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I canāt even remember the last time I was on tumblr, but hello again! I thought it would be fun to post some of my writing here again. I feel Iāve really improved a lot since I was here last and I canāt wait to share with all of you
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Iām currently standing in line at Soldier Stadium and itās 46°F and raining and I still have an hour before they even start tinlet people in.
Hello friends
Iām in Chicago right now for the concert tomorrow and I just wanted to tell you all that I was waiting for my lyft driver near soldier field, and can you guess who drove past in a van going toward the stadium? Fucking BTS!! I swear on my life they drove past and Iām pretty sure I looked Jimin straight in the eyes. It didnāt process that it was fucking them until they were gone and I still havenāt fully processed it. I also spent an insane amount of money on merch and Iām ashamedšŖš
I also have been working on Shatter Me, along with other things, and for the wait Iām going to put a nice amount of smut in the next chapter so look forward to that!
I love every single one of you with my whole heart and I hope the world is nice to youš
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Last updated: 12/17/2018
Okay guys I donāt usually read fics in real time because Iām the most impatient person ever and then I forget to check it theyāve been updated or whatever but this fic is SO worth it!!!
I actually stayed up till like 3am reading all of it last night and Iām dying I want more~~
Itās so good I can 100% say if you like mafia fics this is one of the best if not the best thatās the tea!!
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It becomes a mafia yoongi fic which is juST everything uwu
Listen this is everything? Thank you soso muchš¤§Iām like melting into a puddle right now because of this and you did this a while ago and I feel bad for not saying this earlier, but still, you have all my lovešš
I love youš
OHOHOHOHO YEASSSSSS I LOVED IT. YOONGIāS A SOFTY FOR HER I LOVE
Iām really a sucker for soft Yoongi š¤§š¤§
Like the whole āheās only soft for herā type trope and now heās clinging onto her because heās finally found THAT person in his life and he never thought he would.
Iām weak
Shatter Me - Ch. 11
BTS Mafia! AuĀ
Pairing: Yoongi x Reader
Genre: Angst, eventual smut (way later though), some fluff, comedy
Warnings: Violence, Death, Mental health triggers, Very light smut (VERY light. Itās not the full thing weāre all waiting for.)
Word Count: 15,301
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After the morning fiasco with Yoongi, you went to your room to get dressed in a pair of leggings and a simple tee before heading downstairs to the dining room where the other members are starting to meet up.
āAre you ready?ā You look over at Hoseok and smile with a shrug.
āItās just a meeting, weāve had tons of them. I know Iāll probably get yelled at for leaving the house and putting myself in danger, but what else is new?ā Hoseok doesnāt say anything, just gives you a small smile before sitting down in his usual spot and you follow suit.
Taehyung takes his seat next to you but he doesnāt say anything. Usually, he would tell you briefly what the meeting was about and if it was anything you would have to pay close attention to, but not this time, this time he sits quietly and avoids eye contact with you.
Whatās going on with everyone today? The rest of the members have started coming in, and no one has said anything to you, they just look at you with pity. You thought the pity phase was over with them. Youāve been here for almost a month now, and they all see you as a member rather than someone who was kidnapped.
Namjoon finally walks into the room, and you donāt fail to notice that he stops to say something to the guards that are standing outside of the door before he comes in. What the hell? They never have guards standing outside during the meetings. You look at Yoongi whoās in front of you with a confused look on your face, and he slowly averts his eyes down to look at the table. Okay, even Yoongi? Just what happened that you donāt know about?
āGood morning, Y/n,ā Namjoon says as he sits down with his hands folded in front of him and elbows resting on the table.
āI wouldnāt exactly call it that, but hey, whatās going on?ā You lean forward in your seat and look around the table at everyone. āYou guys have barely talked to me, and you can barely look at me.ā To prove your point, they all seem to look down at the table at the same time after you say that. āI know what I did yesterday was bad and I shouldnāt have done it, not that I regret doing it, but I donāt think it was that bad that youāre all acting like this.ā Itās only Namjoon that doesnāt seem to have a problem maintaining eye contact or holding a conversation.
āWeāll get to that. First, we need to talk about what happened yesterday.ā Namjoonās tone is one that you havenāt heard since you first came here. That cold, no room for argument tone. āWhat did you two talk about?ā You sigh softly and lean back in your chair.
āI told him that I would talk to him in place of Seolhyun because sheās innocent. He asked me why you guys were so adamant on finding him, and I told him I didnāt know. All I know is that heās a bad man and you told me that if I helped you find him, then thereās a chance Iāll go back home.ā Namjoon darts his eyes down to the table with the mention of your deal, but he quickly regains his composure and nods toward you to continue. āHe gave me a deal that if I got all seven of you in the same place to meet up with him to ātalk,ā I would for sure get to go home.ā You notice the boys glance up at you now. Oh, now that theyāre brought up they want to look at me?
Namjoonās face has hardened, and he raises an eyebrow. āSo, did you take the deal? Are you going to tell us that he wants to meet with all of us somewhere?ā He sounds angry, and you canāt help but look at him with shock and disbelief. Sure, it would be an easy way home, but surely, he doesnāt think you would do it, right?
āNo, I didnāt take the deal, Namjoon. I know what would happen if he got all seven of you in one room - hell I know what he would do with just one of you. As much as I want to go home, I donāt want to see any of you die for it.ā Youāve matched his angry tone, although youāre more hurt that he would think you would take such an offer than you are angry. āThat was it; thatās all we talked about.ā You donāt want to tell him about how Daesik said he could take you out of the restaurant or how you challenged him that he wouldnāt do it like that. If you told them that, they would just put heavier security on you, again.
Namjoon lets out a heavy sigh and nods. āAlright, thank you for not taking the deal, but now we have to talk about what weāre going to do because we canāt have you doing something like that again.ā You furrow your eyebrows and cross your arms over your chest. You donāt like that sound of that. Not one bit. āWe had a meeting yesterday, and we all agreed on the new rules.ā You look around the table, and you feel frustrated. The least they could do is look at you when youāre being told the new rules that they all agreed on. āIāve had keypads installed on all of the doors in the house. The rooms we donāt want you getting into will have a passcode, donāt have a passcode, canāt get in. This includes the doors going outside as well. I was going to have it be cards, but Iām positive you would find a way to get your hands on one.ā Your jaw drops and you lean forward.
āSo, youāre locking me in the house now?!ā You sound pissed, and you are. At least before you were allowed to go out into the yard if you wanted to, but now you wonāt even be allowed to do that.
āIf itās what we have to do to make sure you follow the rules, then yes, I am. Thatās not all either.ā He reaches under the table and pulls out a tether that goes around your ankle, and you laugh in disbelief. āYouāll also have to wear this. If you find a way out of the house, weāll know right away because it will send an alert to all of our phones. If you go out with one of the guys and something happens to you, weāll be able to track down your location.ā You shake your head and laugh while rubbing your forehead as you try to comprehend everything.
āIf you think Iām putting that thing on then youāre fucked Namjoon because Iām not.ā Namjoonās expression doesnāt change because heās not worried about it. He knows heāll get it on you no matter what, you just need to throw your fit first. āLook, I know I shouldnāt have gone out yesterday, especially without telling you guys first and Iām sorry, but isnāt this a little excessive? I can accept the locks on the doors, whatever, but wearing an ankle monitor like Iām under fucking house arrest? Thatās a bit much. Donāt you think?ā You almost sound desperate. You donāt want to have to wear that at all times now just because you did one thing without telling them.
āItās not just because of yesterday, Y/n! We have an order to things, we have rules that have to be followed, and youāve broken damn near all of them since youāve been here. Not only that, but you go against all of our orders and do whatever you want which throws us all off and we have to accommodate you and what you decide to do. Iām not having it anymore. When I tell you not to do something, itās not because I donāt trust you can, but itās because we have our ways of doing things and our rules we follow to be successful while also making sure everyone stays safe.ā Namjoon raised his voice slightly to get his point across, and you glare at him as he continues to talk. āIāve been patient with you and let you get away with a hell of a lot more than I would anyone else because you were dragged into this and I knew it would take some time to adjust, but now youāre just taking advantage of that. Until everything is settled and you start going by my rules, youāre under house arrest.ā Namjoon finishes and leans back in his chair, waiting for your reaction.
You sit there silently for a minute, processing everything he said carefully before looking him directly in the eyes. āDid Daesik have to do this for any of you too?ā You hear Yoongi say your name softly, but you ignore him and shoot forward to lean in closer to Namjoon. āYou gave me two options, right? Stay here and work or be killed, right? Which is something Daesik did to all of you? So, did he have to do this to you guys too? Are you taking a page out of his book? because it seems like youāre starting to read it cover to cover.ā You sit back in your seat and sigh. You could cut the tension in the air with a knife, but that doesnāt bother you.
You roll your eyes and scoot your chair back, almost immediately, the two guards standing outside of the door turn to look at you as if youāre a wild animal about to run away. Ah, theyāre here if you try to run away without getting the tether put on, of course. You donāt try to run though. Whatās the point? Itās not like you could run away. The only place you could go would be your room, and even then, they probably had a keypad installed so you canāt keep them out. Instead of running away, you put your left leg on Namjoonās lap. He looks confused, and you huff out a breath.
