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me???? the jealous type ???? absolutely, yes

#✖ YOU MADE ME BELIEVE IN MYSELF IN A WAY I NEVER HAVE BEFORE. ( musing. )#✖ DO QUEUE WANT TO LEAVE ?

starter call / @vcmpkid

' s-so this w-whole thing about you b-being a vampire... th-there’s no way y-you’re telling the tr-truth, right? ’

#✖ LET'S PLAY PRETEND. ( in character. )#vcmpkid

starter call / @empatheticflower

‘ hey, uh-- n-nichole? ‘ nervous hands twitch at the sleeve of a new bomber jacket. it was custom made, one-of-a-kind, and a commission to tweek for celebration of... he doesn’t remember, exactly, how it was put to him. in any instance, nose crinkles nervously, and he pockets his hands in the green fabric. ‘ h-hey, i hate to ask, but c-can you do me a favor, maybe? ‘

#✖ LET'S PLAY PRETEND. ( in character. )#empatheticflower

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like for a starter bc i love you !

#love mEEEEEEEE #✖ REALITY CHECK. ( out of character. )#tbd.

birdieflip‌:

“I’ll help–” Craig didn’t wait for an answer. He was already diving head first into the expired food and coffee. He hauled large trash bags to get a lot done quickly.

“You know they’re opening an observatory like half an hour away from town. We’re all up in the mountain’s n’ shit so it’s a perfect place. Imagine how cool it’d be to intern there or something,” Now that his passion was on his mind, Craig wasn’t going to shut up this entire chore session.

tweek goes about the rest of his business, eyes flickering over every now and again to make sure that craig was in fact checking expiration labels and whatnot before throwing away entire bags of artisan coffee. a smile turns up at his lips as he flips over a silver bag of coffee. even now, he enjoyed listening to craig ramble about space and his other interests. silence was damn-near deafening these days, and the monotonous boy in the shop made the day go by faster.

his eyes settle onto the TWEAK BROS label on the package he’s holding, and his stomach drops. lips flatten, and with an uncharacteristic SLAM, tweek throws the package into the garbage. ( ITS GOT HIS NAME AND HE KNOWS WHAT HIS NAME MEANS AND WHAT’S IN THE COFFEE AND WHAT’S IN HIM AND IT ITCHES AND IT ITCHES AND IT ITCHES AND-- )

‘ h-hey craig? d-don’t worry about the labels. all of the--ngh--b-bags need to go, i think. ‘

#✖ LET'S PLAY PRETEND. ( in character. )#birdieflip

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I WILL LOVE YOUR EVERYTHING. EVERY MULTICOLORED MALIGNANCY, RAW & HEAVING. BREATHE WITH ME, BLEED OUT WITH ME, WE WILL WASTE AWAY TOGETHER !! HUSH NOW, I WILL HOLD YOU THROUGH THESE TREMORS. LISTEN TO THIS MUSIC, SO ORCHESTRAL, WATCH OUR LOVE SWELL, LOVER ! WHY DO YOU WANT ME DEAD? I WILL SHOW YOU HEAVEN, BABY, GIVE YOU THE MOON AND THE SUN – THOSE ARE SUN SPOTS ON YOUR LUNGS. YOU CAN’T JUST TIE A RIBBON AROUND ME AND COUGH. ME. UP.

independent tweek tweak of south park. canon divergent & triggering material. decaffienated by montana. est. 2018.

YOU WILL MEET ME THERE, IN NINE MONTHS OR SIX MONTHS OR THREE, TIMESTAMP OUR LOVE, EXPIRATION DATE US. BUT TAKE YOUR TIME, I’LL WAIT FOR YOU. QUIET AND PATIENT, UNTIL YOU WAKE ONE NIGHT WITH A STITCH IN YOUR SIDE OR A WASP IN YOUR BRAIN AND YOU WILL KNOW I’VE COME BACK FOR YOU. I WILL ALWAYS COMES BACK FOR YOU. DARLING, WE WILL LOOK SO BEAUTIFUL LAID OUT AMONG THE WILTED LILIES. THEY WILL WEEP FOR EVERYTHING YOU WERE AND EVERYTHING YOU COULD NEVER BE WITHOUT ME.

IT IS MY UNDERSTANDING THAT YOU WANT ME DEAD. FINE. DIE WITH ME.

