Something i think is missing

it's a bit difficult to understand what is real and what is fake. We are taught to preceive things that we feel as real emotions but can they be fake?

[blinkblinknonreality]

Spoken word

But after all was said and done, I was the one that walked away with the most pain I was the one that walked away knowing that I had ruined any chance that I had at actually being happy I thought this was what she wanted, I thought this was what I needed to finally make something of my empty, drawn-out life… Maybe it’s because I find happiness in sorrow, or the fact that I’ve never let anything good blossom in my life. No matter the reasoning, the fact of the matter is....I’m alone again.

[blinkblinknonreality]

Even though we've made amends, I dwell on it Moments stuck in time I still regret If I had missed the windows on the days we were to first meet Would it save you all from me? And the pain I'd cause? Maybe I don't want to know Every time you'd know to leave, I would beg you to believe in me “Is this really how it ends? Are we over with? " I wish you had right then told me yes For what it's worth I’ll never forget

[blinkblinknonreality]

....dreams.....

The moment you wake up and think everything is as it was...but you come to realize nothing will ever be again. Bleh...

[blinkblinknonreality]

....dreams.....

The moment you wake up and think everything is as it was...but you come to realize nothing will ever be again. Bleh...

[baby-blue-positive]

[blinkblinknonreality]

. . . . .

So many places remind me of so many things I wish I could erase from my memory......I wish it could all be taken away like it never happened.....then maybe it wouldn't bother me.

[blinkblinknonreality]

Instead of twisting up words you just sat there in silence In wind burnt homes sighing rays from a sunset And all I could hear was the sound of the wasp nest My head made a home for the hum of the insects But my hands shake and shudder at the mention Of half hearted reasons why we'll only be friends I swear I'm a good man So why don't you love me back?

[blinkblinknonreality]

Everything has changed. Everything is different. But life moves on. We move on....we grow.....we change....

[blinkblinknonreality]

Worth every that I went through!! Now to find a nice frame!!!

[blinkblinknonreality]

I want to be able to forget.

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I can't even......

[blinkblinknonreality]

You said that we're both buried on the phone lines....so deep that we keep digging till the sun won't shine...it's not like we're both blind no it's plain as day to see.. I don't care about our history I just care about you and me.

[blinkblinknonreality]

Don't fall now, into the light that's growing from the ground. If anything, just pray again. (Emulate what you thought you had. Immolate what you thought you knew.) Turn around, and look me in the eyes and swear to me YOU’LL NEVER BE A DREAM TO ME. Don't fall now, into the light that's growing from the ground. (Between the skin, the air, and that which you thought you'd never heal.) Turn around (I'm threading,) and look me in the eyes and swear to me. Between the skin, the air, and that which you thought you'd never heal.

[blinkblinknonreality]

 I guess it happened.........................................

[blinkblinknonreality]

Positive thinking isn't about expecting the best to happen everytime, it is about accepting that whatever happens is the best for that moment.

[caffeineivore]

[matchacowgirl]

Brand New // The Boy Who Blocked His Own Shot