āJust put it on! Thereās no getting out of it, and if you all agreed on it, then Iām outnumbered here, arenāt I?ā Namjoon chuckles, clearly unamused by your new-found attitude, and places the tight tether around your ankle, locking it shut. It feels like a weight officially holding you down in this place and you feel the familiar burn of tears in your eyes, but you wonāt let yourself cry, not in front of them anyway. You donāt want them to look at you with pity anymore.
āAlright, now that we know for sure that Daesik knows, we need to figure out a plan. We need to either reach out to him directly and finally end this or we need a different approach. Any ideas?ā Namjoon pushes your leg off of his lap and faces forward once again, looking around the table at the other members.
āWe should get into the cameras in and around as many of his buildings as we can. That way we can have constant surveillance on him.ā Hoseok is now sitting up straight and talking with confidence. Something he was struggling with doing earlier when he was talking to you.
āAlright, that sounds like a good plan. You and Jungkook get started on that once we're done here.ā Hoseok and Jungkook nod and now Taehyung is looking at Namjoon, a serious look on his face.
āYoongi and I were talking about trying to get contracts with some of the same groups he does. That way he doesnāt have as much backup if worse comes to worst because they wonāt be able to help without going against the contract they have with us.ā Namjoon nods at Taehyungās clever suggestion.
āAlright, get right on that.ā He says before looking at Jungkook. āTry to get into their system to see who he has contracts with that we donāt and then send them to Yoongi and Taehyung as soon as you have even one.ā Jungkook nods and stands up along with Hoseok and Taehyung, leaving you, Namjoon, Yoongi, Jimin, and Seokjin who have both been quiet the entire time. āAnything else?ā Namjoon looks at you, and you shrug your shoulders while slumped in your seat. You donāt particularly feel like helping them at the moment.
āWe could use Y/n as bait.ā Namjoon snaps his head to Jimin with a slight glare in his eyes, and Jimin lets out an exasperated sigh. āCome on, Namjoon. You know he wants her, for whatever reason, he does. We could set it up where he thinks heās getting what he wants, but we could have the upper hand and end it for all.ā When Namjoon doesnāt say anything, Jimin rolls his eyes. āDonāt act like you havenāt thought about it.ā Namjoon breaks his stare to look at you, and you hold up a peace sign.
āThatās not happening.ā Yoongiās voice is stern. He looks at you, and you shrug without saying anything. Namjoon glances at Yoongi before looking back to Jimin with a sigh.
āWeāre not doing that under any circumstances. Not only would that put Y/n in danger, but it would also put us in danger because he doesnāt travel alone. I have thought about it, yes, but no matter how I see it, it would never end the way we want it to.ā Oh, nice. Heās already entertained the thought of using you as Daesik bait.
Honestly, you wouldnāt care if they went with that plan. Whatās the worst that could happen? Daesik kidnaps you? Itās not like you havenāt already dealt with that before. They have the tether on you now, so if that did happen, they could easily find out where you are and get you back. At this point, you donāt care what they decide to do because itās not like youāre going anywhere.
āAlright, whatever you say, boss. Just throwing it out there.ā Jimin does a mock salute before getting up from the table and leaving the room. Seokjin stands up to follow him, but he turns around at the door, raising his eyebrows as he looks at you.
āY/n, do you want to come help me sort through the medicine and clean up the medical room?ā You nod eagerly and stand up. You look at Namjoon and Yoongi with a quirked eyebrow before you leave.
āMay I be excused from the table and may I go with Seokjin?ā You hear Seokjin suppress a laugh behind you and Namjoon doesnāt seem amused in the slightest.
āYou donāt have to ask permission to go around the house, Y/n.ā You force a smile and nod.
āThe keypads on the doors say otherwise.ā Namjoonās jaw clenches and you push your chair in before walking over to Seokjin, waving your hand behind you without looking back. āThank you, Daddy.ā You hear a large sigh from behind you, but youāre already in the hallway walking towards the medical room with Seokjin.
āYou know the main reason weāre doing this is to keep you safe, right? At least thatās why I thought it was aā¦decent idea.ā Seokjin stops to put in the passcode to the medical room, and you canāt help, but you laugh softly. Are you not even allowed to go into the medical room now? What if you have a headache and want some pain relievers? Are you supposed to get Seokjin every time? āSorry, but there are a lot of pills in there, and we didnāt want to take any chances.ā Ah, now it makes sense. They donāt want you sneaking in and taking a bunch of pills when theyāre not around.
Fair enough.
You walk in, and Seokjin unlocks the medicine cabinet. āJust go through and make sure nothing is expired or if anything is low and write down the name of it so we can get more.ā You nod and get straight to work start checking each of the labels, tossing any that have expired. āYou know, not to be sappy, but you can talk to me. A lot just happened, and you canāt keep everything to yourself.ā You laugh and shake your head at what he says.
āOh, but I can, because I know anything that I say to any of you will find its way to Namjoon and thatās a headache I would rather avoid. I donāt need any more restrictions put on me because I decided to talk about how I feel about the ones that were just put on me.ā Ā As you continue to talk, you start sounding more and more frustrated while practically throwing the pill bottles into the bin. You take a second to breathe and compose yourself, refusing to look at Seokjin, not wanting to see any form of pity on his face.
Itās silent for a few moments. You can feel Seokjinās eyes on you from behind, and once youāve composed yourself, you take a deep breath and start talking again.
āI would have been fine with the keypads. So, what if I couldnāt go into any of the rooms or go outside without one of you? I was pretty much already doing that anyway. But a tether? Seokjin, Iām wearing a fucking tether around my ankle so you guys can know where I am at all times. I wonāt be able to go to the bathroom without you guys knowing about it, and it just makes it so much more real that Iām fucking trapped here.ā You can feel the tears from earlier starting to well up again, but this time, you let them fall.
You finally turn around to face Seokjin with tears streaming down your face, but you canāt meet his eyes. You draw in a shaky breath and slowly move your eyes to look at him.
āI just want to go home.ā Your voice cracks before you finally start fully crying, lowering your head, so Seokjin doesnāt have to see your face as itās stained with tears.
You feel arms wrap around you and you donāt fight them off. You stand there with your face pressed against Seokjinās chest as your shoulders shake while you cry and he rubs your back in soft circles.
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āReadyā¦1ā¦2ā¦3ā¦flip!ā You flip your card and whine when Hoseok has the higher card, and he cheers. You reluctantly slide all six cards over to him and flip over your next card, smiling wide when you have the higher card this time and taking both cards that are on the table.
Itās been five long, uneventful days since youāve had the tether put around your ankle and the keypads were installed on all of the doors in the house. Youāve mainly been with Jungkook, Hoseok, and Seokjin since their work is done from home like right now, youāre playing a game of war with Hoseok while you two wait for the system to decode Daesik's security on his cameras at one of his buildings, which takes a long time. Youāre also sleeping in your room again. Call it petty, but the whole reason you were supposed to be sleeping in Yoongiās room was that they needed to make sure you wouldnāt sneak off, but now you have the tether that will tell them if you so much as step outside without them knowing.
You do find it difficult not sleeping in Yoongiās room. Youāre tempted to go in there every night, but they also put the passcodes on the doors so itās not like you can walk in like you usually would. Whenever you see Yoongi, he always stares at you like heās desperate to talk and maybe try to explain himself, but heās been busy creating contracts, and youāve been busy with helping the otherās that you havenāt had the time. You still get those stolen glances and soft touches from him in passing, and it always makes your heart flutter, which also makes sleeping in your room that much more difficult.
You sigh, setting the cards down, and Hoseok looks at you with confusion and a slight pout.
āI was winning, Y/n.ā He starts collecting up all of the cards, putting them back in the box.
āI know, you always win.ā You look at the screen that is still working on decoding the security system. You donāt understand anything thatās on the screen, but youāre slowly starting to learn. You were almost able to hack into the system without Jungkook or Hoseok giving you instructions. āHey Hoseok, can I ask you a question?ā You say as you look over to Hoseok and he looks at you with a soft hum. āWhat exactly do you guysā¦do? I mean, Iāve been here for around a month, and I still donāt know what you guys do exactly. Itās all been about finding Daesik.ā You bring your knees up to your chest and wrap your arms around your legs, looking at Hoseok as you wait for your answer.
āWell, I donāt know how much Iām allowed to tell you, but Iām sure I can give you the gist of it.ā He shrugs and nods a few times before he turns his chair to face you. āSo basically, each group or āgangā has their area that they run. The areas we run are typically cities or districts, and we keep tabs on everything. If we find out someone is causing trouble or if someone is selling drugs, we give them the option to sell or work for us, or we ruin their business. We sell weapons, most of them military grade, to either other groups or to anyone that can afford them. No questions asked. We are also āLoan Sharksā. To put it simply, someone comes to us to borrow money, and eventually, they will have to pay us back, and if they donāt,ā He doesnāt finish his sentence, but instead, he just shrugs, and that tells you all you need to know about that. āJimin, as you know, is a hitman so if someone comes to us with enough money, then he does that. All of the businesses in our district pay us a portion of what they make each month to ensure they stay open and stay safe from other groups.ā You take in all of the information heās telling you. You never realized just how much they did, and even then, Hoseok probably isnāt even telling you everything.
āWait, you guys sell drugs?ā Hoseok furrows his eyebrows and tilts his head in confusion, but then he slowly nods.
