I’m really new to this blog I have request that can be triggering so feel free to ignore this if it makes you uncomfortable!
Headcanons of the main four x reader who has trauma from sa? (how would they react when they find out, how they help with flashbacks/nightmares, are they extra protective after that, etc)
s/a reader comfort ℘˚✿˖°
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➣ characters: gon, killua, kurapika, leorio
➣ a/n: thank you for your request :) sending u lots of love anon <3
➣ warnings: mentions of sexual assault
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G.F
how does he react?
he’s the kind of person that feels very safe to be around. even animals are comfortable around him just from the energy he carries alone, so telling him about your deepest wounds would be much easier than with the others. not to mention his judge-free demeanor—anyone who knows him knows he is understanding by nature.
that being said, he’s not so great at his emotional control just yet. hearing about the injustice that happens to those close to him makes him angry! his first thought would be if you want him to teach the person a lesson. he’s got just enough restraint to back down if you ask him to.
are they extra protective?
not really, honestly. he doesn’t want to encroach on your boundaries just because of an experience that was never your fault to begin with. he would hate for you to feel as if he’s treating you different and have that be the reason you hesitate to tell him things in the future.
how do they help with your trauma?
he’d comfort you in the same way he would for any other issue. his go-to is physical touch, but rest assured he’ll ask from now on unless you specifically tell him not to worry about it.
K.Z
how does he react?
he’d be surprised for sure. he’s always been protective of you and present too. if it’s something that happened after you met him, he immediately apologizes for not being there to look out for you.
as someone whose been through a boatload of trauma himself, he detests the idea of you facing anything similar to his torture. and while he can’t completely empathize with the sexual nature of your assault, his own experiences paint a picture of how you may be feeling.
are they extra protective?
absolutely! he feels guilty that he wasn’t there to protect you that day, so expect him to be practically glued to your side from that point on.
also, there is literally no chance in hell that he doesn’t track said person down. it doesn’t matter if you tell him not to—he’ll just hide the evidence from you. he’s an assassin born and raised.. there’s no convincing him that someone who put their hands on you is worth keeping around.
how do they help with your trauma?
he wants you to feel in control with him, so it’s entirely up to you how he helps you. if you have a nightmare, he’s quick to wake you up. in fact, he’d stay up extra late the nights following the incident, just in case you had a bad dream. he’s not usually soft (even with his s/o) but this is a clear exception. he’ll be whatever you need him to be.
K.K
how does he react?
he immediately draws you into an embrace. he may not have words just yet, especially since he’d be very intentional and careful in whatever he does say, but you absolutely have his presence.
he’ll ask you who the perpetrator was, but any other details you give are the ones you choose to share. and if you just go silent, he understands that too, not forcing a word out of you.
are they extra protective?
of course. in public, he’d keep you closer. a hand on your waist or back, preferably. if he so much as saw someone eying you, they’d be met with a glare. and if they have the audacity to flirt with you in any manner—corny pick up lines, cat calls, groping? he wouldn’t hesitate to punch them.
the biggest change in him would be when you’re around other people. he’d be cautious to leave you alone with someone he doesn’t trust. and he’ll always offer to go with you when you’re planning to do something alone.
how do they help with your trauma?
he will take off SO much work to make sure he’s there with you. he’s particularly worried that you’ll skip meals, hurt yourself, cope in an unhealthy way, etc. so if he lingers more than usual, it’s to make sure you’re handling things okay.
when it comes to intimacy, he probably wouldn’t initiate anything anytime soon. it’s a topic he won’t even acknowledge until you tell him you’re ready. the last thing he wants is for you to sleep with him solely because you feel like he’s being deprived. besides, his own needs are the last thing on his mind when his beloved is going through so much.
L.P
how does he react?
leorio is good at being generally supportive and saying the right thing. (similar to gon, he’s the kind of person you feel like you can open up to)
he’s also decent at keeping whatever reaction he wants to have to himself. it may seem slightly clinical, but that’s just him making an effort to be serious.
one thing he strongly insists on is getting justice. he wouldn’t want your abuser to walk free and potentially harm others. he will be your biggest cheerleader and advocate throughout the process. all you need to do is express the desire to pursue them.
are they extra protective?
a little. it may slip his mind sometimes, but there will be moments when he remembers all that you’ve told him. and those are the days where he’ll hold you closer in crowds, cover you with his jacket, and tell you to be extra careful.
he’s most protective of you when you’re in bed with him. he’ll ask more questions about what you’re comfortable with, keep an eye out for any tells that he’s triggering you. it’d genuinely be one of his biggest fears that you’d feel violated by him.
how do they help with your trauma?
since he’s in college, he knows a ton of student doctors from all sorts of trades. of course, seeing an actual professional would be best, but if you’re low on money, he knows a guy.
most of his comfort is in the form of validation or affirmation. he will listen to every single gruesome detail even if it makes him uncomfortable. just so you can get it out. and afterwards, he makes it extremely clear that what they did was in fact wrong.
➣ a/n: tried to make this a bit more vague but some of them are about weight just in case that’s a sensitive topic for you!
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G.F
this boy could heal your soul just by his sheer lack of understanding when it comes to your insecurities.
“what do you mean you talk too much? no seriously, explain to me why you think that?”
you could give him a thirty minute speech on everything you hate about yourself and he would tell you straight-faced he never noticed any of it.
and it’s true; he’s not the kind of person who sugar coats things, you’d know that he means every word.
he also won’t read too far into your worries, which could be either a blessing or curse depending on the person.
it’s not that he doesn’t care. more so that he seriously doesn’t grasp what you hate so much about yourself.
after all, you’re perfect in his eyes.
K.Z
he’s pretty attentive to you, being the type to center himself around the people he cares for.
he’s also a rememberer, taking note of every small detail, building up a case for you. maybe you were throwing out clothes without reason—the same ones that an old friend had coincidentally insulted.
he’s amazing at feigning obliviousness, so you might think your insecurities were expertly hidden when in reality, he was well aware of them.
instead of ever confronting you, he’d subtly affirm and reassure you that those worries were baseless—an offhand comment about how soft your hair was in the morning before you got the chance to style it.
or about how the clothes that were tighter on you fit even better now. he was far too prideful to drop the nonchalant demeanor. still, watching you put yourself down all the time was much worse than being soft in his eyes.
K.K
he’d catch on quite quickly, being the perceptive man he is. if it’s not too serious, he won’t point it out. he wouldn’t want to put you on the spot or embarrass you by drawing attention to the parts of yourself you disliked.
but the minute these thoughts start to visibly affect you, he’d bring up his concerns.
“you’re not hungry? you ‘haven’t been hungry’ all day.”
he’d observe you very closely to make sure you weren’t engaging in any harmful behaviors. and he’d let you know all the time that he doesn’t care what changes on the outside, he’ll always love what’s on the inside.
it’s hard for him to intervene sometimes because he knows very well that words aren’t always enough. some scars are too deep to be talked out of.. but sink too deep and there will be actions too.
L.P
it might take him a while, what with being busy with school, but he’d eventually notice you acting off.
“hey, what’s got you lookin’ in the mirror so often?”
not telling him would hardly be an option, as he’s very stubborn and argumentative. he’d keep pushing the issue until you spilled.
once you did, he might think you’re crazy, because not one single person probably even noticed whatever you were so insecure about.
he’d mutter under his breath praise and disbelief at the parts of yourself you didn’t like, but if you needed to talk to someone about it, he’s one of the best guys to go to.
he understood insecurities better than most; he struggled with many himself.
and he would spend all night reassuring you that you were fine the way you were, that nothing needed to be changed.
just don’t mention any sort of plastic surgery to him..
