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indie , selective , mature  --  𝐁𝐑𝐀𝐌  𝐆𝐑𝐄𝐄𝐍𝐅𝐄𝐋𝐃  from  love  ,  simon.  [ novel & movie ]

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since mikki abandoned me ,  catch bram on @deathhumored ! 

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KLAUS  HARGREEVES 

     “HAH!” Klaus barks with laughter, heavy head tipping backwards as he sways back and forth until he finds himself leaning into the other young man’s embrace. 

     “I think anything can be a dirty joke if you try hard enough.” He replies with a smirk, cradling his precious drink to his chest like a newborn baby. Another small snort of laughter shakes his frame when he’s asked about the clown shoes. “Hmm, I dunno. Guess there’s only one way to find out. I’m sure there are loads of clown fetishists in the world. People are into just about anything, right?”

KLAUS  WAS  FUN  ----  bram  can’t  deny  that.         so  he  helps  keep  him  upright  ,  laughing  gently  along  with  him.        ❛     should  we  go  find  a  clown  to  ask  ?   ❜          he  muses  ,  swaying  with  him  lightly.           ❛     wonder  if  they’d  be  offended. . . .    ❜         he  snorts  &  shrugs.          ❛    i  have  big  feet  -------------  &&  i  mean  . . .     ❜       he  trails  off  in  little  giggles  &  shakes  his  head.         ❛     it’s  not  wrong.   ❜

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theseancekid​:

@blueiish​ sent: “You know what they say about… Big Feet.”

     A lone brow is quirked upwards as he gives the other young man the ol’ once over. It takes him a moment to get the joke (mostly because he’s on his fifth glass of the bar’s witch potion special— which is really just an excuse to serve punch that’s all but spiked to hell and back). But even once it does land, he resists the urge to chuckle and instead slinks a little closer, draping an arm over Bram’s shoulder. 

    “What do they say, darling?” He bats his lashes, playing dumb despite the coy smile creeping up his lips. 

❛    BIG  SHOES.    ❜             he  smiles  around  the  lip  of  his  glass  before  snickering  as  his  head  tips  back  ,  far  too  drunk  to  be  taken  seriously  right  now.       his  arm  wraps  around  the  male’s  waist  ,  shy  nature  almost  forgotten  in  the  haze  of  alcohol.            ❛   what  ?       think  that  was  gonna  be  a  dirty  joke  ?    ❜           he  smirks  ,  eyes  narrowing  deviously.           ❛    cause’  if  thats  the  logic  you’re  goin’  with  ,  riddle  me  this  :   does  it  apply  to  clown  shoes  ?    ❜         

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BLAINE. 

          ❛  i’m  curious  now  —  what  characters  did  he  write  about?  ❜   he  looks  over  at  bram,  an  eyebrow  quirked,  amused  smile  tugging  at  the  corners  of  his  lips.   ❛  it’s  a  date.  ❜   he  repeats,  eyes  shooting  forward  as  he  walks  alongside  the  other  boy.   casual.

❛     SAM  &  JOAQUIN.       it  took  his  best  friend  forever  to  find  ,  but  i  found  it  quick.     she  wasn’t  looking  for  the  gay  side  of  fics.    ❜           he  chuckles  softly  &  shakes  his  head.         the  idea  of  the  other  agreeing  to  a  date  was  kind  of  thrilling  ,  if  a  bit  daunting.       he’s  never  been  great  at  dating.     then  again  ,  who  said  it  was  a  DATE  ?         ❛     sounds  fun  to  me.    ❜

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@hoodiedweather​  /  SIMON  &  BRAM  

❛    SO  --------------------------    halloween.   ❜                  a  smile  plays  on  his  lips  as  he  rolls  onto  his  side  ,  watching  his  boyfriend  lay  there  on  his  phone.            a  hand  moves  to  rest  against  his  chest  ,  fingers  brushing  against  the  soft  skin  beneath  his  palm.            ❛   justin  says  we’re  REQUIRED  to  dress  up.          he  suggested  matching  outfits.          what  do  you  think  ?   ❜

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THE  WAY  I  FEEL  ABOUT  HIM  IS  LIKE  A  HEARTBEAT  ;  soft  &  persistent.    underlying  everything.      //    INDEPENDENT  BRAM  &  SIMON  from  the  ‘  love , simon  ‘ franchise  //   BOOK  &  MOVIE  MIXED  CANON  //   as  adored  by  hope  &  mikki   //   promo template by rpstars 

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Keiynan Lonsdale for Slippage Magazine (2020)

By Travis Chantar

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Keiynan Lonsdale speaks at the GLSEN Respect Awards

