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“THUS”...

While thinking my overthinking, I paused for a moment – an eye chatting photo I said. Then, I read somewhere on top of it, the word “thus”. 

The association came afterward, was as a waterfall from sheakspeer’s novel; light brown book, typewriter letters, chugged in one page as if there was not enough space fitting the number of thoughts translated to sophisticated words.

‘Thus’, could be an embolism. ‘thus’, or just another random thought. ‘Thus’, leads to reconsidering your state of mind after reading this. ‘thus’, is on my favorite words list from now on. 

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The title is open; You may choose a title yourself... 😏

They say wisdom is; “sensibility and wise thinking”. I say, wisdom is a drunk lady puking her heart out. So let’s talk, wisdom.

White supremacist what us to believe that this world is their world. In fact, it’s all people’s world. They wouldn't have existed with all their “without suffisticated” shit without sucking dry the world’s greatest gifts. Speak no shit! Just be honest and true to yourselves for once. 

Us the people, we take no shit, we participate in this world as everyone else. Take no advantage of anyone, nevertheless, karma would take back what it owes you. 

Today's world, actually all times world was and will always be; all colors world. Shove your imaginative superiority back into where it belongs, and save us from the “saviors drama”!

I have spoken my words, leaving the rest to you. 

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Haters Are The Losers!

The feeling of disappointment -Not that I never been there before. A horrible feeling; it has caused the tiniest cells in my body to collapse, resulting in a total numbness in my upper consciousness. I could no longer sense the time and space. I wondered then, how would I make it through?

I made it home, after a long day. Carrying this feeling of being lonely. Not that I miss being with someone or even anything near it. It is something else. An awful feeling I could not describe. It was not the first, and it won't be the last I believe.

Yet now, after focusing my attention on a couple of positive thoughts; a few kind people I encountered today, my negative thoughts turned to a positive ones in seconds. That was enough to remind me of how I survived it all those years. Simply, by taking the same approach towards such incidents.

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The Utopian Nightmare

I had a discussion with a random someone, it happens that we met in a place where we were discussing some previous incidents from the past -past-human-history. That person became extremely defensive in his reaction –even when he tried his best hiding his obvious emotions. He simply could not help it; not showing his true feelings of hate and anger! 

Narrow-minded frequently misunderstand situations, and opinions, either deliberately or mistakenly. Rather than taking things personally, why not looking at the bigger picture; that includes the US, All-of-us instead of the WE, as me and my people and you and your people. 🤷🏻‍♀️

Still a long way, we might not reach the Utopian tolerance that we seek, EVER.

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Holy Sh*t.. Holy Pure Souls!

The "Holly" human race...Yes, I said 'HUMAN RACE'; because we're all ONE RACE.

We divide and categorize ourselves, yet, we feel discriminated when somebody treats us the same way. 

Us, humans are so complex combination of paradoxical psychological as physical components. We refuse to confess, remaining in denial despite all facts and prooves that have been given to us by life experiences. We keep failing ourselves in the first place as others in the second. Pretending to care and showing compassion. However, it needs more efforts than just pretending-At least, pretend until it becomes a habit! The struggle goes on; there is an only small place left for trueness in the world. Let's face it, we've screwed the HUMAN VALUES and fucked up this world!  

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We've fu**ed it up

As long as we divide ourselves into groups, prioritizing prejudices and injustice matters. Racing to win the victim title. No one, nothing will stay unharmed, nither unsabotaged.

History had shown us a lot of signs, even more; gave us lessons. Yet, we rebuffed learning from them.

I guess all this nonsense does not matter, as long as OUR economy is safe and stable.

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Bird Box

Does the moral aspect grow with us as we grow physically, emotionally or both? —Assuming that the majority have some, somewhere.

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A Confession

Two major turning points in my life— Resulting, soul ache. Of which I've never recovered from. Rather, I've learned to overcome and cope with them.

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Seeking social acceptance is a millennial disease.

