[bokuroar]

𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐒 𝐈𝐒 𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐀𝐔𝐓𝐔𝐌𝐍—𝐎𝐏𝐄𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆, 𝐒𝐏𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐈𝐍𝐆

𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐒𝐓𝐑𝐎𝐍𝐆 𝐒𝐂𝐄𝐍𝐓 𝐎𝐅 𝐄𝐗𝐈𝐋𝐄 𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐄𝐌𝐏𝐓𝐘 𝐋𝐄𝐓𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒

🟫 sab: 20+ | she/they

[sketchyvero]

Takin a break in the teachers lounge 😚

[dfsdgaefh]

fly high, haikyu-!

[onnie-giri]

food chain 🌾🍚🍙

(inspired by this rice trio pen set)

[bokuroar]

oh i love this i love this i LOOOOVE this reminds me one of my fave ao3 read :’)

[realcube]

mean co-worker! tsukishima kei becomes sooo affectionate and praises so much when he's drunk

｡ﾟ•┈꒰ა ♡ ໒꒱┈• ｡ﾟ

tw // inappropriate workplace relationships, slight bullying, drunken sex, vaginal, slight impact play, creampie, slight degradation, overstimulation & praise — 1.3k

he's such an asshole at work. he micro-manages everything you do and scrutinises your work to an unfairly harsh degree. he doesn't pay attention when you speak, or he just rolls his eyes and dismisses what you say. he talks shit about you behind your back but never leaves a trail so you can't report him to HR.

you didn't want to attend this stupid work night-out, if he was going to be there.

hence, it's honestly quite jarring how the night spins from laughing and having one-too-many glasses of wine with your colleuge at the bar, to you sprawled across his bed while he hits it from behind.

all your clothes have been discarded, and you're so drunk you can't remember whether you took your shoes off at his door or if you lost them during your uber ride home (during which you could hardly keep your hands off each other; the poor driver was probably mortified.)

regardless, none of that mattered now that you were collapsed on his sheets, letting his fat cock ram into your hole over and over, abusing that senisitive spot inside you. he stood at the edge of the bed, holding your hips firmly in place while he drilled into you, but he was so hammered that he was on the verge of losing balance with each rough thrust of his hips. the only way he could steady himself was by leaning forward, so his chest was against your back and his body is pressed closely against yours.

you can feel his laboured breathing against the shell of your ears as he groans, "you're—" his voice hitches, "so, so pretty. my sweet angel." he lazily scatters kisses against your back, pecking at your neck and working his way around your shoulders while his cock continues to plow into your pussy at a delirious rate. the cold lenses of his glasses against your skin almost causes you to shudder.

"kei.." you moan, toes curling at the way he keeps stretching out your creamy cunt. you couldn't get enough of him, hence you arched back into his touch, craving more friction to send you over the edge.

"hm? baby.." he rumbles against your skin, lips dragging lazily against the tender flesh of your neck, "what is it? talk to me."

so sensitive, and barely able to contain yourself, you choke, " 'm close.." the only words your intoxicated mind is able to grasp. and you can feel as the corners of tsukishima's lips tug into a smirk at your pathetic little whimper.

"close? my cute little assistant is ready to cum? that right?" he taunts, running a hand down your bare body and gripping at the meat of your thigh, causing to mewl into his sheets. "want me to fill up that tight hole, huh?" the speed of his thrusts begin to decrease and his hips rock carefully into you, each movement deliberate and teasing, "my perfect angel. that's what you want, right? to be mine. such a good girl."

you nod frantically into the duvet, and try to grind back against his cock but his lethal one-handed grip on your waist prevents you from doing so. but your desperation for stimulation is somewhat satisfied when his other hand trails down to toy with your needy clit, "don't know why i call you names. you're not a stupid whore, are you, baby?" he presses a messy kiss against the angle of your jaw, "no, whores aren't this fucking tight. no, you're an angel. the prettiest angel i've ever seen." his hot breath tickles your skin as he chuckles.

he jovially slaps your clit, the jolt of short-lived escasty causing you to cry out, "please, kei! i need you, please fuck me!" your voice is shaky and there's genuine desperation in your tone, which tsukishima is able to pick up on, even in his inebriated state.

"want more, princess?" he says in a low voice.

"yes.."

he gives you another drunken kiss, against your cheek this time, just at the corner of your lips, "how could i say no to you, beautiful. you're too hot to ignore." his final chuckles echoes through your head as that's the last sounds you're able to process before your brain is fucked straight out of your skull.

he splits you in half and your whole body trembles with each fierce thrust of his dick into your slobbering pussy. his tip doesn't relent at that rough spot on your walls that he knows drives you crazy , and although his aim is inhibited by the several drinks he's had, the pure urgency of his pace alone is enough to cause you cum before you even know what's going on.