āYeah, we sell drugs-ā He sucks in air through his teeth and leans forward, resting his elbows on his knees. āOut of everything I just told you, us selling drugs stuck out the most? Not selling weapons, controlling districts, or contract killing?ā He sounds confused, but when in reality, you already assumed they did those other things. You figure that if theyāre a part of a gang or mafia, that it would be somewhat similar to what you see in movies, give or take some stereotypes. You didnāt think they messed with drugs, but youāve been wrong before.
āI already knew about the contract killing. You guys have a bunch of weapons, so it doesnāt surprise me that you sell them, and you have to get your money from somewhere so it only makes sense that you would run districts. I didnāt think you guys messed with drugs because Iāve never heard anyone mention them.ā Hoseok nods slowly and hums.
Just then, Yoongi walks into Hoseokās office, looking at both of you briefly before he walks over to you. āY/n, we need to talk.ā His voice is curt, and you shake your head while looking up at him.
āI canāt right now. Iām helping Hoseokie with some work.ā You point toward the computers with a fake smile. āSee? Iām helping out and not causing any trouble like a good girl.ā Your voice is high and mocking while you turn back toward the computers.
Yoongi grabs the back of your chair and spins it around, so youāre forced to look at him again. āThis is important, Y/n. Youāre going out on a job today, and I need to fill you in on whatās going on before you go.ā You put your hand to your chest, eyes wide, and feigning shock.
āMe? Youāre going to let me, the troublemaker, outside? Are you sure thatās a good idea? I might try something stupid like I always do.ā You glance down on your ankle and laugh, waving your hands as you stand up. āNever mind. I forgot that I have the tether on so thereās nothing I could do anyway.ā You wave to Hoseok, and he smiles while waving back. You turn back to Yoongi with a wide, forced, smile and you motion toward the door. āLetās go. Wouldnāt want to make anyone mad by keeping them waiting, would I?ā Your smile drops quickly as you walk out of the room.
You donāt make it far before Yoongi is gripping your arm tight in his hand, forcing you to look at him again with his hand firm on your arm so you canāt move away.
āY/n, can we please talk? I get that youāre upset, but this is for your safety. I - we would be devastated if anything happened to you, just as we would be if anything happened to any of the other members.ā Yoongi says almost desperately. Your heart pangs against your chest and your arms soften for a mere second before they harden once again.
āIf youāre treating me like the other members, then why donāt they all have tethers? Why werenāt there always locks on the doors? Why are they allowed to leave when they want or even go outside?ā Your voice is getting progressively louder, and you can feel tears sting your eyes once again. āYouāre not treating me like you would any other member. Youāre treating me like a prisoner, or how about, youāre acting like kidnappers.ā You see Yoongiās jaw clench, and his grip tightens on your arm.
āFine, you know what? We arenāt treating you like the other members because if any of us did half of the things you did, we would have received a worse punishment than being kept in the house. We would have been beaten, killed, given off to Daesik to torture and kill, the list goes on and on of what would happen to us. Youāre getting off easy.ā Yoongi says in a harsh voice. Heās standing closer to you now. You two are nearly chest to chest, but you donāt let him see how much it affects you. You glare up at him, clenching your jaw without moving an inch and neither does he. āAnd the tether was meant to keep you in the house, so...ā He pauses and lets out a soft sigh. āso why havenāt you been coming to my room? There were no rules made saying you had to stay in your room.ā His voice is much softer than it was just a second ago, he seems softer, but you still want to hold your ground.
āWouldnāt it seem weird to the others if Iām still sleeping in your room even though Iām wearing the tether and donāt need to be constantly watched over? What excuse would you come up with that wouldnāt raise suspicion? Iām sure the others wouldnāt like it if there was a thing, whatever this is, going on between us. Iām sure you guys would come up with some new rule for that too.ā You finally take a step back and cross your arms over your chest. Youāve thought about this a lot since you knew it would eventually come up. You know the others wouldnāt like the idea of you and Yoongi having a thing, and with your luck, theyāll make a rule where you two have to stay separated unless youāre supervised. āYoongi, I-ā Youāre suddenly pulled into the nearest room, which thankfully, was just a storage room and not one of the other memberās.
Youāre back is pressed against the door once itās slammed shut and Yoongi places each hand next to your head, caging you in while he looks at you with clouded eyes. āI donāt care what they say or what they think, Y/n.ā He moves in closer so his chest is pressed firmly against yours and you feel your heart pounding with excitement as you look up at him while heās looking down at you, eyeās moving as they search for any sign that youāre uncomfortable. āI never thought I could feel this way about someone. I never thought I deserved to feel this way about another person, but now that I do, now that thereās someone so strong, but at the same time, has such a warm heart that makes me forget all the bad things Iāve ever done and breaks down all of the walls that Iāve worked so hard to build up by just being near me.ā He takes a deep breath and shakes his head slightly. āY/n Iām not letting this- letting you slip between my fingers because of what the others might think.ā Your heart is in your throat, and you canāt even begin to think of what to say.
You knew there was something between you two, but you didnāt know how serious it was or was going to be since you donāt know what the future holds for you here. You canāt deny your feelings for the man standing in front of you. When he looks at you, you feel like all of the air has been stolen out of your body. When he walks past, and you feel his hand brush against your back or your arm, your legs feel as if they would give out.
When he kisses you, you swear you could melt into a puddle, but you melt into him instead. His warm and protective embrace that stops your nightmares and makes you feel safe like nothing could hurt you as long as youāre with him. The way he makes you feel scares you because youāre on two very different paths in life. You are focused on getting the job done and going home, and thatās just what you plan to do, with or without him. Heās tied to this life with the things heās done over the years that you donāt even want to think about. He couldnāt possibly go back to living a normal life after this, and you know he wouldnāt anyway because he cares too much about the others. You know what fate lies ahead for you two, but you donāt care. You only care about how you feel in this moment, with him right in front of you, and you know you canāt let him go either. Ā
You open your mouth to respond, but no words come out. Your mind has gone blank, and you canāt come up with any words to describe just how youāre feeling here in this moment. Youāre just looking up at Yoongi with your eyes wide while his are staring intensely into yours like heās trying to read your mind for the words you canāt get out. You reach forward to grip his shirt in your hands, and thatās all he needs to understand.
He leans down to capture your lips in a heated kiss that leaves you breathless and feeling light on your feet. Thereās a new fire burning inside you, one that needs Yoongi to keep it going, and you return his kiss with the same amount of passion and need. Your hands travel up his chest, and your arms wrap around his neck, tugging gently on his hair, eliciting a deep groan from Yoongi. It seems that thatās all it took for him to snap because next thing you know is his hand is gripping the back of your thigh, lifting your leg around his hip, and pressing his clothed member against your center causing you to moan softly into the heated kiss, now turned into need for each other.
Yoongiās hand remains on your thigh while the other one slides under your shirt. You feel his rough, calloused hand slide up your side until heās squeezing your breast causing you to let out another soft moan. He detaches his lips from yours and starts leaving a trail of hot kisses down your neck, biting the sensitive spot near your pulse point and you buck your hips forward as your eyes flutter shut, letting yourself drown in all the new sensations youāre feeling.
You feel hands tug at the bottom of your shirt and you lift your arms so Yoongi can pull off the offensive clothing. He pulls the shirt up to your breasts when heās interrupted by the chime of his phone, and he lets out a disappointed sigh against your neck that sends a shiver up your spine. Yoongi rests his head on your shoulder as you both work to catch your breath.
You completely forgot that you two were supposed to meet up with Namjoon to talk about the job youāre about to do. You were so caught up in Yoongi that nothing else mattered. You forgot about everything around you two for those few heated moments, and you wish it didnāt have to end so quickly.
Once Yoongi finally pulls away, he pulls your shirt back down and presses another lingering kiss to your lips before stepping back.
āNamjoon is in his office waiting for us. You should go first so I can uhā¦calm down.ā You tilt your head slightly, your eyes traveling down and you notice he has his hands folded in front of him and you finally snap out of your daze.
āOh right! Uh⦠Iāll see you there then.ā Your cheeks are burning, and you quickly open the door to walk out. You take a minute to compose yourself, fixing your shirt and your hair before you head off to Namjoonās office.
You walk in a daze to Namjoonās office. You keep remembering the feeling of Yoongiās hands on your body, his lips on yours and your neck, and the way he felt pressed against you. You wanted nothing more than for it to last longer, at least long enough for you to explore his body like he was yours, but youāll have another chance. Youāve already decided that youāre going to sleep in his room again, and that heat you just felt while you two were in a storage room will, without a doubt, resurface while you two are lying in bed together.
You finally get to Namjoonās office and you knock on the door three times before you hear him say come in from the other side. Youāve been in his office a few times before, but itās more like going to the principalās office now because youāre usually in trouble when youāre called in here.
āWhereās Yoongi?ā Namjoonās eyebrows are furrowed in confusion as he looks to the door as if heās waiting for Yoongi to walk in behind you.
You shrug and close the door behind you. āHe said he had something to take care of and that heāll be in soon.ā You hope that Yoongi came up with an excuse because what else are you supposed to tell him? We were making out in one of the storage rooms and got a little heated, Yoongi needed a few minutes to try and get rid of his boner by sheer will so he might be a little late. Yeah, you donāt want to deal with the lecture and headache thatāll come from that.