H.M
he would be intentionally dismissive at first. oh, you’re ugly? what a trivial concern. you feel like you annoy the people around you? then apologize.
he reacts this way in an instinctive attempt to point out how utterly absurd your insecurities are. but when they don’t work, he resorts to complimenting you. and a genuine compliment from him was one-of-a-kind. praise came easy to him, although he was used to using it mockingly.
honestly, don’t even expect him to want to hear your self deprecation. he doesn’t mind if you rant to him about other things, but nothing would annoy him more than listening to you complain about falsities.
I.Z
he’d be very confused indeed. you are nothing short of a masterpiece in his eyes. doubts only lead to hesitation and error: things he won’t allow. even if it’s not a high stakes concern like combative ability—he believes uncertainty is generally harmful.
besides, it’s hard for him to understand these strange concerns. he doesn’t feel insecure. ever. and there’s nothing illumi hates more than not understanding something.
expect your criticisms to be met with a firm rebuttal. he’s not willing to argue; you are perfectly fine as is, end of story. if these concerns still persist, he’d end up just staring at you blankly whenever you brought them up.
“this again?” would be his favorite phrase.
C.L
he thinks very highly of you, after all, you’re his lover. he wouldn’t so much as entertain anything short of amazing, don’t you know that?
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you don’t know that? well, that’s a problem. he’d battle between the side of him that’s frustrated by your inability to see things rationally (his way) and the side of him that’s at a loss for how to convince you otherwise.
he’s a master manipulator, but usually it’s for his benefit, not someone else’s. the idea of having an emotional heart-to-heart is far from appealing to the apathetic man.
but you’d already tugged on his heartstrings the moment you spoke badly of yourself. he couldn’t let this go on any longer.
and so you’d see a side of chrollo he rarely showed, one that’s unsure, raw, and beautifully intimate. he wouldn’t use complex logic and reasoning, he’d rant about his love for you.
to the untrained eye, he’d seem normal, just as cool as ever. but you? you’d notice his genuine attempts to reassure someone for one of the first times in his life.
hey hey listen..I was wondering if you could do the main 4 plus hisoka/illumi and maybe some other phantom troupe members with a s/o that loves drawing on their hands like I mean always comes back with a design all over her hands and arms
➣ a/n: a little short, but hopefully you still enjoy! thanks for the request 😚 it’s interesting to write about the troupe
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G.F
he enjoys the sight of your little doodles and even offers to let you draw on him.
after seeing you do this so frequently, he’d get an idea. instead of drawing on yourself with markers, why don’t you paint? this would be self indulgent for gon, since he found out he liked the sensation of the brush on his skin. but who knows? maybe it’s beneficial to you too if you like the new medium.
K.Z
he would tease you at first, calling it childish and messy.
“drawing on yourself again? pfft you’re gonna die of ink poisoning some day.”
don’t take that seriously because he actually finds your designs insanely cool. when he’s in a softer mood, he might sit and watch you draw, lost in thought and curious about your artistic process.
he loves anything with dragons and might even come up with a sketch of one you can do that runs all along your arm. you’d find it in one of his notebooks and surprise him the next time you saw each other.
K.K
kurapika would notice you doing this all the time if you worked with him. he knew that letting you sit in his lap as he researched meant his pens would eventually find their way into your hands.. he won’t say anything.
however, he would prefer you didn’t draw on his hands since he’s usually using them. it also comes off as a bit unprofessional for him to have doodles all over in front of a client. he might even hand you a notepad to encourage you to busy yourself a different way.
but man, imagine you drew chains up your arm and pretended to shoot chain jail at him or something. the sight would be so utterly endearing that he’d look away, the beginnings of a grin forming on his lips.
L.P
i can see leorio being the type to sketch things in the bylines of notes, tapping his pen against his chin—things that he picked up in med school. so when he sees you drawing on yourself, he can understand it. other than that, he really doesn’t care or notice most of the time.
he may point it out if your skin gets irritated or if you try to draw over broken skin. do that and he’ll pass you some sticky notes and tell you to draw on that instead.
H.M
this is the guy that draws teardrops and stars on his face every single day. your artistry is absolutely shared. perhaps he’ll even ask you to draw those symbols on him some days, so he can carry a little piece of you with him during battle.
maybe you’d draw a four leaf clover before one of his fights for luck—of which he’d promptly erase. why? because he doesn’t need it, of course.
I.Z
illumi is completely confused by this habit. he hardly understands most hobbies, so idle past-times like this make even less sense. but when it comes to you, he always lets you do as you please, accepting that he won’t understand your normality.
want to draw on him? he doesn’t care. just don’t be upset when he makes you wipe it off later.
C.L
watching you doodle on yourself is an endearing pastime for him. he’s honestly just fascinated by all of your behaviors. why do you draw on your hands instead of paper? is it a sign that you’re bored? some hint that you want to enter the tattoo artist occupation?
he’d ask you all of these things while you draw and you’d probably tune it all out. not that he cares; he hopes to find the answer himself.
extra!
UVOGIN
he loves your little quirk, telling you to decorate his torso and arms with your designs. he’s like a blank canvas for you, as long as you’re okay with his endless talking the whole time.
he will absolutely kill you if he catches you drawing a dick on him AND consider your doodling privileges revoked! indefinitely! (a word he learned from chrollo).
SHALNARK
also loves your creativity, though he insists that you use a digital platform instead. he’s even hacked into programs like adobe so you can have premium subscriptions, but you brush it off. you prefer your skin after all.
at that, he’s pretty confused, viewing things more technically. isn’t it more annoying because of how skin can move? or how the natural oils on your hands messes up the pen tip? after giving you a whole lecture on the disadvantage of hand drawing, you finally give in to trying digital art.
now, if you decided to draw on him instead, all of those cons would suddenly vanish.
SHIZUKU
draw on yourself all you like—she would take a long time to actually notice. one day she’d randomly spot your drawings, raising a brow at them.
“when’d you get those tattoos?” and after you explain that not only are they pen ink, but that they’ve been there for days, she’s very shocked that she didn’t see them earlier.
as for writing on shizuku? it’d be a huge help if you wrote out reminders for her, one she’d definitely thank you for.
PAKUNODA
she finds it super adorable of you, offering her own arms to draw on and even giving you ideas here and there. she’ll frequently ask you what you’re drawing, nodding her head as if especially interested in this little hobby.
one of her favorite things to do would be to cuddle while you doodle.
MACHI
machi’s very observant and would notice pretty soon after meeting you. she’d assume it’s a habit of boredom, so try not to do it mid-conversation. if you do? she’ll guide your chin up with her hands with a muttered:
“are you even listening?” and all of her usual sass. if you want to scribble on her, expect to be told no. but perhaps at night, when she’s laying in bed and much softer.. she might humor you.
FEITAN
he thinks it’s stupid and eyes you dubiously as you draw away on your hands during a troupe meeting. his gaze just keeps drifting over to you as chrollo talks. when he gets the chance to speak to you, the first thing he does is tug your hands closer so he can at least see the thing that took up all your attention.
“silly scribbles. why do them?”
when you tell him you were simply bored, he scoffs. don’t expect him to let you draw on him.. do, however, draw on his face while he sleeps. you might get the chance to watch pain packer after all.
