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67. Question (aka a conversation every student has had at some point)

Natsuo x Reader

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“You spelled potassium wrong.”

Natsuo flinches upright, pale eyelashes fluttering, the palm that’d been holding up his head for the past hour curling into a tight fist. His gaze flits down to his notes, to the open textbook beside him, then to you.

“Po-ta-see-uhm,” you repeat, tapping out the syllables with the end of your pen, “I’m pretty sure there’s no ‘e’ in there. While you’re at it, you might also wanna take that ‘f’ out of nephron.”

He grunts as he lifts the page up to his face, and you have half a mind to tease him for it, remark on the fact that if he’s having trouble reading his own handwriting then maybe medicine really is the field for him. Before you can though, he’s sighing with enough force to fill a sail.

“I hate nephrology.” Natsuo says, throwing himself backwards. His back hits the floor with a dull thump. You lean over the tabletop to look down at him just as he swings an arm across his face. He mutters the phrase over again into the sleeve of his sweater, “ihatenephrologyihatenephrologyihatenephrology” like doing it will somehow change the fact that the two of you will, regardless, actually need to get back to learning nephrology.

“Okay, so maybe this class sucks. Like, a lot. But look at the bright side, Natsu: this little blip right here is less about the physiology of the kidneys and more about your atrocious spelling.”

“Question,” Natsuo stares longingly at the ceiling, like all his problems will disappear if only he could find a way to attach himself to it, “Serious question.”

“You can’t quit and become a stripper.”

Natsuo slams a palm against the floor and lets out the most pathetic whine you’ve ever heard from a man of his size. And you’ve performed DRE’s before. “Why not?”

“Because you’ve got two left feet. And you get flustered when someone makes eye contact for too long.”

As if to prove you wrong, he casts a hard glare your way. You stare back, raising an eyebrow.

…and his ears go a dusty shade of pink as he turns, leaving you looking at the back of his head. You catch sight of tiny tufts of crimson, short enough to have sprouted in the intervals between bleach jobs.

“This proves nothing.” Natsuo says. “It’s easier when they’re staring at your junk and not your face.”

“Oh is it?”

“Yeah, less personal.”

“Mmmmhm.”

“You don’t sound convinced.”

“No, no, I believe you and your extensive experience as an exotic dancer prior to medical school.”

“Not dancer. Stripper.” He waggles a single finger. “I don’t dance.”

“Right, my mistake.” You roll your eyes. “Show up. Take your clothes off. Profit.”

“Exactly!” Natsuo says in a burst, flinging himself into a seated position. “No microscopy, no math, no damn kidneys—”

“Just you, a dozen strangers, and your junk. You’ll be just like one of our practice patients in clinical skills lab.”

There’s a heavy silence. Natsuo narrows his pale eyes at you. Then he grabs the floor cushion from beneath him and hurls it at your head.

“Why do you always do that? Make my quitting-medical-school fantasies into something so thoroughly unsexy?”

You grab a cushion in each hand—your own and the one he’s so graciously sent flying your way—and throw them back at him in rapid succession. You don’t even try to hide your snorts. “But Natsuo, what’s sexier than knowledge?”

He groans like some wounded animal and slams his forehead onto the wooden tabletop. “Not nephrology.”

You nod, willing to agree to this much. “Not nephrology.”

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Anatomy

Bakugou X Reader

Humor, Hurt/Comfort (if you squint)

Words: 4.8K

Warnings: Swearing

Life happens in funny ways. You think you know yourself, how you’ll react in a given situation. Then one day, a man strolls into the room with an entire human arm (one you’re fairly sure he didn’t grow himself) slung across his shoulders, and you start to think that maybe, just maybe, you don’t know anything about anything. 

But you’re getting ahead of yourself. It’s best to start from the beginning…

He’s wearing plain black tee, unwrinkled and too-tight around the arms. That, and a deep-set scowl that radiates down towards whatever textbook he’s got spread out in front of him. 

It’s so perfectly unfair.

The universe seems to be dead-set on screwing you over. Maybe it‘s payback for the time you stole matches from the chem lab in undergrad (in your defense, it was 10 PM on a Monday and it was your last “hoorah” before you dropped). Maybe you shouldn’t have hogged the library scanner so often copying chapters out of textbooks you didn’t want to pay for, should’ve maybe been a little kinder in your end-of-course review for that one physics TA. Regardless, you don’t deserve your fate. 

Not the exhaustion. Not the stress. Not the burden of ending up in the same year as a piece of trash like Bakugo. 

Katsuki Bakugo. Second-year medical student in the top 10% of the class. Also a grade A jackass whose jackass-ery is only supported by the fact that he’s sitting in your spot. 

Now, you knew assigned seats were a thing for middle schoolers, not 20-something year-olds training to learn to manage actual human lives. Still, when a person occupies the same place in the library for a year and a half, there’s a basic human decency that overrides the need for seating charts and nameplates. Maybe the great Katsuki just can’t grasp that concept. Surprising given the fact that he seems to be picking up on literally everything else with inhuman speed. Genetics. Cardio. Derm. Renal. 

Even MSK. Fucking MSK. He was positively thriving in the very musculoskeletal hell that had you retreating to the library for 8+ hours every afternoon after lecture. Which only aggravates the acidic heat you feel brewing in your belly when you see him and Eijiro Kirishima living it up in your study carrel. Kirishima seems to have made himself comfortable standing, resting both of his (positively beefy) arms along the partition dividing to tables. He’s yammering up a storm: something something pen light something no way it’s enough time for a full history. Katsuki is at least seated in his (your) chair, but his eyes are glued to his phone rather than his friend. Or his textbook. Or the laptop open right in front of him. 

There’s not a glimmer of productivity in sight. It’s been like this for the past 15 minutes. You know because you’ve been watching, waiting (semi-) patiently in hopes that they’d just pack up and carry on elsewhere. But no, they’re still there. Wasting their time and your space. 

What little patience you had left dwindles to nothing in the span of seconds. You gather your things up in your arms and march across the library towards them. 

Kirishima sees you first, greeting you with a megawatt grin and a chipper “how’s it goin’?” You hadn’t really interacted with him one-on-one aside from the occasional confused looks you shared during lectures or simulation sessions. All you really know about him is that he and Bakugo are practically joined at the hip, which, up to this point, has been enough to make you keep your distance. Still, Kirishima seems so genuinely kind (unlike his friend who still hasn’t so much as looked at you) that it makes it very hard to stay pissed at him. Which is fine. He isn’t the one in your chair. 

I’m doing good. Now, respectfully, I ask that you and your friend vacate the area so I can study in my usual spot, please and thank you. 

“You know how it is, same old, same old. School, sleep, repeat.” It’s better than what you want to say. You tug your bag further up your shoulder.

“Ain’t that the truth. At least we have a little bit of a breather, huh?”

“Huh?” Breather? The last “breather” you’d had was when the pulmonology professor coerced you into demonstrating proper technique with an inspiration spirometer. Somehow, you don’t think that’s what Kirishima is getting at. 

“You know, in this class.” He clarifies. “It’s pretty easy compared to renal.” 

You snort, “yeah, that’s a good one.”

Kirishima blinks.

“MSK…the musculoskeletal system. Being easy. That’s funny.”

Kirishima lets out an awkward  sort of laugh, and an uncomfortable silence falls over the study area. The shrill ding of the elevator rings from the other side of the floor. Your classmate’s smile goes deliberately apologetic. You sigh. 

