AquaWolf(:

30yr old fan from Tx. They/She

[boop96]

Its 230am. Why is this so hard?

[perfectquote]

“You are in charge of your own happiness; you don’t need to wait for other people’s permission to be happy.”

— The Light in the Heart

[remanence-of-love]

[dearlovex3]

Let the next one be the last 🙏

[perfectquote]

“Your peace is more important than driving yourself crazy trying to understand why something happened the way it did. Let it go.”

— Mandy Hale

[quoteastic]

Be okay with losing people that are okay with losing you.

[irisili0]

Sometimes I wonder if I’ll ever be loved the way I love—the way I obsess, the way I care, the way I look at them, the way I wonder, the way I almost worship.

[remanence-of-love]

[quoteastic]

Sometimes you have to accept the fact that certain things will never go back to how they used to be.

[remanence-of-love]

[spiritbodyofdistortedkilling]

HANNIBAL S3E04 | APERITIVO

[boop96]

[minimalistquotes]

One of the happiest moments ever is when you find the courage to let go of what you can't change.

[boop96]

May the 4th is bittersweet for me.

It's great because its Star Wars day. I love star wars and watching it brings me happiness.

Its bad because it makes me think of you. You got me into the series and we watched it together all the time.

It also reminds me of the day you left me.....for her. We made plans together and you "forgot". You didn't even care when I began crying in the store when you told me that you'd forgotten. Then you wouldn't cancel plans with her to spend the day with me, your wife. You chose her over me and I don't think I'll ever forgive that choice. I binged all the star wars I could..... while crying and having my heart broken. I knew THAT DAY that I'd already lost you. Because...... I never would've done that to you 😔

[thequotespot]

“i act like things don’t affect me, but in reality, i just process everything alone.”

[vexheart]

The fine line between wanting to say so much and knowing that it's better to say nothing.

[boop96]

I have to get this off my chest

We grew apart. Thats fine.

How you treated me in the end, thats what I struggle with.

You made plans with me for a future for us; just days before you told me you didn't love me anymore. You lied to me. You lied to our friends and made me look like a bad partner. Why?? Any problems you had with me, you never told me. I was completely blindsided by everything.

THEN I found out that you were flirting with another woman, and yes it WAS flirting (especially if your coworkers noticed it). If it wasn't wrong, why did you hide it?? How many times did yall hang out behind my back? How many times did you leave me to go see her? How many times did you lie to me FOR HER?

Then, when I did leave AS YOU ASKED, you got mad and said I was the one who gave up too easily...... and yet, you filed before even talking to me. You'd already decided what you wanted. You just couldn't stand being "the bad guy".

You wanna know the worst feeling of it all?? I begged you to do things with me and always got told no, or you said you had a headache, or you had already made other plans. The moment I was gone, you jumped at the opportunity to do THOSE SAME THINGS with her.... was I just not worth it??? Did you just not want to do them with ME??????

Even so. I can't hate you. I couldn't. I never will. I only wish the best for you.

I mourn everything we had and everything we planned for. I still stay up late crying. I'll never forget the pain; it will stay with me forever.

[throughtheeyesofemily97]