➣ a/n: another realllly old req 🥲 no but this was so fun to write i did it all in one sitting somehow
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➣ warnings: slight spoilers in gon’s part about what happened season 5/6
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G.F
it truly depends on the magnitude of your argument. gon is pretty good at taking things lightly and seeing the big picture. for smaller fights, he’s easily the bigger person who aims only to pacify you. and he’s so friendly, it’s hard to stay mad at him.
what are you fighting about?
you might have an argument over how reckless he can be. you were willing to put up with it earlier on in his journey like during his fight with hanzo or genthru, but after the chimera ant arc? you’re at a breaking point.
resolution?
the worst part is that he takes full accountability. sometimes when you’re mad, you’re just looking to argue.. but he won’t give you that. he’s not so blind that he can’t see why the tendency to risk his life bothers you. especially after waking up from the coma—he’d freely admit he was wrong and apologize for it.
if you say something you don’t mean, shout at him, or anything like that, he won’t be upset. he doesn’t want you to feel bad when your anger is wholly valid in his eyes (plus he has a habit of forgiving his friends easily).
ask him how he can remain so cool and he’ll tell you all about how aunt mito’s rubbed off on him! plus, since his days of hunting are over for now, he can promise you not to endanger himself anymore.
K.Z
killua is very tricky whenever it comes to his emotional expression. he has a hard time deciphering his feelings, so he doesn’t like being put on the spot during an argument. it’s not unlikely for him to yell at you, but he’d immediately regret it. hell, he might even apologize right then and there if you show any sign of being affected by it.
he knows he has the capacity to be cruel, so an argument is him warring with that side of him, trying to be civil for you.
what are you fighting about?
before he took the needle out, you were no stranger to his cowardice. you didn’t mind it at first, but his lack of faith in you winning against opponents he deemed too strong stirred something in you. it felt like he was calling you weak.
throughout the argument, he might impulsively pin it on you for being too reckless. to frame things as if he was the one who should be upset for constantly “saving your ass”
resolution?
he will absolutely give in, especially if he hurt you at any point during the argument. his tsundere nature makes sentimental, sappy apologies feel embarrassing, so expect something more subtle. like a murmured, “i was wrong, okay?” while he looks away.
killua ultimately just wants to put this in the past, so he’ll go back to being playful immediately if you will too.
K.K
he hates fighting with you, it makes him anxious that you’ll decide to leave. but while he wouldn’t instigate an argument, he’s not the type to back down if there’s tension.
while he probably won’t raise his voice at you, he naturally suffers from overly-blunt-itis. he calls things as he sees them, and if you’re arguing? it’d only get worse. expect barely concealed insults and a cold distance if he’s particularly annoyed at you.
what are you fighting about?
you’d probably fight about how absorbed he gets in his work. sometimes there’d be complete radio silence from him while you’re left to wonder if he’s even alive.
it’d start off as a little request to give you more updates while he’s off on missions. and he’ll reassure you it was a one off thing.. unfortunately, when it comes to his revenge, he has a one track mind. even for you—the person he loves the most—he wouldn’t make you any promises.
resolution?
i’d say it’s 50/50 on who does the apologizing: if you want a quick resolution, it’d have to be you. but if you don’t do anything after a few days, he’ll eventually give in. he is incredibly stubborn after all. even if he knows you’re right, he hates to admit he wasn’t.
that’s why he probably wouldn’t. don’t get me wrong—he’ll try his hardest to make it up to you. just don’t hold your breath if you think he’ll say the words “i’m sorry” unless he catastrophically messed up.
he might use gifts and dates to convey what he can’t in words, but if he notices that you’re still upset about the distance.. i could see him taking off work the next day to make up for lost time.
L.P
he’s super reactive to an attitude, so fights may be rather frequent if you don’t possess some level of restraint. but that also means they’re usually not that serious and don’t cause deep seated issues between you.
the only problem is that he’s loud by nature, and gets at least 10x louder when arguing. he’s certainly not the ideal lover for someone who flinches at yelling. still, it’s mostly a volume thing and not overly offensive (“time to finish off the filthy kurta bloodline”) (it’s okay that’s just how he speaks to strangers, never you).
what are you fighting about?
you think he’s cheating. all the parties he goes to, the women who flirt with him on the streets, and your knowledge of his perverted behaviors? it has a way of bringing out your jealous side.
resolution?
he’s just like kurapika in that he doesn’t like to admit his faults if he thinks he did nothing wrong. in that case, he’d be very defensive and seek some space.
however, it isn’t impossible for him to apologize if you make a good point. he prides himself on being manly and owning up to his mistakes, so don’t act too shocked when he cools down and admits he got carried away.
even when it turns out that your suspicions were wrong, he’ll try to understand why you felt that way and help you feel more secure in the relationship.
H.M
hisoka is actually a huge bluffer. he’ll put on an effortless facade, as if he finds every word you say to him silly. as if this is all a game. underneath that, if you’re truly mad at him, he’d definitely be irritated.
he really doesn’t get sad or scared of you leaving, which means no overly emotional displays. even so, if you get under his skin enough you’ll catch him narrowing his eyes and scoffing.
the thing is: he wants to be unaffected and smug. but your anger with him is such an inconvenience. he can’t touch you like he wants. he can’t mess with you. it all annoys him.
what are you fighting about?
you’re over his obsession with children. you don’t care if it’s about their strength, you want hisoka to stop messing with gon and killua. you’re already generous enough to allow him to pine for chrollo for years.. you draw the line at these random twelve year olds.
resolution?
as much as he really doesn’t want to, he will play the role of a gentleman for you. it’d be amusing if you caved in first, but he doesn’t expect that to happen. either way, he wants you to go back to how you usually are, and he’s not one to wait.
he’ll begrudgingly agree to focus on chrollo and leave gon alone, but i wouldn’t trust a deceptive man like hisoka to actually deliver on a promise. if anything, he’ll get better at hiding it.
I.Z
it’s no surprise that illumi doesn’t care about an argument. i’d hope that as his lover, you also understand this and avoid getting into fights over meaningless things. you’ll never get through to him.
it doesn’t matter if you shout, insult him or his family, even hit him. he’d merely stare at you unfazed and ask if you’re done yet.
what are you fighting about?
you’re upset about how he treats killua. you’d notice it throughout the entire relationship, but your final straw is when you find out about the needle.
resolution?
there’d be a pretty long break between you two because there’s simply no universe where he reaches out to reconcile things. it’s honestly a test of your willpower. are you capable of following through with the seemingly empty threats of leaving you made? of standing your ground?
he finds himself almost curious if you’ll come back eventually. assuming you have any interest in continuing things with him, you will return. but if it’s after a solid month away, and you still believe you’re correct.. he might feel some respect for your resolve.
who knows? maybe he’ll apologize. he certainly wouldn’t mean it though. he feels no remorse for protecting his baby brother.
