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[bloomingwolf82]

Even if you havent seen proof or heard the words

Do you ever just feel when your person bonds with someone else.?

[bloomingwolf82]

Lord. Save me , or if it is my time let me go.

[bloomingwolf82]

Aurora Borealis

It’s been a while, and you deserve to know:

Even after everything, I still love you so.

I still want you, though I know it's not mutual,

And this ending is final, this closure habitual.

I dread the dawn and the closing door,

Knowing I will see your face no more.

That final laughter, that lingering touch—

I’d have stayed much longer, loving so much.

Oh, how I wish I had shed my fears,

And noticed your pain through the passing years.

I see it now, a belligerent fool,

Caught in the trap of my own strict rule.

Every inch of my being aches for a home,

A place to rest as I aimlessly roam.

You are my aurora borealis, burning bright,

A spectacular phenomenon lighting the night.

Now when you look at me, your eyes are dim,

Viewing me as a stranger, a ghost.

Everywhere I wander, everyone I meet,

Your name is the echo that walks down the street.

You are better now, and I can't fault that,

Though I'm left with the weight where I sit at.

Wishing I could change a single yesterday,

And memorize your fingertips before you slip away.

[bloomingwolf82]

All i will ever be is a convenience.

No love will come my way.

No friendships.

They only stay when i say

"I'll pay"

Coming to me when life is hard,

I give them hope and laughter

But when i finally fall

They dont answer my calls

No one truly loved me.

They were just here for the thrill of it all.

[bloomingwolf82]

Miles Apart; A Silent Struggle

Sitting next to you, it feels like an ocean separates us. I still see the woman I desire in your eyes, but the way you look at me now- just a friend, almost a stranger--is undeniable. You seem happier this way, doing things you never did when we were together. You're loving yourself more apart, and I can't fault that.

Yet, the question echoes: why? Why, after I gave you my all, every ounce of my being, every single day? Why couldn't you try then? Now, I'm merely a stranger. My feelings remain unspoken, but the skeletons of our past linger

[bloomingwolf82]

17 more days

[bloomingwolf82]

Told me the same thing they all tell me

"I only stayed because you took care of me"

No one ever loves me they just love the care I give.

[bloomingwolf82]

Aren't goodbyes funny

[mypoeticsoul-ny]

“One of the hardest things you will ever have to do, my dear, is grieve the loss of a person who is still alive.” — Jeannette Walls

[half-a-heart]

Silence feels peaceful when chaos is all you’ve known.

[bloomingwolf82]

The mind is an interesting thing. All I could think about was someone this whole week. We've been no contact for so long and I dont want to see them for bad intentions. I just want to see them one more time as mature adults. Must be the time of year. But genuinely wish them the best with life.

Favorite picture from my vacation in Texas

[bloomingwolf82]

[bloomingwolf82]

all the time

[bloomingwolf82]

there’s no good left in me, so why be good?

[bloomingwolf82]

I’ll lose myself just so you can find yourself.

UW

[bloomingwolf82]

Anchors may hold me still, but they will not keep me from sinking.

UndesiredWolf