āAlright then, weāll get started without him.ā He says as he motions for you to take a seat in one of the chairs in front of his desk. āWe have a contract all set up for one of the major groups thatās located in the North, but we have reason to believe that heās been relaying all messages to Daesik and the meet-up is going to be a setup.ā You nod slowly as you take in that bit of information. It was bound to happen with how much power Daesik holds. Someone wouldnāt want to give up that safety and security.
āSoā¦what? Are you going to call it off?ā
āWhat? No. That would be cowardly of us.ā Namjoon says as if it was the most ridiculous thing heās ever heard. āWeāre going to go, but with the knowledge that it is a setup. I plan to send in Taehyung and Jungkook to go over the contract, and of course, Jimin will be watching from nearby.ā
āThen what do you need me to go for?ā You say crossing your arms over your chest.
āWell, we know theyāre going to be tapped into the security cameras. There are also the electric warehouse doors, and we know they have access to those already. Hoseok will guide you around the building, telling you each of the cameraās blind spots, so they donāt see you, and youāre going to get into the electrical box. From there you will turn off the power to the cameras so theyāre blind.ā Itās not a terrible plan. They thought it out.
As youāre going over the plan in your head, Yoongi walks into the room. He looks like his usual self. Like he didnāt have his hand up your shirt ten minutes ago. He takes a seat next to you, but you try not to stare at him too much. Instead, you look to Namjoon.
āIf Iām cutting the power to the cameras, then you guys wouldnāt be able to see in either right? What are you going to do about that?ā Namjoon eyes you suspiciously and you canāt help but roll your eyes. āCan you please stop thinking that Iām going to use any chance I get to run away? Ā Iām asking because what if things go south, but youāre flying blind?ā
āWeāll still be wearing our earpieces so we can hear whatās going on, and we have Jimin that will be our eyes on the situation. Weāre hoping that theyāll think itās an electrical problem. The person theyāre sending won't accuse us of sabotage because then that means that they did have something else planned.ā Yoongi says, and your mouth forms a small āOā and you nod. It makes sense, and they thought about the possibilities.
āAlright then, when do we leave?ā
āBe ready to leave in an hour.ā
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āJungkook, Iāll kill you.ā
You shove Jungkook off of you for the fifth time, this time with a smack on his arm. Every time the car turns, his body goes pliant, and he ends up squishing you against the car door. It was funny the first few times, but now youāre considering punching him.
āOh, come on Y/n! Didnāt you ever play this game?ā He says with a playful smile.
āYeah, when I was ten.ā He turns his lips into a pout but then the car is turning again, and just like the last times, his body is squishing yours. You let yourself be squished by his larger frame, and you canāt help the small laugh that escapes your lips as you start to smack his arms, back, chest, basically anywhere you can reach.
āJungkook! Youāre too heavy!ā You let out a string of giggles as you try to push him off of you, but he lets his body go limp. āJungkook!ā
āHey! Itās pure muscle. Donāt make me feel insecure.ā You roll your eyes and look for your way out.
āYeah, muscle mass is still heavy, dummy.ā You contort your body until you find what youāre looking for. You lean down and bite the back of his neck. At first, he isnāt bothered, but you bite down harder until heās pulling away from you.
āOw! Y/n, you bit my neck you animal!ā His hand flies up to the back of his neck, and he tries to rub the sting away. āThatās foul play!ā He glares at you, and you shrug.
āOr sexy, depending on what youāre into.ā Taehyung chimes in from the driverās seat with a playful wiggle of his eyebrows.
āAll three of you knock it off. Jungkook, stay in your seat, and Y/n, no biting anyoneās neck.ā You hear Yoongi in your earpiece. You and Jungkook share a look that could only be described in one word.
Yikes.
āOuch. Someoneās a little jealous.ā Taehyung says in a playful tone, and you try to conceal your laugh.
āNo one is fucking jealous, calm down.ā Yoongi is stern, and you smile wide while looking between Jungkook and Jimin whoās in the passenger seat. āWhat would I be jealous of? Not having Jungkook crushing me? Thatās hardly something to get jealous about.ā He keeps digging himself into a deeper hole.
Jimin turns in his seat to look back at you and Jungkook with a devious smile on his face. āYou know, the people with something to hide are usually the ones that talk the most hyung.ā Jimin waits for a response, but all he gets back is a heavy sigh.
āAre you sure it was a bright idea to send them out together? Between the four of them-ā He must have been talking to the others in the room and cut out his mic. Either way, it was still funny to all of you.
Another hour later you were finally pulling up to the warehouse. Taehyung had to stop at a building nearby to let Jimin out so he can get set up. You look out of your window at the warehouse. You can already notice two other black SUVās on the other side of the parking lot.
āThey must already be inside.ā You look at Taehyung, and he nods toward the same cars, and you let out a nervous sigh.
āHow do we know they donāt have people in them keeping a lookout? Thatāll make our plan much more difficult if they see me.ā You fidget in your seat. You run on sheer willpower, thatās how youāve managed to make it this far. The only things you have going for you if you get into a fight are a few lessons from Jungkook, the gun that they make you carry, and your stubbornness.
āWeāre in the cameras for now. If they get out of the cars or we have any reason to believe that youāre in danger, then weāll get you out of there. Trust us.ā Jungkook says reassuringly and rests his hand on your thigh. You nod and take a deep breath.
Once they have everything they need, they both get out of the car and head into the building. You envy how casual they are about all of this. Theyāre walking in there like theyāre strolling into work at the warehouse like they do any other day. They both have a confidence to them that only comes from years of experience and the unbreakable trust they have in the rest of the group to keep them alive.
āOkay, theyāre talking with Wonsik. Are you ready Y/n?ā
You take a deep breath before putting on the black baseball cap they gave you, pulling it down, so your eyes are barely visible. āYeah. Letās do this.ā You put on your face mask before carefully stepping out of the car.
After shutting the car door as quietly as you can as not to gain attention, you watch the cars on the other side of the parking lot with a close eye. If there were anyone in them keeping watch, they would have stepped out as soon as they saw you, but thankfully, thereās no one, and thatās your cue to go.
āAlright, where do I go?ā Your voice is hushed, so it doesnāt get picked up by the audio on any of the security cameras. The mask is also muffling your voice, but thankfully, itās clear enough that they can hear you.
āKeep walking forward until I say stop. When I say stop itās crucial that you donāt move even a centimeter more or else youāll be seen, okay?ā Usually, when you talk to Hoseok, heās bright and cheerful, but now youāre experiencing the serious Hoseok that works security under a highly ranked mafia group. āOnce you start walking, donāt talk. This place is loaded with cameras, and if one doesnāt pick it up, it doesnāt mean that a different one won't.ā
You donāt say anything and take another deep breath to try and calm your nerves before taking slow steps forward, heel to toe, waiting for Hoseok to call out when you need to stop. You keep your head up, facing forward, but your eyes looking around for any sign that someone is around.
āStop!ā You immediately stop and wait for further instructions.
āYou need to turn to the left and walk in a large semi-circle. If you cut in at all, theyāll see you. Theyāll only see your foot, but that would be enough for them to send someone out.ā Youāre amazed at Hoseokās skill and precision.
Right now, heās currently in his office connected to each of the security cameras in and out of the building, observing each one, measuring out each of your movements to be sure you donāt get seen by any of them. Yoongi and Namjoon are with him, watching over Taehyung and Jungkook who are on the inside. That way, Hoseok can keep all of his attention on you.
You walk confidently in a large semi-circle as Hoseok told you to do. So far so good. The cameras youāre avoiding are on the wall of the building and some light posts in the parking lot. You didnāt realize there would be so many surrounding the warehouse, but then again, you donāt know just what this warehouse is used for.
āStop! You need to run forward to the wall right now!ā Your feet move before you even register what Hoseok told you.
You run to the wall with light steps to keep the noise to a minimum. You stand with your back flat against the wall. Looking side to side, you notice the camera on the wall to your right slowly moves from left to right which means that somewhere under it there should be a blind spot.
āOkay good. This is the tricky part now because you have to follow the camera and get into its blind spot.ā You stare up at the camera and watch it closely as you listen to Hoseokās instructions. āYou can follow it going heel to toe very slowly, and then once itās facing the other direction, youāre going to run directly under it.ā Your heart is beating against your chest, just one slip up and theyāll know youāre here.
You watch the camera and wait until it starts turning to the right. You follow it slowly just like Hoseok told you to until it comes to a complete stop. You have approximately five seconds to move before it starts turning to the left. Running as light as you can, you take quick steps and make it under the camera, pressing your body against the wall as much as you can so it wonāt see you. You hold your breath and close your eyes to focus on the sound of the camera until you hear it stop again. Without waiting for Hoseok to give you instructions, you shuffle along the wall until youāre out of the view of that camera, and now in between that one and the next one on the corner.
āIām going to assume youāve already passed the last camera. This corner one is easy. You have to go in another semi-circleā You listen diligently and nod to yourself, immediately following Hoseokās instructions again.
You make it around the corner and stop to look around. Itās almost an identical setup, but not as many cameras since there aren't any loading dock doors. You look at each camera and determine that itāll be the same as the others, so you get to work making it around each camera until youāre standing in front of a large circuit box.