“I’m guessing you’re not getting your ass kicked by this class.” You say, placing extra emphasis on the you’re bit. Kirishima scratches at the back of his neck. 

As if things aren’t already bad enough, you feel them then.  The extra set of eyes settling on you.

“He’s the president of the orthopedic surgery interest group.” Bakugo says. “Bones and the meat attached to them are the only things he actually cares about.” When you fail to respond, he lets out a puff of air from his nose and it’s a wonder the desk doesn’t burst into flames right then and there. “Besides, he isn’t wrong. This class is a cakewalk.” 

You stand there, seething. You’re being perfectly polite, keeping the daydreams of concussing him into Glasgow 3 with the underside of your boot securely in your skull. 

“Well,” you say, slowly, “I guess everyone has their strengths.”

Bakugo doesn’t take the hint; he pushes.

“How is this harder than renal where things are microscopic?” He rises in one quick motion, resting a knee on the seat. As he leans forward, he lays an arm over the wooden back. He’s nowhere near as toned as Kirishima, but you can see the muscles shifting beneath his skin. Pronounced, like some real-life anatomical model. Triceps, biceps, coracobrachialis—you list them off silently because fuck him.

“Renal is pure physiology,” you say. “Everything has a when and why that you can logic through. MSK is just memorization.”

“Because there’s absolutely no memorization when it comes to nephrons.” His lips pull back into a mocking sort of sneer as he begins to count off on his fingers. “Sodium-hydrogen antiporters, sodium-chloride symporters, Sodium-potassium-chloride—”

“There’s a charge gradient driving that shi—” Not worth it, not worth it and you know it. 

What would be the point of attending all those school-mandated mindfulness sessions where you sat in a dark classroom meditating (rather than taking the half-day to do literally anything else) if you let this conversation ruin your day? You had to refocus. Think about the sensation of breathing—in, then out. Your hands, the weight of them hanging at your sides. Your feet and the way they feel sitting within your shoes… aaaaaaand yup, there’s a crinkle in your sock. Now that’s all you’re only going to be able to think about until you can fix it. Thanks meditation.

“You know what, nevermind you guys.” You take a clearing breath. “Everyone has their forte, and I know mine is not muscle origins and insertions. Anyway, I just remembered I have a thing at a place, so I’m going to be heading out.”

And that’s exactly what you plan to do. You ignore the hushed muttering behind you as you trudge towards the elevator, because none of that is actually your problem anymore. You’re mindful and centered and—

And a hand latches onto your shoulder. You lurch forward as momentum does its thing, only spared from a faceplant into the however-many-decades-old carpet by the sheer strength of your assailant's grip. You spin, already expecting who you have to blame and planning out the venomous rant you’ll spit their way (library “quiet please!” sign be damned). But rather than meeting Bakugo’s gaze, it’s his palm that floats mere inches from your nose. 

You open your mouth, but he’s quicker to speak than you are.

“I fall on an outstretched palm and fuck up my hand. Four days later I come to you and tell you it still hurts like hell—I can’t move it anymore. What tests do you order?” 

There’s silence for a good long moment. Then your senses return to you in one quick rush.

“What the actual hell Katsuki?” A couple other library-goers flinch and shoot your sharp looks towards your outburst, but who even cares anymore? 

“Answer the question.”

“No, because like what the actual hell? We already established I’m an idiot, so can you please just leave me alone?”

Bakugo’s grip on your shoulder tightens and you swat it off with a loud smack. His eyes widen as both you and he cast glances towards his hand, now floating off in dead space beside the pair of you. He purses his lips. 

“Nobody called you an idiot.” He tries to be casual about lowering both of his hands to his sides, tucking them into his pockets.

“Maybe not using those exact words, they didn’t.” You say, soft but firm. “But the implication was clear.” 

Then you stare. Bakugo does too, his eyes wider than usual, lips pulled back in a tight line. You’re no expert in reading people, but he’s also no expert in keeping the emotion from showing plainly in his expression. Surprise, which gives way to confusion, which gives way to something else.

“You’re not an idiot.” He finally says. Neither of you speak, letting the words hang in the space between you. Even as you’re both extremely aware of Kirishima is edging his way towards your spot by the elevators.

You let out a heavy sigh, folding your arms.

“X-Ray.” You say. Bakugo flinches, going so far as to take a full step backwards. Which is rich, given that with all the sucker punches you’ve imagined striking him with, a single word is enough to catch him off-guard. But even Kirishima freezes, mouth caught in shape somewhere between goofy grin and catching flies.

They both stand there, and you roll your eyes and say, “I’d order an x-ray first.”

Bakugo’s gaze narrows, and like that he’s back to his usual self. You swear you even see the corner of his mouth twitch upward. “Why an x-ray?”

“Why not?”

“You’re the doctor—what are you gonna say to your patient when they ask the same question?” He scratches at his head, mocking, all evidence of remorse wiped from his system. “Geeze, I dunno, ‘x-ray’ is 14 points in Scrabble so I guess I’ll order that.”

You should be angry, but something feels…different about the bickering this time. That and—

“How do you know how many points ‘x-ray’ is in scrabble?” You ask, half-mocking. Because while you’re sincerely wondering if Katsuki Bakugo spends his Saturday nights playing Scrabble, you also want him to squirm a bit.

“Why do you want an x-ray?” He repeats the question. There’s a dusting of red across his cheeks creeping towards his ears. 

Nice, you think.

“Because an x-ray is the first thing you get when someone comes in after a hand injury.”

“Why’d the patient wait four days to come in though?” You open your mouth and he cuts in with “don’t say ‘because it didn’t stop hurting.’ This is a vignette, not real life.”

“But what’s even the point of all this if not to prepare for real life?”

“Will you just—” He clenches his teeth tight and takes a deep breath. “Think for a second. What’s on your differential?”

You chew at your lip. “Fracture.”

“But which bone?” You hesitate, your mistake, and he shakes his head. “Just think. This is a classic presentation. On every test you’ll ever take. What bone in the hand is supplied by a retrograde blood flow?”

And you don’t know. Shit, you’ll have to look that up when you get home. Still, you’ll swallow a jar of thumbtacks before you ever admit that to Bakugo. You shoot Kirishima, who’s standing over Bakugo’s shoulder now, an exasperated look. He starts to say something, but then he’s getting cut off. 

“Don’t help, or they won’t learn.” Bakugo snaps. His red-hot gaze fixes between your eyes. “And you, don’t look at him. This is basic anatomy.”

Anger wells in your chest again. “Oh I’m sorry, I didn’t know I was in lecture right now.” 

You were furious at Bakugo, true. But…but also at yourself. You should know this. You’d had a lecture on the hand last week, which was practically a year ago in medical time. Your classmates were soaring through, already on nerve innervations while you struggled to learn the building blocks. School used to be fun, tests like a mini-competition you were guaranteed to win. 

You’d never struggled like this before, had never had to grapple with the fact that even after days of forgoing sleep in favor of studying, you were still floundering. Something in your brain was wired wrong, you were sure. Medical school is like trying to drink out of the ocean with a straw, everyone said. It’s the hardest thing you’ll do, they said. Then how was it that nobody else seemed to be struggling like you were? 

