[blossomingbellflower]

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[lady-of-nightfall]

FRANKENSTEIN

2025, dir. Guillermo del Toro

[kikyocaps]

[arrachnes]

"Your wrath is as delectable as it always has been, Kikyo. Hmhmhm... I look forward to it..."

[blossomingbellflower]

"Unfortunately, I cannot say the same about your putrid existence and wretched schemes." In a span of a 0.10 seconds, Kikyou had her arrow nocked and aimed at him.

"It is a mere dream to have hoped that you had succumbed to your wounds. If you do not wish to do the world a favour and die, I would gladly assist you."

[arrachnes]

"That is a NICE relationship you have there, it would be a shame if someone were to ruin it for you."

[blossomingbellflower]

"That is a wonderful form you have there. It would be a pity if someone opted to tear it apart and purify it."

[rpmemes-galore]

you could only write one reply today?   I’M STILL PROUD OF YOU you tried but weren’t able to do any writing today?   I’M STILL PROUD OF YOU

your worth as a rper here is not measured in how much you accomplish. Take your time. Don’t push yourself. You’re an amazing writer and I am wishing you all the inspiration and motivation for tomorrow.  <3

[oopsprompts]

“I would die for you.”

“Bold of you to assume I would ever let that happen.”

[blossomingbellflower]

Some kagome fans are embarrassing. All I said was: Kikyou is an overhated and under appreciated character. Lo and behold, talk about mischaracterization and bastardization of Kikyou that ensued afterwards.

Even if they watched the anime, it seems like they watched it with their eyes and ears closed. Not only do they have the worst superficial take of Inuyasha and Kik you’s relationship, they make it sound like she spends her entire undead life making kagome miserable, that she manipulates Inuyasha with his survivor guilt, how her past is “petty” and that she’s a villain.

Naturally they ignore all of Kagome’s flaws and openly stated Kikyou had no redeemable qualities. That she’s pure evil.

I don’t know whether to laugh at their low media literacy or pity them. Because I’m sure if they went through just a sliver of what Kikyou did, they would be angry too. And to summarize her suffering as “petty” and make her out to be some spiteful, boy obsessed woman is such an insult.

It’s my fault for even continuing the conversation. After all, you can never win arguments with toddlers.

I personally don’t care what they ship. Just let me love my queen and don’t bastardize her to me.

[pcrdiseseekers]

He understood where those concerns were coming from and they weren’t things he couldn’t easily dismiss. Being the eldest around here, the Avatar of Pride witnessed the cruel treatment Devildom delivered towards him and his brothers. Reputations held a great impact among this place along with titles that should be respected. Above his own obligations towards his brothers, he was still the right hand man of the royal family who would later take the crown someday. Those duties did involve standing in proper form before Diavolo and respecting their customs. Lucifer is still an outsider who was a fallen angel, not a pureblood demon that could get away with such impurities as falling in love with a mortal.

Conceiving a child would be another story, a case where Lucifer’s blood would mix together with a human. Humans are not considered as the greatest creations towards the old kings. Most would rather see this program of Diavolo’s to collapse, but they had no control over the treaty the royal prince enacted. It’s the only reason why Pride could keep her safe from the law aside from his own well-being. She seemed to understand the situation, or even received whispers by Diavolo of what their relationship may carry in the future. The Avatar of Pride understood why he must have discussed this to her, at least to prevent any hardships.

Now that he presented one obstacle, it’d be her decision to take even as he caressed her body within his arms. The prideful demon would know the chaotic nature of his brothers would become another thing to consider. But it’s a…welcoming atmosphere, and knew they would do anything to keep their child content and protected. Lucifer didn’t bother commenting on the obvious aside from chuckling under his breath. Their hands interlaced together with delight, simply permitting her to do as she pleased. 

At least it was good to know that Lucifer wouldn’t have to worry about her fear of carrying the Avatar of Pride’s child within her belly. There were stories of humans unable to handle the strain of a demon’s child in their bellies, as a pureblooded demon pregnancy can still have its toll. A child with grand powers through their blood would provoke a concerning conception. Maybe a mortal’s body would collapse under the weight of it, and later not wish to carry out the pregnancy. He’d understand if these were also her concerns but it seems she hadn’t displayed any fear about it.

