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‪There is parts of me that will always be mad at you, there is parts of me that will always love you and there is parts of me that will never forget how you made me feel good and bad. It’s just hard for me to let go of you. I want to let you go. ‬

I love you. I LOVE YOU ___!!! IVE ALWAYS LOVED YOU!!😭😭😭❤️

Take me back to when I was with you

I feel numb as if I’m in slow motion watching reality and I can’t do nothing, i can’t breath. I feel as if I’m underwater with weights on my feet and the only thing I can’t do is drop tears from my eyes and watch/ feel my heart drop to the floor.

I was talking to my ex girlfriend and this is she said..

“One Lesson I learned from you is you have to put other people before yourself.” What you mean, that doesn’t sound like something I would say.(is what I said) “You never said it... you did it.” this proves your actions speak louder than your words dead ass.

“be careful when choosing your boyfriend over your bestfriends, ‘cause who's going to be there for you when he breaks your heart”

-unknown post on ig

Sip your tea as you please

Watch your actions and don’t forget about your friends when you’re in a relationship bc who’s gonna be there for you when he breaks your heart

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Can someone explain to me how you can call someone your best friend and almost never be there for them?

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Then call someone fake for working out problems with another person which they’ve done multiple times, it’s not fake it’s just growing up and fixing our problems, it’s supposed to be a good thing.

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Say how someone “was always there for me and I never was”, is some bullshit, why don’t you flip it around and tell the fucking truth. I was always there for her, when the whole Ben situation happened, and the one with James...both times, when her and her friends got into fights I was always there trying to help. I can’t say the same for her because who was there for me when my heart got broke multiple times? Not her. Who was there When I would run to the bathroom trying not to cry? not her. Who was there for me this summer and when life was a mess? Not her. She sometimes to talk about it in school with me, if I brought it up. But then she would switch the topic. The only time she acts like my friend is in school, more so third and fourth period but once that bell rings, Savannah who? It’s always about her other friends,

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So I guess were not really friends as I thought, friends are supposed to be there for you, but look who showed up? Not her.

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And you want to know what I did while you were running your mouth talking shit on how everything wasn’t your fault, and how people are turning your friends against you, posting stuff,fake people this fake people that.I kept my mouth shut, I had nothing bad to talk about you other than you were that never there for me, when people asked me why we weren’t friends anymore you know what I said, it’s not their business, I made a decision and I just started realizing how people were treating me and instead of treating them the same way, I just left🤷🏼‍♀️. I find it hysterical, you say you don’t care but yet you never stop talking about it, spilling tea to your “friends” that you don’t have, literally behind my back. You once said, “if I have no friends then I guess I have no friends”, that’s not my fault honey😂.

Do you ever miss how you used to be one point in time, you don’t necessarily miss the people but you missed how they made you feel, I miss that. Like a lot.

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I feel like I’m mentally drowning and am grasping for air

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Okay so I dyed my hair over the weekend from blonde to medium dark brown...

Me: *walks into class*

Classmate: “DAMNNN WHO BROKE YOUR HEART”

😂😂wtf ok then

Why am I still hiding

I hate when my church talks about homosexuality and I’m just sitting here trying to hide the fact I’m gay...

People ask “how do you move on” I didn’t really know how to answer that question then but I would now I would say, you know you moved on when you don’t think about them constantly, when y’alls date passes by and you don’t even notice, and doesn’t hurt you like it used to, you moved on when you see them with someone else’s and you smile bc you are genuinely happy for them. It takes time but that’s how you know you’ve moved on.

It doesn’t matter how old you are, If watching movies with your parents that contains a sex scene is not awkward then there’s something wrong with you

I’ve been watching this video on repeat for the past five minutes 😂😭😂 “ beep beep bitch you’re gay”😂😂😂

‪And it was for a brief second it still felt like I was in his arms like noting had changed, he didn’t move, we were still together and happier then ever. But then I came back to reality and let’s just say, it damn sure hit me hard. ‬

—•S.M•boLdThoughtsSmallSmiles

‪Things I’ve learned over the past year, and had a look at my past relationships as learning curves. ‬

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‪1Ex: he was my first love, he taught me that communication is key, and the heart break/love hurts so be careful who you decide to love. ‬

‪2EX: she taught me that it’s not easy to move on. Also the on and off relationships are like re-watching a movie and expecting a different ending. ‬

‪3EX: he taught me how a man should treat a lady and not just buy words but my actions, to know when you have a good one, don’t let them go‬.

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