"ah, perfect little slut. just like that. cumming all pretty for your boss. so behaved." he groans, caressing your waist lovingly. spasming around his cock, your fluttering walls are not able to prevent tsukishima from continually rutting into you. he's chasing his own high now, aching for a release just as badly as you were, and stopping at nothing until he's climaxed, even as if that means using you as his personal fleshlight for hours while you lay there — overstimulated and fucked-out — under him. well, maybe you weren't there for hours, that could be an exgaration but truthfully, you're unsure. after your orgasm, you were so hazed and blank that your body's internal clock had broken. perhaps you were there for hours, maybe you were only there for a couple seconds.

regardless, the end result was the same. his sticky seed spilling through your insides, coating your slick walls. feeling his cock throb within you ignited something in the pit of your stomach, but he yanked himself out of your pussy before the sensation had an opportunity to foster. not by choice though, he'd keep his cock buried in your tight cunt all night if he could. but the sheer volume of his load that he had deposited inside you, left you so conjested with no room for his dick. instead, he had to heave himself upright so he could watch your puckered little pussy drip with his cum.

"nice n' full." he muses, using his finger to guide whatever cum was staining your folds back into your hole, with a lewd squelch. "my sweet angel."

｡ﾟ•┈꒰ა ♡ ໒꒱┈• ｡ﾟ

although that encounter was surreal and left you with an strong (yet entirely inappropriate) yearning for your asshole co-worker, the awkward part was that come the next morning, he didn't seem to remember a single thing.

after the main event, you both collapsed and fell asleep. however, you woke up in the middle of the night to collect your stuff and stagger home, and despite how it's all a little fuzzy, you still retain the majority of your memories from that night.

tsukishima on the other hand, doesn't seem to remember a thing. he didn't acknowledge it once when he saw you in person at work the next day, not even a nudge or a knowing glance. nothing. albeit, he did act a bit more demure in the few days following the incident, but that was likely due to the embarrassment of drinking, and he was back to acting as cruel and irritating-self in no time. with no awareness to the fact he stuffed your cunt full with his seed at the work night-out.

how girm. but perhaps this was for the best, at least his amnesia erases the chance of a HR nightmare. still, you can't help but feel a bit jaded that your entire relationship with him was exactly where it started, because he couldn't remember a thing.

or, at least, that's what you thought. until he notices you working overtime one evening, and drops a box of cream-filled doughnuts at your desk. there's no one around, so he's already snacking on one, and he opens the box to reveal the rest to you. "here." he states bluntly.

you perk up from your desk, and glance between him and box, eyes wide with hope (and suspicion), "for me? why?"

tsukishima shrugs, sauntering away from your desk. but not without first motioning to the part of the doughtnut where the cream poked out, and commenting,

"reminded me of you."

[riritzuu]

blushing :3

[riritzuu]

cozy lil cafe :3

[bokuroar]

cute but also . imagine husband!bokuto slash dad!bokuto eagerly teaching volleyball to YOUR toddlers. that’s so. 😔❤️‍🩹

[bokuroar]

𝐉𝐉𝐊 𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐀𝐂𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒 + 𝐊𝐈𝐒𝐒𝐄𝐒

a/n: not nsfw but kinda suggestive so read at ur own discretion still !

characters: nanami, inumaki, itadori, megumi, gojo

NANAMI’s habitual kisses on your forehead is just as gentle as his love. it’s something he has always done—a muscle memory every time he sees you that you can’t help but associate it with home. it’s how he greets you in the morning: no shirt, just a pair of old sweatpants and an unkempt hair plus a warm smile you could feel on your temple. you could be washing the dishes, rereading your favorite book or taking a nap on the couch, you could always expect feeling nanami’s simple kisses. and it’s how he says goodbye too. his forehead kiss would be the last thing you’ll feel before he leaves the house he never knows if he’d return to given his job, so that’s why he makes sure it’s the one that lasts the longest.

it all started with one snowy day in january on the way to school and you forgot to bring your scarf. you could barely feel your face and INUMAKI can’t help but get his phone from his pocket and take a picture of your terribly cold but extremely adorable state. mustard leaf he says, asking if you’re okay, giggling while kissing you on the nose. you, on the other hand, are unsure if your nearing death would be caused by frostbite or the embarrassment of being kissed in front of your classmates or the unexpected affection from your boyfriend. since then, your nose became the favorite place on your face inumaki loved to kiss. he loves the way how you feel so precious when he does so, but mostly because your lips are just inches away from your nose.