But again. You could be studying now, could be working on figuring out exactly the shit Bakugo is rubbing in your face. But no. Instead you’re stuck in a pissing match with Mr. Perfect. Mr. Top-of-the-class, God’s-blonde-gift-to-humanity. The conversation isn’t even worth it anymore. You’d meant to leave before and now you were going to follow through. You scoff and start to walk off—

And he’s in front of you. Bakugo has taken one step to his right and effectively placed himself between you and the elevator. 

“Move.” You demand.

“Just answer the damn question.”

“No. You’re not my professor.”

“I’m also not failing the only class where you are the cheat sheet.”

You wince. The truth in it stings something fierce.

“Enough, Katsuki.” Kirishima finally cuts in, his normally-cheery voice harder than you’ve ever heard. “You’re being a real jerk right now.”

Bakugo opens his mouth like he’s going to say something sharp, but the words die on his tongue. He looks between you and his friend.

“It’s a scaphoid fracture, Eijiro. They’ve only mentioned it like a thousand times, so imagine how much harder the rest—”

“That’s enough.” Kirishima says it again, louder. He grabs Bakugo by his upper arm and drags him out of your way. The lines between his brow are deep when he looks toward you, making him look years older than he had only minutes before. “I’m sorry about…well about all of that.”

About Bakugo? you want to ask. Or about the fact that he’s actually right for once?

You say nothing and hurry into the elevator. You don’t even try to hide the way to tap hurriedly at the door close button. The sooner you get out of here, the sooner you can get home. The sooner you get home the sooner you can get in bed and wallow, pretending you actually belong—

There’s a loud scuffle, a shout, then something slides between the elevator doors just as they bolt. You stagger, your back pressing flush to the metal wall behind you as a menacing presence invades your space.

“I carry mace.” You sputter, reaching for your keys as Bakugo slams the button for the first floor. The medical library was on the twelfth.

“Meet me in the dry lab on Saturday.” He says, mere inches of space separating his chest from yours.

You blink. Bakugo doesn’t. He stares, not at the neon aerosol pointed directly at his face, but at you in all your terrified glory. 

“I’d rather not.” You say, slowly.

He grits his teeth. “Why not?”

“Because you’re kind of an asshole. And I’d rather not spend my free time with assholes.”

“You’d rather fail?”

“I’m already doing that.” You purse your lips. “As you so astutely pointed out before.”

He opens his mouth to say something, but then the elevator door opens on the ninth floor. A shorter boy takes a step as if to get on, but freezes as soon as he catches sight of the pair of you. Bakugo twists to look back over his shoulder. You can’t be sure exactly what he does in that moment, but whatever it is has the other student taking several slow steps backwards. The elevator door shuts and he makes no attempt to get back on.

Bakugo’s attention shifts back entirely towards you. 

“Will you put that away before you blind us both?” He asks as he gestures towards your mace with his chin. He asks in the way that exasperated parents ask questions that aren’t really questions. Would you like to play nicely with your sibling, or would you like to explain to the emergency room staff how reenacting ‘Lion King’ ended up with one of you spraining your neck? 

“I don’t like the way you talk to me.” You say, the words are more honest than you intend. They’re not what he expects, based on the way his eyes go wide. “I’m an idiot when it comes to most things, but I already know that and I don’t need you drilling the point home every five seconds.”

He grabs at his hair with both hands, tugging as he lets out an exasperated groan. “What is with you?! Nobody is calling you an idiot, so will you stop calling yourself one?”

“Once you stop making me feel like one, then maybe I will.”

“Listen,” he says through gritted teeth, “I’m gonna give you a piece of advice here—”

“Not asking for it.”

“I don’t give a shit, you’re gonna listen because you’re an adult and apparently nobody has told you this much yet.” He holds his arms out wide at his sides, leaning forward. “Not everyone is thinking about you all the time. Sometimes, when people are talking about classes they find easy, it’s because they think they’re easy! They’re not calling you stupid because you don’t—they’re just talking.”

“Yeah? And throwing a dozen questions my way that you know I can’t answer, is that ‘just talking?’”

“How am I supposed to know what you can and can’t answer?”

“Because it’s obvious! How the hell am I supposed to be able to diagnose a scaphoid fracture if I barely know where the scaphoid is?” 

“You passed renal!” Bakugo says, like it means something.

“Like that changes the fact I’m flunking a class with a built- in ‘cheat sheet,’ as you so deftly put it.”

“Which is why I’m telling you to meet me in the dry lab tomorrow, so I can show you how to not flunk.”

The tears are hot at the corners of your eyes. “Like I said before, you’re an asshole.” 

“That’s right, he shouts, “I’m an asshole! The sky is blue! But sometimes, just sometimes, I don’t mean to be one. It just happens. I say the first thing that pops into my head because the alternative is sitting there agonizing over all the ways I should be saying things. Everyone says ‘think before you speak’ like that’s supposed to fix everything. Well that’s great until you think yourself into a fucking hole. So instead, I say stupid asshole-ish things then chase classmates into an elevator to try and make up for it after the fact.”

The air is heavy with the weight of too many uncomfortable truths. You’re both breathing heavy—him from his rant, you from trying to hold back the tears threatening to spill out. 

You will not cry in front of Katsuki Bakugo. It’s a vow you never thought you had to make up until this very moment. 

“Are you coming tomorrow or not?” He asks. The elevator doors open, and when you make no move to scurry out, he reaches back and presses another button. The floor lurches upward as you begin your ascent.

“What if it isn’t enough?” You say, just barely.

“What do you mean?”

“What if studying with you isn’t enough?” Your words are clipped, full of the emotion you refuse to express otherwise. “What if I show up and put in the work and I still suck at all of this.”

Bakugo shakes his head. “Why are you worrying about that now? Just deal with what’s in front of you.”

“Because what’s even the point of trying if it’s all gonna go to hell anyway? If I’m just wasting my tuition trying to do something I’m not able to do?”

He sighs, scratching at the back of his head. “Listen, I help you out, but I can’t fix that.”

“Fix what?” 

“That.” He gestures absently towards you. “The self-pitying bullshit.”

Despite yourself, you laugh. “Well, fuck me I guess.”

“I—you just—goddammit.”  Bakugo shuts his eyes tight and groans long and deep. “How the hell am I supposed to say it without pissing you off. I just told you about how I’m no good at this.

You open your mouth to retort, but he continues before you can.

“You were probably told all about how smart you were growing up, right? How special you were? Big fish in a little pond. Then you get into medical school and suddenly you’re surrounded by hundreds of special people just like you. And somehow their talent makes yours feel a lot less real. The first time you actually have to struggle for something, you find yourself wondering if you were even smart in the first place—if you coming here wasn’t one big accident.” He pauses, half his mouth tilts upward into a knowing sort of smile. “That’s how it was for me, at least. I swear, every other day I get this feeling at the back of my neck like someone is just waiting for me to mess up so they can tell me to pack my bags.”

He looks your way and scoffs. “Well, try not to act so surprised.” 

It’s then that you realize your eyes must be the size of dinner plates.

“You hide it well.” You say softly.

“Do I really? Eijiro says I’m like one of those chihuahuas that compensates for his size by acting like the biggest thing in the room.”

“I mean, I’d call it a Napoleon complex, but I think something about the chihuahua fits better.”

