ache, rot. d.w.

dean winchester , 1979 ⟋ blunt ache .

[bluntache]

discord ! they ⟋ them , 30s . ❪ google doc ❫ . also at @midruin​ & @baitlure​ .

a study in : tired eyes . unmade beds . bullet holes . freckles . falling asleep nursing beer bottles . hearing soft footfalls coming from outside the room . bitten nails . wandering about in an empty building . late night diners . nightmares . vhs cameras .

[bluntache]

❛  is there anything else i can do for you?  ❜ ( from lana lang )

@lightcreators // asked.

he eyes the paperwork near her chair, wanting to get a closer look. "well my partner- you know, he's a bit odd." looking towards the corner and smiling, he could see sam still studying the wall of advertisements. "but if you've got anything... with ghosts. he's really into that spooky stuff."

[bluntache]

❛ why does everything always have to be so complicated? ❜ (from jason teague)

@lightcreators // asked.

"complicated?" he fiddles with the dial on the radio, trying to find something that doesn't bug him out. "it ain't complicated, you just gotta read the manual."

[bluntache]

❛  are you always so competitive?  ❜ (from jake gray, hi !!! )

a faint glance of confusion drifts over him before he answers. "what d'ya mean? competitive? this is just natural drive."

[bluntache]

would any death stranding muses want to play against my dean ?

[bluntache]

@qapsiel !

"you get a load of this guy ?" he asks conspiratorially, eyebrows lifting as if to include castiel in a sort of inside joke known only to him. gaze trails from cas to the guy he's referencing, "those leather jeans in this heat- no way."

[bluntache]

i am wrestled to the ground, twisted into a language of agony - a blunt ache .  by bast.

[poohsources]

🐝  *  ―  𝑭𝑶𝑹𝑻𝒀 𝑹𝑨𝑵𝑫𝑶𝑴 𝑸𝑼𝑬𝑺𝑻𝑰𝑶𝑵𝑺.

❛  are you always so competitive?  ❜ ❛  are you okay? are you hurt?  ❜ ❛  are you sure you can do this on your own?  ❜ ❛  are you thinking what i'm thinking?  ❜ ❛  can you go take care of this, please?  ❜ ❛  can you show me how to fight?  ❜ ❛  can you tell me more about your adventures?  ❜ ❛  do you believe in ghosts?  ❜ ❛  do you ever think about anyone other than yourself?  ❜ ❛  does it really have to be like this?  ❜ ❛  don't you think you've already done enough damage for one day?  ❜ ❛  has no one ever given you a compliment before?  ❜ ❛  have i ever told you how beautiful you look in the glow of the moonlight?  ❜ ❛  have you noticed anything different about me lately?  ❜ ❛  haven't you ever wondered why i never talk about my childhood?  ❜ ❛  how can you just go to sleep like nothing happened?  ❜ ❛  how many more people have to suffer before you realize your madness?  ❜ ❛  is there anything else i can do for you?  ❜ ❛  is this really how you want this to end?  ❜ ❛  isn't it ironic?  ❜ ❛  what are your plans for today?  ❜ ❛  what else do you want me to say?  ❜ ❛  what else have you hidden from me?  ❜ ❛  what happened here? where is all that smoke coming from?  ❜ ❛  what has happened in your life that made you like this?  ❜ ❛  when were you going to tell me?  ❜ ❛  where are we supposed to go from here?  ❜ ❛  who will be able to stop them now?  ❜ ❛  why can't you just act like a normal person?  ❜ ❛  why can't you just leave me alone?  ❜ ❛  why can't you just stay focused?  ❜ ❛  why does everything always have to be so complicated?  ❜ ❛  why should i believe you now when you've told nothing but lies?  ❜ ❛  why won't you just tell me what i did wrong?  ❜ ❛  will it ever stop hurting so much?  ❜ ❛  will you go out on a date with me?  ❜ ❛  will you just shut up and kiss me already?  ❜ ❛  will you please text me when you get home safely?  ❜ ❛  you're completely out of your element here, aren't you?  ❜