C.L
chrollo is startlingly calm and composed even in the heat of an argument. especially with you, he would never ever snap. still, that doesn’t mean he feels nothing. he simply refuses to show it.
that being said, it’s still frustrating for you to argue with him. one, because of how detached and dismissive he comes across. and two because he has a way of making you feel dumb. it’s less like arguing and more of a debate, of which he always has perfect responses.
however—leave things on a bad note with him and he’ll take his frustration out on civilians. you won’t see any of that.
what are you fighting about?
definitely a mission you disapprove of. maybe it’s how brutal the kurta clan massacre was. or even the yorknew auction. you’re just having second thoughts about how okay you are with all the violence.
and he’d absolutely turn it on you, saying things like “you had no problem with it before, why do you care now?”
it’s a fair point, especially if you’re also a criminal yourself. he’d make you question your own morals, until you aren’t even sure you’re allowed to be upset about it anymore.
resolution?
he’s good with his words. he could reason his way out of any argument. neither of you will even need to apologize because it turns from a fight to a conversation. he might even thank you for being communicative, making it that much harder to stay mad.
good morning, night or evening! one shot of kurapika as a vampireee, i can see him biting his s/o's neck lol. the rest is up to you, hope you have a great day/night ‼️
➣ a/n: i don’t really do oneshots but i still wanted to try this request with my other characters so hopefully you still enjoy this! (if you’re still here after a year )
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G.F
the cutest little vampire whose energy radiates “my fangs JUST grew in today guys, i bet yours haven’t!”
also calls himself a vegan, but instead of negating animals, he negates people. and you know he’d convince killua to adopt his diet, if only for a week or two.
consequently, you may find him with a mouse between his teeth, smiling at you like it’s not abnormal and frankly gross. you force yourself to think of it like a cat bringing dead animals to the porch.
K.Z
his ability to cause mischief would increase significantly. especially that bat form of his.. he has too much fun flying behind you and going, “boo!”
he’d also perch on your shoulder occasionally, pecking at your ear and rustling your hair up with his wings. on halloween night, he’d take advantage of his bat body to throw a candy heist. somewhere, some neighborhood would end up with empty pillowcases because killua had caused a commotion and stolen all the candy.
then when he’s in his human form, he’s suddenly so nonchalant. you might not even believe him if you didn’t watch him make the transition with your own eyes.
K.K
anon mentioned him being the type to bite your neck and they’re so right. not in a blood-sucky way though, he’s more territorial. wanting all the other men in your life to see the fang marks on your neck, the slight bruising.
and god forbid another vampire so much as looks your way. he’s got no tolerance for them messing with his human, especially if they try to use you as a blood bank.
still, his protective instincts would override any craving of his that could hurt you. as a master of abstinence and self restraint (at least that’s what he thinks he is), he’d take as little blood from you as possible. he wouldn’t want you passing out from blood loss after all.
L.P
you’d find him at a college party, still wanting to lead a normal life, albeit with a huge secret. he would be freshly bitten, having lived this way for less than a year. thus he was still figuring things out.
when you came along, he just couldn’t help himself from sinking his teeth into you. he’d definitely take it too far that first time, unused to drinking from the source. hopefully, you’d be understanding of his impulses. if he’s lucky, you’d give him permission, which he would spend the rest of the year thanking you for.
but other than you, working at a blood donation spot would be his best bet.. he could help people, get money, and sneak a bit of the blood all at the same time. talk about a double life.
H.M
such a bad vampire.. like, he makes an effort to be that way. he’d bite you in the most hidden places while you slept, leaving you exhausted after a full night’s rest with random aches. it would take even longer with bungee gum hiding the bite marks.
so coy when you ask questions about any of this. you want to know about vampires? well, he’s never seen one. you want to know how old he is? he stopped counting. you think he’s been secretly drinking your blood to mess with you?
he hasn’t a clue what you’re talking about, even teasing you about the theory.
[PS: the whole vampire eating you out on your period cliche is so him, i have to include it]
I.Z
illumi would stay in graveyards and faraway lands, rarely making contact with humans except to feed. he’d carry a lethal elegance, think gothic castle vibes. the family business would still be solid though, so he’d have to leave his estate for missions sometimes.
that’s where you met each other: one of his only excursions for the year. for such an efficient man, there’d have to be some kind of delay. like the sun’s coming up or the traffic’s horrible. if you showed him kindness in those moments, he’d certainly never forget it.
would it end in stalking? yes, probably. he’d make a point to come across you whenever he descended to your world. he learned new pieces of your customs every day, awaiting the chance to approach you with all his new expertise.
C.L
chrollo’s very much the older, wiser type. he’d give you witty lectures and mysterious advice all the time. he’d spook you with noises in the kitchen or a shadow in the parking lot.. coming and going with a haste that left you wondering where he had to be; and why bothering you was a higher priority.
you’d totally meet him at your doorstep, drenched in rain and asking for shelter. he’d slip in a few compliments, use that soft and deceiving voice:
➣ a/n: some main 4 crumbs 🫣 hoping to lock in during october and sorry there’s no adult trio!
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“what would you two do in your downtime?”
G.F
gon’s down to do anything so long as it’s outside. he enjoys exploring new areas, but not nearly as much as showing you around his hometown. he’d teach you how to fish; an activity you’d often do. especially after the chimera ant invasion, when he’s back at whale island. gon would need nothing more than to reconnect with old pastimes, especially now that he has you.
courtesy of growing up as an only child, he hardly ever got to play games with others, so he’d be super into trying all the things he missed out on—think hide and seek or scavenger hunts.
you could never convince me he doesn’t have a tree house somewhere in the forest either. in fact, he’d have monkey bars and swings all improvised from what he could find in nature, things his fellow fishermen helped build. on rainy days where you two would stay indoors, you’d turn to board games or consoles that he picked up about on his journey
K.Z
he’s also pretty fond of adventuring, but he prefers to travel and sightsee. while the outdoors are fun, this kid was locked up at home all his life, he’s going go see all the crazy landmarks.
and you’re going to accompany him.
visiting random bakeries and staying in motels (we all know why he likes those..) is his idea of fun. i could also see him doing that one trend of going to one star restaurants or hotels. spoiler alert: even a three star establishment feels like poverty to him..
but what about when he’s bunkered down at home? he loves video games! especially multiplayer ones he can enjoy with you. if single-player, he’ll “begrudgingly let you sit in his lap”
he’d often suggest horror games for you to play in the dark at midnight. 1: because it’s fun to watch you get scared and 2: because it gives him an excuse to act all tough in front of you. he does get to act cool most of the time, but if he gets caught off guard by a jump scare? don’t ever let him live it down.
K.K
he’s a slut for deep and personal conversations, especially at night or in the morning. some nights, you’ll both slip into bed a lot earlier than you could ever realistically fall asleep. and if your days were boring enough, there’s no way you could just quietly wait until sleep arrives.
he prefers to listen to you talk most of the time, silently listening himself. mostly because he finds the white noise of another person speaking to be soothing. but he also just isn’t a man of many words, so unless it’s a topic he’s passionate about, he’ll probably stick to short statements and hums of agreement.
as for topics he is passionate about?the most mentally stimulating conversations for him would be the ones about your pasts. the talks where he divulges his trauma for the first time since he experienced it, where he has the comfort of company instead of the endless taunt of condemning voices in his head.
he might not unpack his own feelings about the matter, describing things with a detached narrative even though you know he’s dying to express how fucked over he feels. but that takes time, and he’s more likely to open up about how things were when his clan was alive.
he’d happily (though bittersweetly) describe his early childhood, pairo, his encounters with the outside world, kurta culture, etc. and maybe someday he’d tell you his story, instead of his clan’s.