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Before we go.. “I hate small talks”; she said...

There we are, celebrating our fourth Full-Moon and second anniversary together. My conscious and me, we decided to rent a whole picnic vehicle, head to the wild, claimed and made our own private space under the Full-Moon spreading candles all over the place. My conscious and I took our portable projector and watched movies the whole night long. 

Right, when the sun about to rise, my conscious woke and gave me a shake on my shoulders telling me that we fell asleep for a few minutes, point to the movie saying..’I shouldn’t miss this part of the movie’... It was the last movie on our list for that magical night. A random movie – we picked a long time ago which we haven’t watched for a long time, it was actually, a random choice of mine, I got it when I had a crush on Chris Evans. 

The movie has brought to my awareness that there is a lesson to learn in everything in every or whatever silly thing our daily life. Even though it was a random one, probably commercial. Yet, I learned a wonderful thing out of it. Among nice sweet moments, the actors lived during the film. The wise thing I learned was when the Psychic told Nick(Chris): “Well, There is no perfect! There will always be a struggle, you just have always to pick who you want to struggle with.”

I thought to myself; this is not random! I should have watched this movie a long time ago, I was needing to hear this from someone perhaps. Life ain’t about perfection, is more about making mistakes, experiencing struggles and get back up on our foot stronger and ready for the next one. But I guess it was meant to be at that time on that specific day.

We went back to our reality afterward; the city center. To where we are going to meet our next struggle(s) –Prepared this time. Well, I am only being realistic, not pessimistic or negative. This is life, we live and learn within and from it. (Thinking Out Loud).

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Such weather; summer breeze reminds me when I used to go camping with my friends next to the beach.

For a wild creature, forced to be and act as an ordinary one is like a cageless prison.

The smell of the sand, trees and salty water in the air. Take me back to where I used to be, a cageless wild creature.

I ly in my tent with my pals around. Music, fire and much more worth than anyone possibly imagine. In a busy city, life.. I miss the wild. The me that once was...

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Many think that belonging to somewhere, any place in the world would be the best thing ever that may happen to them.

Correct, at some point, until you no longer obey the majority NORMS & VALUES. Then, you’ll be immediately considered as an outsider who does not belong to the folk majority.

You have then a few choices to make; Living a double life... Take your own life... Be yourself and choose the unsafe life, putting your life and your closed ones at risk... Or saying goodbye, fleeing to where you are LESS seen as a deviation, not PERFECT, yet, better.. To where yourself is no longer exhaust itself by fulfilling life basics chores whilst no one from the majority is barely sighing.. To somewhere a big chunk of your worries is almost gone... To somewhere SEEMINGLY safe for everyone....

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”How fair are we towards others? How fair are we towards each other? How fair are we towards ourselves?”

— Nina Abdullah

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Just sayin’...

Each person defends, stand up for the cause which they believe is valid and worth fighting/standing up for. That cause has touched them either in a direct or indirect way. There must have been something made them take that step. If you find yourself in front of such situations, ask for clarifications, discuss, listen. Instead of judging or labeling. If the other person is wrong/bad, what you did won't make you better than them...

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Faculty of Brains

The whole society in general and the LGBTI+ in particular are nowadays like a university..

We are all students, classes and programs represent our specialities and interests. Our goal is to survive until we graduate.

Each faculty has a main focus and each student has their own skills and interest in activities..Moreover, a tiny number of students have a multi-interest and their aim is not just to graduate, but to grow and fix errors..

Being selfish and ignorant will result in another postgraduate a useless asshole that won't give much to this world. The will to achieve a progress in this world, however, needs much more bravery and stubbornness to be accomplished..

It's never too late to grow brains and do what's right. In the end, It's up to the individual.. Whether being inclusive or exclusive..

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Dear survivor,

You cannot heal a lifetime of pain overnight, be patient with yourself, it takes as long as it takes to rebuild yourself.

— Unknown