#✖ FIRE WHEN THE STROBE HITS YOU. ( promos. )#please LOVE me

birdieflip‌:

[ @blonderoasts ]

Even if they were no longer an item, Craig had never been able to bring himself to leave Tweek’s side for long. He had developed a bad habit of checking up on him every so often, though he knew Tweek was more than capable of taking care of himself.

Denial, maybe.

“Hey,” Craig reaches to get a leaf out of Tweek’s hair. “You wanna look at stars tonight? Mars is gonna be in the sky tonight.”

the breakup had been rough, but the fact that he knew he wasn’t going to necessarily lose craig had softened the blow. even while he was going through the motions of waking up in an empty house, getting himself ready for school on his own, and cleaning out tweak bros after school and on the weekends, craig and those guys had always made it a note to help where they could. ( tweek wonders if, in some sick way, craig misses him. )

‘ i’d love to -- if i get d-d-done with this first. ’ he gestures to the entirety of the backroom; the open windows had caused leaves to blow in, so he not only had to throw away the expired nonsense, but he now had a sweeping job to do. blonde locks are pushed back with a headband, and he sighs in disgust. if only his parents hadn’t-- if only they just hadn’t.

#✖ LET'S PLAY PRETEND. ( in character. )#birdieflip

startrekdeepspacenine

me @ very talkative cats: i love you so much. please continue your story. tell me about your day. i love you

#✖ YOU MADE ME BELIEVE IN MYSELF IN A WAY I NEVER HAVE BEFORE. ( musing. )#✖ DO QUEUE WANT TO LEAVE ?

apathcia‌:

There was nothing to thank him for, but Craig keeps that to himself. This whole thing has been a mess ; guilt still rattles his bones. His own stupid naivety and inability to act. Things had been wrong in the Tweak household for a long time, he felt stupid for always letting things be the way they were when the signs were so obvious.

“Way harder. This’ll be a cakewalk compared to that.”

he smiles, patiently, and tries to ignore the fact that his arms itch beyond belief. ( as you undergo treatment, son, the doctor had told him, you’ll experience a number of symptoms that we’ll collectively refer to as RELAPSE. if at any point you feel like you’re in danger, contact the hospital, immediately. HELLO? 911? I’M A DANGER TO MYSELF. ) he knows damn well that craig blames himself, though he can’t manifest the words to comfort him. not while he feels like there’s something in his skin.

‘ y-yeah ! haha. ’ a breathless laugh. he wants to leave his body. ‘ i don’t know what i’m gonna do with the shop, either. once they turn off the power and stuff, all the milk and beans are gonna go bad.. i’m g-gonna spend forever trying to clean it all up. ’

#✖ LET'S PLAY PRETEND. ( in character. )#apathcia

apathcia‌:

“We’ve been through weirder, I’d say.” It’s no attempt to DOWNPLAY the situation, but simply ease the frantic flutter of nervous, humming bird thoughts that always plague Tweek. “You’ll get through it just fine, and if anyone gives you shit I’ll kick their ass five ways to Sunday.”

‘ THANKS. ’ he doesn’t really know what else to say. his parents’ arrest had been a lot to take in, and yet? those guys had been by his side the whole time. token took him in for a few nights, jimmy told jokes, and craig -- had never left his side, unless he was supposed to. there’s an inhale, an exhale. ‘ t-though i guess that yeah, trying to w-wrestle cartman into the ground when he tried that mitch connor bullshit was way harder than this, right? we were ten. ’

#✖ LET'S PLAY PRETEND. ( in character. )#apathcia

STARTER CALL / @necrobrat

‘ i know a girl who could h-h-help you with that tear in your skirt. she’s really good with a needle or two. ’

#✖ LET'S PLAY PRETEND. ( in character. )#necrobrat

STARTER CALL / @apathcia

‘ it’s not like it’s HARD. coming back like this. it’s just... WEIRD. ’

#✖ LET'S PLAY PRETEND. ( in character. )#apathcia

like for a starter bc i love you !