L.P
you guys would be top tier window shoppers, especially at thrift stores and flea markets. and for an obvious reason—he isn’t the richest guy. even having passed the hunter exam, most of that money went to his education so he’s no big baller.
it’s not just because he doesn’t have money to spend, he’d also find these kinds of shops familiar and nostalgic. his childhood was modest: filled with hand me downs and busted toys. there’s still a certain spark he has with used items. also i know he has insane luck with finding the good stuff.
this man would probably side eye you if you mentioned a luxury brand or some cheap trendy item that serves no purpose. but don’t think he wouldn’t cave to buying you whatever you asked, it’d just come with a grumble.
whenever you shop, he’s always on the lookout for what catches your eye. then later, his gifts would be suspiciously targeted to the things you commented on in store.
“i really need a new mixer..”
and your next anniversary it’s wrapped in a pretty little bow.
he invites you along with him to everything. not only would he allow you to join him on his missions, but he’d insist on you accompanying him.
he’d be very protective of you all of a sudden. not possessive, he’s not the type to blow up on you because you spoke to other guys, but he is the type to change entire plans just to minimize your chances of being hurt. he’s most definitely the type to snap on someone who’s being rude to you, even if it gets physical.
he’s got strong middle school crush vibes, so if you two were close, he’d eventually shoot his shot. i’d put the time frame at about a month.
K.Z
you’d notice him staring at you more often. maybe simple glances for your approval after telling the joke he rehearsed in his mind for ten minutes straight. maybe the look of utter longing as he watches you talk to others, one fueled by his self doubts. could he ever make you smile like that? were you better off with them?
besides that, he’d want to spend more time around you. don’t think he’d ever outright say that though—it’s just tagging along! or deciding to help after watching you ‘struggle’ with something. or whatever excuse he’d tell you.
i think he’d confess very late into a friendship. that fear of messing things up would outweigh the part of him desperately yearning for you. he’d be a lot more comfortable confessing once he knows there’s a good chance of reciprocation so dropping hints would speed up the whole process.
K.K
you already know he’s the king of avoidant attachment. once you’re in an established relationship, he opens up quite a lot, but in the time before that? he’s horrible with distancing himself.
you’d go from texting him daily, getting updates on his mission, going out to dinner with him.. to utter silence. you’d know he wasn’t missing your calls because he was busy; he was actively ignoring you. you’d speak to killua or leorio and they’d have no problems getting into contact with him. it was like he had something against you.
in reality, he was terrified of loving someone again. he didn’t even want to acknowledge them, just shove those feelings into pandora’s box. at that point, it’d be up to you to force him to confront these things.
you’d be so frustrated you’d march into his apartment at three in the morning demanding a reason for why he’d ghost you. and when you look at him like that—so angry, so upset—the confession would just spill from his lips.
L.P
as we’ve all seen, he’s a huge softie for those he cares for. that factor alone would make it a little obvious to you. he’d harp on someone else over something you also did, seemingly holding you to an invisible standard.
especially compared to the others, leorio’s hardly the bashful type. if he wants you, he’ll go for it early on in your relationship. if others preferred the friends to lovers dynamic, he’d definitely like strangers to lovers more. whatever love-at-first-sight jazz his old school songs sung about.
maybe you’d be a classmate of his, paired together for a project. or a friend of one of his friends. from the very first conversation, he’d have hearts in his eyes. and in just a few weeks, he’d have already asked you out.
H.M
to hisoka, violence is affection. he’d fall in love with you after a good match, maybe two. and while it might confuse him initially, he’d quickly understand that this went beyond the typical.. excitement he felt while fighting others.
he doesn’t waste time on people he has no investment in, so if he was even remotely interested in you, it’d present via frequent encounters. it might seem normal at first since he hyper fixated on strong fighters often. but it’d eventually go further than just battles—he’d poke his head into your other affairs too.
pursing a longtime goal of yours? he’d be there, offering his help under the guise of ulterior motives. he’s completely unfamiliar with romantic love, only ever really exploring his lustful desires, and so wanting to be near you was justified as keeping tabs.
he’s a flirty man by nature, using that to his advantage when asking you out. you wouldn’t think he was interested in you, just being weird as he always was.
I.Z
he’d be surprisingly blatant if he wanted you. he lacks social awareness and shame, so don’t expect him to get all shy and flustered. he’d bluntly tell you that he wants to be your partner one day, no special occasion needed.
in the time before that? well, he wouldn’t have a traditional crushing phase. it’d take a very long time for him to acknowledge any feelings for you. when he does, he’s quick to ask you out.. thus there probably wouldn’t be any indication beforehand.
C.L
he’d be a huge gentleman to you; offering to cover every expense, driving you home, and even giving gifts under the pretext that it’s just another item to him. it’s all a subconscious attempt to make you like him more, not that he’d ever frame it that way. to him, it’s a friendly facade.
but he can’t escape his feelings that easily. not when self reflection is such a pivotal part of his character. once he realizes his love for you, he’d start to analyze you deeper, spend more one on one time together. the idea is to gauge whether pursuing anything is even worth it.
are you aware of his crimes? are you okay with them? do you crave stability—something he could never promise you? to think that such a cold man could feel compassion would be silly, but this is also the person who shed tears for his fallen comrade, who threw away his life for vengeance. even if he doesn’t understand why, he doesn’t want to ruin your life by being in it.
if he was satisfied with the knowledge that he wouldn’t burden you, he’d finally make a move. and no matter how perceptive you are, you wouldn’t see it coming at all.
I really like your writing owo (anon because I'm shy) TwT
Would you be willing to write head cannons on the main 4 with a reader from Meteor City? I'd be extra appreciative if you'd write some platonic. You are free to write romantic head cannons as well for those you're comfortable with. Much thanks! o3o
➣ a/n: didn’t realize the request was only for the main 4 😭 oops. hopefully these are platonic enough and ty for the request :)
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G.F
“what’s meteor city again?”
“…”
“ohh, right.”
- he’s very excited after you remind him what meteor city is
- after all, he hails from a rural area too
- he’d be sneaky in suggesting you visit home, but more specifically that you bring him along with you
- if you do take him, he’d adapt to the culture with ease
- teach him a few words of your native tongue and he’d kindly greet everyone in a way that they understood
- as per usual, the boy spreads joy wherever he goes
- even the elders and thugs would like him
- remember when he was in zaban city? that’s how he’d act in meteor city, so theres a good chance he gets scammed..
- he’s particularly interested in ancient structures and magical beasts, wanting to explore the less inhabited parts
- essentially just looking for the things he thinks ging or kite would’ve been into
- it wouldn’t really bother him that the spiders were also from meteor city
- he’s not the type to jump to conclusions, so he wouldn’t make that connection unless you specifically told him
K.Z
- he’s a little surprised, but it ultimately doesn’t matter to him
- the only thing is..
- he was born into insane wealth
- just like how in 1999, he’s unfamiliar with the whale island lifestyle, he’d be very far removed from meteor city norms
“can you call your mom and ask?”
“we don’t have phones here, killua…”
- for that reason, he probably wouldn’t like to visit very often
- it’s just so far in the past, he’s sure the NGL is more modern
- he’s also a little tone deaf to social cues
(like how when everyone was praying at mito’s dinner and he’d already started to dig in)
- but he was never really allowed to socialize much, so you can’t blame him
- it does make for humorous situations though
- you’d be speaking to someone in your native tongue and he’d just stand there silently as they attempt to greet him
“killua, wave. she’s saying hello.”
