I need subtitles.

your lil 🐢 i feel lost even though i'm going the right way

[blurblueturtle]

my intentions don't matter because i made you feel different otherwise? i could ask the same shit..

[blurblueturtle]

sabi ko lang naman ay cute yung kaibigan ng kaibigan namin ng kaibigan ko (if that makes sense). nilaglag agad ako sa kaibigan namin. sana naman ay hindi na makaabot sa friend niya kasi nakakahiya, lalo na at taken na pala yung tao.

[blurblueturtle]

you lie while you tell your "truth".

[blurblueturtle]

the last thing i want to feel is for people to make it seem that they are forced to have some sort of interaction with me. you don't have to force yourselves to do that, and then proceed to tell people behind my back that i'm high maintenance?

did i force you to do all that? and since i did not, are you crazy then?

[blurblueturtle]

when people ask me how I'm doing, I say that I'm not really particularly happy or sad, which is true. but there's also a part of me which hasn't been okay for a long time now. i don't know how to fix it as every thing that i've done so far had failed.

[thememedaddy]

[mandabookcorner]

The world was, day by day, becoming a more convenient, and unromantic, place.

- Haruki Murakami, The City and Its Uncertain Walls

[blurblueturtle]

ako na ata ang prime example ng silent quitting. i have to change this around. hindi lahat ay susunod sa gusto kong bilis ng ikot ng mundo.

[blurblueturtle]

it's one thing to kid about it inside your circle pero those kinds of thoughts belong to yourself. ick

[blurblueturtle]

this one, i can see from a mile away.

[blurblueturtle]

you are the reason i stopped reading and writing.

[blurblueturtle]

some things don't even need to happen for us to know the outcome.

[blurblueturtle]

maybe he's right, i just have to get over that one big hurt and be done with it.

[blurblueturtle]

sorry sa mga matatalik kong kaibigan, ang tigas ng ulo ng kaibigan niyo.

[blurblueturtle]

now it's past 12 am and i'm wondering why are you still here? what are you doing? you're clearly in pain. you always know what to do, but why can't you do it?

[blurblueturtle]

i've been playing this very dangerous game for a while now and only i bear the risks

[blurblueturtle]

me and the lies i tell myself everyday