even before you got together, you already knew ITADORI is the biggest sweetheart. so you weren’t surprised, at all, when he adopted the endearing habit of showering your cheeks with affectionate kisses. he does it at the most random times like when you pass each other in the hallway or when you’re getting ready in your vanity for a girls’ night out. but he does it the most when he hugs you. yuji engulfs you between his arms and sways you side by side while he pecks your cheeks countless times mumbling how much he missed you. he couldn’t deny the swell of love and pride on his chest when he sees the blush from your neck creep up to decorate your whole face with a soft glow. it’s his sweet, constant, little kisses that turn something ordinary extra special.

affection never came to MEGUMI naturally. being together with him does not entail being in a typical cutesy couple who’s keen on PDA, and you’re completely fine with it because he may not love as loud as others do but his love is true and dependable. behind closed doors and away from the prying eyes of his nosy friends and teacher, megumi never shies away from kissing you on your shoulder, especially when it’s exposed to him. after a long day at school, he’d wordlessly go straight to you and his head would find comfort on your neck. as if on instinct, you brush his hair and ask him how his day went and he’d end his tales with intimate, small kisses all over your neck and shoulders. and you wouldn’t trade anything else for this quiet, little love.

SATORU is insatiable, to say the least, and it doesn’t help he’s the most dramatic person you ever met in your entire life (and most probably still is in your next ones). satoru refuses to let you go to work without kissing him goodbye because then he believes it’d be pointless to wake up and impossible to go make it through the day without your kiss. and it’s supposed to be a kiss on the lips by the way, he once said. not on the forehead, not on the cheeks. on the lips. and satoru is aware the effect he has on you. you could roll your eyes at his silly, goofy, and sometimes embarrassing antics all you want, but one kiss and a “there’s my pretty baby” while tucking your hair behind your ear are all it takes for you to melt. also, one piece of advice: never underestimate him. satoru could effortlessly lead one simple kiss on your lips into something more.

◡̈ NOTE ! as always, any form of feedback is greatly appreciated esp im not accustomed to writing jjk characters yet ;-;

© bokuroar (2024) – do not plagiarize, modify, copy, use, translate, repost my work on other sites without permission.

[pandamimi]

He's alive and happy in our hearts 💕

[bokuroar]

12:17 — few years later | 🛬❤️‍🩹🎇 iwaizumi h.

“you’ll be there, right? right? right?!”

if it’s anotamically possible to cut your ear off without passing out because of oikawa’s incessant nagging, you would’ve done it the first few seconds he begged you to accept kuroo’s reunion dinner invite before the all-star game. you were seijoh’s babysitter manager after all so, according to kuroo, it’s just right you’re there, in which you only replied with a i’ll think about it.

“haji’s gonna be there.” oikawa says in his annoying singsong voice and you swear you could hear his smirk right through your phone.

you bite your lip as if oikawa could see you blushing and smiling through the call. after years of graduating from high school, you wouldn’t have thought just hearing his name will elicit the same effect on you.

“and?” you reply nonchalantly because you would rather crawl under the earth and bury yourself alive than let oikawa confirm your cutesy, little high school crush on iwaizumi never really went away.

oikawa being your best friend saw through your reply and snorted, “pft, if i know you’ve been looking at his instagram every night before you sleep just because you’re too much of a scaredy cat to hit him up. don’t act as if you don’t zoom in on his shirtless pi—“

“oh my god, fine! i’ll go to this freaking dinner so please for the love god shut the hell up! ” you exasperatedly sigh wanting to tolerate oikawa’s teasing no longer not because it’s untrue but because you felt like you were caught committing a crime. it’s a curse and a gift you have a best friend that knows everything about you.

you hear oikawa shriek through your phone in celebration and about being there at 6, so you mutter a good bye before he lays out a plan that involves dragging you wherever into the night.

as if on cue, your phone lights up with a notification from your old group chat when the call ended,

✉️ t. oikawa: see you all on saturday!!!! no backsies!!!!!! :p

you roll your eyes knowing he’s talking about you. you were about to hit send on a message something about being him still being an annoying ass when another bubble popped in your screen that made you rewrite everything you were about to say.

✉️ h. iwaizumi: im back too 🇯🇵 see you guys :)

✉️ you: i’ll be there ☺️

come saturday, you’re standing in front of the restaurant which every nook and cranny you’re familiar with as this was a popular go-to after-school-dinner-place during your younger years with the team. you try your best not to look frantic while you check your phone at least every 10 seconds to tell oikawa “wru >:(”

you were about to hit the call button when you hear somebody clear their throat. as a reaction, you step away from where you were standing thinking you were probably blocking the entryway.

