ALL FAGGOTS MUST BE ON LEASHES PAST THIS POINT

💾 eclectic bachelor pansy 《 18+ only + i am an adult 》

[bloodbankzz]

leech (helobdella stagnalis) showing internal structures - warren photographic image library (link)

[bloodbankzz]

"To the Young Who Want to Die" by Gwendolyn Brooks

Sit down. Inhale. Exhale.

The gun will wait. The lake will wait.

The tall gall in the small seductive vial will wait will wait:

will wait a week: will wait through April.

You do not have to die this certain day.

Death will abide, will pamper your postponement.

I assure you death will wait. Death has a lot of time. Death can attend to you tomorrow. Or next week. Death is just down the street; is most obliging neighbor; can meet you at any moment.

You need not die today.

Stay here--through pout or pain or peskyness.

Stay here. See what the news is going to be tomorrow.

Graves grow no green that you can use. Remember, green's your color. You are Spring.

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[bloodbankzz]

happy halloween!!! 🎃 im still kicking its just been really tough. most recent update: funnily enough, got some weird blood! ive been referred to so many doctors you wouldnt even believe LOL

[razehider]

another baby Araneus diadematus. juvenile Araneus look so much more normal than adults to me due to how similar they are in size to other common spiders around here (and even other orbweavers) and then autumn comes and there's suddenly a bunch of gigantic women around. i didn't mean for a round pumpkin-colored spider to sync up with halloween so call it a happy coincidence

(July 14th, 2024)

[yesornopolls]

Have you dreamt about someone who died after they died?

Have you dreamt about someone who died after they died?

Yes

No

Voting ended onNov 8, 2024

[the-wolf-and-moon]

M66, Star Sparks

[goobersplat]

Kids Bug Stickers

[bloodbankzz]

my head has been shattered into a billion tiny pieces and it takes me too long to pick them all up

[prairiedeath]

found this image of a pride march in 2006

[yesornopolls]

Can you hear kids playing on the street from your house?

Can you hear kids playing on the street from your house?

Yes

No

Voting ended onJul 16, 2024

[allelitewrestlings]

"Hangman" Adam Page AEW Collision • July 6, 2024

[ursulaklegay]

actually i love growing older and learning how i work as a person like realizing what kinds of fabrics feel best on my skin or what brand of yogurt i like best or how I want to be touched. watching myself change, enjoying brussel sprouts when I used to hate them as a child, understanding why I got angry in that one conversation 10 years ago… there are so many mysteries inside me that i have yet to unravel and there will always be more and sometimes i think maybe its all worth it

[k1nky-r0b0t-g1rl]

oh to be a horribly broken robot side project in a mechanic girls workshop, they don't have much time to work on me, maybe once a month. But i don't mind, i sit there happily watching her go about her day through my one working sensor, admiring the work she does, hoping every day that today will be the day she has a moment to spare for me, she's always so gentle. the way she runs her hands across my shattered chassis, the gentle hum as she pokes around my internals, now strewn across the workshop. the gentle kiss she plants on my face plate every night. part of me hopes she never finishes...

[katherinegaymes]

And on days when she is too tired to leave her workshop, she heads over to you and lays against your chest

[k1nky-r0b0t-g1rl]

maybe she's just too tired from all life throws at her, maybe the chronic pain is acting up again or maybe she just doesn't care today. it doesn't matter why, all those questions leave my processors as she crawls over to where I lay in the back of her workshop, coiling strong arms around whats left of my armour, a rough sigh escaping her lips as she stares absentmindedly through me, a million thoughts racing through her. Focusing my lone sensor, the only working moving parts left in my system grinding as they struggle to complete the task given to them, but I achieve my goal. She notices the movement and drops back in on reality, on us. A warm smile spreads across her face as she looks deep into my sensor, she lets out a more content sigh this time before pushing her head against my chassis and squeezing me tight, her muscles relaxing as the stress leaves her body and she sleepily whispers a few gentle words into my sundered system,

"You're the best decision I ever made"

[bloodbankzz]

oh and i read goodbye, eri and it was really good :) i really like the way fujimoto tells stories

[bloodbankzz]

i had 3 dreams in the first one i had my reoccuring nightmare where i realize i am dreaming but i cant get myself to wake up and i have to just keep trying to force my limbs to move so ill jolt awake and its really painful and im terrified i will be trapped in the dream forever (is this sleep paralysis???? every time i have it again i wonder more like hmm wait a minute maybe this leaves what is reasonable for even a very bad nightmare) (i have a long history of night terrors + narcolepsy dream and reality sliding together into one horrible slush life status effect so its kind of not weird to have dreams so bad it affects me in real life which is why it has taken me so long to think about asking this)

in the second one there was someone doing surveys like asking around questions and i love to answer questions about myself so i was having a great time. then she came back like the next day or whatever and very politely but noticably dodged me to ask someone else about how they maintained being so attractive and it was one of my friends and then she like again politely but pointedly moved passed me skipping me not asking me and i got so angry i was like screaming at her daring her to put me in my place with my dull skin and greasy hair and i was like grabbing her throttling her and i was so angry the feeling was filling my whole body and that woke me up and i had to calm down

in the third one i wanted to get off sooooo bad but i wasnt allowed to until after i finished doing a math problem but i have dyscalculia so i just over and over and fucking over again kept writing down the wrong thing even when i was so dfucking sure and having to start over and i was really upset being reminded of school again. oh also this one is actually also reoccurring?? not math specifically but i have pretty common task needs to be completed orgasm denial dreams. not all of them are upsetting like sometimes the task in the way is playing the sims lmao

much higher dreams:nights slept ratio lately than usual. i wonder if its all the doctors appointments digging up emotional baggage or the sleeping in 12hr chunks backlash fatigue after all of the doctors appointments or both of those things

[bloodbankzz]

im soooo tired these days

[bloodbankzz]

i have not been receiving sufficient compliments lately. im going to retreat to the deep dark lonely hole in the ground. where the compliments are.

[bloodbankzz]

related reflection- for the longest time i didn't think i was bullied as a kid, aside from some exceptional moments i would find out that a whole huge group of people hated me the whole time. i imagine the real answer was that i was being lightly/subtly(?) bullied pretty frequently but did not have the ability to recognize it! so i would only find out anything was wrong if i was in the wrong bathroom at the wrong time to hear everyone disparage me. what a very odd experience to have, but i am overall grateful to have been spared the anguish of constantly feeling bullied even if i was just too dumb lol. equally grateful none of my school bullies chose violence, because i am very aware they could have MADE ME know i was being bullied if they wanted to!