I have fallen in love

in many version of myself, I've also killed many versions of myself.

[bonnielily]

You know it really feels like dying.

It hurts when you eat.

It hurts when you breathe.

It hurts when he ignores you.

[voodooya]

Dmitry Khramtsov - Rapunzel

[bonnielily]

I was 14 when it all started. Although I think there was already something wrong with me long before that.

[goldours]

maria raymers

[gloomzyy]

[bonnielily]

You know, if you want to achieve your goal, you must have a strong will 🦋

70kg -> 58kg

[sexbf]

it's just mental hunger it's just mental hunger it's just mental hunger it's just mental hunger it's just mental hunger.

[anhell-no-wings]

feeling your ribs = daily reminder to keep in control

[bonnielily]

I am not hungry, just thirsty.

[bonnielily]

A few words to Ana.

Hello, my name is Nat. I had no idea that at the age of 23 my eating disorder would be so intense. So intense that I am already certain that it's not anyone's fault that I have this disorder. I have a loving fiancé, my own apartment, and I am finishing my master's degree in nursing. Despite the fact that everything is going well for me, further my disorder makes me feel terrible after eating anything, I feel the need to count calories and avoid fat and sugar. I feel the need to starve myself. I thought for a few weeks it was better, but I'm afraid it will never be good. Food is my enemy, and even more of an enemy is myself to myself.

[lvangel69]

[bonnielily]

I know Christmas Holidays are tough. I have to stay strong, it all will be better soon 🦋

[bonnielily]

This is all i can think about. My dream, my goal.

[ppixieew]

[bonnielily]

I can't puke, because dentist are so expensive.

[gaj0romar1ogifs-deactivated2015]

[transparentgentlemenmarker]

[riibrego]

sweet citrus

[bonnielily]

[willows-mossy-corner]

[bonnielily]

the crushing weight of existence burdens my mind every second

[bonnielily]

only love and death change all things

what do you choose?