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more prompts for your feels

“  what am i supposed to do when i can’t even trust my own mind?  ”  “  i have to believe death is the end. because all that waits for me in the afterlife is a debt of sin i don’t think could ever be paid off.  ” “  what do you see when you look into my eyes?  ”   “  it doesn’t always have to be you, you know?  your shoulders aren’t the only ones that can bear the weight of the world.  ”   “  i don’t think hearts break. shattered things can only be broken once. but torn things can be mended again and again until it’s all scars and stitching.  ” “  i can’t remember what it’s like to be truly wanted.  ” “  every time you look at me i feel invisible.  ” “  loneliness is a slow and cruel poison.  ” “  i’m afraid that if i let you see every side of me, you should shrink back in fear or disgust.  ” “  for once in your life, what is it that you want.  ” “  i’ve been wrapped in my sorrow for so long, i’m afraid i’ll feel too cold without it.  ” “  i just want to see you smile again.  ” “  can’t you stop running for one second?  ” “  i’ll be here. when you’re ready to talk.  ” “  being strong doesn’t mean never asking for help or admitting you’re in pain.  ” “  don’t shut me out. please.  ” “  don’t look at me like that.  ” “  the world isn’t made up of heroes and monsters. just broken people balancing between the two.  ” “  i just wanted to do something good for once.  ” “  why can’t you tell me what’s wrong?  ” “  just trust me. please.  ” “  why can’t you let me in? what are you so afraid of?  ” “   you’re so worried about losing me/them you’re missing everything in front of you.  ”   “  i’m not leaving you.  ” “  you’re not alone. i’m here.  ” “  you see everyone so clearly except yourself.  ” “  don’t you understand? i love you. and nothing you’ve done, no matter how much of a monster you think you are, is gonna change that.  ” “  i find broken things interesting. maybe that’s why i like you so much.  ” “  i want to be whatever it is you think i am.  ” “  you see the good in everything. that’s why i like it when you look at me.  ” “  i’ll still be here when you wake.  ” “  i promise i’ll never hurt you again.  ” “  as long as i have you, the rest doesn’t matter.  ” “  what did they do to you?  ” “  i’m not sure i should leave you alone.  ” “  i won’t hate you. i know you think that’s what you deserve but it’s not.  ” “  i want to love the parts of you that you hate.  ” “  i’m scared of what you’re becoming.  ” “  i’m sorry, i’m not what you think i am.  ” “  you’ll always have a home with me.  ” “  what happened to you?  ” “  i thought i’d never see you again.  ” “  you’re such a fucking coward.  ” “  i envy anyone who has the privilege of being loved by you.  ” “  you scared me.  ” “  please, don’t ever give up on me.  ” “  i’m not giving up on you. not ever.  ” “  i know you love me. but it’s not the way i want to be loved.  ”

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:: JOSH

    𝐉𝐎𝐒𝐇𝐔𝐀 𝐊𝐄𝐏𝐓 𝐇𝐈𝐒 𝐄𝐘𝐄𝐒 𝐎𝐍 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐆𝐈𝐑𝐋,   before  turning  to  look  at  bram.   he  wondered  what  he  was  truly  thinking.    he  never  really  saw  him  date  anyone  &&  he  thought,  hey,  maybe  this  was  his  chance.    ❛   well––  i  think  she  likes  you.    and  if  you  like  her,  you  should  ask  her  out.   but  if  you  don’t,  then  we’ll  find  someone  else  for  you.   ❜

❛    she’s  just  . . .    NOT  REALLY  MY  TYPE.     ❜            hands  flex  around  the  red  solo  cup  in  his  grasp  ,  smile  shy  &  guarded  ,  while  also  trying  to  be  sweet  &  gentle  ----  there  was  no  malice  in  his  statement.         it  was  as  if  he  were  saying  it  to  her  face  as  some  soft  way  of  turning  her  down.         ❛    maybe  YOU  could  ask  her  out  . . . ?         you’re  a  catch.     ❜

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❛   YOU  THINK  SO  ?         i  dunno.         she  doesn’t  seem  all  that  interested. . .      ❜            she  definitely  is.         she’s  been  eyeing  him  the  whole  party  ------------   but  ,  seeing  as  he’s  queerer  than  a  two  dollar  bill  ,  he  really  wasn’t  interested.           couldn’t  SAY  that  --  but  boy  was  he  trying  to  avoid  the  situation.       / @alwayslcyal​

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leave a lil like if you want a starter from bram ~

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@drcomalfy​ :  ‘ going from ‘today is a good day’ to ‘i hate my life’ takes me approximately 2.6 seconds. ’

❛    I  KNOW  WHAT  YOU  MEAN  -----     ❜           even  if  he  didn’t  speak  on  his  bad  moods  ,  he  still  felt  them.         very  deeply  in  fact.           ❛    anything  i  can  do  to  help  . . . ?    ❜         he  was  new  to  talking  to  others  --   not  the  best  at  cheering  people  up.         but  then  again  ,  he’d  once  been  told  he  embodied  sunshine.        maybe  that  would  come  in  handy  here.         he  offers  a  sheepish  smile  over  to  draco  ,  hands  smoothing  together  absently.          ❛    have  i  told  you  that  you  look  good  today  ?     ‘cause  you  do.   ❜

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@drcomalfy​  :   //    ‘ gay rights? true, as a gay, i am always right. ’

❛    I’M  NOT  . . .    entirely  sure  that’s  what  that  means.    ❜              amused  laughter  tumbles  from  his  lips  as  shy  smile  casts  over  to  the  blonde.           ❛    i  know  i’m  wrong  a  lot  ,    &&  i’m  definitely  not  straight.       maybe  you’re  just  better  at  being  gay  than  me.   ❜       

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this is a callout post for  @hoodiedweather & @drcomalfy to come here & fucking love me.  >:/

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come back >:|

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You got me shook