“Either way,” he says, “you’re in a rut now. You’ve had to struggle at school for the first time in your life and now you have to deal with all the insecurity it entails. I’m not gonna promise you that if you study my way you’re gonna pass. I’m also not gonna lie and tell you that once you’re through MSK, it’ll all get better. It probably won’t. You’ll keep struggling and feeling stupid, and everyone has their own way of dealing. You’ve gotta find your own reason for pushing through despite it all.” He presses a finger into the left side of your chest as if to emphasize his point. “If it’s that you wanna graduate to be a badass physician, fine. You wanna do it to learn as much as you can, regardless of the grade? Great. Wanna do it just so those idiots back home have to look you in the eyes and call you ‘doctor?’” He grins wide and moves his hand so it rests on your shoulder. “I’d say that’s the best reason there is. But nobody in this field is gonna take the time to tell you how special you are and why you should push through. You’ve got to do it for yourself.”

And that’s it. For some reason that stupid speech, given in an elevator that smells a little like weed soaked in gasoline is what sets you off. What lets loose the insecurities you’ve been clinging to since first-year. You start blubbering like a baby and Bakugo, the six-foot-something grown man that he is, looks absolutely horrified at the fact. He squeezes your shoulder once, a caricature of comfort. Then he thinks better of it and pulls you into something vaguely resembling a hug. His back is rigid and his shoulders raised practically to his ears, but by god, he’s trying if the hand patting at your back every couple seconds or so is any indication. 

It’s after a long moment of this (and another confused student peering into the elevator then making the wise decision to wait for the next) that you finally speak.

“It’s just so much sometimes.” You say, giving voice to the thoughts you’ve held for so long. “You have to be practically superhuman to balance everything we do—studying, sleeping, eating, breathing.”

“How do you eat an elephant?” Bakugo asks in the quiet that follows.

You pull back quickly to cast him a confused look, “Wait, why are we eating elephants now?”

“Because that’s the way the saying goes, I don’t know.” He gives you one more pat on the back. “Anyway, how do you eat an elephant?”

“Aren’t they endangered—.”

“One bite at a time.” 

You stare at him. Bakugo stares back. Then he throws his head back and groans, long and loud. “God, now it sounds a lot dumber to say out loud. Why do you have to ask stupid questions like that and ruin everything?”

“There are no stupid questions, Bakugo.”

“Yeah, well I disagree.”

“And that’s why you’re going into general surgery.” You punctuate the statement with a quick tap of your finger against his nose.

He swats away your hand and jerks back from you like he’s been shot. “Did Eijiro tell you?”

Despite your goopy eyes and still-snotty nose, you throw back your head and laugh. “Dude, it’s obvious.”

“Just like it’s obvious you’re doing internal medicine?” He says it with a scowl, like it’s supposed to be an insult. One you can’t take seriously given that’s like saying ‘wow, I can’t believe you’re only interested in being a rocket scientist.’ Which only leaves you laughing all that much more.

“How’d you figure?” You ask, playing along.

“Ignoring the fact that you suck at basic anatomy?”

“Yeah? Well check out this metatarsal.” You flip the bird.

Something in Bakugo’s face changes then. He’s smiling, but it’s nothing like Kirishima’s cheery grin. In a practiced move, he thrusts both middle fingers out towards you. He uses one to point at the lower part of the other, right where it joins with his palm. “Metacarpal,” he points to the joint just above it, “and phalanges.” The words are arrogance and acid swirled together. His stare is no better. “Unless you’ve got feet attached to your wrists, that is.”

You knew that. Shit, mega-shit, proving-his-point-shit. That was the easiest crap in the world and you knew that. But in your rush to be a smartass, you’d made a dumbass of yourself. You rush towards the elevator door, poking hurriedly at the ‘open the door nownownow’ button. You don’t care if you’re between floors. You don’t care if that’s not how elevators work. You want to throw yourself into the elevator shaft abyss now, please and thank you.

“So,” Bakugo, that super-mega-awful human that he is drawls as he leans a shoulder against the wall opposite to you, “what we can finally agree on the fact that you’re missing so much of the fundamentals that it’ll be useless to try and drill pathology into you.” 

You can’t even look at him. If you do, you will smack the ever-loving-shit out of that self-righteous mouth of his. 

“We’ve gotta start from the ground up. And that means I better see you in the dry lab,” He leans in and, close enough that he must not fear the consequences of your rage, “starting tomorrow.”

The door opens. You sprint out onto the sixth floor of the library like some crazed animal, ignoring the looks of utter bewilderment from the other students on the floor.

Even so, you know. God, you know you have to show up.

~~~~~

And that brings you to your current predicament on Saturday, 9AM, in a near-abandoned campus classroom.

With Katsuki Bakugo in his signature back tee and gold chain blocking your only exit, a dismembered anatomical arm slung across his shoulder.

You can practically smell the danger in the situation, especially when he bares his teeth like some kind predator.

“What, were you expecting someone else? Kirishima has lacrosse, so he’s not coming to save you anytime soon.” His grin widens, cruel. “Are you ready to learn?”

And just like that, you begin to regret every life decision you’ve made up to this point. But hey, at least it’ll be worth it to not fail MSK, right?

Right?

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Hi sorry but why is it written in your description to not read your stories…?

Because I’m a moron that can’t read lol. Apparently it’s been like that for over a year!

[bnhascribbles]

Hi! I noticed a fic posted by another user and i'm pretty sure it's a copy of your tamaki fic, balanced, posted 2022 on ao3. I could be wrong, but better safe than sorry!

https://fandoms-forever-united.tumblr.com/post/719515650320695296/tamaki-amajiki-balanced

I appreciate you letting me know, seems like you were 100% correct. I can only pray that it was a kid who doesn’t know better. Thanks!!!

[kaelio]

A persons fanfic tells you a lot about them, i , a fanfic writer, realize in terror

[staarshines]

new ask game: give me an extremely specific assumption you have about me based off of my fanfic. go.

[bnhascribbles]

I need @lord-explosion-baku to do this so I can go on anon 🤣

[bnhascribbles]

Faces

Midoriya x Reader or Gen (depending on how you read it)

Summertime beach conversations, Midoriya has probably taken a philosophy class and Reader has a (trash) personality, read the tags if ya really wanna know

I wrote this after seeing the second BNHA movie a year ago and figured I might as well put it somewhere!

Words: ~3K ish

Warnings: swearing, property damage, fire, allusions to violence, the good people aren’t actually the good people

~~~

It’s hot as hell out, and worse even it’s humid––one of those days where you feel like you’re drowning on land. Even sitting beneath the shade of an umbrella, you feel a thick layer of sweat clinging to your arms, your upper lip, your forehead. 

The heat hasn’t seemed to stop any beachgoers from arriving in droves though. The fifth family of four to arrive in the past thirty minutes strolls by you, making a fuss of finding somewhere to sit in the already-overcrowded picnic area. An older man in a polo balances a stack of several overpriced burger combos on his food tray while two children tug at the legs of the woman’s linen pants, chirping out mom, mommy, mommy, mom’s like a pair of seagulls. They just stand there taking up space for several minutes before their eyes fall on you and your single extra empty chair. You resist the urge to bang your face into the tabletop as they begin to walk your way.

‘Mom’ (you can only assume) lets out a fake cough and asks “is this seat taken?” in a too-polite tone. She grabs the back of the chair in question, which absolutely rubs you the wrong way because it’s almost like she’s already thinking about dragging the thing away, like asking is just a formality and she’ll be taking the chair regardless of what you have to say about it.

