❀Absence of Hope❀

~Did you know, the world is full of hate and there isn't any reason for it? [[Independent RP blog for Anemone from E7.]] note: Gif face claim of Vocaloids

[blooming-anemone]

"Knock knock?" 

A certain curious pink haired girl knocked on the doors of the Monastery before leaning her head in to see what was inside. It was the Church part of it, she guessed. (She'd never seen one before honestly) She recognized it from how Rin described it to her back home in the dorms. 

She saw the grey haired man just ahead and couldn't really hold it in much longer--she ended up bursting out with a loud voice. She was just too excited to finally meet her boyfriends real Father.

"Hello Fujimoto-san!!" 

Whoops. Too loud?    She hoped it was the right guy.... 

[satans-assassin-deactivated2015]

“Yes! Ten super awesome kisses from the best girlfriend ever.”

      — Success!

[blooming-anemone]

     "Only for the best boyfriend ever."

   -and the cheesiest couple award goes to...

[satans-assassin-deactivated2015]

“…Anemone, I want a kiss. Or two” …or..like ten. You know, whichever works.

     -Rin uses adorable pout!

[blooming-anemone]

"Only because I spoil you--"

   -Anemone uses 10 kisses!

[satans-assassin-deactivated2015]

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[blooming-anemone]

A bit of a pout caused the girl to stick out her lip when he mentioned the fact he was the one who bought her the bras in the first place. He was right... she didn't have a job or an allowance, and she barely knew her way around town. She couldn't go get them herself even if she wanted to.     That didn't mean she never tried. 

Her hands followed on top of his just because she couldn't figure out where to put them for the moment. He was busy letting his hands wander, and she let him even with the bit of attitude he had behind his voice. That was just like him anyway...it wasn't much to worry about. She liked the feeling he always gave her, and even if it had been completely foreign to her in the past, it all seemed to be quite familiar the more they behaved like this. 

Her body turned slowly and her hands found themselves resting at his hips so her fingers could trace the hem of his pants. She kissed him back, parting her lips slowly so she could grant him access. Her legs immediately wrapped around his waist when he held her up and brought her out of the bathroom. So much for taking that shower, but honestly, she didn't care. 

Though she noticed that he sure was eager. It was all going by so fast, flashing right before her eyes. One minute they were in the bathroom, then in the hall, and then in the room, she was on the bed and his pants were off. The only thing between them at that point was her underwear. She hadn't had time to take them off in the bathroom, and now they were going to be a problem. 

Anemone moaned softly, letting her head fall back when he let go of her lips. She then whined when she realized the boy had begun to stroke himself. That was her job wasn't it? He didn't have to be doing that when she had two extra hands. She made sure he knew that too once he let go to balance himself, and both of her hands reached out beneath him to rub at his length and even further below that too for the extra feeling. 

[satans-assassin-deactivated2015]

At her new ‘nickname’ for him, he pouted, as he sniffled, wiping his face, “M’not stinky..” he mumbled. “Andishoweredeveryday.” he also mumbled, more jumbled up than before, and quieter. But he of course wasn’t trying to be rude. Now he was just being himself. It was weird how quickly the two of them could transition from something like this to normalcy right away. He kissed ber back, and followed her slowly into the bathroom. He slipped off his shirt, glad that the towels were actually clean and re-folded again, and tossed his shirt on one of the benches. Thank you, Yukio, he told himself. He then slid off his shorts, not having been wearing normal clothing, and stood there in boxers, but decided to walk behind her and wrap his arms around her, and he finally slid his fingers beneath the hem of his shirt (those that she continuously wore around the dorm) and slowly slid it off for her.

Oh.

She’d decided to not wear the bra today. This made him blush. Usually she wore it, lately, because they hadn’t actually done anything in awhile, but..today..Why was she not wearing it? He didn’t complain though. Dropping her shirt on the floor beside the bench, he placed his hands upon her shoulders, sliding them down her arms slowly, leaning down to kiss her neck gently and slowly down her shoulder, stopping in the center.