[bluntache]

this town was stranger than lawrence & he that place had the literal GATE TO HELL OPEN UP. the place is crawling with theories. he elbows sam, sends him out to question nice little old ladies & whoever else that little bambi look can sucker. how he ended up near a food joint was anyone's guess but some would probably call it good luck. he's mid bite when he notices @trusight. "what" mouth full of food, he shoves in a few fries before eyes track down and see the skateboard- kid, young side, maybe 13 or so. "need something?"

[bluntache]

sam's at college , enjoying himself . dean's at home with the old man : always & forever , it feels like his very own GLOBE , carrying the weight of his fathers anger 'pon youthful shoulders. flip phone opens, closes, opens again before he clicks through the unsaved numbers & finds the one he's learned recently by heart - @hollowvictory. THERE'S SOMETHING TO BE SAID FOR HIS SKILLS, NO MATTER HOW LITTLE JOHN THINKS OF THEM. he opens the t9 menu and types out a simple,

[ . . . ] YOU UP? [ . . . ] GOT BEER.

[hollowvictory-moved]

she settles comfortably into the passenger seat , absently smoothing her skirt down over her thighs before clumsily pulling the seat belt across her chest . a soft sigh escapes , as though she can finally relax in the relative quiet of the impala . ' i have people ..... i just didn't really want to deal with all the questions . ' nancy , why are you all the way on this side of town ? nancy , why are you drinking on a weeknight ? nancy , nancy , nancy ----- it's enough to drive a girl crazy . a mirthful spark glitters in big blue eyes as she leans forward in amusement , voice lilting as she teases . ' you worry about me , dean ? ' there's something a little funny about it , isn't there ? or maybe at this point nancy's simply forgotten that she's not quite invincible . ' i'm sure you've got better things to be doing tonight ---- i was kinda surprised you picked up my call , honestly . '

[bluntache]

course she has people , people like her always have people . dean doesn't let it get under his skin though : he knows what he is . EASY , NO QUESTIONS ASKED KINDA GUY. he won't ask where you've been or why . most times he won't even ask to take you home . except nancy isn't the kind of girl he'd just abandon to the wolves. she's got something about her that makes dean feel a little more normal. like maybe , he's got a chance at normal if he plays along. "what kinda questions is that? worrying what i do." he says with a laugh, playing it off. he's easy to see through and he knows that. he also knows nancy's wasted and hopefully not going to notice. he reaches over, tries to help her buckle up before he flips on the radio, letting classic rock tumble over them. "well, between you and my drunk old man, i don't really see a big choice. i'd pick you anyday. smell better too." he plays off the situation, unwilling to get too personal. he wants to remain cool and collected : being needy won't look good on him.

[bluntache]

lmk if you would like a meme sent or a starter !

[hollowvictory-moved]

open to mutuals .

' thanks for picking me up . i just ---- um , i was gonna drive home , but i drank too much . and it's too far to walk , so ..... yeah . thanks . '

[bluntache]

' no problem , ' and it's not . he'd been cruising the town for a while , driving through suburbs looking for something more interesting than the four walls of his shitty little rv out near the trailers . ' surprised you ain't got somebody waiting on you , worrying 'bout you 'sides me . ' it isn't said with malice or anything else , it's blunt and the first thing on his mind . he can't imagine sammy out like this with no one to call but some guy like him .

' lucky i was riding this way . ' the box of beer in the backseat of baby obviously new and opened gives away his true purpose for being on this side of town .

[bluntache]

"ON a scale of one to busted , how well do you think this is going?" ( it's early still , the moons barely up & the glistening windows are starting to fog . ) digits grip the steering wheel and eyes dart from rear view mirror to the flashing lights up ahead . "maybe it's just a routine stop."

[rubymemes]

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[dean35-111-deactivated20240220]

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