“Actually, it is,” you say with a reluctant, tight-lipped smile, “my friend is getting me a drink. Sorry.” You’re not sorry. Thankfully though, nobody lingers long enough to coax that out of you; the small crowd of them bolt off to bother some other person as they rise from their table. 

You exhale and roll up the sleeves of your tee, forcing down all the blood that’s pulsing between your ears. You shouldn’t be this annoyed. Really, you shouldn’t. This family (and the four before them) had just been looking for somewhere to sit. Even though they all came asking the same questions with the same irritating expressions stretched across their faces, there was no reason to let yourself get all bothered. You should know better than to let little meaningless things get to you, but then again...you were also...well, you. Quick to snap. Stubborn. Downright hostile most of the time, and you couldn’t even pretend to be anything other than that. You weren’t sly or subtle, couldn’t try to appease people like––

As if on cue, Midoriya pops into your peripheral vision, the red, yellow, blue of his All Might backpack sticking out in the crowd. He finds you quick, scurrying over and placing two cans of pineapple soda on the table. When he drops his bag onto the ground, you can feel the heavy thud reverberate through the boardwalk.

“Got enough rocks in there, Izuku?” You ask as Midoriya pulls out his chair. He laughs, cheeks pink, and pops open his soda.

“I think so.”

“You were gone so long, I’d be real disappointed if you didn’t have something to show for it.” Midoriya sends an apologetic smile your way.

“There were a couple things I had to take care of. A group of kids stepped on some glass while they were playing volleyball, so I had to take them to the visitors center to get fixed up. Then, while I was on my way back to tape off the area, an old lady asked for help carrying her cooler to her car, so that was another thing.” He unfolds two fingers, like he’s trying to keep track of where he is in the story. “Then…” Midoriya recounts every minute detail of his excursion: the missing wallet by the pier, the lifeguard that needed to take a bathroom break, the tourists that hadn’t understood the definition of “sandbar” and got lost looking for some shoreside tiki bar.

“No vacation for an up-and-coming hero, huh?” You tease. “Not even with no teachers to give you busy work? Nabu island is pretty deserted for a vacation town. I’m surprised U.A. is taking the risk,” you rest your forearms on the table and lean in close, “you know, after Kamino.” Midoriya’s eyes shoot up from his soda, locking onto yours.

“They’re being careful,” he says, looking on-edge all of a sudden, “making us work in teams, calling in every night. I think they know they can’t afford to be at the center of another incident.”

“All Might isn’t around anymore––“

“He is though––“ Midoriya interjects.

“But he’s retired, not a hero. The guy was an absolute badass––quite frankly I think he was the only hero worth all the hype––but the fact is that if something goes wrong, nobody can count on him to swoop in and save them anymore. You know that. If anyone really cared about preventing another Kamino, the students would be back at school under the direct supervision of your teachers.” You feel a heat (completely unrelated to the hot day) rushing back to your head and lean back in your chair, arms folded. “Instead, they’re out here alone. The way I see it, the heroes are trying to pull a bluff: ‘come at us, we aren’t scared.’ But if some villain takes advantage of that, what happens is that people get screwed. Students break, and once someone manages to tape them back together, the system labels it ‘a learning experience.’ Fucked up, is what it really is.”

Midoriya is quiet for a while after that, eyes glued on you still, but saying nothing. You hadn’t meant to launch into a rant––really you hadn’t. But...but it just pissed you off beyond belief, and you weren’t good at holding your tongue. You couldn’t lie, and you wouldn’t, not to Midoriya. That wasn’t the way the two of you operated. 

There’s a sudden pop, and you look down and realize you’ve snapped the tab off your soda can. You hadn’t even noticed that you’d been fiddling with it. Midoriya sighs, bringing you back to the present moment.

“There are problems with heroes,” he finally says, green eyes catching light as a soft smile tugs at his lips, “I’m not naive enough to sit around twiddling my thumbs and hoping things will change by themselves.” Midoriya’s expression changes with the end of his sentence. His gaze narrows, suddenly intense––like he’s looking into you rather than at you––and his soft smile becomes something sharper, more deliberate. You can’t find a word to describe it before Midoriya begins scooching his chair around the table, legs scraping against the boardwalk until he’s next to you rather than in front of you. “I intend to be the change. I’m going to do whatever it takes to fix things. People deserve to have heroes they can actually trust running things.” 

Determined. That was the word for his expression, his assurances.

“Aw, I always knew you were a closet revolutionary.” You tease, donning an exaggerated look of admiration. “Soon you’ll be out there with me and the others, dismantling the hero association right beneath everyones’ noses. But baby steps, I guess.” Midoriya chuckles and leans over like he’s going to drape his arm across your shoulder. You shimmy out of the way just before he does, casting an apologetic look his way.

“You really don’t wanna do that: I’ve been sweating nonstop for the past few hours. I’m practically toxic right now.” Midoriya purses his lips in a pathetically pouty display. So pathetic that you have to wipe the moisture from your palms just so you can give his cheek a playful pinch.

“Come on, stop making that face. You know I can’t resist that face.” Midoriya yanks himself away, grinning wide and rubbing at his pink-tinged cheek.

“Am I the one that’s a ‘closet revolutionary?’” He asks playfully, leaping back to the previous conversation. He uses his foot to drag his backpack closer. “I’m out here working hard. Meanwhile I see the group’s name across headlines everywhere, but not a single one mentions you. No name, no picture…”

“They don’t want me out ‘in the public eye.’” You say, rolling your eyes.

“Do they think you’re too valuable to risk losing?” Midoriya asks, the seriousness returning to his voice. He grabs his bag, then drops it in your lap. It feels as heavy as it looks––at least 20 pounds, easy.

“No, they just don’t trust me,” you sigh. “You know I’m no good with people: too aggressive, too impatient…” Your voice trails off as you reach into the main pocket. The All Might zipper flashes a cartoonish grin your way as you reach in and grab a rock, the smoothest you can find by just feeling around a little. It fits nicely in your palm, only just bigger than a tennis ball.

“Neither is Kacchan, but he made it into U.A.. Are you sure––”

“Bakugo is the reason nobody lets me do anything yet.” You say, grinding your teeth together. There it was, your trademark temper flaring up again. “You’ve been away in the dorms ever since Kamino happened, so you only hear bits and pieces of everything. Even now, they sent me out here cause they knew you’d be around to keep me in check. Shigaraki has had his fill of loose cannons; he doesn’t want to risk another ‘recruit’ causing issues, so he insists on sending me out with babysitters.”

Midoriya makes a couple thoughtful noises, but doesn’t argue. He can’t because he’s known Shigaraki for way longer than you have, which means that he knows you’re right. The League had taken a gamble trying to get Katsuki Bakugo on their side and it’d nearly wiped them out; the only reason they had any semblance of a structure left was because All for One had connections in place. Abandoned properties they could hide out in, powerful allies that would turn a blind eye to a couple ravaged storehouses. Still, the bottom line was that the group was struggling. Accepting new recruits was a gamble, but with its reduced manpower and dwindling resources, it was one the League couldn’t afford to pass up. Still, desperation didn’t mean they’d let themselves make the same mistake twice.

“My quirk is kinda like his, right? Like Bakugo’s?”  You ask, absentmindedly rolling the rock against the back of your neck then up and down the length of your arms. “I’ve always wondered if that meant we’d get along––you know, if we were on the same side.” Midoriya grimaces. 

“I don’t know about that.”

