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19yo wl diary and venting block if not interested, pls don’t report ⭐️

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intro post

Hey! I’m Mimi and decided to share my wl journey. 💗⭐️

-> I’ve been struggling with an €d since I was 12. I used to b!ng3 and purg3 until I was 16. Over time, I became obsessed with losing weight, and restriction took over, and i was at my best and was so beautiful. But last year, after moving away from my parents to go to college, I relapsed into b!ng3ing and purg!ng again, and gained tons of weight. I finally decided 🔒 in for good.

-> I started documenting my progress 6 weeks ago, and feel like sharing will help me focus.

(forgive my english, I’m a portuguese speaker)

age: 19 height: 177 cm / 5'10"

sw: 82 kg / 180 lbs

cw: 68 kg / 150 lbs

gw1: 60 kg / 132 lbs

gw2: 55 kg / 121 lbs

gw3: 50 kg / 110 lbs

ugw: 45 kg / 99 lbs

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wiatd 🫶

broke my 15 hour fast with lunch and had 30 g of tomatoes 🍅, 50 g of carrots 🥕, 15 g of broccoli 🥦 and 45 g of chicken 🍗

= 4 calories for the tomatoes, 15 for the carrots, 4 for the broccoli and 85 for the chicken

then by the end of the day I had 5 units of pinhão (It is a large, edible seed from the Brazilian Araucaria tree, traditional from my region!) 🌳

= 70 calories for it

total calories of the day = 178 ✨

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- 1 kg !!!!! Currently at 68 kg / 150 lbs

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being hungry means it's working being hungry means it's working being hungry means it's working

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I have a little sister who’s 9, and I’m always scared of being weird about food in front of her because I don’t want her to end up like me

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wiatd ✨✨

tried to do my best while been on the road with lots of snacks 🥹

broke my 15 hour fast with lunch and had 30 g of tomatoes 🍅 and 30 g of chicken 🍗

= 4 calories for the tomatoes and 56 for the chicken

and then for dinner I had 10 g of green beans 🫘, 30 g of tomatoes 🍅 and 70 g of chicken 🍗

= 4 calories for the green beans, 4 for the tomatoes and 111 for the chicken

total calories of the day = 179 🍗🍅✨💗

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next week I’ll move back to living by myself and can FINALLY get back to fasting for longer

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gonna travel with my dad today hope I can use the car sickness excuse to not eat 😃

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wiatd!!!

was a shit day

broke my 23 hour fast with lunch and had 40 g of cherry tomatoes 🍅, 100 g of chicken 🍗 and 80 g of pumpkin 🎃

= 8 calories for the tomatoes, 127 calories for the chicken and 38 calories for the pumpkin

then in the afternoon had 15 g of bread 🥖 with 2 slices of ham

= 35 calories for the bread and 20 for the ham

for dinner some friends came over for pizza and I had 1 slice of chicken pizza 🍕

= not sure, but I think around 220 calories for it

total calories of the day = 447 👎

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starting to see my chest bones!!!

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wiatd!!💫

broke my 23 hour fast with lunch and had one bite of a chicken pot pie I made yesterday, 100 g of chicken, 15 g of carrots, 20 g of cherry tomatoes, and 60 g of pumpkin ✨

= 34 calories for the pot pie, 127 for the chicken, 4 for the carrots, 6 for the tomatoes, 29 for the pumpkin

total calories of the day = 200 🥕🍗🍅

also did 40 minutes of pilates and burned around 140 calories ❤️

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I don’t usually feel too hungry but god, today I’m STARVING, surviving on cinnamon gum and black coffee

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another day of almost fainting in the gym

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wiatd 💗

broke my 42 hour fast with lunch and had 1 bread 🍞 with 40 g of chicken

= 117 calories for the bread and 61 for the chicken

and that was it! 🎉

total calories of the day = 178 💫

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was craving some muffins so I baked choc chips, strawberries and lemon ones for my family, idk for me just baking things make the cravings disappear

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hey so no foods today! been fasting for 28 hours now 💗💗

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today I have this huge event and will spend the entire day getting ready so maybe I can get out of eating without my parents noticing