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#SPICY HOT SHIT. IS THE PORN TAG FOR THIS BLOG. I TEND TO REBLOG A LOT MORE MASCULINE MEN AND DICKS THAN LADIES OR BOOBS, SO IF YOU DON'T WANT TO SEE THAT, JUST USE THE FILTER/BLACKLIST FUNCTION.

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I’VE NEVER HAD A THREESOME, LET ALONE AN ORGY BEFORE.

I WONDER...

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Some anatomy practice sketches of Camp counselor Jason hehe~

I also wanted to update you guys WE SOLD ALL 800 COPIES of the Zine??? That’s INSaNE! But DON’T WORRY the PDFs are also going to be on my Patreon at the end of December! It’s a $5 entry and you can cancel any time!

I’ll probably restock the physical zines maybe around 1-3 months later. It’s going to be hectic shipping all the zines and I also just started a job at Disney. So Idk how often I’ll be making new content. But I’ll try when I can! Thank you guys for the support!

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[bloodiedandbrokenbones]

“I GREW UP TOO QUICK AND I STILL FORGIVE TOO SLOW.”

[bloodiedandbrokenbones]

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WHY DID I SAY THOSE  THINGS

WHY

WHY

WHY

WHY

WHY

WHY

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I’M SCARRED WITH CRUEL INTENTIONS.

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NOT GONNA LIE, I WANT TO BOTTOM ONE DAY ONLY TO BE LIKE "IS IT IN YET?" TO A GUY AND JUST TEASE THEM

AND THEN PROMPTLY GET DESTROYED BY THEIR DICK.

[bloodiedandbrokenbones]

IS IT SO BAD TO BE TIRED OF TRYING TO BE THE GOODEST LITTLE TWO SHOES ALL THE TIME?

[akira28es]

[longestnight]

you, barefoot, in the empty house you grew up in. cold december air, damp floor, the smell of elementary school.

you, barefoot, walking towards your childhood bedroom. door ajar, and the sound of shifting (papers shuffling? clothes being moved?).

tentative steps and the door creaking open as you walk in. see old, dry blood soaked into the mattress, see yourself, curled up, festering, on top of it.

[cherry-devil]

[bloody-hands-veins]

[bloodiedandbrokenbones]

Spit on my face

Put the pony in his place

I am your toy

Just a little ponyboy

[detailedart]

Detail : CREATURA ANTICA by Roberto Ferri.

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I can hear his laughter in my head. Or is it somewhere outside, just out of sight?

He’s taunting me. Because he knows he’s winning.

I told myself I would never become like him. Never. Not ever. Not once in my life.

Yet I only seem to hurt the people I consider my friends. I used them, just like he used the people close to him for his own affairs. I thought I was doing things right. But every time I do, I seem to fall further into the void. Further and further into becoming as terrible a person as he wanted me to be. Breaking me, until I follow him.

Am I doomed? I’ve hurt so many people. Some I never knew, some I considered acquaintances, people I called my friends. Smoke, Sky, Shorty, who knows who else. I should know, but my memory is nothing but a foggy mess.

I’ve hurt Comet. I’ve hurt Exhaust. I’ve hurt Jasper. I’ve hurt Eidon. I’ve hurt Scar. I have hurt my own fucking brother, who nurtured me and cared for me until I was old enough to handle myself. I have killed. I have lied to people’s faces. I’ve said things I can never take back.

I can’t focus on anything I do. I seem to have a panic attack every single moment I think.

Would it be better if I just ended it all? Keep to myself, quietly wring my neck, and then hope that I’m not missed so heavily? If I do, then I’ll see him. And who knows what he’ll do?

Is it cowardly to run away and face him, abandoning those I love and the people who care about me?

The answer is obvious. But maybe I am just a coward.

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.......FUCK. FUCK! FUCKING PIECE OF SHIT! I KEEP FUCKING DOING THIS SHIT!! AND I DON’T FUCKING NOTICE UNTIL IT’S TOO FUCKING LATE! WHY AM I FUCKING LIKE THIS?!