“Why, is he an asshole?” 

Midoriya scratches his neck and looks off to the side. You press your lips together and nod knowingly.

“Oh. Should’ve figured as much from what everyone said. It’s just Dabi says everyone is an asshole so I figured––” You’re interrupted when Midoriya’s phone chimes to life. Midoriya glances at it for a millisecond before shoving it back and turning to you.

“Avery’s in position. Gotta move now.” Midoriya mutters just loud enough so you can hear it. He dumps the contents of his backpack onto the boardwalk then loops the strap over one of his shoulders, standing quickly. A sour, burning taste creeps up the back of your throat.

“Wait, wait, wait, Avery’s here too?” You ask, not even trying to hide your irritation. Midoriya never so much as mentioned Avery. You can only assume that was intentional––there were no accidents with him. “I thought this was gonna be a hit-and-dash type thing. Shigaraki doesn’t send Avery anywhere unless he thinks shit might get serious.” 

There’s no hint of humor left in Midoriya’s eyes when they find you again. This was the same guy you’d been joking with just minutes ago, the same one that had been laughing like he didn’t have a care in the world. It’s scary how easy it is to forget how he is, how he can just flip at a moment’s notice.

“Just follow the plan.” Midoriya says. “Avery’s only here to make sure nobody remembers your face. Nabu island is small; there aren’t a lot of places to hide out once the heroes make an appearance.”

“I don’t like not knowing things, Izuku.” You keep your voice flat when you say it, but it’s still an understatement of huge proportions. You’re livid. This is a small omission to be so angry over, but small omissions were a testament to the exact thing you’d been ranting to Midoriya about. The bottom line was that the League didn’t trust you. Midoriya was apparently included in that number. He’d listened and pretended to know nothing, but really he knew everything. That was the way he was, and it had been stupid of you not to forget that. “Besides, weren’t you the one pointing out how I never showed up in any headlines? Wouldn’t this be a great opportunity to show off the shiny new recruit?” 

You finish and Midoriya stares, expression hard. Then, he takes a step forward. Some deep, primal part of you wants to back away when he does, but against all instincts you stand your ground. When he finally speaks, it’s a question.

“Do you know why All Might is retired now?” You sit there, silently with your rock in hand as Midoriya hovers over you. It doesn’t feel like he actually wants you to answer. You’re proven right when he continues. “All Might is retired because he was great. Civilians knew to trust him with their lives and criminals knew that they were in trouble if he showed up. I don’t think there’s a single person in Japan that doesn’t know his name.” Midoriya pauses. “That made him a target. Every person that ever got in trouble with the system had a symbol they could blame, someone they could rise up against, oppose; you didn’t see that happening with heroes like Endeavor and Edgeshot. They didn’t have people going after them day in and day out, and that’s why they’re still around. People are always stronger when they have a common enemy.

“The League has many faces,” Midoriya continues, “which means that proponents of ‘justice’ have their resources split trying to take down nearly a hundred different people. Shigaraki is the one they really want, of course, but he’s harder to find when he’s surrounded by so many others. But then there are people like you, me, and Avery––the ones that nobody knows they have to worry about yet. We have the freedom to do real damage, to dismantle things from right under everyone’s noses.” 

And in that very second, something clicks. 

“You. You’re the one that wants to keep me under wraps.” The words feel like someone else is saying them. You exhale once, shakily. “You convinced Shigaraki to hold off on sending me out until you could guarantee I’d have anonymity on my side.” The idea of it is ridiculous. Midoriya is so young, still a student. Even though he’d managed to snatch an advantageous position amongst the heroes, the notion of him getting Shigaraki on board with any of his ideas concerning the League would be––

Midoriya smiles, an answer. The gesture doesn’t carry to his eyes. 

“I look up to All Might, really I do. But I’ll be the first to admit he wasn’t perfect. He made mistakes I don’t intend to repeat. If everyone thinks Shigaraki and the others are the only ones they have to worry about, that only makes things easier for the rest of us. I don’t like giving up an advantage when I have it.” Midoriya places a hand on your shoulder, squeezing. “Get it?” You swallow thickly.

“Got it.” His grip on you is firm––not enough to hurt, but enough to get the point across: despite his age, Midoriya is dangerous. He has power and apparently influence. Just how much, you can only wonder.

“Then get to work. Avery will meet you by the market once someone calls for the heroes, then while you guys are heading out the others will start causing trouble here.”  Midoriya’s head snaps upward suddenly. His grin goes toothy, innocent and worlds away from the sinister one he’d been sporting throughout the conversation. He pats your shoulder once before holding his hand up, acknowledging someone behind you. You turn and see a lanky guy you don’t recognize waving back at him from the edge of the water. “I guess I should go find Uraraka and Iida before they get nervous. I’ve got a reputation, but it’ll get weird if I’m always around the trouble when it happens.”

“Can’t push your luck, I guess.” You say, your throat dry. “No unnecessary risks.”

“You’re finally starting to get it.” He starts walking towards the stranger––well, probably not a stranger to him, but still. When he passes, he adds a final, “move at 1:35 PM” before rushing off and becoming Izuku Midoriya, U.A. student again. Not Izuku Midoriya, underworld informant, instigator of the rebellion on the horizon. 

There’s a power in being able to choose a face, you muse, looking down at the rock in your hand. Midoriya knew what he wanted. He was willing to do anything, play any part as long as it meant he ended up on the winning side. You can’t decide if it’s terrifying or...or impressive. Hell, you could hardly get through a conversation without finding something to make yourself upset over. And once that happened? Forget about acting rational. Of course, it was important that Midoriya stayed on your side; he was a dangerous person to have as an enemy.

You groan, sick of thinking about it already. The minutes roll by, and after what feels like an eternity of waiting, it’s time to act. You stand and not a single person walks up to you asking if they can have your table. They probably don’t even see you––Avery’s work, no doubt. Like it or not, Midoriya had a point: you could work easier when you didn’t have to worry about drawing attention to yourself. Uhg. You’d probably have to admit that to him later––try to stay on his good side. He’s bound to get all “of course I’m right” with you then...whatever. Not the time. 

You give the rock a final toss, catching it in the opposite hand. The thing is beyond sticky now, coated in a thick layer of sweat. Gross, but exactly what you need. It pulses in your hand, warm to hot to scorching. When you finally lob it through the window of the nearest food truck it’s practically molten, barreling through the back wall of the vehicle like a cannonball. Not exactly what you’d intended. It doesn’t explode until it hits a grassy patch just shy of the parking lot, sweat igniting into angry red flames that dart out in every direction. There are a couple screams, but it’s mostly confusion for the first few seconds. Then a fiery chunk of rock lands on the straw roof of a cabana, sending the whole thing up in a cloud of smoke. The real panic starts after that. 

Once again, not exactly what you’d intended. It works, but there just isn’t enough...umf to it for your tastes. You let out a thin stream of air over your teeth, leaning over to grab another rock from your pile. Some teen bolts past you, knocking you hard in the shoulder as he goes, but you don’t so much as cast a dirty look his way. You’re too busy winding up your next throw. You have to be better. A little bit of chaos isn’t enough: the heroes won’t show unless there’s absolute pandemonium engulfing the beach. 

Fortunately for you, it’s hot as hell. You’ve got loads of sweat to spare.

[kurokoros]

Six Sentence Sunday

Not me coming back after months with a blurb from a fic that’s completely off-base for every other fandom I’m into.