“sorry i was just w— oh. haji?” you take these few seconds to take him in—the way his shirt hugged his biceps, the watch that also somehow added to his attractiveness, his skin that’s more tanned, his freshly cut hair, and his smile. god, that smile. so many things have changed about him since he last visited home but his kind, subtly giddy smile still reached his eyes.

“been awhile, hasn’t it?” iwaizumi sheepishly say and you hold back a gasp when he scratches the back of his head that flexed his arm.

“it’s been.. yeah? yeah, it has. i mean. yes..” you nervously laugh, mentally kicking yourself for tripping over your words.

you feel your cheeks redden, not from the cold air of the darkening day but because of the manly, handsome laugh that bubbles from iwa’s chest. “watcha doin’ out here, though? waiting for a someone or..” he drags his sentence hoping you don’t hear his silent prayer that you are romantically available.

you snort before you could even think about it, “no, c’mon it’s not like that.” you laugh and went on to tell the tale of oikawa begging you to come, “i’m waiting for that idiot tooru who went several measures to make sure i’m here.”

“you two were thick as thieves, weren’t ya? i’m glad you stayed in touch even if that shithead went abroad.” iwaizumi smiles and you can’t resist staring at how he threw his head back when he laughed at oikawa’s typical antics.

“wish we did too, y’know. i missed ya.” iwaizumi suddenly confesses, “i just found myself wanting to talk to you when i was out there.”

to say your heart felt like it dropped on your feet was an understatement. it’s like everything froze—the leaves halted midair, the world went silent and the only sound you could hear was the loud thump of your heart. all what you manage to let out is, “o-oh? you did? really?”

iwaizumi looks at you like you just asked the most ridiculous question, “‘course i did. we talked every day then! remember how i used to walk you home after our trainings then stop by that dang old ramen place that was there since forever? missed hanging ‘round with you and the team ‘tis all.”

you smile as you look at the ground, shyly but fondly recollecting all the simple but sweetest moments with iwaizumi you cherish so much. with his sudden reminiscing, you recall the sort-of debate you had with him because he kept on insisting he should always walk you home.

“r-right. the team. yeah, i missed them too.” you say as you shake your head along with the thought of having a chance of romance with your longtime friend.

“we should go inside. fuck that tardy tooru i think a lot’s of them here.” you casually laugh and walk towards the door until you felt a hand on your wrist.

iwaizumi shoots you a grin, “what do you say the two of us go grab that ramen? for old time’s sake?”

a/n: so .. uh … im back ! hope everyone’s still here 😅🫣 anw this was supposed to be just a drabble but i got a lil carried away & im alr thinking of writing a pt 2 .. wdyt hehe

[bokuroar]

𝗵𝗮𝗶𝗸𝘆𝘂𝘂!! 𝗰𝗵𝗮𝗿𝗮𝗰𝘁𝗲𝗿𝘀 & 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗶𝗿 “oh.” 𝗺𝗼𝗺𝗲𝗻t (pt. 2)

↬ you can find part 1 here ♡ i was supposed to use another song but i wanted to stick with the theme of the first part ^^ enjoy !

↬ hq characters (osamu, iwaizumi, kenma, daichi) x gn!reader

ꕤ you open the door to welcome osamu and the heavy grocery bags he cradles in his arms. without so much as saying hello, he automatically lets himself in kicking his shoes off in your apartment. with stuffy nose you ask him, “what’re you doing here at 10 in the morning? doesn’t your shop open at 9?” osamu chuckles, his warm smile spreading across his face. "it does, but i couldn't stay away any longer, you’re a mess who needs to eat." he jests. throughout the day, osamu stays by your side, bringing you comfort and joy with every gesture. he makes you soup, entertains you with funny videos thanks to his twin, and even brings over a stack of your favorite books to read together. it’s like he knows exactly what you need without you having to say a word. oh.

ꕤ “we better walk fast, ‘zumi. looks like it’s gonna pour anytime soon.” you mumble as you look up to the looming clouds and instinctively reach your hand out to feel any droplets. iwaizumi brings out his old, trusted, albeit rusty umbrella that you swear he had since god knows when. he sheepishly smiles, “can’t have you sick now, can we?” as you continue walking, you engage in light banter and reminisce about old times. the conversation flows effortlessly, just like it always does when you're together. "you remember that time we got caught in a torrential downpour during our first year of high school?" iwaizumi asks, a mischievous glint in his eyes. "how could i forget? good thing we found that cafe to hide in until the rain stopped.” you reply. "yeah, and then we spent hours talking and laughing we didn't notice they needed to close the shop." iwaizumi recalls fondly and adds, "that was the day i knew we'd be friends for a long time." he smiles warmly, his gaze softening as he looks at you. uh oh.