“Anemone..?”

[blooming-anemone]

The pink haired girl could only smile softly to herself at his pouting. She only meant it as a joke to lighten the mood...but at least he didn't get angry with her over it. She would have felt bad about it if it had actually upset him. But since it didn't, she squeezed his hand and continued to lead him over to the boy's showers since the girl's one was destroyed. (No one has repaired it yet because there were only 'two young men living there'. What was the point?) Once she was in there she kicked her slip-ons off and then her shorts were off next. It was Rin's job to take care of the shirt though apparently, since she felt his arms snake around her waist. 

Then she realized what he did right at the same time. No bra. And she didn't even mean for that to be the case. At least it was easier to get undressed... but she still felt a little shy about it for some reason. And her mind was on that, so when he spoke her name in question she thought he'd been asking about that and only that in particular. "I haven't been shopping for new bras in a while." She mumbled between pursed lips. "I only have one. And it's in the wash." Which made a lot of sense, considering when they were more sexually active, Rin had a habit of just tearing her bras apart. It was all his fault. 

[satansired]

“Eh? My temper?” He gave a light shrug. “Yeah, I guess… Though it might not be the same with your Rin.” He gave the girl a light smile. “I’ve made a few pretty awful mistakes in the past… almost lost people very precious to me… if those things didn’t happen to the Rin you know, he’s probably less careful than I am.”

[blooming-anemone]

"He hasn't lost anyone dear to him yet...from what I hear." Anemone replied, closing her eyes a moment to think. Had he? She never really would have known anyway...she hadn't met any of his friends yet...only that 'Bon' fellow once. And he was definitely interesting. "...I wouldn't know though. He doesn't tell me much, other than things he's learned, and how far he's gotten on his training."

[satansired]

“Nice to meet’cha too!” Rin accepted her hand, giving it a light squeeze before letting go. “‘N I wasn’t worryin’ ‘bout that… since ‘m older, y’know.” He chuckled, and gave her a bit longer look. “Huh… I guess I can understand my younger self… Yer very pretty.”

[blooming-anemone]

"Thank you..." Anemone smiled softly, as a light hint of blush caused her cheeks to nearly match her hair. "I don't have the best temper though so I don't know how he can deal with me...but I guess he has one too. Er...you too? Maybe... hm..." She raised a hand to tuck a piece of hair behind her ear. "...though I've never really seen it until earlier today."

[satansired]

“Er—… I’d rather ya called me by m’name. ‘F it’s too confusing, call me Okumura, or somethin’.” He scratched his cheek, glancing away. “Or some sort of nickname, I don’ care… but ‘m not a clone.” If anything, the other Rin had to be his clone, since he was the older one.

[blooming-anemone]

"Sure." Anemone immediately complied, nodding her head. "Rin then...it's nice to meet you." It was a little weird...almost like starting over. "Anemone...even though you already know.." She giggled softly and held her hand out. "I do hope we can be friends? I don't confuse the other Rin's very often. I can normally tell...so it wont be bothersome. Promise."

[satansired]

“Ah — you’re Anemone? I think I saw you before…! Once… maybe.” She really was pretty. Not as pretty as Shiemi, but still.

[blooming-anemone]

"Yes sir you got it!" Anemone said, holding up a finger to gesture he'd been correct. "If we have met, I wouldn't remember...there's a bunch of Rin clones out there. Ya do seem a bit...older though? Weird. Can I call you 'Older Clone'?"

[blooming-anemone]

    Silly boyfriend and his clone who's Shiemi again? 

[kagamine-chan-deactivated201503]

Welcome the princess!｡｡｡                       —»blooming-anemone

— ☼ Wisps of petal pink hair and floral lavender eyes. A charming sight for weary eyes. The two even shared a similar body structure! Ocean depths pooled in on the female, picking up a glint of pristine curiosity. Where should she start with a greeting? “—Sweet.” A sweet scent. Ah! You said that aloud, you goofball! ”H-Hair clips!’ Sprouted the teen. Wrong choice of words, yet again. The VOCALOID fumbled with her words before she drew their attention to her hair accessories. “We both have hair clips!”