They call her Fortuna on the furthest edge of the Andromeda Galaxy. Lady Luck. They call her Justice. Judgement. A Golden Girl.

Still, others call her Abomination. Destroyer of Worlds. Galaxy Eater—a name that sings to her across time and space, a memory or, perhaps, an echo of a moment not yet come to pass; a ripple in the very fabric of the universe.

idk if this is considered a tag game, but I’m tagging people anyway: @southsidewrites, @whats-her-quirk, @ketslketslketsl, @pleasantanathema, @phasmwrites, @titan-fodder

[titan-fodder]

aww, Alisha this is cute!

here’s just a random blurb from the next big project.

It’s a set like any other, ending with Dreams and earning a sparse and scattered applause after Porco thanks the crowd the same way he always does.

“Alright, thanks for listening. Please buy us shots,” with his mouth up against his microphone so that he’s barely understandable.

You take both guitars to stash in the staff lounge until closing, and Porco grabs the shoebox the two of you use to collect tips, an extra piece of cardboard taped to one side and scribbled on with Sharpie.

Help our personal fight against starvation. (We are in college and tired of ramen.)

@mindninjax @boston-bakedbeans @lord-explosion-baku @some-kindofgnome

[lord-explosion-baku]

thank you for the tag, Mis Mel!!

whoever can guess what this is from gets a cookie.

The entry ends there, but your memory doesn’t. Visions filled with an ash-colored wolf playing with you in the forest cloud your mind. Then you see the chase, and you remember feeling helpless, then…full? All the recalled sensations are so animal that they’re like sand slipping between your fingers - you can’t fully grasp what they are or what they mean. You’re unsure if you even want to.

“You were gonna say alpha, right?” Katsuki prompts, sending chills up your spine.

@bnhascribbles @lookslikeleese @chiwhorei @inthorantine (I couldn’t tag your anime blog) @lady-lunaaa

[bnhascribbles]

Thank ya Meeps! Six sentences is the perfect length, as it turns out 🤣

Life happens in funny ways. You think you know yourself, how you’ll react in a give situation. Then one day, a man strolls into the room with an entire extra arm (one you’re fairly sure he didn’t grow himself) slung across his shoulders, and you start to think that maybe, just maybe, you don’t know anything about anything.

But you’re getting ahead of yourself. It’s best to start from the beginning…

He’s wearing plain black tee, unwrinkled and too-tight around the arms.

Uhhhhh any of y’all feel free to add on!

[bnhascribbles]