āHoseok,ā you whisper as softly as you can, but still enough that he can hear you. āIām at the circuit. What do I do now?ā
āThereās going to be a lock on the door. Itās just one that needs a six-digit code. Iāll read them off slowly, and you need to put them in.ā You bring your hands up to the lock and wait patiently for Hoseok. āFrom left to right itās going to be 021593.ā You turn the dials to each number as Hoseok reads it off and the lock clicks softly when you pull on it, successfully opening it and the circuit box door.
āOkay, Iāve got the door open. Now what?ā
āLook for the switch labeled ācameras.ā Switch it off and then lock the box back up. From there youāre going to get back to the car quickly.ā You scrunch your eyebrows as you look for the right switch, but these donāt look like normal circuit switches. They all seem to need a key for them to be moved. You even try moving the one labeled ācameras,ā but all it does is leave marks on the palm of your hand and your thumb.
āHoseok, I canāt move these. I need a key.ā You whisper and look around, now paranoid that someone might be coming.
āWhat?!ā Hoseok sounds just as surprised as you are. You try moving it again, but it doesnāt budge. āJungkook and I checked the model though, and it shouldnāt need keys. Even the newer models donāt have locks for the switches. When we hacked into the camera behind you the other day to get the combination, all of the switches were normal, and thereās nothing in their records that show they had them installed.ā Hoseok says, clearly unsettled.
āUnless they did it off the record. Had one of their men come in and install them before this thinking we would do exactly what weāre trying to do.ā Yoongi finally speaks up, and you feel annoyed that the plan is ruined. āWeāll bring in the backup to be ready if things go south. Y/n, lock the box back up, and Hoseok will lead you back to the car.ā Yoongi sounds stern, but thereās also worry laced in his voice.
āNo. New plan.ā You hear Hoseok counter, but you donāt say anything in fear that the cameras audio will pick it up. āY/n you have that pistol, right?ā You reach behind you and slowly pull out the pistol thatās tucked in the back of your pants.
āYes.ā You say in a quiet voice.
āGood. What weāre going to do is, youāre going to use the handle of the pistol to hit the top of the switch. Hopefully, we can get a wire to move even a centimeter or get the circuit to bug out to get the cameras to malfunction and turn off.ā You furrow your eyebrows while listening to his new plan. Sure, it might work, but itās noisy and obvious.
āAbsolutely not. Are you stupid? If the noise doesnāt alert them, then the fact that the switch is broken will and sheāll be screwed because theyāll go straight for the car.ā Oh no. Yoongiās angry.
āI can cut out the audio the second that she hits it. They wonāt think anything of it.ā Double oh no. Hoseok is arguing with him. āIf she hits it just right it wonāt break the switch or leave a mark, itāll just either move one of the wires or break the circuit inside.ā It doesnāt sound like that bad of a plan when he explains it, but it still isnāt certain. āY/n, Iām going to count to three. When I get to three, I need you to hit the switch. Itās crucial we do this at the same time or else theyāll hear it.ā You take a deep breath and get into the right position to hit the switch with as much impact force as you can. Ā
āIām ready.ā
āNo, we are not doing this. Y/n donāt you dare do it.ā You huff because of Yoongi. You arenāt upset at the fact that heās acting this way, you understand because youāre scared that this is going to give you away, but if you donāt do this, then Jungkook and Taehyung are in trouble.
ā1ā¦2ā¦3!ā You hear Hoseok start counting down despite Yoongi telling you both not to do it, and you act immediately.
You bring your hand back and swing it back to the switch, successfully hitting the switch with the handle of the pistol, dead center with as much strength as you could muster up. You look behind you to make sure that itās still clear and wait to hear if it worked.
āAnd weāre blind!ā You sigh in relief at Hoseokās cheery voice. āGreat job, Y/n! Now get back to the car as quickly as you can.ā He doesnāt have to tell you twice. You turn around and start walking toward the car with quick steps. You donāt want to be out there any longer than you have to.
You check behind you as you round the corner to be sure youāre not being followed. You peer around the corner first to check if itās still clear, and when you donāt see anyone, you make a bee-line to the car.
āAre you in the car yet, Y/n?ā You smile when you hear Yoongiās gentle voice. You put your hand on the handle of the car and nod at your reflection.
āI just got to the car. Donāt worry. Iām the new ace!ā You laugh and go to pull on the handle of the car, but you freeze and stop laughing when you notice thereās a new reflection of someone right behind you in the tinted window. āY-yoongiā¦ā You donāt get to say anymore because the man behind you grabs your shoulder, pulling you back with enough force to throw you to the ground.
You let out a sound of surprise and go to get up, but the man grabs a fistful of your hair and starts pulling you toward the warehouse, dragging you along on your knees. You can hear the boys back at the house panicking and asking you whatās happening, but their voices ae muffled by the sounds of your cries of pain as your hair feels like itās going to be ripped out and your legs get cut up from the asphalt ground.
You try your best to pull in the opposite direction despite your head feeling like itās on fire. You manage to get your legs in front of you, and you dig your heels into the ground and bring your hands up to tug and claw at his hands, but the man jerks you forward again. He finally stops in front of the warehouse door, but he doesnāt go in straight away. Instead, he reaches down and pulls the earpiece out of your ear and throws it on the ground, crushing it under his foot like the butt of a cigarette.
The man drags you inside, and you see Taehyung and Jungkook across from a man you can only assume is Wonsik. Theyāre both kneeling on the ground with their hands tied behind their back, and their weapons are on the ground in front of them with the remains of their earpieces by their feet. There are two other men with guns pointed at them. They both turn to look at you with wide eyes as the man that has a hold on you throws you in the middle of everyone.
āLeave her out of this.ā Taehyungās voice is low and intimidating Nothing youāve ever heard from him. āShe only does what we tell her to.ā If looks could kill, all four men would have been dead the minute you were dragged in here.
āItās none of my business what she does. Iām just doing what Iām told.ā The man you assume is Wonsik sounds unbothered and almost bored.
You lift yourself onto your hands and knees and reach behind you to grab the pistol, but it isnāt there, it must have slipped out when you were thrown to the ground. One of the men sees you reach behind you and kicks you in the stomach causing you to fall back to the ground, but this time, he places his large boot on your upper back, rendering you immobile no matter how hard you try. The more you move, the more pressure he puts down until itās difficult for you to breathe and you start gasping and coughing.
āStop! I donāt know what you were told, but donāt hurt her when your problem is with us.ā Jungkook keeps looking between you and Wonsik with worry evident on his face.
Wonsik didnāt like that apparently because he walks over to you with leisurely steps and kneels in front of you. He grabs your hair and pulls your head back, so youāre forced to look at him. āI can do whatever I want with her. Sheās still the one that cut the cameras, isnāt that right?ā His voice is condescending, and you donāt dare retort. āIf I didnāt have my orders, I would kill you in front of them, or I would keep you for myself.ā He throws your head back down, and you bite your lip, a soft grunt sounds in the back of your throat when your head hits the ground.
āThatās enough.ā A low baritone voice that you immediately recognize says, and you freeze in your spot. āI told you not to harm her, just to bring her in here.ā The boot on your back is off in a flash and you cough as you take in deep breaths and slowly bring yourself back up to your hands and knees. āIām sorry, little vixen. I told them not to harm you.ā Your head shoots up, and youāre met with Daesik kneeling in front of you with mock worry on his face. āWhat would you like me to do with them? Iāll kill them if thatās what you want.ā You quickly shake your head.
āI donāt want anyone to be killed.ā
āWeāll see.ā He says before standing up to face Jungkook and Taehyung again. A humorless chuckle leaves his lips as he points a finger at the two. āYou boys have been getting on my nerves lately. You just canāt leave well enough alone, can you?ā He starts pacing back and forth slowly like a lion trapped in a cage. āYou should have just let me continue running my business and minded your own. If you did that, we wouldnāt be in this little mess weāre in now, and I wouldnāt have any plans to kill you and take your newest recruit.ā You slowly sit up on your knees, holding eye contact with the guy that previously had his boot on your back.
āThatās not going to happen.ā Jungkookās eyes never waver away from Daesik, even as he keeps pacing. āIf anything, leave her out of this. Your grudge is with us.ā
āOh no, she will be mine.ā Heās talking so casually it sends shivers down your spine. āItās just up to all of you whether you let me have her willingly, and I treat her nicely, or I take her by force and treat her like a prisoner.ā What kind of monster is he that he would talk about this as if youāre not right there? You go to say something, but he looks at you and shrugs. āToday is not the day though. It would be too easy to take her by force right now, and it wouldnāt be fair. You boys have to have the chance to hand her over to me.ā He looks at the two men aiming the guns at Jungkook and Taehyung before looking at the boys. āKill one of them. I donāt care which one.ā With that as his final order, he leaves, and Wonsik follows behind.
Your eyes widen, and you go to stand up to do something, anything, but before you do, one of the men drops dead to the floor with a bullet in his head. Jimin. The other man follows soon after, falling to the ground with a sickening thud with a perfectly shot bullet hole in his head.
You move to stand up, but the third man grabs you by your hair again, holding you directly in front of his body. Now Jimin canāt shoot him without shooting you first. Heās moving between pointing his gun at Jungkook and Taehyung, making sure neither of them moves although they havenāt moved an inch since you were brought in here.