#✖ REALITY CHECK. ( out of character. )

I WILL LOVE YOUR EVERYTHING. EVERY MULTICOLORED MALIGNANCY, RAW & HEAVING. BREATHE WITH ME, BLEED OUT WITH ME, WE WILL WASTE AWAY TOGETHER !! HUSH NOW, I WILL HOLD YOU THROUGH THESE TREMORS. LISTEN TO THIS MUSIC, SO ORCHESTRAL, WATCH OUR LOVE SWELL, LOVER ! WHY DO YOU WANT ME DEAD? I WILL SHOW YOU HEAVEN, BABY, GIVE YOU THE MOON AND THE SUN -- THOSE ARE SUN SPOTS ON YOUR LUNGS. YOU CAN’T JUST TIE A RIBBON AROUND ME AND COUGH. ME. UP.

independent tweek tweak of south park. canon divergent & triggering material. decaffienated by montana. est. 2018.

YOU WILL MEET ME THERE, IN NINE MONTHS OR SIX MONTHS OR THREE, TIMESTAMP OUR LOVE, EXPIRATION DATE US. BUT TAKE YOUR TIME, I’LL WAIT FOR YOU. QUIET AND PATIENT, UNTIL YOU WAKE ONE NIGHT WITH A STITCH IN YOUR SIDE OR A WASP IN YOUR BRAIN AND YOU WILL KNOW I’VE COME BACK FOR YOU. I WILL ALWAYS COMES BACK FOR YOU. DARLING, WE WILL LOOK SO BEAUTIFUL LAID OUT AMONG THE WILTED LILIES. THEY WILL WEEP FOR EVERYTHING YOU WERE AND EVERYTHING YOU COULD NEVER BE WITHOUT ME.

IT IS MY UNDERSTANDING THAT YOU WANT ME DEAD. FINE. DIE WITH ME.

#✖ FIRE WHEN THE STROBE HITS YOU. ( promos. )

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part 2 / 2: people & relationships.

#✖ A THOUSAND TINY POINTS OF ENERGY INTO ONE ANXIOUS BEING. ( .tt )#✖ A PRINCE OF NO NAMES / A THIEF OF MANY WHISPERS. ( .ct )#✖ BLOOD RUNS GREEN WITH MONEY / BLOOD RUNS GREEN WITH ENVY. ( .tb )#✖ LAUGHTER CHAOS CONFUSION / ALTERNATIVE LIFESTYLE REDEMPTION. ( .jv )#✖ EMOTIONS FLOW QUICKLY AND QUIETLY / A NEWBORN RIVER OF A MAN. ( .cd )#✖ I SMELL THE LIQUOR ON YOUR BREATH / WHERE'S YOUR CROWN KING NOTHING? ( .sm )#✖ HOT LIKE COALS AND BURNT METAL / YOU'RE A FALSE PROPHET AND FALSE MESSIAH. ( .kb )#✖ THE SPIRITS WHISPER ME YOUR NAME / HOW MANY TIMES HAVE YOU DIED? ( .km )#✖ HATRED & BIGOTRY & DISCRIMINATION / THERE IS NO PLACE FOR YOU HERE. ( .ec )#✖ OUR SOULS KNOW HOW TO DANCE. ( tweek & craig. )#✖ I DO NOT FORGIVE YOUR PREDECESSOR / I FORGIVE YOU. ( tweek & kenny. )

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part 1 / 2 : gen & verses.

#✖ LET'S PLAY PRETEND. ( in character. )#✖ REALITY CHECK. ( out of character. )#✖ YOU MADE ME BELIEVE IN MYSELF IN A WAY I NEVER HAVE BEFORE. ( musing. )#✖ GROUNDING METHODS ; TRUTH & REALITY. ( headcanons. )#✖ IF YOU CAN'T TELL THE GODDAMN STORY RIGHT ; DON'T TELL IT AT ALL. ( canon / meta. )#✖ AND THESE ARE A FEW OF MY FAVORITE THINGS. ( aesthetics. )#✖ THE GOVERNMENT IS WATCHING ! ( ask memes. )#✖ THE FLESH OF MY SKIN IS CRACKED ; I CAN HEAR MY HEART PULSING. ( desires. )#✖ SHE CONTROLS US ALL ! CONTROLS ALL OF US ! ( mun / montana. )#✖ THEY CAN'T GET ME HERE ! ( places. )#✖ FOR ME? FOR ME ? F O R M E ? ? ( saves / gifts. )#✖ DON'T TELL ME TO PUT A SHIRT ON !! ( wardrobe. )#✖ CHRISTMAS LIST. ( wishlist. )#✖ THE REFLECTION IN THE MIRROR LAUGHS AT ME. ( faceclaim. )

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