43. Calm

Shouto Todoroki x Reader

~~~

He’ll never admit it, but Shouto is still waiting for his timer to tick down to zero, anticipating the explosion that’ll leave everything in pieces. In his experience, that’s the way things are supposed to go. Entropy, or something like that. The universe revels in chaos—disorder—and where there is none, it’ll make some. Calm is temporary. A rest stop on the way to another disaster.

Maybe that’s why Shouto insists on installing that deadbolt on the front door. For splurging on a home security system even though he’d never so much touched one before last week (“heroes can’t be on-guard 24/7”, the salesman had said, to which Shouto had fought the urge to show him a copy of his schedule at the agency). Maybe he’s trying to ward off the inevitable catastrophe with automatic lights and a garage door that shuts on its own after five minutes. He doesn’t know. Really he doesn’t.

Shouto nudges a cardboard box out from the entryway with the heel of his foot. He trudges his way through the hall, taking note of the empty walls and stacks of things that still needed to be unpacked. There’s still so much to do. He sighs and picks a ball of dust from his sock.

He finds you in the dining room—or what will become the dining room once you get a table and chairs. Right now the only adornment in there is an old imperial rug that the owners had been too lazy to take with them when they’d moved. Shouto had expected you to complain about the extra work that’d need to be done packing it up and pawning it off. He’d been surprised when you ignored the issue altogether. But finding you curled atop gold and crimson, lost in sleep with your mouth hanging wide open and your knees tucked carefully into your chest, he supposes the new addition makes some sort of sense. It fits with the image he’s been conjuring up over the past few weeks. The image of a home—one he makes with you.

Maybe Shouto is paranoid. Maybe his childhood made him that way, maybe it’d messed him up in ways that no amount of therapy could ever fix. Maybe he’s learned to seek out bits of bad hidden with the good, even when “bad” is just specks of dust along the floor of a new house. Even when the worries and nightmares are no longer about his past, but his future—the ways it could crumble to pieces before his eyes, all the ways he, Shouto Todoroki, could contribute his own destruction. 

Maybe the universe is just unfair. A whirlwind of chaos and disorder seeking a victim just because. Then again, maybe it isn’t. Maybe the fact that the two of you are here, together, is proof of that much. 

Shouto lays beside you on that ancient, unwashed, dust-soaked, floor of your—no, his—new home, and the nonexistent timer to disaster drifts from his mind.

[tearsoflynx-deactivated20210823]

do a lockscreen&homescreen reveal + tag 5 mutuals!

omg okay, this is a tagging game i think :)

tagging: @callmepromise @fiaficsxo @lacheri @ni-koi @booksweet (no pressure on doing this!)

[lacheri]

that’s so funny I actually just changed my screens today 😭

tagging: @ryukatters @bagsyy @cherryackerman @pupsea @babieweeb <3

[bagsyy]

gotta blur out the boyfie cause he’s PRIVATE😡 i love how my lock screen is like... normie and then u unlock my phone and BAM sasuke

tagging: @welcometotheclubhoe @1252291 @liashideout @odmlevis @piecksz

[1252291-deactivated20250321]

i look into the moon. are we shocked?? are we shocked what my lockscreen is?? absolutely not. thank u for taggin me tho 😫

tagging: @weepinglevi @glittrkink @tetsunormous @titan-fodder @celestidarling

[titan-fodder]

exposin' myself

lock screen art by @/fittsythesnail and homescreen by @/huchidori

tagging: @whats-her-quirk @chiwhorei @mindninjax @10millionyearsdungeon @hoe-doroki

[10millionyearsdungeon]

@thesimpsclub @some-kindofgnome @onyxoverride @lady-lunaaa

[cryptred-deactivated20230219]

Thanks for the tag!

Lockscreen is by KTCanvases and the Home Screen is by Kadeart

@mindninjax @whats-her-quirk @keilemlucent @lookslikeleese @lord-explosion-baku

[lord-explosion-baku]

Thank you for the tag, Red!!

Lock screen is a commission by MYXO and home screen is a commission by maewoahoah

@russianonion @oddities-and-commodities @unboundbnha @spicyness @plusultranerd

[bnhascribbles]

Lock Screen was drawn by a friend, the Home Screen is my little booger.

Feel free to hop on if you’d like!

[bnhascribbles]

Heyo! Don’t know if your requests are open but if they are could you write a fluff Tsuyu x Reader? Or maybe a Momo x Reader?

Even if you’re not going to do it could you still answer? My asks always get lost and I never know if I sent them or not-

Hey! So I haven’t actually posted anything in a while, and while I’ll definitely try to write for a whole bunch of different characters, I’m not actually taking requests rn (see the previous two “my life is a disaster” responses lol). If and when I post again, I’ll def try to give some of the girls some love though!

[bnhascribbles]

Hi hi!

Do you answer to DMs? You seem really sweet and I’d love to talk with you👉🏻👈🏻

Believe it or not, I do 🤣 I’m just terrible about asks. My life is a disaster and I apologize for probably making you think I was ignoring this.

[bnhascribbles]

Oh my gosh don't even worry!!!! I don't mind you not responding for a while haha. I'm sure you have lots going on with school-- I know I do! Assessments are kicking my ASS but it's fine 🥲🥲 I'm sure you'll find a balance eventually! It's tough to have a life outside school, much less have time to work/do homework/clean/write/go outside LOL. Do what's best for you, we'll wait! 🧜‍♂️anon

Well, thank you months after you sent this lol! This past month has been absolutely INSANE. Like? You think you’ve had the craziest month of your life until the ACTUAL craziest pops up 🤣 anyway, I appreciate your understanding! The work/life balance is not too good rn, but I promise I’m trying! Writing a bit, but it’s mostly like 100 word blurbs that lead to nothing. Hopefully summer will be easier. I’m getting real summer-hopeful vibes. Missing the beach and the ocean and hoping I can see it soon!

[bnhascribbles]

Reposting your master list feels like a sign that I need to go back and reread everything all over again!! I will forever champion mermaid monoma I would die for him 😫😫 obviously your other works are phenomenal too -- cold is 😭😭😭 very good and also tearing my heart to PIECES aaaaaaaAAAAAAAAAAAA sending you good vibes as usual! -🧜‍♂️anon

Oh goodness I’m terrible. I saw this and immediately KNEW I’d forget to respond. Sorry bout that 🥲

And as usual, you’re too sweet! Sorry I didn’t have more for ya, I’m trying to maneuver school and hobbies at the same time...which is actually a lot harder than I thought 🤣 but we out here trying! I’ve been reading a LOT more books recently too, so it’s trying to balance that with everything else! I hope everything is going alright for you too friend!

[bnhascribbles]

9. Cold

A certain Todoroki drama

Angst, Manga spoilers (290-ish), I’m emotional and this is just practice :’)

It’s partially your fault. This cold creeping between the two of you is a man-made thing, like concrete stairwells in agency buildings, electric blue popsicles shared in the summer sun. You could blame plain bad luck too, but—but no. That’s the way you’ll start getting sucked up in the unfairness of everything. Better to shoulder the blame yourself. Shitty parents stayed shitty, but you could control yourself, what you’d done. And you hadn’t done enough.

Neither had he.

You should’ve visited more often, noticed the cracks as they’d started to form. He should’ve told you when things all started getting so bad. But then, you’d been kids. Skinned knees and soggy socks, saving quarters for comic books and staying up too late watching movies long after you were supposed to be asleep. Those were the things kids were supposed to be worrying about.

But it was also Touya’s way to reach, to push limits. Always. If you’d told him not to jump off the edge of the earth, he’d have done it just to prove he could. Ambition—that’s another thing you could blame him for. He never knew how to just give up.

The man before you crawls to his feet. Blood trails down the spaces between his fingers, plopping to the ashy ground with a heavy plunk. A separate rivulet creeps out the edge of his mouth. It gets caught in the slit of his grin, a trench created when one of the staples holding it together was half-yanked free. It just hangs there now, dull and swaying, as though on a whim.

“Would you look at that!” He laughs, teeth bared and head tilted backwards. “Here I was thinking you’d be like those other goody-goody heroes, trying to talk! But you just jump right to it—I didn’t even get to finish the speech I worked so hard on!”

You dive for the crumbled remains of a supermarket just as he extends his arms, a cloud of blue flames blooming out of his palms. The heat of it is dizzying and every inhale threatens to sear your lungs from the inside out. Your back burns through the material of your costume, but you don’t dare move, not until the smoke dies down at the edges of your vision.

You rise and turn back to face the man. His heat makes the very air around him waver.

“Since you heroes are so keen on the idea of saving people, I’ll give ya’ a little piece of advice. A gift from me to you!” The flames still lap at his ankles, bright and blinding. Still, it isn’t his words nor the fire that holds your attention. It isn’t the way he cocks his head to the side when he speaks, like he had when he’d announced the way he’d surpass his father in every way, be a better hero, save more people than Endeavor ever had. It isn’t the crazed look in those vaguely-familiar blue eyes of his—blue like the ocean during school breaks, like melting popsicles.

It’s the thought that despite the similarities—the things you recognize—you can’t accept any of it.

“Don’t try.” The man says, arms rising above his head, above the matted mix of white and black hair there. There’s a crackle pop—the sound of his own skin beginning to smolder. “Just sit there and die.”

Touya shouldn’t have died. When he had, he’d left a burning coldness behind. An absence filled with memories of the boy—the friend—that’d burned alive at Sekoto Peak.

A mountain of blue rises from the earth behind the man. You don’t linger for long enough to watch him thrust his hands forward, to send wave after wave of the inferno hurtling towards you. You run away.

“Come on!” He shouts after you, voice cracking, deranged. “Can’t even do that? You heroes really aren’t good for anything, huh?!”

Touya Todoroki is dead. In his place is a Dabi-shaped void.

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Where to find my writing

It’s come to my attention that there are a lot of people reposting BNHA fics to other sites. Regardless of whether or not you credit the author or artist whose work you are using, this is theft if you have not obtained express permission from the creator to post beforehand. Obtaining permission to repost a fic is not the same as obtaining permission to monetize any sort of media using art/fiction that is not your own. Even if you credit the author/artist, it is theft if you have not obtained permission to repost another person’s work. 

This includes, but is not limited to

Posting fics to other sites (wattpad, twitter, AO3, etc.)

Posting fanart to other sites (instagram, twitter, a personal tumblr, etc.)

Using fanart to accompany in your own fanfiction/videos/website

Posting an ASMR reading of a fic that is not your own (youtube or any other streaming service)

In light of recent events, I’ve decided to make a list of sites where you can find my work. The individuals listed below are the only ones that I have given permission to repost my work in any format. Any other individuals/organizations/sites hosting my work have stolen it. If you see this happening, I ask that you please message me and let me know immediately.

Me (where I post my own fics):

Tumblr

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This is my main posting place. You will be able to find all of my work here.

AO3

ScatteredScribbles-https://archiveofourown.org/users/ScatteredScribbles

Most of my fics will be posted here within one week of being posted to tumblr. This includes personal works and collaborations.

Others (individuals I’ve specifically given permission to use my work as of 01/15/2021)

Youtube

May Day

Permission has been given for May Day to host audio readings of the following seven (7) works of mine: “Nerves,” “Distraction,” “God-Awful Sweaters,” “Tired,” “Advice,” “Genuine,” and “Stay”

Once again, I ask that if you find any of my works on any site/platform not listed above, you please let me know immediately. Stay cool guys.

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I am once again, reblogging this

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Hi!!! I hope you're doing well and school isn't kicking your butt too badly 💜💜 I got into the uni I wanted and I'm so excited! 🧜‍♂️monoma anon

AYYYYY THATS AWESOME FRIEND! Mad proud!!!! You worked hard and deserve it, so celebrate som 👏

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Wishing you the best with school!!! I just finished moving to a new country to start university (assuming I even get in LMAOO) and it rlly does just suck up all your energy sometimes. We're all happy to wait ☺️ (merman monoma anon heehee)

Hello! Welcome back ❤️ and wow! Change of any kind is scary, but the fact that you’re in a whole new country? That takes a whole lot of bravery! I wish you all the best in this transition! Thank you for your well wishes!