Itās crazy how people bring out the worst of you. Iām annoyed but thankful that I no longer have to deal with any of this nonsense again. Let them go back to their damaging environments, with their damaging counterparts who donāt and never cared about them. Let them go back to their old partners and reside in denial. I tried to help and itās impossible to help anyone who doesnāt see a problem with their flaws and Iām not putting myself second for anyone. Fuck that and fuck anyone who expects that from you. And when it hits home for them, because it usually does, itāll be too late.
Iāll never understand why people fuck over the good people in their lives. But thatās no longer my concern. Never push a loyal person to the point where they donāt give a fuck anymore, because thereās nothing out here uno! Having someone who is down for you and who encourages growth, stability and well being is rare. Anyway. Time to move on and move forward. Itās my birthday on Friday. I was sad at first, but fuck that.