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24 - She/Her - Personal Semi-Anon Blog Minors go away, don't trust adults who let you in their space Mainly blogging on HEALTHY weightloss

[everyrukiakuchiki]

[expressions-of-nature]

by Luyao Wu

[otakujade]

has anyone spoken about Rukia’s voice…and how strong and powerful and feminine it is…how comes i dont hear anyone talk about how much her strength is in her voice like shes so mentally strong that you can hear it in her voice. When Rukia speaks, with all the guys, and how she calls the shots, even around all the guys. Her voice is a strong woman. Idk how to put it. I hope you guys understand though.

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Renji and Rukia at the new Bleach TYBW Cour 4 Trailer

[blookufan24]

June 24th

I came home feeling bloated. I did everything I set out to do today food wise. I guess the bloating is me getting used to the sudden change in diet. I felt uncomfortably large in my new clothes. That sucked but it reminded me that the 38% body fat is real. It can be lost (not all of it) and I can feel better again.

July second marks the end of this diet. So far, it's definitely not sustainable, I was full but it's a pretty boring diet. It did have to go against the mental war of going from broke to having enough money to spend on takeout everyday. So maybe I should give it another shot. With a cheat day of course.

Sodas were drunk, non-broccoli-chicken-carrot was eaten, I also went to the park for the first time in years so it wasn't all bad.

[blookufan24]

Opal Earings

It's June 18th, so Juneteenth eve! I have lost some amount of weight despite that stint of nothing but 7/11. It's strange but though I've lost weight, I feel more out of shape than ever. It's like I'm more in tune with where my body really is.

That's honestly the worst feeling, the increase in insecurity. I wish I could not feel this way and I think it's exacerbated by my increased stress at work. I feel like no one in my title is working as hard as me, I'm covering the front desk despite not holding the title and I asked a guy coworker for help with the charts which was very hard to do, because I feel like him and the others don't like doing any extra work but I just got here.

I can see why my previous coworker felt lonely. No one told me that there was free ice cream but they were able to text me to ask to cover the front desk and they have been here longer. I was gonna come in earlier but actually I think I'm gonna come in at my scheduled time of 7:30. If they ask, I'm gonna say my scheduled time is 7:30 and it's very difficult to get here at 7:00.

Frankly, I'm not happy with the idea of absorbing all of the stress from two people being absent. It seems that they operate by having a few hard workers absorb everything.

[blookufan24]

It's been a while

We're halfway through June and I have lost two centimeters off my waist and 4 pounds. I know that the majority of weight I lost was actually water weight but I'm still happy to see the scale do down. For me, it's not about the number being lower but about the fact that the changes I made to my diet are actually having an impact.

I have been essentially gaining and losing the same 5 pounds since I was 21. Part of me is still unenthusiastic about a "fat loss journey", the lack of actually achieving my goals for my body composition have made me pessimistic. It all feels like boring chores. The only reason why I continue to do it is because it makes my body feel good. Like who would have thought, eating whole foods and drinking more water than soda makes you less bloated lmao.

Oh well, I haven't had much to say because it's all pretty boring and routine now. That was the goal but I will still push myself to keep blogging about it.

I'm nervous about work today. My manager is coming back from bereavement and I had spoken to HR about a coworker. I think it was more of a falling out than anything that HR needs to do much about but I also didn't want to be in a fast intense friendship with my coworker in the first place.

People are not gonna like this but I did ask the computer robot (ai) and because I have no family members in the corporate workforce, I'm gonna listen to it. I'm gonna tell them that I was overwhelmed by such heavy disclosure and I hope that coworker gets the help they need. I do not want to be involved with this person in any capacity that isn't professional any more.

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My pic of the sky in Maryland vs local tik tok's view of the pics in Maryland

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"the 21 was a no show so I just took an Uber"

Reasons not to spend all your money

#629

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It's my first pride parade today!!;

[cheglok-art]

2021-2022 Summer sketches. Now, it seems like that was a different, more carefree life, one that I can never go back to

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I deserve to be emotionally regulated

[ruesdeluxe]

[sauzkronee]

the shinigami

[xingxingggg7]

Rukia and Orihime

[bleachlady]

Manga panels that live rent-free in my head, Bleach edition: Suì-Feng bares her heart to Yoruichi after their heated fight (from chapter 159 "Long Way to Say Goodbye").

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RENEÉ RAPP

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