- or you’d be shopping and he’d instinctively barter with his watch or jewelry, forgetting those things have no value here
K.K
- he would need a lot of reassurance that you’re not affiliated with the spiders
- he’s a cautious man after all
- and someone willingly getting close to him, who just so happens to be from meteor city would be rather suspicious
- but once you prove you’re not, he becomes a lot more interested in the culture
- of course, his initial questions might just be “have you ever seen a spider?” or “when did you learn of the phantom troupe?”
- but eventually, he’d ask about what it was like to grow up there, if you had family, what kind of foods you ate or what rituals your people did
- he enjoys the way he’s able to relate your experiences with his own
- most people he meets are from well known places
- especially modernized cities where life was basically cookie cutter from country to country
- hearing about how you lived in simple clay or wooden huts, how you’d hunt birds for food, or how most people there knew how to sew to make clothes was incredibly intriguing to him
- and he’d love to go there sometime with you, once he’s less busy
L.P
- he’s relatively impartial to your ancestry, but he has a negative association with meteor city due to kurapika
- if it were early on in your relationship, he’d be unsettled, conflating you with the likes of the phantom troupe
- if you told him deeper into the relationship, he’d be more open-minded because he full heartedly believes you have good intentions
- like many people here, growing up in a poorer setting would be a point of relation to your own upbringing
- but it’d also initiate a conversation about the differences between living in a civilized society versus a lawless one, and how his experiences with poverty contrasted yours
- he’s quite interested in your foods for one
- what kind of things your people must’ve eaten in a nation that received garbage instead of trade
- or how parents prevented children from starvation without the help of food stamps and school lunches
- by the end of the discussion, all of his preconceptions would be dispelled
- and he’d feel foolish for ever judging you based on your hometown
H.M
- he finds it interesting; after all the phantom troupe originates from that hell hole, to him, it gives you edge
- additionally, the techniques born of meteor city such as “shadow step” give him the impression that being from there makes you powerful
- expect him to poke fun at it though, with small jests about you being buddy-buddy with the spiders
- or he’d toy with the concept of suicide bombers
- if you find it insensitive or unfunny, his amusement would only grow
- in a way though, you being from this town of misfits has its appeals with him
- it’s glaringly obvious he’s never been normal, and if being from this unheard of place of crime and outcasts makes you abnormal too,
- well, that just increases your compatibility
I.Z
- hearing about your heritage for the first time would warrant a stronger reaction than he has to most things
“meteor city? you’re from there?”
- with his mother originating from that place, he can’t help but make a mental connection
- he’d also bring you to her to talk about it, as if you’d somehow know each other despite being completely different ages
- it also makes him feel prideful—you weren’t just an average person, you had a special heritage
- and illumi feels much too superior to normal people to so much as consider them romantically
- he doesn’t really care much for the culture unless he plans to go there, it’s just a meaningless sentiment otherwise
- but if you knew any special techniques, he’d be all ears
C.L
- he would absolutely love if you were a fellow meteor city resident
- that would be a huge point of connection between you
- he might bombard you with questions on where you lived, if you knew the kind pastor who oversaw the church
- if you were especially close, he’d ask if you had seen the phantom troupe perform when they were still an acting group
- and don’t worry for a second about your hometown bullies; people who gave you a hard time
- he’d find them easily and take care of them
- even if lawlessness was the rule of the land, you being from the same retched place would make him protective of you
- sometimes, he’d sit there simply studying your features, remembering the olden days
- he always avoided going back to meteor city, it brought up bad memories
- the only residents he knew were the handful of spiders who originated from there
- so getting to see your eyes up close, the size of your nose, the way your lips were shaped brought him back to the city, in some way
➣ a/n: decided to add the rest of the gang because my acc is looking more and more like a kura fan page each post
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G.F
- gon has a very strong immune system
- he was a small child the last time he was sick, being the kind of person who very rarely contracts anything
- so it would catch him off guard if you came down with something
- but don’t worry; he’s very determined to cure you
- being from a rural area, getting medicine meant walking all day to the market side
- so his family had always taken to homemade remedies
- and trust me, they have endless concoctions and rituals to get rid of illness
- aunt mito would whip you up about eight different types of tea infused with every ingredient under the sun
- and gon would probably watch you throw away a tissue and stop you, telling you “out here we burn those to ward off future sicknesses”
- you might get a little tired of their placebo medicines that aunt mito swears by because “gon never gets sick anymore” (it’s because he has ging’s genes—even viruses are repelled..)
- although he’s generally a free spirit, he becomes much more meticulous when you’re under the weather
- and seeing him carefully cook a soup for you, weighing each ingredient and starting over a few times is rather endearing
K.Z
- another great example of someone who never gets sick (though for him it’s due to his training)
- and although it might seem like he’d be bad at taking care of you, he’s not too shabby
- he doesn’t have any personal goals, no obligations besides sticking by you—meaning he’s able to be with you constantly
- the two of you would probably watch movies all day
- you’d ask him for a new object every ten minutes or so
“can you get me that box of tissues?” “i need my water..” “go grab a blanket please—“
- and he’d do it every time
- he’s truly a softie when you’re like this, all mopey and weak
- he’s definitely the most fun person to have when you’re sick, though far from the best influence
- he’s no avid chef, so if you want takeout and snacks all week, he’ll cave to your raspy pleas
- and if you don’t like the taste of the medicine, he’ll only insist and tease you a little before he backs off, greatly prioritizing your wants over your needs
K.K
- kurapika doesn’t have a lot of time to coddle you while you’re sick
- besides, he can take a very realistic approach to things like this—you won’t die from the common cold
- he also has far too much experience shrugging off illness in favor of slaving away at the office
- he has such bad health practices that he assumes you’ll be okay solely on the principle that he was (he was not, he just refuses to take breaks)
- but this doesn’t mean he won’t listen to you
- all you’d need to do is tell him you’re uncomfortable or in pain and he would be at your side
- as previously mentioned, he won’t take the day off work to stay at home with you
- but if you asked, he’d stop by during his lunch and take a few breaks to check on you
- he’ll get you everything you need, trusting you to be able to take the medicine on time and eat when he’s not there
- other than that, he’d advise you to rest, even carrying you back to bed if he found you around the house doing anything moderately intensive
L.P
- leorio’s a huge stickler on staying healthy, and i’m sure you’d notice yourself getting sick less often
- he’s the type of person to remind you to take your vitamins or tell you to wash your hands the minute you got home
- but when you do get sick, he’d probably stay at your side
- expect to report every single symptom you have
- when you study (and work in) health so closely, you become aware of all kinds of conditions
- he wants to make sure any severe complication is recognized early on
- especially since he knows many afflictions present as a cold while being much more serious
- he’s a great caretaker naturally
- you could stay in bed all day—he’s got your meals and medicine covered
- hell, he’d carry you to the bathroom, not wanting you to strain yourself
- part of this stems from pedro, really..
- even if he knows you’ll be fine, he can’t help but smother you sometimes, seeing his late friend in you
H.M
- hisoka doesn’t care if you’re sick, unfortunately
- he’s just not the nurturing type
- he wouldn’t mind running a few errands for you though
- in fact, he would practically beg you to delegate all your daily tasks to him
- it was a golden opportunity for him to mess with you
- he’d go to your job to ‘pick up a few papers you’ll need to work from home’
- and end up detaching the arm from the coworker you always complained about
- he really takes advantage of the fact that you can’t stop him for the next few days
- at least when it comes to your health, he’s reliable enough
- he’d stick a thermometer in your mouth each morning, curious if you’d be sick another day
- and he wouldn’t shy away from being around you—he’d probably still kiss you and everything, not at all concerned with getting sick himself
- if you ever tried to point out that you shouldn’t be sharing saliva, he’d say something like
“i’m a murderer and you think i’m afraid of a few germs?”
