WHEN IT HURTS TO ADMIT IT Prompts
β‘ βI donβt know when I stopped feeling like myself, but I know it wasnβt all at once.β
β‘ βI keep waiting to miss this life more than I hate it.β
β‘ βI donβt even know if Iβm sad or just tired of pretending Iβm not.β
β‘ βYou ever wake up and realize youβre living a life you didnβt mean to choose?β
β‘ βI donβt hate you. I just donβt recognize who I am around you anymore.β
β‘ βI thought if I ignored it long enough, it would go away. It didnβt.β
β‘ βIβm not asking you to fix it. I just need you to stop telling me itβs fine.β
β‘ βI keep telling myself this is enough, but it never sounds convincing.β
β‘ βI donβt know what I want, I just know this isnβt it.β
β‘ βIβm scared that if I stop, everything Iβve been holding together will fall apart.β
β‘ βI donβt want to leave. I just donβt want to stay like this.β
β‘ βI donβt feel brave. I feel cornered.β
β‘ βEvery time I say Iβm okay, something in me flinches.β
β‘ βI donβt know how to explain this without sounding ungrateful.β
β‘ βI keep thinking there has to be more than just getting through the day.β
β‘ βI donβt trust myself to make a decision because what if I regret all of them?β
β‘ βI donβt know who Iβd be if I wasnβt needed all the time.β
β‘ βI thought being strong would feel different than this.β
β‘ βI donβt want to disappear. I just want the noise to stop.β
β‘ βI donβt know how to ask for help without feeling like I failed.β
β‘ βI keep hoping something will force my hand so I donβt have to choose.β
β‘ βI donβt know how to leave without hurting someone.β
β‘ βI donβt want to be the reason everything changes.β
β‘ βI donβt know if Iβm scared of losing this or scared of keeping it.β
β‘ βI feel like Iβm watching my own life instead of living it.β
β‘ βI donβt know how much longer I can carry this and still call it living.β
β‘ βI keep thinking tomorrow Iβll feel different. Tomorrow keeps showing up the same.β
β‘ βI donβt know if Iβm asking for permission or forgiveness.β
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