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Bloodline - Run

“And all my life I've been burdened by the dreams I've had Now I want to run.”

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charlieconnery:

[Private/f2f]

I do, too. I’m scared that I’m not ready… that I’ll be useless and in being useless will get others hurt. That in spite of all the training and all the effort that I’m not cut out for this

I keep thinking of that line from the Lord of the Rings movie – did you ever watch those? There’s a king facing the destruction of his kingdom and the likely end of his people and he’s hyping them up for a fight and someone is talking to him about his tactics or something because other people thought there was a better way, a better chance…It’s been a while, I’m fuzzy on the details, so I don’t fully remember all the build-up but he says something like If this is to be our end, I would have them make such an end as to be worthy of remembering. I never really got it – why fight if there was a solution, even a far-fetched one. I get it now. And I just…Of course, in the movie, they weren’t wiped out. The odds looked terrible and a lot of people they loved didn’t make it through the fight and I cried but then Gandalf rode in on a really gorgeous horse and brought an army of trees. I don’t know what I’m saying anymore, this story really got away from me… point is, I don’t want this to be the end and I’m still hoping for a white wizard to show up and save the day, but if this is it… if the superior army is coming? I want to give them hell.

[ PRIVATE F2F ]

Charlie Connery, did you just quote Two Towers to me? Because that was very endearing. And also really, really valid. Yeah... if that army is on its way, I want to give them hell too. I’m not going to give up hope. Not on us, not on this pack, not on anyone here. Because we’re one now. And I’m going to keep that hope, that faith that we will make it through whatever is coming next. And it hurts that Eden is gone. It hurts that Derrick is gone. Everyone who has been lost since we got here. But we have to keep going for them. And yes, maybe we won’t have a wizard riding in one a gorgeous horse, a knight in shining armor, but that doesn’t mean it’s over for any of us. Maybe... we’re all the wizards of this story. Besides, take it from any movie or book, even if most of them are fiction. The heroes always win. This world... has a lot of bad, but the good outweighs that. The good and the beauty. It has to. I believe that. And we will all get through anything. Together. Always and forever. Okay?

#c: charlie #chaurie #laurie: wow my gf really sam huh #chaurie out here being all good and light and shit

charlieconnery

It’s like in the great stories, Mr. Frodo. The ones that really mattered. Full of darkness and danger they were. And sometimes you didn’t want to know the end. Because how could the end be happy? How could the world go back to the way it was when so much bad had happened? But in the end, it’s only a passing thing, this shadow. Even darkness must pass. A new day will come. And when the sun shines it will shine out the clearer. Those were the stories that stayed with you. That meant something, even if you were too small to understand why. But I think, Mr. Frodo, I do understand. I know now. Folk in those stories had lots of chances of turning back, only they didn’t. They kept going, because they were holding on to something. That there is some good in this world, and it’s worth fighting for.

LOTR (via charlieconnery)

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charlieconnery:

Me either. I think… I think everyone else thinks we’re coming up on the end. They’re preparing for a last stand. And I get it…We’ve been jumping from one funeral to the next, watching our numbers and our chances dwindle into odds that just seem impossible to beat. But this can’t be the end, Laurie… we haven’t had enough time.

I... I know. But... I don’t believe this is the end. Or more so... I just can’t. You’re right, this... us and everyone. This can’t be the end of our story. So, I have to continue thinking that it’s not, that we’ll be okay. Even though with every passing threat, I get more scared every time.

#c: charlie #chaurie

charlieconnery:

Hey. I’ll get you some

Thank you. I’m still... I can’t believe this is happening.

#c: charlie #chaurie

charlieconnery:

I made tea for anyone who wants it…kind of felt like I should have made margaritas or something because…Eden. But, uh, I made tea.

... Tea sounds nice.

#c: charlie #chaurie

victoriadevereaux:

I’m so sorry, Bambi.

.... Victoria, I -- this can’t be real. It doesn’t feel... real. Just a few days ago we were... hanging out with her at the pool, and...

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victoriadevereaux:

This … is not the message I want to deliver to any of you… but after a full night of magic and exhausting all of resources, we can only come to the conclusion that Eden is dead.

As the person in charge of the safety of everyone in this manor, I feel like I’ve failed you all. Not only now but in every incident before this. We were spared, when we rescued Eden and Presley the first time. But our protections weren’t enough. I let my guard down with the virus, let all of you down by forgetting that security and training should always be our number one priority. No matter how tired we get, no matter how much everyone has been through, no matter how much levity we desire. I learned along time ago to put those things aside when it mattered. And in trying to determine which lessons from previous leadership to take with me and which to discard, I dropped a important ball. I want you to know that I take full responsibility for the losses we’ve experienced under my leadership.

With all of that in mind, I’ve asked the Blacks to place the manor under a full, magical lock down. For the time being, until we know what happened to Eden, no one enters and no one leaves. This will mean turning away new refugees. It will mean no longer searching for our lost Beta. But it will also mean the most safety and security we can possible provided. We’ve spent months here, preparing for the day when our enemies would come for us. I can only assume that day has come. Sentry shifts will stand at every entrance. All wolves will perform sentry duties around the clock, forgoing training. Except for a mandatory 8 hour sleeping window. Schedules are posted. We’ll give Eden a proper funeral when we can. But for now, be well. Be prepared. Don’t be a hero.