[blooming-anemone]

"I notice that! Hair clip buddies?~" Anemone chirped in return, a light hop along with it. This girl was full of energy wasn't she? She remembered when she used to be something like that. But she'd calmed down a little these past few months. "What's sweet though? Did you eat something??" Of course, at the mention of nearby sweets, that sort of side of her did come back in a dimmed down version. "Do you have a cupcake with you? Or, or... yogurt? Or cheesecake??"

[satans-assassin-deactivated2015]

“I’m never gonna let you go, and I hope that you wont ever want to leave, I hope you’ll stay because its where you belong. I hope you never wanna leave, ever, and I hope I never have to convince you to stay..” he whispered, kissing her head softly, before pulling her up for a kiss, holding it gently, pulling away, “I..I’m really sorry..If I ever act like that again, slap me..Something. Pull me out of that asshole attitude, Anemone..” He slid his fingers through her pink locks, “D-..D’you want me to wash your hair? You could come shower with me…?”

[blooming-anemone]

How sweet his words sounded to her. She smiled a bit to herself and nodded to show that she understood exactly what he was trying to say to her. "Kay..." And she pried herself away from his shoulder to look up at him and smile. It was the first time she smiled that day, seeing she'd felt so grumpy. "I'll do what I can..." And she leaned up to press her lips onto his for a second kiss before "...okay. Let's go shower stinky... before you decide to stay like this for another week."

[satans-assassin-deactivated2015]

She wasn’t kidding..? But when she explained herself, he let the tears fall. Her hand resting on his cheek, the other came up to greet it gently, as she let go of it. “I know yer just..I know you are. I know you’re just tryin’ t-t’help..” he sniffled. “I’m so sorry for snapping at you, I never meant to do that..I..Today just wasn’t a good day…” he reached over and pulled her closer into a tight hug, “Don’t go anywhere. Don’t ever leave me..” he whispered, “I ..I never want..you to suggest that again, b-because it’s never going to happen. I won’t..I won’t let it get to that, okay?” he said.

[blooming-anemone]

That was the contact she needed. Everything was forgiven as long as she was in his arms. Anemone wrapped her arms around him in return and hid her face into his shoulder--eyes closing tight so her tears could just stop and go away. "I know..." She mumbled, voice muffled into his shirt. "I know...I know...I wont leave I promise." Leave him? No way was it possible that she even could. She didn't feel stable out there without him. He was one of her few links to the real world now. "I don't ever wanna leave. Don't let me leave, even if I say I wanna. Okay?"

[satans-assassin-deactivated2015]

Break..up? He was suddenly at a loss for words, and the half demon stumbled back, gulping. His entire body was trembling from anger, and now all he felt was regret. He never ever should have yelled at her like that. This..this was their first fight? Wasn’t it? He caught a breath in his throat as he opened his mouth to speek, eyebrows furrowing, mouth agape. Speak, you idiot. Fucking say something. Say something! “…A-Anemone..You..” he said, voice cracking, on the verge of tears. “Wha-..Y-You don’t..” God damnit, Rin, form a fucking sentence. Your girlfriend just suggested that the two of you break up, and all you’re going to do is there there and hang your mouth open like a fucking idiot? Rin blinked, tears still eminent, but not yet coming through. He didn’t move, still frozen with slight shock, and obvious surprise. It definitely wasn’t something he expected to come out of her mouth. Not in the least.

“You don’t mean that..” he finally choked out, and then somehow more words followed, “You c-can’t possibly mean that, right? Y-You were joking, right?” he didn’t move though, he didn’t want to scare her off, or have her go running or something. His hand twitched though, as if he was going to reach out for her, but used all he could to keep it in place. “..Y-You don’t annoy me, Anemone, I-I-I wasn’t serious ..I..I was..it..it was just..” he couldn’t even explain it properly. He wasn’t even going to try, because he never did know how to word anything properly. He knew he’d screw something up.