He lets go of your hair to wrap his arm around your neck, using you as a human shield to ensure he doesnāt get shot by Jimin. Your hands shoot up to pull at his arm, but he only tightens his grip, making it increasingly difficult to breathe. In a panic, you look to Jungkook and Taehyung for what you should do, but thereās nothing they can do with their hands tied, that and the risk of you being hurt even more.
It isnāt until you see the man holding you load the gun and put his index finger on the trigger that you decide to move on your own. You force your head down, the grip of his arm making it difficult, but you tilt it down enough to be able to bite a small part of his forearm. His grip loosens the slightest bit, and youāre able to bite a bigger chunk of his arm, using your hands that were already holding him to hold it firmly in place while you bite down harder until he finally lets you go and shoves you to the ground.
You hit the floor with a thud, catching yourself with both of your hands against the ground, causing a shock of pain in both of your wrists, but you donāt dwell on it for too long because in the next second, the man is kicking your stomach and youāre knocked to the ground. The air is knocked out of you and you cough as you gasp for air, slowly rolling onto your back, but he uses this to his advantage and gets on top of you. Your arms instinctively go up to cover your face like Jungkook taught you to do, and you hold them steady, more focused on not getting seriously hurt rather than fighting back at this point.
āDo you think I wonāt kill you just because Daesik wants to make you his little bitch?!ā He yells as heās trying to pry your arms away from your face, but youāre using all of your strength to hold them steady.
In an instant, heās knocked off of you by Jungkook who charged into him with all of his strength, hitting him like an angry bull. Jungkook was able to knock him off, but heās still at a disadvantage because his wrists are tied, so itās no surprise that the man is able to get Jungkook under him and starts relentlessly hitting him while Jungkook is forced to take it.
āY/n!ā Your head whips over to look at Taehyung, and he nods his head towards a gun that is now laying on the ground. It must have dropped out of his hand when Jungkook rammed into him.
You push yourself up onto your knees enough to start crawling toward the gun. Your body is in pain all over, but you have to push yourself for Jungkooks sake. You reach forward to grab the weapon and that finally gets the manās attention off of Jungkook. A gasp leaves your lips when he jumps off of Jungkook and starts making his way back toward you. You lunge forward and grip the gun just as he gets to you.
He gets on top of you and starts wrestling you for the gun, but you only tighten your grip on the handle. You need to keep his attention long enough for the backup to come in, or even Jimin, anyone. Itās getting difficult though. He shoves your arms out of the way and wraps his large hands around your neck, and he starts squeezing with all of his strength. You can feel your trachea being crushed by his hands and youāre starting to feel light-headed while the edges of your vision begin to turn black.
You weakly bring the hand that isnāt holding the gun up to push his head away, trying to claw at his face, but youāre growing weaker. You can feel yourself on the edge of whatever is pulling you in, and you feel panic run through your veins. Youāve said before that you didnāt care if you lived or died, but if you die now, this man will kill Jungkook and Taehyung before Jimin could even get the chance to shoot him first.
āY/n!ā
You hear someone shout and youāre pulled back to the situation. You use what little strength you have left to curl your index finger out of shock and panic. You have to hope that itās enough.
It is.
The force from the shot causes the gun to kick back and hit your stomach, and the sound has your ears ringing even more than they already were from the lack of oxygen. Your hand feels tingly while the ones that were tight around your neck just a second ago have loosened the slightest bit, but are still firm in their place.
āY/n!ā You donāt know whoās yelling your name. You can hardly remember where you are or why youāre here. āY/n!ā There it is again.
The man on top of you is kicked off by Taehyung, and you gasp as your burning lungs fill with air. You continue to gasp for air, coughing violently as you try to stay conscious, still teetering on that dark edge.
You look to the side to look at Taehyung, and his face is full of worry and panic. Heās saying something to you, but you canāt hear him over your breathing. You give up on trying to listen to him, and you turn your head to the other side where Jungkook is finally sitting up, his face barely recognizable with the black eye, cuts, and bruises that are covered in blood all over it. Next to you is the man that was just about to kill you, coughing up blood as he gasps for his own life.
āNoā¦ā Your voice is nothing but a whisper, and you push yourself up with weak arms. You toss the gun that you just used to shoot this man to the side while you look down at him. Tears quickly sting your eyes as you look at what youāve done. āOh god⦠Iām so sorry.ā A weak sob leaves your lips, and you instinctively move your hands to press on the wound in the center of his abdomen to try and stop the bleeding, putting as much pressure as you can manage. āIām so sorry. Iām so sorry.ā Youāre sobbing above him, and he looks up at you. Something flashes in his eyes, and you canāt quite figure out what it was. Something along the lines of regret mixed with fear, and it only makes it worse. āWe can help you. W-weāll take you to our doctor and fix you right up.ā
āY/nā¦ā Taehyung says your name softly, his voice filled with sympathy.
āNo! We can help him!ā You shake your head and put more pressure on the wound, your hands now covered in blood. āIt doesnāt matter who he works for or what heās done. Heās still a person. Taehyung, please help me!ā Ā You yell in desperation as you put pressure on the wound with shaky hands. At some point Jimin must have come in and cut their ties because you feel hands on your arms, pulling you away from the manās body and turning your head away into his chest.
āY/n, he never would have made it back. Even if we could have got him back to Seokjin, his injuries far surpass what Seokjin can fix at the house.ā Taehyung whispers next to your ear as he wraps his arms firmly around you. āHe was going to kill you. It was you or him, and you acted out of self-defense. Itās not your fault.ā Ā He holds you close to his chest, and the embrace is comforting, but his words do little to set your mind at ease.
You killed someone. Took their life away from them before their time. How are you supposed to feel? Are you supposed to believe that itās okay because he was trying to kill you?
You cling to Taehyungās shirt, staining it with the blood on your hands. You canāt control the harsh sobs that are starting to hurt your already bruised chest. Taehyung cradles you in his arms, rocking your bodies back and forth with your head safely tucked under his chin. You decide to peek over at the manās body, and it causes the blood in your veins to turn to ice. Seeing his lifeless body lying there, eyes still open, makes your stomach churn and you have to shove Taehyung away right before you empty the contents of your stomach.
You violently heave until thereās nothing left and Taehyung is right there next to you, soothingly rubbing and patting your back until youāre sure youāre done.
āThere you go. I was waiting for that to happen.ā Taehyungs voice is still soft and sympathetic, and he continues to rub your back. āLetās get you out of here, okay? Letās get you home and cleaned up.ā He smiles as he slowly stands up.
You go to stand up with him, but he reaches down and scoops you up in his arms. You wrap your arms around his neck, and all four of you head out of the warehouse. Youāre thankful for Taehyung carrying you because every part of you is screaming in pain. Behind you two, Jimin is walking with Jungkookās arm slung around his shoulder, letting him lean against him as they walk to the car.
Taehyung gently sets you down in the backseat, buckling you in before reaching into the back to grab an old rag. He carefully grabs your shaky hands and wipes the blood off of them. Theyāre still stained red, but now at least they arenāt covered in sticky blood. He tosses the rag back into the back and shuts your door before getting into the driverās seat.
Jimin helps Jungkook into the backseat as well. He makes sure that Jungkook is fully in before he gets into the passenger seat and Taehyung doesnāt waste time and starts driving.
Everyone is silent. No one wants to say anything because what is there to say? The whole plan went to shit in a way that no one was expecting. Everyone put in so much work and thought of every scenario they could to make sure nothing like this happened, but Daesik was ten steps ahead of all of you. Now heās made his plans abundantly clear, and all of you have to come up with your plan on where to go from here.
Youāre staring blankly out of the window, your hands folded in your lap, your breathing still ragged from how hard you were crying. Exhaustion starts to settle in while the silence in the car lulls you to sleep.
Jungkook scoots over to the middle seat and wraps his arm around your shoulders, letting you use his body as a pillow as you rest your head on his chest and let yourself fall asleep.
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Jungkook gently wakes you up once you all arrive at the house. Slowly sitting up you go to rub your eyes, but Jungkook grabs your hands to stop you, and it's then that you remember that although Taehyung wiped them off, thereās still blood on them.
You open the car door, and Taehyung is immediately at your side. He wraps his arm around your waist while grabbing yours to wrap around his shoulders. He holds onto your hand tight as you lean on him to walk to the front door and Jimin is doing the same for Jungkook.
The four of you are walking up the front steps when the door swings open, and Yoongi and Hoseok rush out. Yoongi pays no attention to the others and goes straight for you. He places his hands on your cheeks as he checks over your body for any significant injuries and he stops at your hands, seeing them covered in blood. He brings them up so he can look at them, but you pull them away.
āItās not mine.ā Your voice is still just a whisper, and it feels like hot lava when you try to talk. You look over to Jungkook and Jimin who are now heading inside with Hoseok holding up Jungkook from the other side and you sigh. āLetās go in. I want to take a shower.ā Yoongi stares at you for a moment before nodding.
āYeah, of course.ā He goes to your other side to help you walk into the house, his arm firmly around your waist, and youāre met with Namjoon and Seokjin waiting with worry written on their faces.