“Heh, you raise more curiosity about the pregnancy rather than being afraid of it? You truly are an interesting woman, Kikyou. I expected this kind of reaction and already know you must have desired to have a child for quite some time. Perhaps I wasn’t the first, but it would make me happy to deliver this experience that you were robbed of.” None of it was mentioned with his own awareness of her past since he won’t question it unless she brings it up. Those memories were her own to carry, simply granting her a few strokes to her hair. 

“Unfortunately, there’s still a few demons who may oppose Diavolo's plans for co-existence between the three realms. You have experienced firsthand the opposition in spite of the strides, Kikyou.” Knowing this kind of truth was frustrating for Lucifer, and it only added further confirmation with her following remark about the Noble Houses. Even they still raised a brow when looking at the Avatar of Pride because he used to be an angel. Any form of power would immediately be turned away, only carrying about the reputation he once originated from. “You may raise a valid concern…and it’s not that I was blind to this possibility. I suppose I have a lack of care for what the Noble Houses would conceive, Kikyou. Their words are like poison that I spit out on the street.”

Though it was a beautiful idea to rebel, there were other things he could do in response to this dilemma. Even Diavolo would be rather stunned to hear of the Avatar of Pride suddenly deciding to back down from his position one day. Unless something were to arise where he’d be forced to choose, it’d be natural for the elder demon to choose his woman over everything. 

“There are times when I wonder…how many times have you sacrificed your own happiness for the sake of someone else, Kikyou. It’s somewhat concerning to me to see you considering this above your own desires. Hm…if you desire me to be honest with you, then I shall.” A hand raises up to caress her back with red eyes staring at her quite intensely. For someone who was concerned over these matters, Lucifer could tell she desired an offspring ever since he brought up the subject. A chuckled escaped to note her supple body pressed against his with eagerness. 

“Sometimes it’s hard to believe your concerns when you offer me this chance for us to conceive our child, Kikyou. Heh…I won’t deny that I have contemplated retiring from my position as right hand. The thought of being told to decide between you and my status…I rather abandon my status, for the sake of you and our child.”

[blossomingbellflower]

The inn they were at was cozy, rustic and most importantly, private. Kikyou did not have to worry about the brothers interrupting this moment or Solomon needing something. Though that said..the fact her phone was silent was a bit concerning. She truly hoped everyone was staying out of trouble while her and Lucifer were away.

"Why should I be afraid of it ? I am cognizant that it may be difficult to conceive and even carry to term, but it is a risk worth taking." Plus, even humans had similar difficulties even when paired with other humans. Of course this was vastly different..and carried more lethal risks, but nonetheless, she wanted to try. Lucifer was worth the risk and so were her future children.

A hand caressed her stomach, dark hues gazing down as she envisioned it. A child borne out of their love, resting in her womb and awaiting the day to meet his or her parents. No matter how difficult the road was..she will face it and overcome any obstacles. And what's more, is that she will not be alone. Her ex-fiance had been a cheating fool...or maybe she had been, for believing that their love had been enough. That the long hours she had worked in the hospital, building their life together, hadn't damaged their relationship. Even though she had tried to keep the spark in their relationship alive on her days off..but it may not have been enough. Maybe her absence had left him too lonely..and her efforts had not been enough.

Kikyou had gone through every possible scenario and reasoning for why her last relationship ended in such disaster. Was it her fault ? Was it his fault? Or was it both their fault ? At some point during her stay in Devildom, however, the pain and ruminations around it began to shift before fading.

"And I am happy to be able to experience your love. Even if it comes with its own set of challenges, once you are by my side and are eager, I look forward to experiencing parenthood with you." A hand moved upwards--gliding along his chest, up his neck and into his hair. Boldly and shamelessly, Kikyou smiled as she coaxed his head down to give him a proper deep but slow kiss. Lips eventually parted, as brown hues gazed into his garnet colored irises.

"I could care less about other demons and their stubbornness. I only express my concerns because I value your happiness, your well-being and the important role you play in Devildom." As much as it would hurt, if their relationship jeopardized his, the brothers or Diavolo's dreams, Kikyou would have to reconsider everything. "For the sake of those importance to me, I have no qualms about putting aside my own desires.", she stated seriously.