ꕤ “ah, am i hearing this right? the kodzuken challenging me to beat him in a video game?!” you jokingly gasp at your longtime friend, kenma, who only rolled his eyes at your mockery. “stop acting weird, this won’t be the first time i beat you,” he smirks. you grin, accepting the challenge with a competitive glint in your eye. the game began and you both immersed yourselves in the virtual world. as the match progressed, you notice kenma's occasional slip-ups, as if he was letting you win. "are you sure you're not going easy on me?" you tease. he blushes slightly, trying to hide his intentions. "you wish. you just had practice," he replies, his eyes betraying a hint of affection. after a thrilling game, you emerged victorious. "looks like you owe me that boba," you retort playfully, savoring the taste of triumph. in that moment, kenma smiles, realizing that he felt more of a winner in making you smile than winning a video game. oh no.

ꕤ holidays are better spent with people. the more the merrier, at least that’s what daichi’s household believes in. and his big family isn’t enough, daichi always celebrates with his close friends—including you. amidst the ongoing debate which is the best christmas dessert, he turns to you, "i’m so glad you could make it today. my family loves having you around during celebrations." you smile warmly, "i wouldn't miss it for the world, dai. your family and our friends always make these holidays unforgettable." as the holiday cheer enveloped the room, daichi's eyes were fixed on you as you engage with his younger siblings. you had picked out thoughtful gifts for each of them, and he watches with a mix of fondness and admiration as they unwrapped your presents, their faces lighting up with joy and gratitude. he could get used to this. oh?

© bokuroar (2023) – do not plagiarize, modify, copy, use, translate, repost my work on other sites without permission.

a/n: i can’t not write this bec of the love the part 1 got T____T i wanna hug all of u !! thank u !!! 🥹🤎 ik this took such a long time but still hope you liked reading this just as much hehehe <3

thanks for stopping by ☕️ talk to me?

[kysoomi]

[ mikage reo ]

you sat across from the famous football player, staring at him blankly as he slurped the last few drop of his iced coffee obnoxiously, staring back at you almost as if he was trying to annoy you. after finally being done and letting out a loud annoying sigh, he blinked. “hi.”

you shut your eyes for a brief second, taking in a deep breath while trying not to come up with at least fifty ways to murder him as you attempted to fully register the situation. “nagi, it’s three in the morning.”

“mhm.”

“i haven’t spoken to you in years. why are you here?”

“i had a fight with reo.” he said bluntly, moving the straw around his cup. the ice moved inside loudly, only testing your patience further. he seemed as if he was done talking, but the sharp look you gave him made him pout and before he continued, finally stopping the noise. “we live together, i couldn’t stay with him.”

“and you decided that instead of staying with any of your friends, isagi, chigiri, barou, bachira— you decided to pack, somehow track me down and come over without notice?”

“i couldn’t stay at any of their homes,” he rolled his eyes as if you were the idiot. “let me explain this, [y/n]. when a kid has divorced parents and he fights with one of them, he goes to stay with the other.”

you needed a cigarette and you didn’t even fucking smoke.

“…did you just say that mikage and i are your divorced parents?” you asked, bewildered. he nodded casually, leaning his palm on one hand as he stared at you. you leaned back, massaging your temples in pure frustration. “are all football players this insane?”

“probably.” he shrugged. “i also forgot my phone and wallet, so you will have to pay for me until i decide to go back. oh, speaking off, can we order takeout? i’m really hungry.”

“nagi.”

“…yes?”

“get the fuck to bed.”

his eyes seemed to fill up with amusement despite the dramatic sigh he let out as he got up, staring at you expectantly. you gestured to the room at the end of the hallway and he nodded, poking his tongue out before he walked away.

you passed out at the kitchen table that day, wondering what the fuck to do with the man child in your guest room, and woke up the next morning by someone poking your cheek. “[y/n]. [y/n]. [y/n]. [y/n]. [y/—“

“say my name one more time and i am disowning you,” you muttered blankly, voice thick with sleep as you buried your face deeper into your arms. you heard him snort, but you ignored it, sighing. “what?”

“i ordered takeout because i can’t make breakfast and i didn’t want you to kill me if i woke you up to cook. where’s your wallet?”

you pushed yourself up with a light groan, looking around until your eyes fell on the backpack you usually took to your college. you gestured there vaguely and he immediately dragged himself towards it, pulling it open harshly before he grabbed your wallet, frowning. “this is an ugly wallet.”

