are some artists/bands whose music brings back childhood memories for you?

🎻 if you began learning a new instrument today, which one would you pick?

🔭 what’s your go-to topic to learn about when you’re bored?

📱 what apps (games or otherwise) do you use when you’re bored?

🎞 what movie(s)/TV show(s) do you find comforting to watch?

📽 what movie/TV show did you watch recently that you would recommend to someone?

🕯 do you have any self care activities you do routinely?

🦜what would your dream pet be if you had unlimited time, money, resources, etc.? (it could be exotic or extinct)

☕️ what’s your favourite hot drink?

🥐 what food is your go-to when you want something easy to make/prepare?

💌 what’s something you love about the last friend/family member you texted?

📆 what are you looking forward to in the next year?

[urbanubiquity]

SAMPLE OF THE DAY! 

J. Cole, ‘G.O.M.D’, sampled from Branford Marsalis, ‘Berta Berta’.

[epilefve]

J cole as a producer is mad underrated

[toongrrl-blog]

Deja Vu Costuming

Here is Karen Wheeler in Season 3 of Stranger Things

And here is Whitney Houston in Seventeen Magazine May 1983

[antbluejr]

AIR JORDAN I MID FEARLESS BY BLUE THE GREAT.

Photo: Anthony Blue Jr 

[bleux-cheese]

Sooooooo, talking to 3 now...

[twitblr]

Somebody needs to quarantine these bills

[theres-something-complicated]

[scootsenshi]

Old people can"t understand when younger people are willing to cut a whole relative off. They have lived their entire lives in guilt or based on some sense of loyalty to someone based on blood. People will abuse you betting on that fact, just because ya’ll are blood that means you have to accept it. No, you don’t.

[overlord-surgeus]

Person: I know it’s hard because he’s your dad-

Me: It’s not

Person: But you love him deep down-

Me: I don’t

[tastefullyoffensive]

One roll to rule them all

[piratepress]

There's a lot of cool shit i would've missed out on had i let other Black people define my reality by listening to "Black people don't..."

Camping

Hiking

Scuba diving

Skydiving

Hunting

Bowhunting

I haven't gotten to mountain climbing or wildlife expert yet bit it's on the list.

But Black folks, city Black Folks especially have a timid, hive mind fear based mentality that is skittishness. They reinforce this with children by posing it as cultural when really it's teaching cowardice. Even with something as basic as swimming.

Black people juxtapose this against white people saying they're crazy and wild. But these same Black people don't get how the courage to get outside your comfort zone and take on high risk situations preparers you to take on the world and any challenge.

Every single "Black people don't" is a heart check and a skill. Skills give you competence lowers anxiety and makes you money. Skills that you learn in a group also teach positive socializing.

"Black people don't" has created a population of people that are slaves to the very system they say hates them. It's the most idiotic paradox.

Currently with the corona virus outbreak threatening to become a full fledged pandemic we are as close to a zombie scandal apocalypse situation as we're ever going to get. Black people don't know what type of protection to get and are woefully under prepared for an emergency city wide quarantine situation like Wuhan. How much fresh water do you have? Dependant on the system living in large cities. It's embarrassing to see how many Black people go crazy when the system says something like "we're cutting off food stamps or wic programs." Niggas go crazy on social media in the stores, on the news, straight wilin. But then it never occurs to niggas "man this a bad spot to be in, let me make sure that if something like this were to happen again, i don't get caught lackin, again."

Even if Black people got out to rural or wild settings, how many have the skills to survive in that environment?

The posturing the false bravado of Black people, the lack of foresight and humility is a bigger cause of death than anything else.

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