Hearing that statement about abandoning his position, had her readjusting herself against him. Her hand moved to caress his cheek. "Thankfully..it has not come to that..and hopefully it never does. The work you and Diavolo are trying to do..is incredibly important." Her lips moved to lay soft kisses along his jawline before her lips twitched upwards into a small smirk. "I know how much he values and appreciates you~.He would not forgive me if I steal you away like that.", she lightheartedly teased.

Kikyou could not help but marvel and reflect on how they reached this point. To hear Lucifer openly admit to considering retirement..was something she'd never imagine she'd hear. They both had changed and grown in various ways since her arrival in Devildom. She had influenced everyone and they influenced her..along with healing that bitterness in her heart.

"While we can prepare for hypotheticals, we should also remember to savour this moment." In other words, the future can wait while they enjoy the present.

[blossomingbellflower]

"Hypothetical situation. Seriously. Hypothetical. If a wolf-demon clad in armor and pelts that was all muscular and shit took your hands..." Lips curled in a heavy frown, he's glaring off to the side. "I'd still look better, right?"

Kikyou glanced over at Inuyasha, momentarily perplexed at why he was asking such a question. He had said it was hypothetical..but they had just left a wolf clan's territory..She could not help but be a little curious as to what prompted such an inquiry.

A small but brief chuckle passed her lips, her gaze softening. "Inuyasha, what matters the most to me..is someone's heart. Getting to know someone's heart, as well as their personality.. along with falling in love with it, ultimately will make them the most attractive person." Fingers lightly reached out to brush against his hand in reassurance before gently taking it into hers.

In other words, appearances meant nothing unless they had a sweet heart and an endearing personality.

"So yes..to me you would be more attractive."

@thesilvermoonrays

[blossomingbellflower]

Forever will grieve my hot feral wolf puppy. Fuck you unkindly , unhinged toxic ass fans that got him cancelled.

[sleepy-edits]

[thesilvermoonrays]

Did she always have to put things so...

How could one describe it?

One minute, Kikyō was wiser than a sage. The next, she was a firm protector of the Jewel. Then she could turn into the warmest person he'd ever met in his life. He hadn't supposed to have been here this long. He wasn't supposed to have kept coming back to this village. When he'd failed to obtain the Shikon no Tama, when Kikyō had proven he'd never be able to take it from her grasp, that should have been when he went back to what was normal.

...Normal for a hanyō, anyway.

One fight after the next. And... not all were with yōkai. Inuyasha was older now. Physically an adult, though his emotional development had been heavily stunted. But the more time he spent with her, he grew up a little more each day.

And all because she was patient with him. Even when he'd outright insulted her. Yelled at her.

Demanded she finish him off.

Maybe deep down... he'd wanted that. But when she smiled at him this way, it was hard to keep those feelings, even through the self hatred that still burned in his chest.

"...Wish I could say the same. My hands ain't exactly clean." Inuyasha had lost the edge in his voice. Kikyō's smile had a way of draining his bitterness, if only for the time they spent together. Like maybe there was a reason to keep living, outside of spiting the world that hated him so much. "Its been a while. Probably longer than you've been alive. But..."

His voice was cut off by a coughing fit.

"--Damn it." He choked out, ears folding at what he'd been just about to open up about. If this didn't change everything. Drive her away, nothing would, would it? "...Sometimes I can still smell human blood on my claws. Even when they're clean."

That was enough to say what he couldn't bring himself to outwardly speak. He'd been a child. A child, terrified, wandering alone trying to find somewhere safe.

"...The first time, I didn't mean to. They were choking me. I didn't mean to slash anyone's throat. As I got older, I still wasn't strong enough. Humans still overpowered me. You either fight back, or you die. But I always hesitated. I always came so close to letting them win. I didn't actually want to hurt them." A heavy exhale followed.

"...The smell makes me feel sick. But no matter how many times I wash my hands, it's still there sometimes. Even now. Must've been at least fifty or sixty years since I killed a human, and sometimes the smell comes out of nowhere, and I feel sick all over again."

