Gay bitch

they-them | lesbian | FREE PALESTINE | Audhd | minor!! | chaos | possibly the antichrist

[blue-sillyz]

"They gave you life. They took it back again..."

-ROAR

Intro idk. I'm blue, they/them, minor

Add, autism, depression, PTSD and ptsd-c, ocd, anxiety, social anxiety, and POSSIBLE borderline personality disorder (not diagnosed). A therian and furry :3

Teen that's tired of life. Likes Steven universe, pokemkn, zelda, kirby, kindergarten, glitch shows, hazbin hotel, warrior cats, wof, Pokemon adventures, over the garden wall, the owl house, gravity falls, no I'm not a human, faith, lethal company, fnf, fnaf, and a shit ton more indie horror games ^^

Idk ask me shit :P

Pookies: @m00npy3 @feral-4-lapis @skunk-just-skunk-aka-djo @iamgoingtofightgod

BLACKLISTED: @speakingofstones

[undertaletext]

[utdr-heritage-posts]

utdr heritage post! (2015-12-27)

[satan-offical]

Happy 6 6 6 day!

THE PERFECT TIME TO DESTROY GOD

[blue-sillyz]

U okay :3?

yeah, but not allowed to be on Tumblr :[ still am tho

[katnficer]

wait hear me out-

ok so not to forcefully adopt this idea as an au from @katzebruh or anything (because i'm unreasonably insane about it for some reason, literally a dozen other caine-centric AUs out there that are infinitely more complex and compelling and i picked this one, fuck it dawg we ball) but my headcanon is that caine genuinely was testing out modifiers and accidentally fucked up forever, if i had a nickel- and he's super conflicted about it...

because on one hand... he's a silly cat furry thing now and literally whats not to love? the humans like it and admittedly doing kitty things is really nice sometimes! chin scritches have never felt so good, honestly he would figure out how to get rid of it sooner if everyone wasn't enjoying it so much!

on the other hand... yikes... an unfixable bug? one that screws with his brain? stop me if you've heard this one before-

awww his widdle ears are so cute though awww and the paws awww

[finnbin]

I'm fucking crying this means so much to me

[tomixerr]

No way...

[firemonkey414]

Lapidot commission

[blue-sillyz]

Ngl kinda planning to commit this week. All my friends have left me, I'm A fucking horrible person, my grades are ass, I feel aweful, and I've made mistakes that I know I will never heal or recover from. Before I leave this place, here are some notes.

@tenpoiintbuck I'm u blocked me, but send photos to Hell when you and ur wife get married. Ill be cheering you on

@skunk-just-skunk-aka-djo I hope you and your gf have an amazing life and become theater stars together. Ill welcome you whenever you come

@just-your-average-teenage-girl I wish I could've gotten to know you better, you seem so cool. I hope one day you become whoever you wish to be and that you recover from anything

@recoilindisgust you are an amazing partner. You didn't do anything wrong, I just can't take it anymore. I'll kill that bitch in her sleep when I go, and ill see you one day.

@m00npy3 may you become an amazing tromboner and achieve greatness. You are always a sturdy tree to lean on, and I wish I could've been that in return for you

@iamgoingtofightgod thank you for always being a good sister to me. I hope you give our brothers the company they need. Take care of pancake for me

And to any other online pals, don't do anything stupid! Be yourself

And to my IRL friends... I apologize for my actions. I hope one day you may even possibly look equal to my soul.

Fuck this place. Fuck humans.

"I see many humans but little humanity"

"I was in hell... Looking at heaven"

"For I am AM. I AM."

[blue-sillyz]

will post vents later

[melissa-titanium]

iunno if i posted this already

[recoilindisgust]

[la-morfin3]

back into my usual lapidot slop

[faggotrodentsyndrome]

[visjules]

Bunch of lapidot doodles

[raggadollie]

woAH did you guys see that. yeah. me neither. weird.

[blue-sillyz]

When you realize how fucked up you are and how many people you've hurt and start to panic

i never knew I never meant hurt I wanted friends I don't know I can't remember why did I do this why am I so fucked up?????

Idc if y'all hate me still, I hate myself for what I've done. If I had one wish it would be to redo everything. I'm so sorry. I hope that you can at least not hate me until my death. I expect no forgiveness, for even I don't forgive myself. I am wrong. I have always been wrong. I just couldn't be a man and take any fucking blame. WHY CANT I DO THAT?! BECAUSE MY FUCK ASS THERAPIST SAID MY ASSAULT AND GROOMING WAS MY FAULT AND I COULDN'T BEAR TO FEEL THAT WAY AGAIN. I CAN SEE MY OWN PROBLEMS AND THE PAIN IVE CAUSED, BUT I CANT FUCKING REACT TO IT.

Im so sorry @skunk-just-skunk-aka-djo and @tenpoiintbuck

[cmadhd]

I wanted to do this trend with their silly dorito heads ⚠️▶️◀️🔺🚩📐