I.Z
- very surprising but he’s quite good with your health
- now i know what you’re thinking; he never gets sick, he must be clueless..
- but he’s actually far from it
- he was parentified for most of his life, leaving him to deal with the young kids
- and what are young kids prone to? illness
- so he learned all the ins and outs of coming down with a cold—what actions are too intensive, how to reduce each symptom, which medicine is most effective, etc
- while he’d put you in the care of a servant most of the time, he’d occasionally check in to ensure you were being properly assisted
- he doesn’t do this out of affection, more so instinct after having gone through the motions with 3-4 other children before you
- besides, it’s an excuse to antagonize or kill the servant if they make a mistake
C.L
- chrollo can really be a gentleman when he wants to
- he loves to spoil you under normal circumstances, so when it comes to being sick, he goes all out
- he’d steal mountains of medicine, pain relief, ice packs, plushies; anything to make you comfy
- this man would get you the fanciest soup from a high class restaurant just for lunch
- and he’d be by your side as often as he could be
- it’s not that he’s worried about you necessarily, he’s just a man who finds pride in taking care of what’s his
- in this case, that’s you
- his goal is to make sure you don’t have so much as a want, because everything you could even think of is already in front of you
➣ warnings: very toxic, small mention of nsfw, drugging
➣ a/n: i know this is an abnormal post for me.. i was really fixated on this idea earlier and just had to write it down. i promise i’ll be back with my usual headcanons next time :)
➣ w/c: 1,323
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kurapika had lost so so much. he’d tackled each day of his life with a dull look in his eyes, a yearning for his family that could never be sated, lest he died and joined them. death itself was a luxury he could not afford. not yet.
so he bid his time alone, keeping them in his memory, trying to carve out a life of justice for himself.
he’s lived in fear of getting close to anyone, of being left behind again.
or worse, loving someone only to watch them be destroyed by the cruel world he’d come to know.
you’d been friends before all of this; friendly colleagues, someone he’d shared a drink with occasionally. you knew he didn’t let just anyone in, giving you a feeling of being needed. it was perfectly innocent for a while.
but the minute he realized he was falling in love, he panicked. how could a person offset him so much?
he was unable to work, unable to sleep, his mind would always wander back to you.
you’d notice a surge in messages from him. he’d no longer contact you to talk about work. he’d call the exact moment you walked into your apartment, asking if you were safe, if anyone had looked at you odd, if you sensed anything off at your home.
kurapika would tell himself and you that he had valid concerns. after all, you both worked dangerous jobs and people could be after you. didn’t you understand that frequent communication was a safety precaution?
but as time went on, he began to feel like he was waiting for something to happen. for a reason to intensify his growing obsession. until it happened.
you’d given him a spare key to your home; a mistake by all means. you’d realized his anxiety, wanting to ease his mind by allowing him access to you. at all times. and he’d seemed to smile with his eyes, thanking you, and reassuring you that he’d be there if anything were to happen.
then came the break ins; nights he perched beside you, watching you sleep. after all, if you trusted him to have a key, surely you wouldn’t mind him entering when he wanted.
he’d look through windows as you changed, as you cooked, or as you lounged. it didn’t matter what you were doing, he would watch you longingly. there was always a justification though; the guise of protecting you. even if he had to resort to stalking to do so.
one day, you’d gone out drinking, as most people your age did. you didn’t feel the need to invite him—he was hardly the type of man who belonged in a bar. but of course, he found out. he always does. and unfortunately for you, watching all those men hit on you agitated him in a near primal way.
he hadn’t understood it before but it was clear now; you were his. if he didn’t interact with anyone else, why should you?
he’d sent one of his underlings in, instructing them to spike your drink, carry you to his car. and despite every moral his parents raised him to have, he found nothing wrong with this.
you’d woken up in an unfamiliar place, chained to a bed that was too comfortable. you were practically tucked in, wearing soft pajamas; your previous clothes and shoes nowhere to be found.
that’s when you saw him, in the corner of the room, watching you as closely as an owl in the night. yet he looked oddly at peace, for the first time since you’d met. like he was soothed by having you chained here.
that feeling prompted him to come closer, and closer, and closer.
he grabbed your face, holding it as delicately as a hardened man like himself knew how to.
“you were drugged.”
he states, almost in accusation.
“why the hell would you put yourself in that position? do you.. do you have any idea how worried i was? you could have died!”
as he describes what happened to you, a pang of guilt runs through your body.
“kurapika.. you saved me?”
you ask, a sense of gratitude heavy in your words. noticing his chains wrapped around your body, you squirmed against them, confused as to why he had you restrained.
“yes,” he answers, that same smile appearing in his eyes despite the frown on his lips.
his narrative had worked.
“i think it’s best you stay here until you’re better. whatever you were drugged with caused you to seize pretty violently earlier. but don’t worry, i’ll take care of you.”
you accepted this as fact, because he was a good friend. someone who was damaged and trying his best to heal. someone righteous who only wanted the best for you. he’d even brought you to one of his private cabins in a remote area, just so no one else could hurt you while you were ill.
he’d tell you how it took hours to get to work each day, but he’d do it for your sake. so you thanked him continuously for taking time out of his busy schedule to care for you. and when he fed you medicine or food, you made no resistance.
it made you sicker.
but he’d never hurt you. he refused to. even when you spoke of going to the outside world, something that always made him freeze, he’d never laid a finger on you. he was always kind and gentle, making sure you were comfortable.
he was at your side constantly. he’d read you stories, coincidentally ones that detailed tragedy and horror. he’d even tell you some of his own, of all the dangerous encounters he’d had.
eventually, he introduced his ideas of keeping you inside the house.
“you know, maybe you should work from home. you haven’t shown any signs of getting better. you’re always so weak, you get dizzy when you stand for too long. i’m worried that you’ll faint in public.. or worse, have another seizure.”
his words made sense to you. your health had been deteriorating ever since that fateful night. besides, you’d hate to worry him even more than you already did.
still, he wanted more. you were safe from outside dangers, for now. but he didn’t have full control over you. what if you found out of his lies? if you tried to abandon him?
soon, he’d settled on a solution to that.
you were barred from cooking after he deemed you too sick to do so. he’d do it for you anyway, so there was no need for you to strain yourself.
he later prohibited you from showering, telling you how your doctor had instructed you to exclusively take baths. and he would draw them for you, because if you accidentally made the water too hot or cold, it would shock your system.
“doctor”
he also explained to you that sexual gratification was dangerous if he was not monitoring it. he’d give you a pill whenever you wanted intimacy, telling you the symptoms could be fatal if you were to stimulate yourself unmedicated.
it was only natural you began to reciprocate his feelings beyond a platonic level. that was his goal.
each day, month, year, you believed every single word. no matter which freedom he took away, you knew he had a good reason. he was just keeping you safe. because he loved you. because he knew better. he made it apparent that he was leagues above you intelligence-wise, so he was clearly a credible source of knowledge.
and as for kurapika? he was practically in bliss every time he saw you.. this state he’d put you in. you were totally dependent on him to satiate your desires, for company, to take care of your basic needs. he’d taught you to be helpless, grateful, and content. and maybe he’d convinced himself it was moral, for the sake of keeping you safe. forever.