[blossomingbellflower]

🏹 Kikyou gazed at him without judgement, without fear or disdain. Dark hues were simply soft as she listened patiently, observing the minute twitches and reactions as he spoke. If only more people could see this side of him...this vulnerable and hurt aspect of him..they would realize how much they had in common. Inuyasha may be a hanyou, but he displayed more humanity than many she had met. Even listening to him, she can see and hear the purity of his spirit. Her heart squeezed and ached silently for him. No child deserved a sliver of pain that he has endured. It was no wonder he was so defensive and closed off. Kikyou figured as much, but being proven right brought no joy.

"...You did nothing wrong.", she finally responded. "The ones at fault were those who held hatred in their hearts. The ones who had no problem harming a child. Such people are worse than animals and demons alike. They do not deserve your guilt." It actually angered her to know that someone dared to choke him..strangle a young, scared little boy. It was not his fault he was different.

"Inuyasha...listen to me carefully." Kikyou looked away, eyes falling upon a fleeing rabbit as it attempted to escape its pursuant. "To survive in this world, there will be times where we need to kill: be it animals, demons or people. No pleasure should be taken in the act..but one should not feel guilty if it had to be done to protect someone important or themselves. Such is the law of this world."

Fingers lightly caressed the blades of grass, the sweet scent of the forest tickling her nose. "Sometimes death can be more merciful, while living can be more cruel.", she reminded him softly. "That said, no one can fault you for what you did. You, at some point, will have to find a way..to forgive yourself..otherwise it will haunt you forever." A bitter smile touched her lips, pain flickered in her eyes. "I understand..it is not an easy process and will take time." Kikyou, after all, had her own guilt that she carried. It has been years and she still..was struggling to make peace with what happened to her parents.

[museguided]

Yuuko quickly turned her head, surprised to be heard. Her hand fell from the scarf she borrowed down to her heart. "I..." she hesitated. Slowly, she released a steady breath. "You're right. Time means nothing to me. Whether the seasons change, or weeks turn into months, I won't change, so it's hard to notice sometimes."

With a gentle shake of her head, Yuuko added, "I suppose it's for the best. Otherwise, I would have lost my mind trying to keep track."

[blossomingbellflower]

Kikyou's eyes softened as she gazed at the youth. She could not have been more than 16 years old and yet..Such a pity. "Even though time works differently for you, does not mean things cannot or do not change.", she offered softly. "There is always something to see or learn. The wonder or sadness that comes with the passage of time is..something we both can share." Kikyou sipped her hot chocolate before slowly reaching out to brush some snow off her shoulder.

"On a different note, are you waiting for someone ?"

[pcrdiseseekers]

A clear sign of her regret for everything that happened was there, something a person can understand when they experienced death. He wasn’t the unfortunate one that lived through death even if the hanyou was put to rest for fifty years. His body could have been permanently preserved against that sacred tree, something rather clear of mercy she wanted to show to Inuyasha before passing away. They could have been reunited though he can’t deny of experiencing a form of purgatory with that rest. He was merely existing between life and death, where a tree started to wither but his body stayed the same age. It couldn’t have been the work of his hanyou blood but the strange arrows Kikyou possessed. Sometimes he wanted to ask that question to Kaede, yet the answer somewhat terrified him. He did tend to forget that the woman he was embracing so tenderly was a frightful priestess. All those eyes saw was a woman he wanted to protect, to cherish, and to continue loving despite everything. He wanted to hit that truth into her soul until she learned to submit to this truth. There wasn’t anyone else who could fill the void of his heart, not when the priestess he fell for was still here.

Their futures were ruined and Inuyasha didn’t know what to do with the shikon jewel after its completion. Maybe he will stay as he is, or have his own selfish wish fulfilled by having Kikyou continue to live in this world. That would only be under her own choice no matter how selfish he wanted to be. “It was both our faults for not realizin’ what truly happened. We couldn’t have known…but I still wanna be here for ya.” Everyone shared the same anger towards someone like Naruku, the main cause of their tragedy. It’s hard to say if things would have turned out differently if they both caught it ahead of time. But they never will know, they just needed to progress forward in life. Someone like Kikyou can still exist in this world even if she wasn’t the same flesh as before. Oddly enough, the familiar scent that the hanyou got accustomed to during their past was still lingering about her current form. Canine ears twitch when hearing the very words he didn’t want to listen. He hated hearing her pushing him away, only provoking those hands to tighten around her body lightly. The hold was firm enough to make certain that she wouldn’t push away out of pure instinct. All the times she spoke this way, they resulted in the woman vanishing just to avoid hurting him. Does she not understand that pushing him away is precisely what hurt him? “Yer not gonna leave again just to confront Naraku, got it?! I don’t care what happens to me.” There was an obvious tremble to the hanyou’s body that she would be the only one who noticed it. It was the sign of his fear, the absolute hatred of seeing Kikyou risking her life from this mistake. He hated seeing her doing things alone no matter what path she was brought back to in death.