āFirst, letās get you two to the medical room so Seokjin can patch you up.ā You nod and carefully let go of Yoongi and Taehyung, but Yoongiās arm doesnāt move from around your waist. āY/n and Jungkook, once youāre done you can go to your rooms to rest. Donāt worry about working for the next few days while youāre recovering. We need to lay low for the time being anyway.ā You nod again as Namjoon speaks confidently. āThe rest of us are going to have a meeting on what happened and where to go from here.ā
You start to walk away but Yoongi keeps his hold on your waist, and you look at him with tired eyes.
āIām okay. I can walk. You have a meeting to get to.ā You give him your best reassuring smile, and his arm slowly moves off of your waist as he nods. You can see him having a mental battle with himself before he finally walks away to join everyone else.
You follow Seokjin and Jungkook toward the medical room. You stop in front of your bedroom door, and they both stop to look at you.
āIām going to take a shower first. My injuries are smaller so itāll be easier if Iām clean and Jungkook should be taken care of first.ā Your voice keeps going in and out as you talk, so youāre trying your best to keep the talking to a minimum.
Seokjin nods, but thereās still the look of suspicion and hesitation on his face. āCome as soon as youāre done.ā If he wanted to protest, he doesnāt bother and walks away with Jungkook leaning against his side.
You walk into your room with a heavy sigh. Your whole body feels as if youāve been run over by a truck twice and the image of the body of the man you killed still weighs heavy in your mind. Walking into the bathroom, you look in the mirror, and you canāt help the humorless laugh that passes your lips.
You look wrecked. Your hair is in a dozen knots from how many times it was grabbed. There are scratches and bruises all over your body and your face and there are clear streaks down your face from when you were crying because of how dirty you are. Itās been a while since youāve looked at yourself in the mirror and it looked like you. Youāre surprised youāre still standing at this point with how beaten and battered youāve become or even from exhaustion, but youāre still doing it if it means you get to go home.
Wait.
You canāt go home now, not after youāve killed someone.
Panic starts to set in, but you swallow it down long enough to step into the shower. Your hands are shaking as you grab the body wash and start gently going over your body with a washcloth. You canāt go home. You killed a man. You stand under the stream of warm water, watching as a mix of dirt and blood get washed down the drain. Most of that blood isnāt yours. You grab the bottle of shampoo and pour some into the palm of your hand before scrubbing it into your hair. You feel your fingers tug at the knots, but your body is numbed to the pain. You couldnāt possibly go home now. You stand under the water thatās starting to burn your skin now and let the shampoo rinse out. You reach for the conditioner, and you hold it tight in your hand. Youāre working hard to push all of these thoughts away, but theyāre just so loud. It was self-defense. It was your life or his. You repeat in your head. He was going to kill you. But you killed him instead, and now you canāt go back home because,
Youāre a murderer.
You drop the bottle of conditioner, and it bangs loudly against the bottom of the tub. Tears fill your eyes, and your chest starts to hurt as you begin to sob violently. You desperately try to wipe away the tears that are being washed away by the water, but they keep coming. You canāt even begin to process what youāre feeling. You feel regret, sorrow, grief, and one that seems to be standing out the most, anger.
Youāre annoyed that you got involved. Bitter because they kept you here instead of letting you go. You are frustrated because it seems like youāll never get to go home and youāre furious that it got to a point where you killed someone. You took someone elseās life to protect your own when your life is no longer yours to live anymore.
Was it even worth it?
You ball up your fists and hit the tile wall with another frustrated sob. You do it again and again, alternating between each hand. When your knuckles ache you finally kneel, wrapping your arms around your legs as you continue to cry.
Never in your life have you thought you would kill someone. You were always one of those people that others would say āOh she would never hurt a fly.ā Ā But here you are now.
A murderer.
Youāre too distracted to notice or care that someone is in the bathroom. You continue to cry even after the water is turned off and the shower curtain is pulled back. A warm towel is placed over your shoulders, and thereās a hand gently pulling you up. You bring your hands up to cover your eyes as you continue to sob and Yoongi helps you step out of the bathtub, wrapping his arms around you, and you cry into his chest.
You donāt care that youāre still dripping wet from the shower. You donāt care that youāre naked and in Yoongiās arms. You only care about the comfort you feel while crying into his chest while he pets your head and sways you side to side soothingly.
Once youāre crying has quieted down, Yoongi pulls you away slightly to adjust the towel around your body so youāre properly covered and you canāt help the tired laugh that escapes when you see how wet his clothes are now because of you. He doesnāt say anything, but you can see a small smile tug on his lips as he reaches for one of your smaller towels and starts to dry your hair.
āYou should get dressed in something comfortable and then go see Seokjin to get some of these cuts disinfected.ā You nod with a small hiccup from how much you were crying. You canāt help but to wrap your arms around Yoongiās waist and pull him close again, but he doesnāt seem to mind because he wraps his arms back around you. āAlright, go get checked out and then come back to my room so we can go to bed, okay? Donāt even think about sleeping separately tonight.ā You nod again, and he presses a soft kiss to the top of your head before reluctantly letting you go and walking out of the room.
You quickly throw on a pair of soft shorts and a plain T-shirt before walking out of your room in the direction of the medical room. Each step feels like there are weights attached to your legs and you want nothing more than to lie down, but you have to make it there, and then Seokjin will take care of everything else.
Everything feels fake.
Your body and mind feel numb.
Itās true that you would have died if you hadnāt acted first, but that doesnāt make you feel any better. When you first agreed to work with them, that was one exception you made. You didnāt want to kill anyone. Youāve always believed everyoneās life has value and people can still change for the better - even if sometimes itās too late. Some people are just subject to dangerous situations, and thatās all they ever know. Sure, that man could have killed you, but you canāt help but wonder if there were any scenarios where both of you could have lived.
You force those thoughts to the back of your mind when you get to the medical room. You knock softly on the door and wait to hear Seokjin on the other side permitting you to come in.
Jungkook seems to have already left for his room, and Seokjin is sitting in his rolling chair while he waits for you to sit down on the bed.
āI donāt think this will take too long.ā He smiles and rolls up to you once youāve taken your seat. āYour wounds are small, so they just need to be disinfected and covered.ā You nod slowly and watch as he starts with your knees first.
The disinfectant stings, but itās nothing compared to half of what youāve been through today. You stare blankly, watching as he puts ointment on the small cuts before moving on to your other knee. Once heās finished with both, he grabs your hands with your palms facing up to start cleaning the scrapes you got from being thrown on the ground and then your knuckles that started bleeding when you hit the shower wall.
āY/n, can we talk for a minute?ā Youāre pulled out of your trance by Seokjinās voice and you nod.
āOf course. Weāre right in front of each other.ā Your voice is soft, not that you can get it any louder.
āI mean, can we talk seriously for a minute because Iām worried about you.ā Your eyebrows furrow, but you donāt say anything, and you wait for him to continue. āHow are you doing? And I donāt mean howās your pain levels or anything like that. I mean, how are you doing? Youāve had a lot happen to you in just one month, and itās bound to take its toll. You canāt keep everything bottled up all by yourself.ā You avoid eye contact and let a sigh pass your lips.
Itās true. Everything that's happened has been taking a lot of your energy, and youāre finding it hard to be motivated to help them even with the promise that youāll go home. Itās all weighing on your mind and you can only push away the thoughts that invade your mind for so long before you give into them.
Seokjin gently lays you down on the bed so he can feel your abdomen for anything unusual. It isnāt until he applies pressure on your ribs that you suck in a sharp breath and screw your eyes shut.
āThat hurt?ā Ā You nod, and he feels around a bit more, and you have to grind your teeth. āI think you may have a fractured rib. Itās hard to say without X-rays, but either way, youāll have to keep it wrapped up and try not to do any strenuous activities for a few weeks. Iāll give you painkillers, and you should have an ice-pack on it whenever you have the chance.ā You let out a breath you were holding once he moves on to check your neck.
āIām fine.ā He glances at you, and it takes a moment for him to realize what youāre referring to. āI mean, it is a lot to handle, but I have to do it. I have to go home, so Iāll manage.ā He feels around your neck without saying anything, and you feel like you have to keep talking to fill the silence. āBesides, itās not like I keep everything in. I think Iāve cried more this month than I have in a whole year. Iām not trying to hide that Iām having a hard time.ā
āCrying when youāre upset and talking about whatās making you upset are two different things. You can cry, and it could be because youāre frustrated, sad or hurt, but we donāt know how youāre feeling. Youāll find if you start digging enough, youāll find emotions and feelings you didnāt realize before.ā Heās been done with your examination for a few minutes, and now heās leaning over above your head to look down at you, and you do your best to avoid looking at him.
āIāmā¦angry.ā
āOkay.ā
āIām frustrated.ā
āThatās fair.ā
āIām miserable.ā
āOf course.ā
āIām resentful.ā You keep going and the tone of your voice gets harsher with each word. Everything is coming to surface now that Seokjin has opened that door. āI was being strangled, and the moment I started to feel everything disappearing around me, I thought maybe it wouldnāt be that bad.ā Your voice is shaky, and your heart is beating against your chest the more you keep talking. āI figured I was just in the way anyway, and at this rate, Iām never going to go back home. Then I pulled the trigger because I heard Taehyung yelling my name and it made me panic, but as soon as I did, I thought that it should have been me. I was almost there anyway.ā A stray tear slips down your cheek, and you quickly wipe it away.
