CARMEN DE LEON // 450+ // VAMPIRE
❝ I'm bigger than my body, I'm colder than this home, I'm meaner than my demons, I'm bigger than these bones.❞
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They would talk about them at night. Folk tales of ancient myth about bloodsucking demons meant to scare children away from mischief, but her mother talked about them like something a little more inhuman, with fear in her eyes like a curse that could be inflicted upon her family in a whim. She’d gotten lucky, Carmen’s mother, or so she said — married a Spanish settler and lived comfortably despite the scrutiny of society while her husband withered away with prostitutes, gambling, alcohol, and any earthly pleasures he could find in the city that had been built from rubble. She’d only heard the stories, about their ancient empires, and their gold, and their dynasties, now forced to live under the thumb ruling of foreigners. The same kind her mother had decided to give her life to in exchange for protection. Except, Carmen’s father was more interested in driving himself off the deep end — drowned in debt and hunted by other townsfolk who wanted retribution for his crimes, his lies, and his waste — than protecting his own.
It was through her father’s demise (a debt collection gone wrong that had resulted in the death of both her parents and her wrongful imprisonment by other powerful men) that she met him for the first time. She had only heard whispers about men like him, about things like him, the same kind of man her mother would’ve either prayed for or prayed to. She wasn’t ever sure if she learned that distinction, but he was powerful, powerful enough that even the settlers believed him to be something otherworldly; a god in his own right, and they worshipped him. Enough so, that when he’d looked at those men in the eyes and ordered her release so surely, she had no choice but to leave with him.
Robert was good to her. A man who had taken her from the rubble her father had left her to die in at the age of twenty, and helped her pick up the pieces to restart a life at his side. He was not without flaws of course — occasionally temperamental, a man who viewed humanity as nothing but a fragile, temporary stage of life, as a fatal defect that had a solution with the tempting premise of immortality, and Carmen had loved him, loved him enough that a few years later, when he’d offered her the choice to stay by his side indefinitely, she’d taken it without hesitation.
But she wasn’t the only one who viewed Robert as a man worthy of veneration, as his settlement in their colony soon became something else.
They would call him everything: a king, a god, a shaman, a Tlahuelpuchi, a bloodsucker — half the people were either too afraid of him to run him out, and the other, too caught up in the idea of the power he could offer to think of him as anything but something to be worshipped. And Robert, once a man who she thought wasn’t interested in what the menial colony with its menial people had to offer, became nothing short of a monster, burning Christian churches who would label him and his practice as Satanic, ordering the murder of other men in positions of power to prove nothing but his own standing, sometimes going as far as killing them with his bare hands and offering their blood to Carmen like a sacrifice for the greater good, terrorizing the town, draining the innocent of their blood — women, children, the elderly — it didn’t matter to him. Those wealthy enough to afford it offered their estates in exchange for his benevolence, and the wealthier he grew the madder with power he drowned. Somehow, she couldn’t help but compare him to her father — and Carmen stood idle, and by his side, until she couldn’t possibly take his madness anymore.
She’d slipped out without a word one night, left him nothing but a note in his native tongue that Carmen had learned from him during the near fifty years she’d stayed with him (unchanged and frozen in time), with the certainty that he would never lay a hand on her. He was nothing if not good on his promises, to never harm her or their love, but Carmen wasn’t so tied by moral qualms. She had nowhere to go and no plan except to run, far enough away that she was sure Robert would never find her, perhaps find herself on a boat across the ocean where she’d find a new life in European lands.
But she should’ve known better. He’d found her, short on blood and miles away from their settlement. What had started as an argument, as she promised she wouldn’t stay with a man as vile as someone like him, had ended in a broken promise, and a new one on his tongue. With a stake through her heart, he’d assured her that no man would ever have the opportunity to love her like he had if she couldn’t love him in return.
He stuffed her in a coffin desiccated, chained it, and buried it somewhere in the outskirts of Mexico near the United States border, where Carmen has remained for almost 400 years.
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Vampirism taught her boldness and brazenness, but Carmen had always been the passionate kind. Always a woman who looks at opportunity and is ready to hold onto it no matter the cost. Time without consequence had only heightened those emotions, making Carmen a little dramatic and uptight. However, after being desiccated and buried in a coffin for centuries, she’s had trouble holding tightly to her emotions. Bound to be temperamental, Carmen means well, and doesn’t quite believe that vampirism is what chips away at someone’s humanity, but its the choices someone makes and how they live their life that poisons their heart.
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Species/Family info: Vampire
Faceclaim: Claudia Martin