“We can still create those days, Kikyou. Ya just gotta stay by my side again and I’ll protect ya, while you have my back in return. We’ll do this together and, even if somethin’ were to happen…I promise that this time I’ll be here til the end.” He wasn’t a fool to the impossible task they had in store, as it was different from the other hardships they went through. Fighting other demons in the past was far simple because they used both their abilities. But none could compare to Naruku, someone who was obtaining shards of the shikon jewel and continuing to grow in power. Inuyasha had to get stronger every day and hone different techniques his sword possessed. There might have been a chance to slip up where one of them could die, or even both of their lives could end. At least the hanyou would be there this time to be by her side where she wouldn’t be alone. Their paths were destined to be together, whether it was a life of peace or chaos. He didn’t like the idea of letting her do this alone no matter how she lied. Eyes stare intently at Kikyou, they soften when hearing those words. His hold loosened just slightly to know she wasn’t going to leave again. “Kikyou…I will always love you too.” Ears gave a small twitch before leaning down to deliver a slow, steady kiss to her lips. He didn’t care if someone was watching them.

[blossomingbellflower]

Fingers curled into that familiar fabric, eyebrows knitted together. Brown hues swam with a tumultuous wave of emotion as she felt his lips upon hers. His words echoing in her ears and seeped into her soul. Blood no longer flowed through her body. There was no internal warmth, no heart beat to speak of. But if she had a heart..it would be fluttering from his love, from the pain and from fear. The kiss..was not the same as it once was. Could never be..for she was no longer flesh and blood. Yet..it brought a heat that she could not describe. Her soul quietly responded to his feelings, his desires--echoing similar sentiments. Her mouth moved to return the kiss, eyes closing as her body melted into his beneath the light of the moon. Even if it was for a moment of selfishness, she could not help but savour it. The burdens she carried, the sense of duty, the loneliness, the trauma and suffering..it was all put aside for a few minutes. Tears quietly flowed down her cheeks, her curled fingers slowly loosening their hold on his robe.

What they were robbed of so long ago..was recaptured in this moment..as best as it could. For a few minutes, reality of their circumstances could be ignored..But unfortunately, all dreams must come to an end.

Kikyou slowly broke the kiss. The mask she usually wore was discarded and emotions were clearly visible on her face. A hand moved to stroke his cheek..slowly and deliberately.

"Life truly..has been far too cruel to you..my dearest.", she whispered with a faint smile, eyes shimmering from the recently shed tears. "I really am fortunate to have someone that can love me even now..even when I am closer to a Jikininki than a living person.." While she did not feed on human corpses, she did utilize the souls of the deceased to fuel this form. It was despicable and selfish.

Kikyou despised her current existence. However, it was a means to an end. As painful and horrifying as her present life was, she cannot rest until she destroyed the evil she unintentionally created. Her negligence has led to the death and suffering of too many.

"No matter what I say or do..You..do not listen. You truly are stubborn, my beloved.", she half teased, with a sad smile. "No matter how much I push you away..how much I hurt you..You still..come to find me."

Not that she wanted to ever hurt him. Kikyou had simply been trying to protect him in her own way. The less he had to do with her, the better. Seeing her would only remind him of the past and create guilt, of which he does not deserve. Her presence would be in no way helpful for his future. And he did not need that. Inuyasha deserved a future. A life filled with happiness, a family and friends he can depend on. People..who can continue to help heal his wounded heart and soul.

And unfortunately..Kikyou could not be a part of that future. It was impossible.

"I do not know how I deserve such love..but you deserve so much better. If I were to walk with you, it will only lead to more pain and suffering. That is not fair to you..and to those who love you."

