I would like to start this letter thanking you for all the good moments you shared with me. In those moments I really needed someone who accepted me, because I used to feell so weird, intoxicated with a lot of problems, a lot of bullshit I used to think, and bullshit I believed from people who was not good because they judged me every moment, so can you imagine how damaged I was? I had a lot of mental issues, and you made me forget those things when I was with you, because everything seem to be less sad, less complicated and those laughs made me think we were going to be unconditional to each other.
However, lately I´ve been realizing that´s not true. You took advantage of me because you knew I really supported you and I did not do anything even though I knew it was not right. Nowadays, I have decided that I can´t support you because you come to me just when you need something or someone, however I´ve been going through a very difficult phase and you all didn´t ask how I felt, or how I was going to fix it. I used to believe you all were amazing and unconditional friends but the truth is, you were just passengers in my life and this friendship was 80/20;
Clearly I was the 80 and you the 20. I mean, I was there when you needed someone, when we hang out and you didn´t have enough money I´d pay and so on and so on. For this and a hundred reasons more I wanna thank you all for the time shared, the great experiences, the adventures, and the conversations.
I will always keep them in my heart and I wil definitely smile every time I remember all this beautiful moments. Also, I will always be grateful to have known you, because you made of my life something better and I learned a lot of things from you, but nowadays I have to tell you, that there´s no space for you in my life anymore,because your problems, your sadness, your habit of suddenly disappearing are not good for me. I´m changing and even though I will always love you, I need to continue with my life without you, wishing you the best of the best, and you all know the beautiful things I´ve wished you and what I want for you in the future.
Love, this unconditional friend.