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Stop treating me like I'm crazy I'm not I'm mentally ill I can't control things I have depression I'm sad a lot why does no one understand that I'm sorry I wish I was normal I've tried meds I'm trying to get them right please be patient with me I'm sorry I freak out I can't control it it's part of my adhd I try so hard I'm doing SO MUCH how could u say that I thought u didn't wanna lose me

#how could u give up so fast #I thought u loved me

Even when I'm right next to u you ignore me and talk to him all day and when I say one thing to u you snap at me :(( it just kinda sucks being replaced after I spent 7 months with u

#u said nothing would change but everyone lies to me it's ok #u say u care but God it really doesn't seem like it #I want yr attention so bad but ur so mean to me now #u never treated me like this before he came along #that's why I hate him

im sad i have to deal with this again im sadthat eventually itll end likelast time and ill be all alone i jusf wish i could be good enough gh for ppl but i n ver am i try my hardest to accomodate evryone but its not enough ill starve myself i swear ill be thim then ill be attractive maybe probably not ill cut my hair please telll me what to do

#ill do anything i know u cant love me like ethis

i want to kill me self so bad im so sad weveryone is treating me like shit i cant take it anymore i cabnt do this if i dont kill myself this summer ill be so fucking surprised i cant tfeel like thie s anymore i wAnna die i also feel so awful physically i cant even make myself throw up im so fucking grioss i tried so hard i fucked up my education i hwve no future i wanna die i wanna die all i wanna do is cut but its hard to hide it in thev summer i want someone to be nice to me thats all i fucking want is someone ti care about me show me u fUCKING CARE PLEASE IM GONNA KILL MUYSELF JUST TEELLL M E U CARE ABOUT ME NOBODY CARES I NEED SOMEONE TO CARE PLEASES

#i try so hard for ppl to like me im trying my best #i drove everyone to 5k and now no one even offers me a ride or asks id im going #no one wants me ariund EVERYONE WaNTS ME DEAD

this skhouldnt be happeneing i shoduldnt be doing this u shoudl still nbe my bests friend i shosudld be keeeping my prodmise i shsouldnt be crying cbut i justs feel so nbad i have no one really o go to yr gone e yr gone ddo u evene care that i ddo this u dodnt gottta ii just wosmder i jusst wish i hasd a freiend

#im all alaone #i ru jeedd today kmssss #ii diont know whats ti dodo

love self hattming on vLentines day

#hhhhahah #im so sadv

i hope ei die

i can feel theme on msy arms hahahahahah fuckck

#what dido i do #aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa #rr they #hshit #they rrnt reall #ive never even bbut i feel them aaaaaa

i love to trigger myself

#i dodnt even self harmr but now i wanna fuc me olol #i meN ive alwaays wanated to but hAAAAAAAAAAA #ALSO boddy image twoo triggeers in one go im talwented

no one respects me lol

#just wannf ppl to resodpect me a little #just fir oncce

me:*goes to grim reaper* me: one death certifictae pls

no one takes me seroiosly because i acat like a chdild cause i haave addhd butt i thtink im rlly rrlrlly mentally illm like iidkd i cant sepeerate from hkins ata ll like i cant eveven attempt and tehere eare jus t so many thtings wrong wirth me and ppl thidnk my kins are fakee and my disorderrs r fake becausse i adct like a happy go luckcy liuttle kid because negatsivity rurinedmy lifee and im trying to bbe more posidetive even tho i waana kmss for being so uglly and depeendant and femeinine i’d rrather die than be in thtis life anymore im soo sick ii think i migght die

#ii wanna die ats least #ii jusyts wanna bee masculinee and nott have tythis grross body #noone loovess me theye think im didssgustdirn g #tehye think ikm fake bbut i am im nott treal i noyt real #ii dodnt rlly exiist i trulry believe im not reall noboddy talkes me seriouslly ineed jhhelp #nnoobddy takes me seriouss cause innm not reall #ii wanna be taall and skinnny and addrogynouss but fuck no #ii canast and i never will

not a day has gone by where my sister hasn't been an arrogant piece of dog shit :)

i litterrlally wanna be in a adance sstudio masore than anythting aaaaAAAAAAAAA

#watchcifng these visdeeos is toture but theye so good i like theem #rip

iim scared of going on t becausee i wont be able to till im like 18 and i rlly wanna get taller cause im alreasyd self concious abt my height an dsize and iim just upsettt abt being dfab

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA i wanna die thzts jusst all :)

#im so tireed #aand sad #andd im filled witgh guiltt and dresentment #sweg

whenever i feel rRLYy mascudline i just get hdorny im literalsly a 12 yr olfd boy

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