[fromdarzaitoleeza]

{Quotes:Nitya prakash/Richard siken ,crush}

[fangsofdestruction]

Honestly, there was something amusing in the fact that he felt as though Kikyo was perhaps his soulmate because that meant she had to be reincarnated into modern times due to how slowly Sesshomaru processed through his emotions. As someone had once eloquently put it, Sesshomaru was emotionally constipated in the past, and it took far longer than Kikyo’s life as a human for him to have the emotional maturity to fall in love.

The heavens realized they’d erred in the timing, so they allowed for Kikyo to be reborn again so the proper romance could take place. This time, Kikyo would get her happy ending that she was fated for.

In another way, it was sad to consider that because of his delay in the emotional department, her previous life ended short and in solitude. Of course, there was no guarantee that she would have lived longer had his emotional constipation not been an issue those many centuries ago.

Visually, there was no change for when she kissed his jawline and cheek, but she could probably feel the way the cadence of his heartbeat changed given how her head was leaning up against his chest. It wasn’t easy to spot the minute changes in his facial expression, a habit that has long since been trained into his very DNA at this point. Still, he had found himself relaxing the muscles in his face more often when around Kikyo. There was something about her calming presence and the way her love calmed his heart that allowed him to drop his guard temporarily enough to relax.

The once ‘permanent half-scowl’ was proven not so permanent after all.

Taking her hand gingerly in his, he raises the back of her hand towards his lips to place gentle kisses along the backside of her hand, from her fingertips to the wrist. The habit of hers to kiss his hands was something he’d picked up on, it would seem.

        ❝Mn, and I you, Kikyo.❞

A thought crosses the mind, and his eyebrows furrow inwards as he contemplates asking the question. At the stage their relationship was in, it did seem apt for some things to take place.

        ❝Kikyo, Dearest. There is something this Sesshomaru would like to ask you. What say you to meeting my mother and I your sister? It is no secret that one day you’ll become the madam of the Gumi, so it seems fitting for my Venerable Mother to meet her daughter-in-law one day.❞

If Kikyo would rather not have him meet with her sister, he would accept that fact, as Kikyo would eventually have to live among the humans, so perhaps it would be for the best for Kaede to be left in the dark. However, keeping Kikyo’s existence a secret from his highly esteemed Mother was nigh impossible. The elder Inu-youkai would surely be incredulously cross should she never be given the chance to meet the woman marrying into the family.

[blossomingbellflower]

The peace and contentment was something she sorely appreciated in this moment. The ability to relax and be herself, to enjoy and savour the soft intimate moments with her beloved..was priceless. Her previous life only had a brief moment of respite, before it was cruelly snatched from her. And in this life, she certainly did not have an easy time for different reasons. And yet now..in the lap of her dearest, brown hues tenderly watched his response. His lips brushing against her skin in feather light kisses, from the tips down to her wrist. Warmth spread from the point of contact, her lips shyly maintaining the smile. While she would not praise Kazehime for running off like she did..it was thanks to her, that she had the pleasure of reuniting with Sesshomaru. That said, she'd have to tread with care should it ever come up. She did not want the young one to assume good things can happen if she flaunted the rules. It was quite fortunate she had not gotten hurt or worse.

"I have no concerns with you meeting Kaede. However, we will need to decide what to say." It would be a little tricky, but they will think of something she was certain." While I am aware she may be suspicious of you regardless, I rather not have her be too aware of the realities of the world. I would prefer if she could live her life as any other young woman." Without having worries around evil spirits, curses and what have you. While she knew the traditions of their family and their foster parents, it was entirely different to actually believe in it. "Whether keeping her ignorant, however, is the best option for her safety..that is something I should ponder upon more carefully..But at this time, the less she knows the better."

Kikyou turned her head and gently laid a kiss on his jugular notch. "As for your mother, it would be an honour to do so. You will have to guide me before hand, however, so I do not offend her." Though there will be quiet, internal and normal worries about meeting his mother, Kikyou was also quite curious as to the one who birthed and raised Sesshomaru. A daiyokai was impressive in their own right. However, being his mother, it was even more so. "I am certain she is most likely already aware of my..presence by your side. As such, she must have questions and concerns--of which I shall do my best to meet and respond to them."