Seokjin has been letting you talk while he listens silently. After the first tear fell, he started to pet your head, letting you know that heās fully listening and heās there for you. You finally look up at him, and thereās a look of sympathy and concern all over his face.
You donāt want to dwell on the topic any longer, so you slowly sit up with his help, and you point to your neck. āDoes everything look good?ā Your throat is still on fire when you talk, and having this moment with Seokjin didnāt help it.
āYour throat seems fine considering you can talk and breathe without an issue. Just let me know if itās difficult to swallow food or water, or if it starts to feel tight.ā He offers you a smile before grabbing a medical wrap, and you lift your shirt revealing a garden of bruises all over your stomach and chest.
Seokjin wraps your chest delicately, being sure not to put any unnecessary pressure, but while also making sure the wrap is tight, so it does its job.
āRemember, you have to take it easy for a while. Put an icepack on it whenever you can, and if the pain becomes too much, take the painkillers.ā You nod and take the small bottle of pills from Seokjin before slowly sliding off the bed with his help. āAnd about what we talked about earlier- ā
āItās fine.ā You cut him off curtly. āIām fine. You donāt have to worry about it, and I donāt want to talk about it.ā He lets out a short sigh but nods anyway although you can see the hesitation in his eyes. āThank you for fixing me up.ā He says a quiet youāre welcome and you walk out of the room.
A part of you feels sorry for cutting him off when he just wants to help, but you donāt want to talk about it. You donāt want everyone tiptoeing around you while also watching your every move or always asking you how youāre feeling. Your goal is to help them and then go home, which begs the question of what youāre going to do about Yoongi because you have to go back and he canāt just leave. You absolutely will not stay either. The only way they could get you to stay is if you only lived here and had nothing to do with their work anymore and you got to see your family whenever you want. You could tell your family that you moved in with your boyfriend that lives far out of the city, and even further away from your hometown.
You shake away those thoughts for now. Itās not something you need to worry about at this moment, and youāll have to come back to it eventually. Until then, youāre going to enjoy what you have.
Walking into Yoongiās room, you see him already lying in bed while playing on his phone. He looks up when he hears the door open, and he gives you a small smile.
āEverything look okay?ā His gruff voice is familiar and comforting, and you visibly relax as soon as you hear it.
You nod and carefully crawl into the bed, taking your spot next to Yoongi, lying on your side to face him, and he sets down his phone and turns on to his side so he can look at you.
āI have a fractured rib, so I have to keep my activity down, but other than that, itās just a bunch of small scratches and bruises.ā He brings his hand up to brush his fingers through your hair, and you close your eyes.
āThatās good. Well, I wish you didnāt get hurt at all, but Iām relieved itās nothing too severe.ā He moves closer, gently pulling you into his chest, and pressing his lips to your forehead before he lays his cheek on top of your head. āI was so worried about you. I thought Namjoon was going to kill me for how much I was freaking out and yelling at him for even sending you guys in there when we knew it was a setup.ā He says in a low, quiet voice as he continues to massage your head.
āIām okay. I did what I had to do.ā You whisper against his chest.
You donāt have any more energy to give. Your body feels as if itās melting into the bed and the soothing motion of Yoongi rubbing your head is making it difficult to stay awake. You want to talk to him. Talk to him about everything going through your mind. Tell him the things you didnāt want to talk about with Seokjin, but itās going to have to wait because itās almost impossible to keep your eyes open.
āFor the record,ā You let out a soft hum to show him youāre still listening. āIām glad youāre the one that walked out of there.ā He says in a voice thatās just barely a whisper, and you fall asleep with that still fresh in your mind.
You wish you felt the same.
Donāt apologize girlie, you have a life. Your chapters are always worth the wait, & in the meantime Iāll just cry and worry over whatās gonna happen
College was real rough this semester šš
But chapter 11 is a damn rollercoaster. Thereās so much that goes on thatās going to lead into more intense shit later and Iām excited. This chapter is just the start of it all.
I donāt believe in mercyš
Shatter Me Chapter 11 will be up tonight!
Iām editing the chapter right now but I have to go work in like 5 minutes so Iāll have to finish editing it while Iām there. I donāt have a spicific time or anything, but for me itāll be in the early Am (12am-2am EST)
This chapter is 15k words and is by far the most detailed one so far. Iāve even gone as far as to draw maps and look up information to make sure everything was logically and medically accurateš©
Itāll 100% be up today! Iām so sorry for the long wait. it wonāt take this long for the next one. I promise!
How are you doing girlie. How is life treating you??
Life is rough! But weāre getting through it with a smile and a whole lot of optimism! I had to drop one of my courses because I couldnāt keep up with it and even just studying for the exam had me screaming, so we dropped her. School is nearly done though so Iām just trying to hang in there. I snagged me some tickets to the BTS show in Chicago though! I'm super excited about that.
Let me just rant for a minute though. I told this girl who also likes BTS that I got them and she said sheās too broke to get tickets and jokingly I saidĀ āMe too girlā and she was likeĀ āClearly not because you got tickets.ā like hello? The only reason I was able to get these tickets was because I got myĀ Financial Aid check so I used that money to get them, If it werenāt for that, I wouldnāt have gotten tickets because a bitch is still BROKE working a full-time job!
As far as Shatter Me, Iāve been extremely motivated lately and Iām hoping to have Chapter 11 up sometime this weekend. Iām nearly done with it. I just hit 10K words and itās a really good chapter, a lot of detail went into it. I even made a map to make it as accurately detailedĀ as I could. Once I finish the chapter I just have to edit it and then Iāll post it as soon as itās done!
I hope youāve been well too little Anon! I really appreciate you checking up on mešš
KOOKIE IS SINGING ALONG IM IN TEARS IM-
I love Shatter Me, as do many of your followers, but please take your time in writing it. Don't stress yourself out too much, we can wait for you. š
You guys are so sweet Iām devastated ššš thank you so much, I really appreciate it so much. Iām getting better, it just took me a minute.
I did mean it when I said Chapter 11 will be up either tonight(for me it would probably be around 3am-5amš) or sometime tomorrow, so please keep a lookout for it!š
**this gif is completely unrelated, but thatās my little brother and heās truly iconic. Heās been chilling with me while Iāve been trying to get better š
Also he was singing Take Me Home, Country Roads and I was taking a video of Iām without him knowing š
Girlie take your time, work on you, we can totally wait for the update. Iām fine waiting for the angst. The buildup is definitely there and i love it
ThankyouThankyouš Iāve been working on it and it might be up either tomorrow or Saturday, but definitely soon.
Where Iām at right now is a soft Yoongi moment with it getting a bit heated and Iām dying just writing it. Iām such a sucker for soft Yoongi moments, so even through the angst there will still be some soft spots because I need themššš
**Also Iām at work right now and I usually say āNo problemā whenever someone says thank you, but for whatever reason my mind told me to say āYouāre welcomeā this time and it came out as āYour problemā. Iām descending.
Any update up Shatter Me chapter 11? I'm really excited to read it
Iām going to be completely honest, I havenāt worked on it all that much because Iāve had a lot going on. Long story short, I had a really bad panic attack last week, and I just havenāt felt the same since. Iāve been trying to get back into the swing of things and itās definitely coming soon and I promise Iāll add more excitement to it to make up for it being so lateš
Iām at the gym right now so get some of those sweet sweet endorphins šš I also forgot my headphones, so if anyone wants to send in asks or we could play a game like, smash or pass or Fmk if you wantš
It will be up soon I promise! Iām so so SO sorry itās taking so long.
I JUST READ SHATTER ME CHAPTER 10 AND OUR LIL MEOW MEOW WON?! UGH I LOVE IT I LOVE YOU WORK YOUR WRITINGS IM SUCH A SUCKER FOR SOFT YOONGI TO BE HONEST I LOVE IT ššš I'LL BE WAITING FOR THE NEXT UPDATE I LOVE U UGHHHH YOU DESERVE MORE READERS!!!! YOU WORK IS SO DETAILED AND SATISFYING I HOPE YOUR WORK GETS RECOGNIZED MORE! FIGHTING!!! šššš
Thank you so so much youāre too sweetšššš I love a good soft Yoongi because itās the truest Yoongi there is and nothing can change my mindš©š
I really just canāt say thank you enough, like I do could just sit here and type out āthank youā a hundred times, I would b cause youāre the sweetest baby and I love youš
Iām currently at 4K words for chapter 11 but my laptop died and Iām at work so I have to wait until I get home to charge itšššš
Please just wait a little longer, I pinky promise it will be posted by the end of the week!
Duuude. I just remembered that after requesting some fluff I gotta get ready for some angst. Girl, Iām ready for this, it was so worth it. Protag ended up with Yoongi so I say it can only get better. LOVE YOU YOURE THE BEST ššš
Iām going to be completely honest here. There was always going to be angst no matter what, but I was really going back and forth on one of the details which will be like top tier angst at the very end, so when we made that deal I just finally decided that it will be in therešš
There is going to be a hell of a lot more fluff with Yoongles though so donāt you even worry about thatšš also some *ah-em* smut that will come up within the next few chapters, maybe even chapter 11.
...probably chapter 11...
Thank you so much, I love youššššš


