Obsessive, possessive, & jealous. But also suicidal & ill. Recovering the worst sides, but I like keeping some parts going.
Cptsd, BPD, bipolar i, rocd, lovely things like that that trigger my obsessive tendencies. I have other mental health issues, as well as being physically disabled & a cane user. I am straight edge as well.
6 fix can help 4 core be more careful and wary. 4 fix can help 6 core stay in touch with emotions. 4 fix can help 9 core think more about their and their darling's emotional needs more. 9 fix can help 4 core be more gentle and less likely to manipulate or hurt others on purpose. Changes to fit darling's desires, especially if with a 3 fix or core. 6 fix can help 9 core be more proactive ♡ 9 fix can help 6 core be more accepting.
Extremely sensitive. Cries easily about darling. Definitely be the type to kill or at least hurt anyone in the way. Only trusts darling. "I fucking hate everyone but you". Tests darling's loyalty. Very delusional but especially persecutory. Empathetic to darling. Likely reverent. Very clingy and anxious. Does not deny anxiety at all. Gentle and agreeable with darling. More likely to be honest than manipulative. Absolutely terrified of conflict with darling. Sees relationship with darling as their source of security and safety in their life. Needs reassurance often. Especially obsessed with the idea of soulmates. Quiet resentment to those in darling's life. Withdrawn from darling. Prone to isolating self from darling when anxious or upset. Jealousy is quiet but profound. Hesitates to interact with darling out of anxiety. Romantic and nostalgic. Fearful of conflict with darling. Afraid of communicating feeling. Strongest fear of abandonment. Hides their sadness from darling.
Radqueers, transmed, transid, transphobes, homophobes, endo systems
terfs, rednecks, trumpies, right wing
non adult + non consent para, pedophiles, zoophiles, pro incest/fauxcest, snuff
People that use our mental illness for content, kink, nsft, fanfics
Unsupportive of neos/noun/xeno pronouns.
Unsupportive of xenogenders
Unsupportive of age regressors/pet regressors
Mixed on therians, as long as you aren't zoos/attracted to genuine animals even if you see yourself as the same.
Gen AI users/supporters/dgaf about the harm it brings
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I am not someone you can replace. There’s not another freak like me out there. You’ll say you want someone better, but come on. Just be honest with yourself for once, yeah? You don’t want healthy. You want filth like me.
I love watching you from afar. I love you not knowing what I am doing or thinking in the name of you. The chase is always the most thrilling part & I'm so pleased you're my target.
I want them to destroy me, break down every part of me they dislike then rebuild my bones into something made for them. I want to be broken into peices and reformed into something new, something completely tainted by their existence
slipping into your bedroom after you’ve said goodnight and brushing the stray hairs away from your forehead. tracing your cheekbone and your lips with the tips of my fingers, pressing down on your pulse, and interlacing our fingers. i’d get close enough to see your lashes flutter as you dream and wonder what dreamscape you’re in.
i’d take picture after picture of you, print them out and put them on my bedroom wall so i can admire them. videos of you breathing — real close so i can hear every breath you inhale and exhale, videos of your brows furrowing, videos of you mumbling or snoring. i want to see it all. the thought of seeing you at your most vulnerable excites me.
† — above everyone i’ve ever known, my protector and my cage. take my autonomy, take my free will, i don’t need it when you’re here to decide my life. defend me from the horror of thought, and allow me to mindlessly be yours.