Then one tear fell. That was it. Well, for now. “S-Say something..” he said in a barely audible whisper. “P-Please..Don’t..Please don’t mean that..I..I wanna marry you, I ..I wanna have..” he choked again, “I want us to have k-kids, I want us to..” he grit his teeth. “I..Need you to be here for me..”

[blooming-anemone]

Even though Rin wasn't crying yet, Anemone was. She couldn't believe she said it either. It sort of just slipped right passed her lips. She never meant any of it. It obviously hurt him--she could see it in his expression and in his eyes. She never wanted to see him hurt so much, especially not by her cause. So the sight of him was enough to make her cry herself and look down at her feet. "I-It's not a joke, Rin." She tried to say, the quiver in her voice making it quite obvious that she'd upset herself with her own actions. "It's....I-It's not a joke but...I didn't really m-mean it." The girl lifted her hand up to her nose and swiped her knuckles just under her nostrils just as she felt it begin to run. "I..w-was only suggesting ...b-because of everything you were sayin' a-and I was just so mad."

Yelling random things when you were angry was never the best idea, and Anemone knew that. She always tried to keep her tongue under control but it just didn't really work. Especially in this situation. She wasn't prepared. She and Rin had never fought in their entire relationship. It'd been so long...they were doing so well. And something like this happened all over him picking his stupid nose? Anemone wanted to punch herself for that stupid comment on his habits. What the hell was she doing? Why hadn't Rin just punched her or something?

"I...really want us to get married Rin." She mumbled quietly. "A-And that's why I'm always looking out for you. So that we can." Anemone wasn't afraid of him running off on her, so she stepped forward and took that hand that had slowly been trying to reach out for her. Then her other hand came up to wipe that single tear away. "I'm sorry Rin...I shouldn't have said any of that. All of what I was saying...I didn't mean any of it."

[satans-assassin-deactivated2015]

“Do you think I want to be friggen’ executed, Anemone?! Do you think I asked for that?! Im sorry I’m withdrawing from you because I fucking want it to hurt less if it actually happens! I am so god damn afraid that I’m going to leave you behind that I have no fucking idea how to act anymore, Anemone! I don’t know what to do!”

[blooming-anemone]

She sucked in a breath. "W-Well--I never said that you wanted to be executed, you big idiot!" Oh no, here it comes. "A-and if all you wanted to do was withdraw yourself so it hurts less--then maybe, we should just break up! If I leave, then you don't have to worry about what happens to me if and when they kill you. And maybe then, you wouldn't have to get annoyed about me clinging to you all the fucking time!"

[satans-assassin-deactivated2015]

“Yer getting attention now, happy?” he asked with a bite to it. “Gosh, you act like I never spend any fuckin’ time with you, Anemone. M’with you all the damn time. Maybe I just want some space, ya know? I love you, but you’re so god damn clingy sometimes. Do you have to know where I am all the time? Of course you need attention. You thrive on it.”

[blooming-anemone]

"Well, not when the attention is bein' spit at me like angry fireballs." Anemone said, looking away with an annoyed bend of her eyebrow. "Geez, Rin, if I was always so clingy you could have just said something! I just want to know where you are all the time because I'm worried sick that something's going to happen! You're always getting me worried with all this demons crap! Satan this, Exorcist that--oh and you also have to be Executed! Excuse me for getting a bit worried!"

[satans-assassin-deactivated2015]

“Ever think that maybe I’d have noticed you if you were in bed? I have to go in there for clothes and stuff too. Get off my back, Anemone, we dont see eachother for what, a few days, and suddenly I’m not the best boyfriend in the world? You know I’ve been busy with school, cram school, and exwire missions.”

[blooming-anemone]

"And I think I would have noticed if you were showering. The girls bathroom is still busted from that time the demon thing got in. I gotta use the men's too. And, it was just a joke you know? I just wanted to see you. I know you're busy--geez. If you're really that busy then just ignore me. I don't need attention. I can sit on the bed all day until my brain rots."