“die.”

“you’re a very bad parent.” he hummed. you narrowed your eyes at him as he pulled the door open and paid, accepting two pizza boxes before he mumbled a ‘thank you’ and shut the door quietly, looking towards you after. “wanna join for breakfast?”

you sighed, pushing your aching body up. “why not?”

after you two silently ate while he intensely watched a full two-hour youtube video about all possible theories behind his favorite game, you finally turned to him. “i have three questions.”

he blinked. “only three? you’re a changed person. what are they?”

you rolled his eyes. “one, when are you planning to return?”

“you could at least pretend you’re happy to see your ex-boyfriend’s best friend after years.” he muttered, sulking, before sighing. “friday night, we have a match saturday morning.”

you nodded slowly, then paused. “how are you planning to piss mikage off if he doesn’t even know where you are?”

he blinked. “oh, i didn’t think about that. give me your phone, i’ll send him a photo of us together.”

“i don’t have his number.” you informed blankly. he raised his eyebrows, and you raised one in response. “what?”

“he still have your number saved in his favorites with, like, a million heart emojis. you’re cruel.” he muttered monotonously, snatching your phone either way. you watched closely as he opened instagram and logged into his private account before he leaned into you, poking his tongue out as he snapped a picture. you poked your tongue out as well just to humor him, both your faces blank, and you snorted when you saw his caption.

like parent like son.

“last question.” you hummed. he groaned loudly, and you raised an eyebrow. “just one and i’ll let you stay over without complaining for the next few days.”

“shoot.”

“what was the fight about?”

he paused for a second, two, three, then, “i don’t want to talk about it.”

you stared at him for a few seconds, then sighed, glancing at your watch. “okay. i have to get ready for college, so make yourself at home, i guess.”

he seemed surprised that you let go of it, but you didn’t overthink it, getting up and going to your room. god, you needed a hot, long shower. after getting everything ready and so, you walked back out into the living room, where nagi was watching another game analysis video on your TV. yet, he seemed to be sulking a little more, and you sighed at your own words in advance.

“hey, nagi, wanna sneak into my college and attend classes with me?”

“sounds like a hassle.” he deadpanned, glancing up. you hummed, turning around, before a thud echoed as he rolled off the couch, followed by a groan. “hold on, i’m in.”

you snorted.

before you realized, it was friday morning, and as much as you hated to admit, you were going to miss nagi. you two had gotten close when you were dating reo and tended to pull a lot of all nighters together playing nagi’s favorite games, which got you really close. however, after the breakup, reo had really pulled back and cut off all contact, which you guessed had included nagi as well when the taller player stopped talking to you.

“morning,” nagi yawned tiredly as he walked into the kitchen, where you sat on your phone, greeting him with a hum. “oh, did you pack your bags already?”

you blinked, pausing, before you looked up. “what?”

he blinked back. “did i forgot to tell you? you’re coming with me.”

“what?” you hissed, eyes wide. “what do you— i’m not going with you.”

“i already have your ticket, don’t let me get a refund!” he whined, slumping across of you. “i got it when i booked mine.”

“and you are just telling me now?”

“i forgot.” he deadpanned. “now go pack.”

“i have college.”

“you told me you have a week-long break. go pack.”

“i’m not staying with you.”

“i’ll book a suite for you in the most expensive hotel, just please go pack!”

“…i fucking hate you.” you muttered, pushing yourself up before placing a plate in front of him. he took a huge bite as you walked away, and you could hear him hum at the taste before talking.

“love you too!” he yelled back.

that night, after you two got on the plane, he decided to inform you that he had also got you a vip ticket for the game the next day, and he was so lucky you couldn’t murder him with that much witnesses around.

you had the same feeling as you watched the players walk into the field on saturday night, sipping on your drink while waiting trying to calm your nerves. it had been years since you saw reo, and you were definitely not ready to see him again. you would be lying if you said you didn’t put effort into your appearance for the night, but who wouldn’t?

before you could completely prepare yourself, your eyes fell on an annoyingly familiar mop of purple hair, angrily whispering something to nagi. nagi gave him one of his famous blank looks before he turned around and met your eyes, and you immediately glared at him.