- he's the type to just sit there and admire you, all of the lustful words from earlier would turn to a comfortable silence as he runs his hands over you, infinitely more delicate than during the session.
B: what's their favorite body part?
- on himself? his face. he knows he's handsome and often uses it to his advantage.
- for you? he's a thigh guy. there will never be an absence of hickeys and bites on them, he just loves giving them attention. your inner thighs especially.
C: anything relating to cum
- prefers not to make a mess, so he generally avoids pulling out. of course, he'll always offer to clean up, but if it can be helped, keep it inside or in a condom.
D: what's one of their dirty secrets?
- he’d have fantasies of passing you around the troupe. he wouldn’t act on them, not wanting to affect the power balance, but the thought of you being throughly used up and sensitive turns him on.
E: how much experience do they have?
- he had a pretty high body count before he met you. not hundreds or anything, but he's definitely experienced.
F: what's their favorite position?
- he loves positions where you’re pinned against the wall or being held up in his arms. he likes the idea of it being difficult; it makes the reward so much sweeter.
G: are they more serious or goofy?
- tends to be more serious, but if you made him laugh, he wouldn't mind the atmosphere becoming more playful.
H: what would their hair look like?
- always cleanly shaven and trimmed, so you wouldn't see it often.
I: how intimate are they?
- he can be pretty intimate when he wants to be, but most of the time he prefers to be rough and dominant, so most intimacy would be saved for aftercare. during the act, he’d brush the hair from your face or cup your face so you’re looking at him.
J: do they jack off, how often?
- the normal amount, if not a little less. he definitely wouldn’t have a hard time finding someone to satisfy his desires, but he does prefer to be alone sometimes. it might take a while before he can feel like he’s not playing a part in bed, so masturbation is a good outlet for him to feel pleasure without having to worry about not performing well.
K: what are their kinks?
- he’s very into sub/dom roleplays, as well as master/servant. he basically just thrives on power dynamics, always being one to crave control. he’s not the type to carry this into your day to day lives, but don’t expect him to ever let you take the lead during sex.
L: what locations would they prefer?
- he doesn’t want to be watched or stumbled across, so locations that don’t have people are ideal. it doesn’t just have to be at home though (mostly since he has no such place). beaches, restrooms, abandoned buildings, and rooftops are all more public places he might take you at.
M: what's their motivation? what turns them on?
- he wants to bring you to a state of ecstasy and then some. in fact, he’d feel like he failed if you didn’t at least orgasm, which would be a rare instance where he gets desperate to redeem himself by touching you more.
- it doesn’t take much to turn him on; tight or skimpy clothes, friction, the usual things that would get a man hard.
N: what would they not do?
- he’s not a fan of bodily fluids. piss, feces, and even period blood are just no-gos for him.
O: do they like oral? giving or receiving?
- he likes both, but he’s a bigger fan of receiving. and by receiving, i mean pounding into your mouth. he loves watching your eyes shut, hearing your strangled gasps, and feeling your hands grip his thighs.
P: what's their pace like?
- it’s always relentless and he takes pride in how fast he can thrust into you.
Q: would they be down for a quickie?
- of course. he’s a busy man after all, and sexual gratification is a natural part of life; thus he’s alright with shorter, purely physical sessions.
R: how rough are they?
- he’s a lot more on the rougher side, but not to the point you’re actually hurt. he’d shove you against any surface, push into you without warning, and choke you with his hands or cock any day, but it’d kill the mood entirely if you so much as fainted.
S: what's their stamina like?
- above average, especially since he uses toys to his advantage when he gets tired. your longer sessions would always span multiple rounds, giving either of you ample time to catch your breath.
T: do they use toys?
- for sure. on some days, he just wants to break you completely, and toys are amazing at overstimulation. he’d have just about everything under the sun, and oftentimes, he’ll use them as a little punishment.
U: unfair, do they tease you?
- all the time. he has a large ego, after all. nothing gets him going more than watching you beg and plead him to fuck you.
V: what's their volume; how loud are they?
- he’s rather quiet, mostly because he suppresses as much noise as he can. similar to what i said earlier, he has a hard time truly dropping every mask and letting go.
W: wild card, what's a random hc?
- if you were to be caught in the act, he wouldn’t stop. he’d let them leave on their own, not even taking his eyes off you. this sort of thing would probably happen with one of the spiders at some point. he threatens them with unpleasant jobs when they tease him about it. phinks, nobunaga, or uvo have probably all learned first-hand that he was being serious..
X: x-ray, what's it look like?
- he’s definitely blessed with a longer length, though it’s not particularly thick or skinny.
Y: do they yearn for you? what's their sex drive like?
- he yearns quite a lot for you when you’re apart. something about it being hard to get makes him want it even more. since he’s gone often for missions and such, his drive would usually be high when he’s finally with you.
Z: zzz, how fast would they fall asleep after?
- he generally doesn’t fall asleep quickly, so it might take an hour or so. he doesn’t mind, as it gives him the opportunity to watch you rest.
Hii! Could u do leorio x reader with ocd? I feel like he would be patient and understanding since hes a doctor:D
the other ask from my previous post !! again, apologies for how long this has taken me to write. if you’re still here i hope this is accurate and you enjoy :)
Can u do kurapika x reader with ocd? Ive been struggling with ocd ever since i was a kid and was diagnosed with it about a year ago, its never mentioned in media expect in a rly stereotypical way so id appreciate if u made fanfic ab it♡♡
when you have OCD ֶָ֢.๑ˎˊ˗
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ׂ╰┈➤ fluff/comfort
➣ characters: kurapika, leorio
➣ a/n: so so sorry this took nearly a year to get to 🙏 included a similar ask of leorio for organization’s sake
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K.K
- he’s a lot more knowledgeable prior to meeting you, so don’t expect too many inquiries from him
- he assumes it’s not something you’d want to talk about too much (so if you DID want to discuss it, you’d have to lead the conversation)
- he’s a blunt man, so when you start to spiral; he’ll usually repeat affirmations over and over
- he could come up with an entire speech on the fly just to convince you that you’re more than your intrusive thoughts, your impulses
- as busy as he can be, he makes it crystal clear that you’re free to interrupt him whenever you need reassurance
- he’d try to memorize the frequency of your OCD attacks, checking up on you if you don’t come to him
- there’s just a small part of him that worries he makes himself too unapproachable for you to seek out his support
- he’d take notice of your triggers without you even realizing until the next time that you encounter them
- when you do end up in distressing situations, he becomes so much more protective and gentle
- he’d be quick to either remove the trigger or remove the two of you from the environment
- it’s important to him that you know he really cares about this, even if he seems aloof most of the time
L.P
- he doesn’t specialize in mental health so he would have a lot of questions for you
- once he learned enough about your condition, he’d be your biggest supporter
- whatever treatments you look into, he’ll pull as many strings as he needs to get you the care you need
- when your thoughts spiral, he’ll try his best to distract you
- you’d have regular game nights, at home karaoke and movie sessions—anything he can think of to occupy you
- of course, when distractions aren’t enough, he’s more than happy to simply be there for you
- as the other anon said, he’s a very understanding and patient man when it comes to your health, he’ll navigate this with you every step of the way
- when it comes to your impulses, he can’t help but be worried
- whether you wash your hands so much to the point they’re cracked and dry or you hoard things,
- he always imagines worst case scenarios which is why he’d be so vocal about you receiving help
- though maybe that’s just the inner doctor in him that’s seen first-hand the harm in these behaviors
