dream thieves

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Milan, Italy - January 2017

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[umrzec]

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[blvnkets]

I think....the hardest thing about getting over a long term relationship is feeling sad or exhausted and recognizing that you’re simply those things. it’s not your body aching for that person to hold you. it’s just tired and you’ve somehow associated that with being in that persons arms.

its a weird realization. but I’m happy to have discovered it. somehow it validates my existence even more.

[tempxo]

Red Velvet 레드벨벳   ‘Bad Boy’ (2018)

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[mjalti]

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[blvnkets]

got sucked back into kpop recently and part of me always admired the bond between groups particularly girl groups

but I realized I already had that with my line. the five of us went thru hell and back and there’s rly an indescribable bond between us

we also all funny as hell and if u put us on tv we’d be popular and shipped tf out of lol

[ehanset]

🍋 🌸 when you add lemon to lavender tea it turns PINK 🌸🍋

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[hellanne]

Veronika Gilková

[blvnkets]

when we first broke up, I was terrified I was gonna be sad forever. I barely survived my last break up, how was I supposed to survive this? yet it didn’t take long for me to stop thinking of you every time my mind has a chance to relax and before I knew it, I’m only speaking of you when someone else mentions you first.

it still stings, it probably will for a bit longer. but I’m not miserable and heartbroken and that makes me terribly sad. we weren’t meant to be and I somehow deluded myself for a handful of months thinking we were. I’m so much happier now and it kills me to think about how wrong we were and how I completely lost myself in us.

I’m glad you regret the mistakes you made and I appreciate you apologizing for them. I hope you don’t take it the wrong way when I say I never want to see you again. it’s not because the sight of you hurts my heart, but when I look at you I see every fucking mistake I’ve ever made staring back at me and it makes me sick.

so really there’s no reason for you to keep apologizing because the reality is that I did things that were much worse. I loved you, but I never truly loved you. I’m sorry for making you think I did and I’m sorry for using you for so long. I hate myself for it, I really do. I will never make the same mistake twice and I’m sorry you won’t be in my life to see that but please know that I won’t ever do that again.

I wish I could entertain the idea of our reconnection in the future. there was a point where I was convinced that we’d find each other again when we’re “ready” for each other but the very thought of that makes me want to vomit. I was wrong for keeping you for all the wrong reasons.

I do wish you the happiness you deserve. this is fucked up, but I take solace in knowing that no one will ever treat the way I did bc I know you will never deserve that kindness. we’re both very bad people and I know I’m worse but at least I’m making an effort to be better for her and all my future hers too. I hope you find a reason to grow up too.

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