‘do not!’ you mouthed clearly, well aware that he could see it, and his lips only twitched up before he nonchalantly pointed in your direction, and you glared at him.

that fucking traitor.

reo turned around in an alarming speed, eyes wide as he did so, searching the crowd almost desperately before his eyes fell on you. you had managed to compose yourself enough to go back to looking bored, offering him a lazy wave when your eyes met, and he only turned back quickly towards nagi, waving around vaguely as he said something that caused his team members to all look at him, eyes wide.

chigiri asked something and nagi pointed back at you, and you swore you could cut his damn finger off if you could as almost the entire team turned to you in sync, eyes wide, and you offered a peace sign this time, face blank as you poked your tongue out.

the only one who saw the humor in this was nagi, who snorted and immediately got smacked by reo, who was sharply avoiding looking in your direction. they all offered bewildered waves and you turned back to sipping on your drink, waiting for the stupid match to end so you can get back to your hotel.

they won, fucking of course, and you immediately slipped out, shooting nagi a text once you made it back to the hotel congratulating him. you got a simple ‘:x’ back and snorted, decided to take a relaxing bath before going to grab a coffee for yourself.

and so, hours later, you were finally ready, dressed nicely and humming quietly as you grabbed your phone and wallet, pausing once a familiar voice echoed in the hallway. you walked towards the door, quietly pressing your ear against it, and heard someone suck in a sharp breath. “you can do it, you can do it. this will go okay, you can totally fucking do this, you can—“

you shut your eyes and breathed in deeply as an attempt to calm yourself down before opening the door, eyes immediately meeting widening purple ones as reo stilled. it was silent for a few seconds until reo took a step back, forcing on a practiced smile that you easily knew was fake.

“hi,” he spoke, voice smoother than you had remembered, and held a bouquet of white roses. you arched an eyebrow, face still blank as you accepted it, and he laughed awkwardly, shifting on his feet. “apology on nagi’s behalf.”

“it’s okay.” you responded calmly, carefully setting them aside. “couldn’t leave my child, after all.”

he cracked an awkward smile, but remained silent until you glanced back at him, and he gestured to your outfit. “going, uh, somewhere?”

“coffee.” you replied bluntly, and then internally grimaced, sighing before you spoke again, already regretting your words. “…would you like to tag along?”

“yes.” he agreed eagerly, then paused, skin tinting just the slightest. “i mean, uh, if you would like me to. i don’t mean i don’t want to, i do, but only if you—“

you would be a huge liar if you deny how you enjoyed being one of the very few people who can get reo to break his collected, charming rich boy filter. “reo?”

he immediately shut up, blinking, and you couldn’t help but think about how he resembled a lost puppy. “yeah?”

“let’s go.”

(you, later that night, shot nagi a reluctant ‘thank you’ text, one he responded with a ‘:p’ in reply for before casually informing you that there was no argument, just a small disagreement about reo being too much of a cowards to reach out and that he was just bored. you unsent your ‘thank you’, and he sent a ‘bad parenting :c’ back.)

[kysoomi]

[ tsukishima kei ]

you always thought you were too much.

you genuinely believed it required too much energy to love you, really. in fact, you believed it was almost impossible for some to love you happily, that no one could love you and not be mad about it. you knew it was.

so, when kei, the absolute love of your life told you that he was breaking up with you, you didn’t ask for an explanation. you didn’t scream, as much as you wanted to, and you didn’t cry and beg him to stay no matter how much your heart pleaded you to, because you thought it would be selfish to ask him to continue loving you when you could barely love yourself.

why would you bother for an explanation, too? your brain already covered all the possible reasons the second he gently informed you that he couldn’t do this anymore.

clingy. annoying. unlovable. insufferable. unstable.

you could only breathe out a low ‘i understand.’ before you were up on your feet, silently gathering all your belongings from his apartment.

you didn’t cry. not when you were there, not when you were on your way back, and not when you got home, and not even a week later as you slumped on a random seat on the university bus, eyes staring blankly outside the window as everyone piled inside.

it would have been stupid of you too. after all, you knew the break up was inevitable.

your thoughts had swallowed you too much to realize that a familiar blond was the one who took the seat beside you, and you only realized so when the bus started moving, snapping out of your bubble once your brain started registering the smell of his cologne, and you stilled.

he didn’t even take the bus. why was he here?

you didn’t dare ask him. instead, you swallowed harshly, shifting your gaze to the window, and ignored the quiet sigh he let out. this was one of the rare times you hated your university being so far, because getting stuck beside him for a full hour when you haven’t seen him in a week was dreadful.

if you weren’t so exhausted, you would have hopped off the first stop and figured your way out home.

after what felt like forever and was actually exactly 58 minutes, which you frustratingly counted down, it was finally your stop, and you immediately got up, waiting for him to move and let you out since his place was a few stops away.

