i’m kinda thinking about deleting? idk....no one interacts or anything anymore...

祝日 / Permanent Vacation
occasionally subtle

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@bloodoftheoldworld
i’m kinda thinking about deleting? idk....no one interacts or anything anymore...
He smiled and watched her for a moment, frozen. “I just want to kiss you so badly right now, but I think that would break decorum as we walk the aisle.” He tugged on her hand and pulled her to the podium through a slow dance, their officiator stepping forward.
“We like to keep it short and sweet here. Y'all know how much you love each other.”
Eric nodded, suddenly feeling a little more serious. This was real. He was ready.
The "minister" nodded and turned to Eric. "Do you, young man, take this young lady to be your wife?" He slid the marriage contract to Eric and he nodded, signing it without looking away from Ceri.
"I do."
The man looked to Ceri and tugged the paper away from Eric, sliding it in front of the petite woman. "And you, young lady? Do you take this man to be your husband?"
That human verse drabble you suggested
@bloodoftheoldworld i am not crying, YOU are crying
Ceri sat in the car on the way back to the apartment feeling numb. Trying to process what had happened. She had set up an appointment with her OBGYN because of severe lower back and belly pains. They had hurt worse than any menstrual cramps she had ever experienced, and it had scared her. The woman had put on a brave face when Eric asked if she wanted him to come with her.
She had told her husband that she would be alright alone, and he should go and enjoy the day out he had planned with Godric. Now she wished nothing more than having taken him up on that offer, if only because she didn’t think she could tell him the news. She hardly could process it herself.
Ceri had started to have spotty bleeding weeks ago, and the doctor had told her to immediately make an appointment if anything unusual had started to occur. She had told her that twenty to thirty percent of pregnancies had bleeding in the first trimester, and the bleeding was nothing to be too alarmed by as half the time everything is perfectly fine after.
It had been the wrong fifty percent… and nothing was breaking Ceri’s heart more than what had happened. It was why she was numb, she did not want to accept what the doctor said. She didn’t want to have to tell Eric… Oh gods, Eric… He was going to be devastated. Thinking about him, about how excited he had been for the baby…
This was going to break his heart.
Finally, tears began to fall from Ceri’s eyes and a sob was choked back. She lifted her feet onto the seat of the car with her, arms around her stomach - - where their baby was no longer growing inside of her. Fate had a sick sense of humor, considering that she was named for the Welsh goddess of fertility and motherhood.
When she arrived home, she refused the help that was offered to her to exit the car. She could not get into the apartment fast enough, and did not bother taking off her rain coat. It was probably best to eat something, but she didn’t want to. Ceri walked over to the sofa and curled into a little ball, waiting for time to pass.
She would have to tell Eric today, it was wrong to keep this from him. Her tears had dried up by the time that she heard the sound of her husband’s return. Eyes red and puffy and tear stains on her cheeks, the woman slowly began to uncurl herself from the ball on the sofa. Her entire body was still hurting, still in the horrible process of loosing their child.
Eric must have seen where she kicked off her shoes, as she heard him ask what the doctor had said as she walked into the kitchen. When he looked over and saw she was still in her raincoat, she could see the worry on his face. This was real, as much as she was wishing that it was some nightmare. She shifted on her feet, unable to bring herself closer to him. “I’m loosing the baby…” her words were a whisper, but it was enough for Eric to hear.
“Rough night?”
"You could say so, I suppose." Godric said slowly, methodically. He set his True Blood down on the counter and stole a glance at his counterpart."Why? Do I seem distressed?"
Imagine Your OTP
Tol: is that my shirt
Smol, wearing a shirt that goes down to their knees: ... no
I wish I knew what my partners looked like so I could doodle y'all!!!
If you use the tags alot
myhartisonfriar:
See what pops up first with these words:
Ass, shit, bitch, fuck, damn
Ok does anyone wanna thread??? Bc I haven't rp'd in what feels like EONS
My muse is alone at the bar, draining already a second glass of some drink. Send “Rough night?” to catch my muses attention.
Two hours left at work todayyyyyy That's like the length of a twilight movie Tomorrow is my last day I just wanna go home. My stomach hurts & I kinda just wanna read some bad fanfic sigh
I'm hungry & I want a hug
I feel like shit at work and I am very lonely and I hate that I have to spend so much money on school fucking KILL ME
If people at work could just leave me alone and not treat me like I was stupid that'd be great blah
Send ‘💋’ to kiss my muse on the neck.
- Or send ‘❤️’ for my muse to kiss your muses neck.
sleepy drabble
for @notinsanejustbroken bc i promised you a drabble a while back & i love them & we talked about periods blah
Ceri had told him to go to sleep, that it was going to be dawn soon, but he couldn’t help but stare at her. Her soft lips curled into their blanket, her hair in a loose little bun against the pillow. His gaze trailed downward and he chuckled at how his sweatpants hung off her hips, ridiculously rolled up to meet her ankles.
Eric closed his eyes a moment and listened to her heartbeat. It was calm once more, and the vampire was glad his lover was getting some well deserved rest. He could tell his nocturnal lifestyle could be a great challenge to his little faerie’s body, and well, her period didn’t help any. She was exhausted.
Eric didn’t normally stay with a single human woman long enough- or care enough really about one before to worry for them on their periods. Menstruation was more of a passing fascination to his vampire self than something to think on greatly. He knew he enjoyed the smell of his companions during this time, knew the stress and pain that occurred, and the frustration- which often times was taken out on him. Not that he didn’t deserve it.
But for once, Eric cared. Every wince or moan of Ceri’s made his dead heart hurt, and he wanted her to be comfortable. He did what he could- found the biggest, fluffiest pillows, bought magazines and sappy romance films, the darkest chocolates, everything the internet articles had told him to do. He even ordered a massage chair and a heating pad online, although they had yet to arrive. She even coached him, if begrudgingly so, on the phone on which size tampons to purchase. It turns out it was based on a system of grams of blood lost- he would have to ask Ceri how she measured such a thing later.
He pulled himself out of the past and buried his face in Ceri’s sleeping neck, sighing as he took in her scent. He knew this was a trying time for her, but he would be damned if he didn’t not admit she smelled even more enticing than usual. It made sense, of course. Blood mixed with sex organs were really his two main interests, and menstrual blood had a sweeter scent than regular blood. Perhaps because it is the only intentional shedding of blood, the only loss that was natural and planned- but he had always enjoyed it.
He had read in magazine articles that sexual stimulation could be of help in relieving cramps- not that he needed Cosmopolitan to tell him that- and he tried to list off all of these reasons to Ceri only about an hour prior when she whined in pain. He realized about halfway through the seventh reason ‘he should perform oral sex on her’ that he wasn’t reaching through. He persisted a little longer, but after one long, dead stare of a woman in distress, he dropped the subject. She knew her body best, after all.
After being pushed in the chest several times for his “stupid, sex-driven brain”, his lover had curled against him and Eric could almost have purred he was so happy. And now they lay here, and Eric was fighting every urge to fall asleep because he couldn’t bring himself to stop staring at her. His Ceri. His beautiful, hot-tempered, opinionated, manipulative, forgiving, loving, intelligent Ceri.
He kissed her forehead and finally closed his eyes. She would be there when he woke.
anyone wanna plot? I am lonely :(