what you didn’t except, yet made your stomach drop, was the way he got up as well, hands shoved into the pockets of his pants as he walked off the bus with you hesitantly behind.

maybe he was visiting someone else, you insisted, maybe he was—

all your thoughts got cut off by a warm hand grabbing yours the second you stepped off the bus, almost causing you to gasp. yet, you stayed silent, your throat tightening up by the second as you allowed him to drag you off.

you recognized your favorite café immediately as it came into view, and so did he, his face still deadly serious as he pulled you inside. it was silent as you both walked in, and the pit in your stomach grew as he pulled you in line, still tightly holding your hand in his.

if you weren’t so… unfocused, you may have pulled out, but the warmth of his hand distracted you, reminding you how it felt to be wanted even if it was just currently temporarily.

how pathetic of you, really.

you ignored the sadistic voice that muttered so in your head, feeling like a rag doll. your surroundings seemed hazy as he ordered both of your drinks and payed, but you somehow didn’t miss the concerned glance he threw you, and god did you wish you did.

it was silent for a few more minutes, both of you waiting aside for your drinks, his hand still holding yours so desperately. despite being barely warm, it suddenly started feeling like it was boiling hot, and you finally gained enough strength to pull your hands out, clearing your throat timidly as you shifted your gaze off him.

(you missed the frown that took over his lips, the furrow of his eyebrows and the way his eyes visibly saddened for a few seconds.)

both your names were called out shortly after, and you silently grabbed your drink, allowing him to lead you to an empty table. now that you thought about it, you definitely shouldn’t have let him get you to this point, but you were always so weak for him.

as soon as you both sat down, you lifted your gaze up, your eyes meeting his, and for the first time, you saw how tired he looked. messy hair, eye bags, your initial still hanging off a barely adjusted gold chain from his neck and a hoodie that he was drowning in, one you had bought him.

you pushed the urge of hugging him aside to finally talk.

“what do you want, tsukishima?”

“it’s kei,” he immediately pleaded, face still serious yet voice uncharacteristically desperate as he leaned over, eyes softening. “please.”

you only stared at him, and he sighed, leaning back in his seat, head dropping in… was it shame?

“i’m sorry.”

you blinked once, then twice, then furrowed your eyebrows in confusion. “what? if it’s about the break up, it’s genuinely fine, i really—“

“i’m sorry i made it seem like you’re not worth staying for.” he cut you off, and you stilled. “i’m sorry i chose the easy way out and never explained that the reason we broke up was because i didn’t think i loved you as much as you deserve to be loved.”

“wh—what?”

“i know you think you’re unlovable, that you’re the biggest burden, that you’re high maintenance, that loving you could never be easy but god loving you was the easiest thing i could ever do, and i’m so unbelievably sorry that i never made that clear enough.”

you stared at him, eyes wide yet silent, because what could you even say?

“you say you’re unlovable, yet i am so desperately, pathetically in love with you. i love you and i love all your flaws. i love everything you hate about yourself, and i plan to continue loving every bit of you forever.”

“tsukishima—“

“please let me continue.” he pleaded, begged. you chewed on your lips for a few seconds before giving him a nod, and he immediately continued. “i love you. i love you so much that it’s driving me crazy. you never leave my mind and i desperately wish to have you by my side every second of every fucking day. no matter how long i have known you and will know you for, you always having me flustered like a stupid teenager in love just by the thought of you and god, i never even thought feeling like this could be possible.”

he suddenly reached over, his hand grabbing yours. “i have never been the best with words, we both know it, but i promise you, if you give me another chance, i promise to make you realize one day how lovable you are.”

“…am i worth the effort?” you whispered, voice shaky and eyes blurry, and his hold only tightened around your hand, face twisting as if your words had physically hurt him.

“always,” he whispered, his free hand gently wiping tears you hadn’t realized have already started streaming down your face. “always and forever, my love. so, may you please give me another chance to love you as truly as i should have?”

“…always, kei.” you finally breathed out, feeling as if oxygen had just met your lungs for the first time since forever. yet, you barely got the chance to see the relief on his face before he leaned over, desperately pressing his lips against yours, and god did you miss the warmth.

and to his credit, he kept his promise.

[augustinewrites]

megumi who tells fushigojo mom about every instance someone tries to flirt with satoru at the park/grocery store/during school pickup AND drives them off immediately once he realizes what’s happening

[bokuroar]

i just know if ure suddenly feeling insecure about the size of ur breasts as u look at the mirror, if u think they’re too small or too big, bokuto would just straight up put his hands on it and squeeze casually then say “nah, i think they’re just right, baby.”, kiss you on your forehead, then walk away.

[beybuniki]

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